My God, Bob, time seems to just pass me by. I don't leave the house anymore, only to get some food for us. I am so sad all of the time, with Randy being so sick & you being gone .I  know that it's been a long time from the last time that I wrote to you, I just seemed to make me more depressed when I talked to you, I really hope that it wont happen again. You are on my mind every day, I miss you just as much as I did the day that you left me, I would give anything to have you here with me again. But that will never happen, I haven't been to church in forever. I DID 2 & 1/2 SUMMER SAULTS  down the stairs, They say that it will take at least a year to fully get back to being my old self again. It has been 8 weeks & my memory is getting better, I just hope it will be ok fast. I don't like living like this, I love you so much Bob. you were my best friend, my love , my husband, I miss you so damn much, It hurt my hart every time I think of with out me, or me with out you in my life. Randy is not doing so good. there is no cure for this kind of cancer, .I think that he will be with you one day, take care of him honey, he needs that extra care,. I am going to try to sleep for awhile. I will try to get back on with you later.  I have been so sick, & lost a lot of pounds honey, I am in a size 6 & 7 from a size 12
 I love & miss you so much my only love
Your wife Lynn

This light is for you,  YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE,  I love you honey, Keep the light burning for me, Always in my heart & And often on my mind..

This Candle is just for you My Darling Husband, I will keep the light burning forever for you. You light up my life Bob,

my dearest husband, It has been oh, so long, I want you to know that you are still the greatest love in my life, & there are so many times that I was going to write to you & was so tired, I told you about our Randy being sick with bone cancer, well things are up & down at this time with him, also with me.  my heart hurts so damn much for him and with missing you so much, Honey things just don't seem to get any better sense you left me, I went through some really bad times of being so depressed. I went to see Dr Conlin & he gave me some bupropion for depression, Lol, I just can't believe that I got so depressed & could not pull myself out of it,  That is all that I did was cry,& cry& cry.  I just got so sad with out you here with me,  there are still times that I miss you so damn much, I don't think that I will ever get over missing you, & with Randy so depressed at times, I just pray that I can keep my self strong , I lost my faith in my God for awhile, It scared the hell out of me, that I just couldn't pray anymore,  Things are ok now, that I am not so depressed anymore. I am getting stronger every day, & my love, faith, and dependence in my God has come back to me, My life is not as happy as I would like it to be, But then with out you, It wont ever be the same, I am just learning to live with it the way it is meant  to be, I put my life in the hands of God & will & let him take over once again;  Honey, I don't know if you ever knew just how much I loved you. You were such an amazing man, I wished that we had a few more years together , WOW. That laughter would be so great once again, I just loved the time that we had, I go over, & over in my mind, the many, many times that we just laughed together, Those were the times my love, In hopes that it will be enough to carry me through till we meat again my love,  Andre thinks of you often, He misses you & gets so sad at times, he is still having a hard time with you being gone too. Wall the shop is closed, I just couldn't keep it going with Randy, & you & my being so depressed, & no money to keep it going, with out you in my life, things will never be the same, my love. I am going to light another candle just to let you know that you are still the greatest light in my life,  Always in my heart & often on my mine, you will remain that way, because you are the love of my life, My Darling Bob,         Till next time,        Your Loving Wife, Lynn Swanson- Morehead..

Oh! Honey, I know that I have not been talking  to you for a long time, My heart is so heavy with so much hurt in it once again my darling. My Randy has been diagnosed with a very rear bone cancer, and I have been trying to be there  for them, while hurting so much for you, I have you two on my mind always . I am trying so damn hard to keep my faith , Honey it's so hard at times, I really don't know what to expect anymore. My heart hurts so for my warm hearted child and is still hurting for your being gone, Honey there is so much that I want to tell you, But I can't right now I will be back tonight and we will talk a lot more. I just wanted to let you know that I love & miss you so very much.. Loving you as always my love,  see you tonight.  Your wife Lynn

Hi honey, It's  been awhile I know. I need to get here more often to let you know what is going on around here, I scrapped all the paint off the shop and basement windows & calked & painted them, they look pretty good too. I am also making some baby blankets for a family at church that needs some for their new baby that's due in July, so  I've been pretty busy. I am so lonely without you with me, I keep just as busy as I can, It helps me to sleep at night. It is so hard for me to be here without you in my life anymore, But my darling,, there is not a day that goes by with out you being on my mind, Damn honey, It is so hard for me to go on without you, you will remain forever with me & in my heart, my amazing husband, I miss all of the laughter that we had, those were the best times my love. they will always remain with me & be in my heart, It's late & I need to get some sleep honey, As always you will be forever in my heart & often on my mind loving & missing you so my love,, Lynn

