4 years is crazy to believe you are missed everyday I love you MnF 🤟🏽

My love another year is approaching and the pain will never go away I carry you in my heart always and every were I go.
 MnF 4ever 🤟🏽💙

Alway had fun around uncle Fred  we miss you 

My dearest son, you truly were one of a kind! It’s been two years and I still feel numb over your absence in our lives. Your life Freddie was robbed from us, not a day goes by that we don’t think of you, you had such a gentle spirit. We celebrated your life today with your family, because that’s who you represented a “family man” we will never forget your honest values. Love you my beautiful son but now you are our angel.
Your mama…

It's one year Fred, and it still hurts. One can never move on without you. We will forever Love you Freddie, we will never get used to your absence that void can never be replaced, your love, jokes, laughter, your helping out, your companionship, your hugs, your goofiness, your clumsiness, everything mentioned is what will be missed of you. Forever Love you Freddie until we meet again ❤️ 

Thank you to everyone for all there kind words and love in this hard time
Anyone that has pics or anything of freddie please email me Rodriguez.maritza84@gmail

my prayers go out to freddys family and loved ones, i went to high school with freddy and hung out a little after high school and he was a great guy funny fella i dont know how he passed but i would like to know if that is ok with his loved ones, most defitnley taken too soon, i have a song with freddy recorded just for fun we did in the studio at my buddys house if anyone wants to hear freddys voice, let me know much love and respect fred rest in paradise my g

Lisa, 
I'm so sorry for your loss. Deepest condolences to you and your family. 

Sincerely, 
Cravens Family

I will always remember you being so kind, you reminded me so much of my own older brother and even my cousin huero. You would all have similarities whenever we would get together. You were always so nice to me and I'll always remember and cherish that. So thank you 

Dear Freddie,
You were such a genuinely such a kind soul. You were never afraid to tell someone just how much you loved them. I’ll miss all your jokes & goofy impressions that you made every chance to make someone smile. I looked up to you as yet another older brother. And you always made sure to let me know that you had my back no matter what. <3 always- Isa

Although the world keeps turning and the sun comes up each day life hasn't been the same since you were called away. You were so special, gentle, good, and kind. You've left the sweetest memories and thoughts of you behind. We only wish there was a way that we could see you one more time to hug & thank you for the joy you brought into our lives. You will always be in our hearts. -Love Tio Tony & Tia Pattie

Dear Freddie, 
My brother, my twin, my friend, the words to describe how much my heart misses you simply don’t exist. I was born into this world with you already in it, waiting for me, I’m not sure I will ever know how to live on without you. I know you are always here with me spiritually, your spirit will forever live through me because even though I never got the chance to actually tell you, you have always been one of my biggest influences. I’ve noticed over the past couple weeks how many things we do that are so similar, how we have so many common interests, sometimes even act the same. You have shaped me to become who I am today, and for that I am so grateful and especially thankful. I promise to teach Milan all about you, I will buy him his first GTA game like you wanted, I’ll even blast music a couple times when I pick him up from school just as an initiation into that club of embarrassment because you always would do that with Nicci and I. Most importantly though, I will teach him to love his family the same way you did, to be as helpful as you were, just as loyal as you were, and strong. I never knew that was your biggest strength until I lost you. I am so proud of your fight. I will never be ready to say goodbye, but I find comfort in knowing you’ll be waiting for me until our spirits more again, just as we met here on this earth all those years ago. I love you so much. 
Love, 
Small Fry/Cliff

This was the last time we got to hangout. 
I have so many memories of you Fred, and they will always live in my heart 💙🤍

