It still hasn't gotten any better I miss you more today then I ever did yesterday

God I miss you're hugs there are so many memory's just tears my heart to pieces I light a candle everyday in you're honor I can't say I'm scared to die or that I want too but I'm scared that when I die I'm going to suffer and I'm afraid for my existence  to stop existing.  💔 you where always brave and quite cock a bit hard headed at times and when you had you're mind set on something  you couldn't convince  you to do otherwise loosing you is like taking to beats out of every 2nd heartbeat and I still can't deal..... at least you're not suffering any more and you're free baby dad while you're up there watching over all of us please give our daughter a huge hug for me and tell her mommy will meet her there someday just not yet....... tell her that I love her and to be brave but devon even more important never stop watching over me or beleaving in me because you're my guardian angle and my lig truly realizes i did ht I'll look for when it's my time I love you now more then I ever I'm missing you and the hurt comes in waves and tonite it feels like I'm drowning your spirit was so powerful l miss seeing you from time to time running into you on the streets because regardless of how bad things where in your life at the time you still always painted a smile on you're face and brightend up the darkest times you where always so brave and bright I don't know how you did it remember that time you came over to Amanda's house in the village and kicked it the night we had a huge party and alot of people came over I will never forget that night because we skipped out on the party got a bunch of hard liquor from the house and snuck off just to lye in the middle of the train tracks and watch the stars in the sky then you really lit candles and put them along the rails and wood planks that was the most dangerous and stupidest thing we could have ever did but I won't ever forget it EVER BECAUSE IT TOUCHED MY HEART DEEP TO MY SOUL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DEVON AND CANT WAIT TO SEE U AGAIN!

You were always so nice to me. Sad to see you go so young. I hope you enjoyed your time on this earth. 

Words cannot express how amazing you where..... one thing I can say I'll never regret is meeting you going through everything we went thru throughout these years we've had some crazy ride tho I remember all the times when I needed someone the most and felt the emptiness and lonlyness in my world I called you up you would cove over and every single time you put you're arms around me I felt safe and I felt you're spirit fill my heart ❤and for a moment I felt like I wasn't alone.. you made everyone smile whenever you came near and then eyes in going to miss the most because Iloved looking into your eyes because they where mesmerizing I love you Devon with all of my heart I'm sorry everything happened the way it did I hope your not mad at me up there I don't deserve for you to help watch out for me but please be I need you still and I'm having a hard time letting you go rest easy up there d save a place for me

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Devon Allen-McCloud

October 20, 1987 – October 8, 2021

Bateman Carroll Funeral Home

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