HAPPY FATHERS DAY MY LOVE WE LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH HONEY. AM SENDING YOU ANOTHER CANDLE TO KEEP YOU THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE, MY LOVE FOR YOU STILL REMAINS DEEP AND STRONG MY SWEET HUSBAND   LOVE YOU LYNN

Hi honey, had another good day, Still missing you so much, I never thought that I would hurt so damn much as I did when you died, I am so happy to have had the really good years that we had. I loved & miss your laughter so much. there don't seem to be much happiness left in my life anymore. I just seem to live as happy as I can be every day while I am without you. Gosh bob, I really would like to have had more time then we had, But God was good to us, We had laughter, love, happiness, & was so content with each other, I thank God every day for bringing you into my life, Those were the best years that I can ever remember, You were right,  We should have had more years, lots of kids, little money, LOL LOL I still love you baby. You were the love of my life. & I do miss them so much. I do have a lot of wonderful memories of us & some of the things that we did together , LOL we sure laughed a lot.  I wish that I could laugh like that again with you honey. well I need to let you go as I am getting a little sad again, & my tears are just starting to roll, I love and miss you Bob.  as always your wife Lynn

Hi honey, I am having such a good day. I wish that you were here with me. We would be sitting on the patio,  just laughing like old times, Gosh those were such happy times. WOW! what great  memories you left me with. I don't think that there will ever be a time in my life that I won't miss you my darling. You completed my whole life honey, There is not a day that I don't  think of you and the great life that we had together. We, Andre' & me miss you so much, Thank you for being there for us, I only hope that you knew just how much that you were loved by our family and most of all me.
 Good by for now my love, As always , you are often on my mind & always in my heart... Yours forever, Your Wife Lynn

Hi honey, Just thinking about how much that I miss you . I am so very lonesome here without you in my life. gosh Bob, I need you so much right now, If only you could be with me for only awhile, I have nothing left but our memories, & a whole lot of wants that just wont happen, There will never be another you my love, I am going to close for now I am crying so hard & I need to regroup for Andre, I cant let him see me this way, I love you as much as ever my love....Lynn

Gosh Bob, It's so beautiful here. I wish that you were to see it, The yard, the birds. It is so peaceful honey, these are the times that make me happy, just thinking about you when we were here together setting on the patio watching the world go by & enjoying life. gosh I do miss those times honey. I have so many good memories of us. Well it's time to open the shop. I will chat with you tonight, I love you as always my darling, Love Lynn

Hi honey, It is that time once again, I am here just missing you so bad. I try to get me back into a stable life again, Sometimes it just don't work. I miss you honey, & my heart still hurts like hell, I want so bad to have our life back once again, Damn, we were so happy, just the three of us, what a great life that we had, It's no wonder that I miss it so much, We had everything that no amount of money could buy,, We had each other, and that was always enough for me honey. I have loved from the first time that I saw you with that great big smile as you looked at me. It milted my heart. you were right we should have been together years ago. Wow honey, what a great life we would have had. As it was, the time that God has allowed us was also good, We sure loved so deeply and we were so happy with each other. . well honey I got to get to bed, I am so tired lately. I will always love you my amazing husband, you will always remain in my heart. loving you always...Lynn

Hi honey, It's been awhile , I know. I have been so busy, I don't even have much time for myself anymore. You just need to know that you are and always will be number one & the most important  person in my life. Any & everything in my life is you honey, It took me so long to find true happiness & laughter along with such a deep love that I have for you even yet. I have had a real true break down. I have cried & cried for hours honey. maybe this is just what I needed' I am so much more at ease with myself, & with the death of you. I am at peace knowing that you are with our God, This don't mean that I don't miss you, or that I love you less, Or that my heart don't hurt like hell with wanting you by my side, I think that it means that I accept whatever God has in store for me with you just remaining in my heart for the rest my life, & not by my side. & that is where you will always be my love,  ALWAYS IN MY HEART & OFTEN ON MY MIND MY LOVE. I thank God for the time that he allowed us to have, I know that there will never be any replacement for the happiness that we have shared together , & I will forever keep those years  in my memory & heart forever my darling, You were a very amazing man & I loved you so deep, & still do. I am at peace with you & God, my love.  Good night darling, I love & miss you so much.  Your wife Lynn