Freddie,
I know your reading this from above.  Enjoy your heavenly life,  as you enjoyed your life here on earth as well.  Everyone you came in contact with, knows your compassion,  bright smile, and kind heart.  As do I.  I am blessed that GOD put me in your life.   At an early age you were already a likeable kid that I get to watch grow up over the years to become young man.  I enjoyed our last conversation, but I didn't know it was to be our last.  nor did you.  You were ready to conquer what ailed you and take new steps in life to prevent this from happening again.  But GOD's plan was different.  He wanted you there.  And as me, your sisters, mother, wife, and many others struggle to know why you were taken from us, we know your in a great place.  I thanked you for becoming the man I should have been.  Being the man of the house, helping take of your sisters, and showing them unconditional love.  Like always, you down played this roll saying  "ah, it's OK".  No, you taught me how I should have been a better man and you need to hear that and how proud I was of you.  Not only for what you did, but for who you became as well.  I thank you Freddie for the memories like, taking you to your first Charger game.  We lost that day, but we lost even more with your passing.  Your smile will live forever in our minds, and our love for you will never die in our hearts.  I will never say goodbye to you.  Continue to watch over us and protect your sisters, they do the same for you.  I'll see you again someday, and we'll finish that conversation.  Leon C

Dear Freddie, 
It’s your little big sister Nicci here. I was lucky to be blessed with an older brother as lil Fred was still playing with dinosaurs and trying to hit the ball on the t-ball field when I was running around in diapers.  You were my first role model, I wanted to be just like you. We would watch pokémon before school, fight over who got to sit in the back seat (not the front), and me & Natalie would sneak into your room to play your playstation when you weren’t home. You would turn heads bumpin music in your Impala as you picked me up from school or practice that would embarrass me, but deep down I thought you looked so cool & never wanted to say it to your face. Thank you for always being there for me when I needed you. You had to play a big role in my life that was more than just my big brother. Thank you for making me a Hip Hop head, thank you for teaching me how to use a drill and how to change a brake light. Thank you for letting me be the third wheel always with you and Ritz. You always protected me and never let me cry or made me feel alone. You felt when I was sad and always was there to pick me up. I’m gonna miss beating you up and playing video games or watching the same movies on repeat and I cannot wait for that last game of basketball we were supposed to play. I am so proud that God chose me as your sister cause I truly wouldn’t be who I am without you. I wish I can give you a big hug and see that smile light up a room. These doors are empty without you walking through them. Shine bright my angel, I still need you. I love you forever and always my shreddie 💜

Freddie my handsome and wonderful son in law. I remember the first time Maritza mentioned your name to me "you were just a friend at the time" Every time we would talk about you she always had a smile on her face and stars in her eyes. When she brought you home to meet her family and you hugged everyone or shook hands when you came and you left I knew you were a keeper. Especially if Papa and her brother Mark approved of you.Freddie Thank You for loving my Ritza and treating her like a Queen that she should be. I could not have asked for a better son in law. I really enjoyed seeing the brotherly bond you had with her brothers Mark and Brian.I'm upset because you were taken from Maritza and the family too soon . I wish I could hug you one more time and see your beautiful smile and hear you call me Mama Gloria . I  love you Freddie always. Until we meet again I will forever be your Mama Gloria 🥰

Freddie was one of the greatest humans I've ever had the pleasure of knowing. His kindness and generosity were unmatched by anyone. We had a lot of memories together and I wish we would've had more. We were fortunate enough to have entered into the extended Clamser family around the same time. We broke bread, had a few drinks, and talked about anything and everything and always had a great time. I'm grateful that we both found our better halves and were able to meet. What a gentle soul he was. His only flaw was his love for the Chargers. ;) I miss you, man. You left the world too soon. This hit real hard and you will be forever missed.

Freddy, I wish I'd had more time to get to know you all grown up. I still remember the boy that would go exploring with me in nana's creepy side yard. The world is a poorer place without your smile.