Bob, you were the light of my life, I still light up at the sight of your photo, or the thought of you. you will remain within my heart forever my love, Your Wife Lynn

my Dearest Bob, I know that it's been a long time sense I got on here and wrote to you. I feel that I can be truthfull with you now... I was going through some bad times, I didn't realize just how depressed that I was becoming, I just want you to know that with yhe help of our God, I came through this last few months with the strengh that I always had before you left me 7 Andre, We will be Ok now. It's not that i don't miss you so very much. That will always be with me. It is just that I am back on track now. I will miss you, & I will love you forever. We will be going on with our lives without your presents . But you will always be in my heart, On my mind And with me forever, I have loved you so deeply, And I just wont let go of those wonderful few years that we had together. God is my strength & my rock, You were my life, You gave me the best years of my life. And that is what I will hold onto. You will always remain Often on my mind & Always in my heart, My darling wonderful amazing husband. The buck stops here honey. Together we were & together we will remain. There are a few things that I need to get done, Your list is almost completed, With a lot of thought about what you have requested of me. Most things I have thought about very carefully. And am in the process of completing them, Some I am still praying real hard on what to do and when.  I love you my husband, & want you to know that I am just fine, I will be OK.  don't worry about me & Andre, we will be ok.  love you as always.  Lynn

Hi honey, Things are getting a little better here, Andre & I are going to go to grief consoling  at Starlight ministries in Hudsonville We are joining the Starlight family , We both need it, Mostly Andre, , he is having a very hard time with out you with us, I pray to our God for the strength to carry on at times, Damn honey I still miss you so much, I know that you would have wanted things to be good for me, and I tried so hard to be happy, I smile and laugh with everyone, And what it all boils down to is, My heart is still hurting like hell. I  miss you so much, I wish that I could make things better for me , But, I just can't right now, I want to hold you while you sing to me. I want to talk with you, I want to be happy just one more time, I want to walk our yard from front to back with you, I want to work with you again. I have,  OH! So many wants honey,   Bottom line is,  that wont happen, & that hurts my heart  like hell,  still yet, I love you Bob. My amazing husband, and that just wont go away. Forgive me my darling, I tried,  Just let me love while I can,  Your Wife Lynn

Gosh Bob, I miss you so damn much. I don't want to live here in this house without you, I feel like I'm a stranger here, like I don't I don' belong here anymore, I wished that we could have sold out and moved like you wanted to, but that was not in the plain that God had for you,  I am thinking all of the time, and making plans on what I am going to do in the near future, whatever happens, you and Andre will always go with me, you two were the only real happiness that I ever had in a long, long time, There is days that I just set back and don't say a word, I just keep making planes for a good life once again. I am so happy to have had these last years with you. I only wished that they would have been longer, I feel that there is nothing left for us here, Any real happiness died with you,  my love. I don't think that the shop will last much longer, I wont be paying any more to keep it going, it could have paid for itself at one time, But I think that is part of the past now, I just can't afford everybody & every thing around here, It is taking it's toll on me, At one time I put everyone first, I drowned, I was flat broke, & I lost everything, that won't happen again honey, I am doing just what you told me to do. Andre is my first thought ,care and concern, I am catching up on everything, when the time is right ,you, Andre & me will be leaving Holland for good. We will find a place where there is peace and happiness, I wont have to worry about what I say or do. there wont be anyone around but us, I can't wait for the day when I can feel good about myself once again. Well honey, right now my heart hurts like hell. I am going to take Sandra to the store & come home to the den , where we spent our last months together, And I spend most all my time here, in my room, thinking of you. As always. I will love & miss you forever.    Lynn

Here is your light, I keep it burning to remind me of the great life that we shared together, I love and miss you so much honey,   Love you as always,  Lynn

Good morning my amazing husband . It is 7:15 & I have been up for hours, I just wanted to say that I love and miss you so much honey, I got to go , I will be back tonight and chat with you again, Loving as always darling,  Love Lynn

Hi honey, It's been awhile, I know. I am trying real hard to keep your shop open, All of your friends come to see you, they don't know that you left me in Jan, It is so hard for me to explain to them that you had to go, Gosh honey, these feelings will never get easier for me. I just can't accept the fact that you wont be coming back to me, I just keep hoping that you will walk through the door just one more time. Here it is... Three months later and I can't seem to carry on without you , I wonder if the ache and pain will ever go away. If my heart will make it through, til I have another happy day, I wonder if you miss me and think about me some. I wonder if I will ever see you, before the day, I to shall come. I only know that I miss you and I am so very lonely here without you by my side, I hope that you are reading this, and that you will still love me, I hope that you know just how much that I love you, and wished that you were still here with me, As always I am still missing you & loving you as much as ever, ..Always in my heart & often on my mind.  Your loving wife, Lynn

I am sending you this candle to light your way to me. or maybe my way to you. whatever comes first my love, I love & miss you so much my sweet husband.. This candle is for you because you light up my life honey,  I will go to church tomorrow. While I am there, I will say a prayer for you and me. that we both find peace and happiness, another happy day.. Until!!!  you are always in my heart & often on my mind my love... Loving you as always............LYNN

Hi baby, I know that it's been a while and I do miss you so much. I have been getting the shop ready to open, I have been so tired at night that I didn't get on here to chat with you, Only to find out that I couldn't sleep anyway. The yard is looking so nice, I wished that you were here to see it, You are always on my mind, There is not a day that goes by without me thinking about you, You will always remain in my heart my darling, you were the best thing that ever happened to me. And the happiest three years of my life were spent with you my amazing husband. There are so many times that I dreamed that you were still here with me, only to wake and find you gone. there are so many lonely nights for me now that you are not here, I pray to our God that you are happy and without pain anymore, I also pray that the day will come when my heart won't hurt so bad, I just can't seem to get myself  out of this lonely feeling that I have. I would just love to feel your arms around me again. and hear you singing to me, Damn Bob, those are the things that I miss the most, We had such a good life together and with so many great memories, There is so many good times for me to remember, and it is just my memories that make my heart ache with wanting you for just awhile longer. I miss you so much honey, I really hope that you knew and felt just how much that I loved you, I thank you, my God, for the time that we had together & for the love & happiness that you allowed Bob and I to have, I pray that you will take my Mum, & Bob & my children into your arms and hold them until I get there with you, Help me to see all the good that you put into my life, allow me to greave in my own way, Open a door and allow me to follow what ever you have planed for me, without question, there are times that my strength is not enough to carry me through, Please help me to keep all my love, faith & trust in you. I truly do depend on you to open the door and show me just what  I am to do next. For give me for my short comings , & for some of my human thoughts and wants, remind me to never look back with regret. I ask you for forgiveness , for my heart that will not mend, AMEN...  Good night my husband, I will always love you,  Your wife Lynn

Hi Bob, Just a little note to let you know that I miss you, and love you so much, Honey. It snowed yesterday, and it is raining right now. & is cold outside, Wish you were here with me, to keep me warm and hold me in your arms, Gosh Bob, I miss that so much.  just wishing that you were here just one more time, It gets so lonely here with out you, Pastor Jeff called me yesterday and wants to stop by and chat, I went to another church today, with a friend, It was ok, Butttttt... It's not what I need in a church. I just pray that the day will come when my heart wont hurt so bad for you being gone from my life. I know that time will heal a lot of my pain. But my darling, I will always love and miss you. my loving husband. I goy to go and pick Zack up from work, I will be back tomorrow my love, 

Lynn

Hi honey, This was one of my better days.  Not the best, but a little better then it has been for me, I miss you just as much as I ever did. I just don't cry as much, altho I still do, when I am lonely for you. It seems like that is the worse time for me. I still don't sleep well with out you with me. Gosh, Bob, I sure do miss you, I would just love to have you back with me for just a little while honey, I will never forget you my sweet man. I am gotng to bed now, I will be back soon. Until then, I love and miss you so much. Loving you always,  Lynn

I am sending you another candle to keep a light for you to remember me. I wonder if in Heaven you ever think of me. Or is your life so beautiful, that I am  just a memory? I wonder if you met my Mum and children, and are happy to be with your family. I wonder if your waiting for the day I to should come. Or are you so happy and content, that you don't even think of me? I wonder if my ache and pain will ever go away. If I will find peace and happiness, Another happy day. I wonder if you like my Mum and Kids. I know that they would like you too. I got a lot of wonders, and a lot of questions too, I know that I will never get the answers to the questions that I have, And I wonder if I really would want to know the answers to what I ask, I will let you go with this in mind, I will love till the end of time. Loving you as always. your loving wife Lynn