Oh Frederick , my god brother and the best brother no matter how annoying I was to you and Sonia as kids you made sure I was never left out. I remember when we first moved to San Diego it was a cloudy day until some sun came through the clouds and I remember you asking my mom “Hey Nina that’s Tupac looking down on me right now huh” with her sarcastic “Yes Fred he is” has never left my thoughts. Now when I see that sun come through I know it’s you looking down on us. Im going to miss you more than words can cover. I was so grateful to be able to talk to you before God decided he needed you more. How happy your voice was when my mom put me on speakerphone hearing  how happy you sounded and Tia telling me how happy you were screaming hi chache across the room. I was always your Chache never Selina. I love you Frederick save our seats in thug mansion and tell Tupac I said what’s up 💙♾

My dearest nephew Freddy
 You were a shining star brilliantly beautiful , full of love, life , patience and kindness to everyone that crossed your path in this life.
Like all shooting stars they are short lived.So we are left with 
your memory alive in each and everyone one of us that had the pleasure of being apart of something beautiful like you Freddy..
I loved you more then you ever knew..
Meet you at the crossroads. 
Tia Lissa ❤🧡💛💚💜💙

My dearest Freddie, aka “Forrest Gump” I feel it was just yesterday I gave birth to you. The joy that you completed into my ❤️,  you brought joy to my soul as soon as I placed you  into my arms. The unconditional love that words cannot define.  The dinosaurs you collected and saved all these years I’m glad you never gave them away. Your time here with us has fallen short, God had a different plan for you the order has been disrupted, our timeline has frozen!  I’m trying to find answers “why “  my beautiful, kind, son taken far too soon. The answers will never be explained no words can take my pain. Who is going to fix the broken pieces mijo, no more “can you help me son” One thing I do know my amazing son, your spirit will live within us, me, your beautiful sisters, Nicci, Natalie and your amazing wife Maritza and your family that loved you.  You have a new role now Freddie, you’re our 😇… Love you Forrest.. 

Fred your going to be missed! Carlos & I always enjoyed yours & Maritza’s company! It was a pleasure knowing you & being able to share the memories you left us with! Carlos & I are honored we were able to share yours & Maritza’s special day! You loved her with all your soul 💔🤍  Rip Freds 🙏🏼

"Frederick" Freddie, I will always cherish the day you came into this world, the love in your mom's  eyes when she held you for the first time. How proud your dad was to see  you for the first time. 
Forever  you will be loved and missed by all those who knew you.
Until we meet again

Dear Maritza and Freddie,

Thank you so much for letting us into your lives and for being such wonderful friends. Freddie, you were such a sweet, kind and caring person. We will never forget your smile, laugh and sense of humor. You have left a lasting impression on all of our hearts and will be dearly missed. Maritza, much love to you and our condolences to you and your family during this devastating time. Please know that Tony and I will always be here for you. Love you, Freddie. Until we all meet again. ❤️

~ Tony and Karena

This was the last day we kicked it when I was in town, we watched the Tyson fight at your house was always a good time with you...will miss you freds,Fred's, over us brotha...REST IN PARADISE CARNAL
PAWS*RATE*FREDS*SSD

So many beautiful memories with Maritiza and Freddie I can’t even count. We absolutely loved being in your energy and spending time laughing and listening to the boys talk about the chargers.  The way Freddie loved Maritza was so beautiful. You’ll be missed Freddie ❤️

Freddie loved my whole family we grew up together  he was always so happy  we will miss u for real. But we will alway keep your memories alive 

Playing stick ball on milbrae we use to try to hit the ball over the top of the house without hitting it. Spending the night all the time waking up to bomb breakfast  and a Flintstone vitamin in the morning. Got one all the time :) .. we were like 7 or 8 we were always around eachother.. growing up tons of memories. I'll definitely miss you.. I hold onto our conversations past couple weeks. And well our entire life together.. I love you freds

I love you cousin! Missing you. Such a sweet soul. You will be missed. 💙

Maritza and family, im so sorry for your loss. My prayers, love and support to you all during this difficult time. Maritza, im here if you need me k. Love you girly ♡

OBITUARY

Frederick Joseph Apodaca III

10 November, 1985 – 11 June, 2021

Glen Abbey Memorial Park & Mortuary

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