HI HONEY. SHANNON AND I HAVE BEEN OUT IN YHE SHOP GETTING IT READY TO OPEN SOON. WERE SUPOSE TO GET ANOTHER STORM TONIGHT, MORE SNOW, YUCK.  IT IS SO COLD HERE, I AM THINKING ABOUT SELLING AND MOVING TO MISSOURI SOON, I WILL TAKE YOU WITH ME WHEVER I GO MY LOVE, I DON'T EVER WANT TO BE WITHOUT YOU BY ME. THINGS ARE GETTING A LITTLE BETTER FOR ME AT TIMES, I AM STILL LONELY WITHOUT YOU THO. I AM TRYING TO DO ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU WANTED ME TO, IT WILL TAKE TIME, AND I DO HAVE ALOT OF THAT. I HAVE BEEN AT HOME MOST OF THE TIME, IT IS WARM AND COMFEY HERE. WELL I AM GOING TO DO DISHES AND TAKE A SHOWER AND GO TO BED EARLY FOR A CHANGE, I HOPE THAT I CAN SLEEP GOOD TONIGHT, WELL MY LOVE, UNTIL TOMORROW , LOVING YOU AS ALWAYS.  lYNN

Hi honey. It's 1;45 A.M. and I cant sleep, so I am writing to you, It helps me to sleep better, You know that things just don't seem to get any less lonely for me, I keep trying to find a reason to be happy again, and I am to a degree, for Andre, I need to be happy for him, He reeds everyone so well, it is not easy keeping these things to myself, I miss you so much, It gets harder every day for me, I need you so much honey, I know there was a reason for all of this, I just don't know why you had to leave so soon. I wasn't ready when you were. I didn't know that it would hurt so damn bad, Loosing you left me feeling so lost, hurt and so lonely. and I just can't seem to adjust to loosing you. I want you to know that I will always love you, even tho you are no longer with me, I will always love you my wonderful husband,  you were you were the most amazing man that I have ever met, So good, kind, warm, caring and loving. These are all of the things that I miss with out you in my life ant more. Well I am going to shower, and get ready for church in the morning, I love and miss you so much Bob, Lynn

good morning my love,  We got most of the front yard cleaned up, and the patio looks so good, you would really like it, this is the first time that I seen it so clean and so much room to move around, We will be setting with you when it gets a little warmer honey, We had a rain storm last night, It thundered so hard, it kept me awake all night. The weather says we are in for a stormy week, I wished that you were here with me last night, we could have watched the storm together like we use to. Gosh honey, I think about you all the time. I am trying to get on with my life without you, BUT, It is so damn hard. You were right, We were meant  for each other, We were both so happy with one another, You were so right when you told me that you would give me the best years of my life, that you did, honey. I miss you so much, and there isn't a thing that I can do to stop this ache in my heart. I pray to my God for a happy  time again, I just can't see me without you, So as long as I can write to you I will be as happy as I can , You were an amazing man Bob, I am so proud to have had your life and love for the three years that we did have together darling. And the long talks that you made me have with you in Dec, You told me that you fought to stay this long for me, But it is your time to go and be with your Lord, It broke my heart, I didn't want to listen to you. You tried so hard to make all of this easer on me. You were so happy all through the last month, you tried so hard to make me understand, and to try and do everything that you ask of me. Well Damn It Bob.  That was so hard at times, I did as you asked, We still got some things to do yet. I will try real hard to get everything that you ask of me finished. But as for being ,, happy... well that wont happen anytime soon honey. You were such a warm & kind and loving man, You just wont be so easy for me  to forget honey, I love you and miss you so much every day.  Always in my heart and often on my mind,  Your wife Lynn

This candle is to let you know that my love for you will always be with you, I will always keep a light burning for you my love. You are my amazing husband, and the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you my sweet man.  Lynn

Hi baby, I am having a hard time sleeping tonight. Easter was so hard without you here honey, I want to church without you again, It was a nice sermon. you would have liked to have been there, I didn't stay after, I just cane home to spend some time with you and the kids, Andre is having a hard time accepting that you wont be coming home any more, It is so hard for him to under stand death. He misses you every day. I really don't like to even leave the house anymore. I just wished that I could hold you in my arms just one more time my darling, I guess that is just the human greed in me, Always wanting what I can't have when it comes to you honey. I know that you are in the arms of Jesus. And that you are just fine where you are. BUT... My greed jumps in there and I get a case of the wants., And the wanting for you is so bad at times It hurts my heart like hell. I love and missed you so much this Easter. I am sending you a candle to keep a light burning for the love that I will always have for you honey, Good night my love. I will chat with you soon. Always in my heart and often on my mind darling.  Loving you always  , your wife Lynn

I am missing you my darling.
Hi honey. just want to tell you good night. I am going to church tomorrow and would like a good nights sleep so I wont be so tired when I am there. I will chat with you again tomorrow honey I love you so much Bob. night baby.  Love you , Lynn

HI HONEY, I KNOW THAT IT'S BEEN ABOUT A WEEK SENSE I CAME TO CHAT WITH YOU, I MA TRYING TO GET THE YARD CLEANED UP AND THE HOUSE IN ORDER, OUR YARD LOOKS SO NICE, WISHED THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH ME TO SIT ON THE PATIO AND JUST TALK AND LAUGH LIKE WE USE TO DO. wouldn't that be nice, honey? WE ARE CLEANING UP, AROUND HERE,& WORKING HARD, I AM SO TIRED AT NIGHT, I FALL ASLEEP AND THEN WAKE UP AGAIN, I MISS YOU SO DAMN BAD, I JUST WONDER IF IT WILL GET EASIER IN TIME, I PRAY EVERY NIGHT FOR YOU TO BE ALRIGHT AND BE HAPPY WHERE YOU ARE. I FEEL THE LOSS OF YOU EVERY DAY. I TRY NOT TO DEPEND ON CHATTING TO YOU SO MUCH, THIS GUEST BOOK WILL ONLY BE HERE FOR ONE YEAR, WHAT WILL I DO THEN? ARE YOU AROUND ME AT ANY TIME? I WONDER ABOUT ALL OF THESE THINGS, I JUST KEEP HOPING THAT YOU WILL LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE OK. I LOVE YOU JUAT AS MUCH AS EVER SWEETIE, I AM GOING TO GET SOME SLEEP. 7 IF I WAKE I WILL COME ABD CHAT WITH YOU MY SWEET HUSBAND. I LOVE & MISS YOU HONEY.  LOVING YOU AS ALWAYS;  LYNN

I am sending another candle, to light my way to you when the times comes. I will love you forever my wonderful & amazing husband,,,,,,,,,,,, Your wife Lynn

Hi my love, I went to the Doctor, and decided to try therapy, hope it works, I have been sick , I think that I might be a little run down, and caught something going around. I am much better right now. I sold the scubbie, and am going to look at another one tomorrow, at Elhart's , It is just like the other one just a little newer. I think about you all the time honey, I am so unhappy without you here with me, I am thinking about selling the house and moving to Missouri. We need to go where it is warmer, Just like we talked about while you were here with me. Goh honey, I get so lonely without you around. I miss all the laughter that we had together, And I loved it when you sung to me, I think of the day before you left me and you were singing He stopped loving her today, to me, It broke my heart because we knew that it was close to being the end for us, while you stopped loving me the day you died, I just loved you so much more darling. I miss you so damn much right now. I just wished that we could just be together just one more time. But known me, I would be a little greedy and want you forever with me again. well darling, I need to get some work done around here, I love and miss you so much my amazing husband,  until I can hold you in my arms again, Love you as always, Lynn

Sending you a candle to keep the flame burning, As is my love for you, my loving husband. Lynn

Hi my love, I can't sleep tonight' so here I am thinking of you again. We have a very bad storm outside right now, It's raining hard & is lasting a long time. I wished that you were here with me right now, I need to be in be in your arms so I can get some sleep. It is getting warm outside, I have been cleaning the yard and patio. Wish you were here to see it. Gosh honey, I just can't help but miss you. My heart don't seem to get any better, I try real hard to be happy again, but it is so slow at getting there. I loved you so much Bob, This has been the best three years of my life baby, Loving you was easy, I did it every day, Loosing you was a heart ache that wont seem to go away, I miss and love so much my loving husband, Good night baby ,   Lynn

I know that it's been a long time sense I wrote to you, and I am so sorry that I didn't take the time to tell you everything that is going on in my life right now. Monday I go to see a specialist to see if I can get through another surgery, She is in with Dr, Laurey He put the bones in the lower part of my back four years ago. When this is done , then I get a new bone put in my thumb. I have been so sad lately, I just stayed home all the time, I did go to church Sunday, And pastor Jeff gave a very powerful sermon, gosh honey I wished that you had been there. It would have gave you goose bumps, That really hit my heart. It was so good. I don't know what it did for anyone else...But it hit me hard there was a lot of power in his speech, Wow! I want so bad for me to keep in touch with you more often, But some days I just stay in the den with you and think of all the good times that we had together And in such a short period of three years. I need to tell you that I never regretted marring you quicker then I wanted, We had so many good memories, I only wish it could have been more. I know that It's not all about me, and I try real hard not to cry or be sad all the time,  but it is so damn hard for me to do. I just miss you so much honey. I I wonder if in Heaven you ever think of me, I wonder just what plain God has for me, I wonder if my ache and pain will ever go away, If I will find peace and happiness here without you. I can feel you here in this home, It is my happiest time, when I feel you around me. I raked in front of the patio yesterday, It looks so nice honey, I will start on the yard when it gets a little warmer. I want to rake the front soon. Shannon is getting the Husqvarna running, I will then mow the yard. I cleaned where the Straw berries are coming in. I will make sure and freeze some this year,  I am not going to put a garden in this year, That is something that we did together and I am just not ready to do it with out you yet, Maybe next year if I don't sell out and take you with me to Missouri where it is a bit warmer,, We planed to sell and go this year, But God had different planes for you honey, So if that does happen I will be taking you with me as we planed when you were still with me, I am trying to do everything that we talked about while you were here, I will do my best to do as you requested, I love you and miss you so much, We will always be together always my amazing husband, God put us together and God took us apart. I thank my God every day for the wonderful life that he gave us while we were together, you were the best thing that happened to Andre and me, We sure had it all, didn't we darling? Well honey, here I am again crying because I miss you, I am going to church tomorrow, I will always love you Bob, Always in my heart and often on my mind, that you are, Love forever, Lynn

Hi my love. It snowed yesterday, It is now almost gone. I am cleaning up around the yard & the patio. It is suppose to start getting warm, We will see. The furnace in the shop went out again. It's been real cold out there. I am going to try and keep the shop open, All of your clients want it to stay open. I will try & keep the prices down & keep it a mum & pop shop. Because you will always be there as usual. I will let you know if things get to hard to keep it open. I am going to church in the morning. Ray & Annie invited Marion & myself to dinner after church is over, I will take you with me , in my heart that is, LOL I wish you really could go with me. I get so lonely without you around here, I just miss you so much, I didn't think that I would hurt so damn bad honey. I just loved you too much, We were so close to each other, I liked that we did everything together . We do work well side by side. Don't we?  Well my love, I am going to get some sleep,& go to church in the morning. wished you were going with me, It is so hard to walk in without you. Love you as always Lynn

Hi honey, I went to the hospital today got my M.R.I. have to see Dr Conlon next week. We will see just where I go after that. I am trying so hard to keep up with everything, It's so hard for me with out you. I get so lonely, so I sit and write to you, I would like to think that you are with me at all times. this seems to make it easier for me to do the things that need to get done. We did everything together & it's so hard to get everything done when I am alone, So I just think of you as being here with me. I will always love & miss you my loving husband,   Good night honey  Love you Lynn

Hear is another candle for you to always remember  that I love you honey,     Your wife Lynn

Hello honey. Well I went to see Doctor Conlon today, We spent one hour in the room talking about you, He really liked you honey, we had a nice visit, And now,,, about my spine,, I have a M R I set for March 3rd That was quick. He said that the X ray from two years ago was bad & he wanted to know just how bad they were now, He knew that you needed me at that time & I couldn't take the time to get it fixed just then. So now is a good time as ever, Be with me when I go to the hospital honey, I don't want to be alone. I sure wish that you were here with me. I guess you are because your always in my heart So that will have to do I guess. I love & miss you so much honey I just hope that it gets easier in time, cause it's damn hard for me right now. Well it's 2;02 A,M, I going to try and get some sleep, Andre didn't have school today, & he might not have it tomorrow either, I love you Bob.  Love always Lynn

Hi honey, Wendy called me tonight. She is missing me, she thinks about you at times. she said that you were a good man, & she was right, you are, We got to talking about you and I started crying, Damn , I miss you so much, when ever anyone talks about us or what we did it brings back so many memories, Don't get me wrong honey, I love talking about you, I just cry because I am happy to have someone to talk with, She is coming to visit in a few weeks, As soon as she is done with school. I am going to try and get some sleep because I am going to see Doctor Conlon tomorrow, We are suppose to have a storm tonight, I hope that it passes us, I hate this cold weather & snow. We had plans to sell out and move this spring, I sure wished that you were here so we could go where it is warm, Oh well, where ever I go, I will always take you with me, we are together til the end Bob. It is such a good feeling to know that I can still write to you, I pray to God that you are reading my letters, well honey I am going to close for now, before I start to cry again, Gosh Bob, Why did you have to leave us, I miss you so Damn much, I know that I can't change things, & I try to understand why you had to leave, But my heart just wont accept you being gone, So I am going to take my aching heart to bed and try to sleep. I love you my sweet man, Sweet dreams, Loving you always, Your wife Lynn

hi honey, It's raining outside, all day, & for the next few days it will rain. Must be God cleaning the earth after the dirty snow. I sure hope that winter is over, I got to see Doctor Conlon on the first, I can't put my surgery off any longer honey, I wished that you were here with me . I feel so alone all of the time, I am scared that I will have to stay in the hospital, What will I do with Andre? I don't have a lot of people in my life here in Holland. And he wont stay with just anyone, I need you so much Bob, It is so lonesome with out you in my life. I miss all of the laughter we always had, I want so bad to hear you say that everything will be alright, & everything will get a little better in the morning. I want for you to put your arms around me & hold me tight, I want to feel that safe feeling that you always gave me, It' 1;30 A.M. & I can't sleep again. this is when I remember all the good times that we shared together. We sure did have a good life while you were here , I know that the door opened and it was your time to go. What I didn't expect was the hurt. and lonely feelings that I would have, I stay home with you most of the time, I am still in the den, where we spent our last few months together, I just stayed here because I feel closer to you. & it's comfortable here, Well my darling, I going to try to get some sleep, I need to take 10 pizzas to school for Andres, He is going to have his celebration of your life , I love you just as much as ever my sweet husband,    Loving you always,   Lynn

Hello honey, Well we had a bid drop of snow on us, there was no school today, Andre liked that a lot. I have been sewing baby blankets for Ashleigh, She is going to have a girl. on May 6th almost on my birthday, Also there is this young girl that Dennica knows, and she is going to have a baby also & needs a few baby blankets too. So as you might guess, I am sewing again. I remember when you would set & watch me sew. we always did every thing together. now I watch wrestling by myself. LOL you got me hooked on that, I watch it every Monday & Thursday, I can feel you near me as I watch them beat each other up. sometimes I will laugh & say something to you about the Oosoo boys. I seem to forget that you are not here anymore, Gosh, do I miss you, Will I ever get through this grief with out you? You were the most amazing man that I have ever met, I loved you at first sight, that smile was what won my heart, Well, here comes these damn tears again. I get so sad lately honey. I try hard to be happy again, I know that is what you would want of me. BUT, I just can't seem to get out of this rut that I am in. here is my good night song to you. Have I told you lately that I love you ? Well darling, I'm telling you now. ,Good night darling, Loving you as much as ever,  Your wife Lynn

Hi honey, It's been a few days, but I didn't forget you, I was just busy taking care of a few loose ends around here, I think of you every day & night, I miss you so damn much honey, I don't think that this ache will ever go away. I am so lonely without you here with me.. Shannon & I took Marion to lunch today . The furnace in the shop wont start. I am not sure what to do, I am going to call Fitz to see if he can help. See honey, if you were here you would have had it fixed by now. You always took care of everything. I guess that I need to start learning how to fix it now. Our new furnace in the house is working good. wish you were to see the heat bills. you would be so happy . Our 1st bill for the winter was $34.00 just got the other one today, it was $45.00 & it was cold last month too. we should have done that long ago. what a save in money. It is snowing a lot here, they say that a big storm is on it's way here It is real bad outside. they already closed the schools for tomorrow. We are all set here, No need for me to go out in this weather, Well honey, I need to get some sewing done for the school. I will be back tomorrow night, I feel so lost without you . I love you my amazing husband,  As always loving you forever.  Your Wife Lynn.

am sending you another candle I love and miss you so very much honey.

Hi honey. Well I didn't make it to church yesterday. The kids came over and stayed for dinner, I was  tired and took a nap when they left to go home and take a nap also' Today I went to see your lawyer at 10;00 this morning, had to go to the S, S, I. place at 12;30 to get My SSI straightened around then I had to take Andre to see Dr. W at 4;00 Wow what a day, All of this paper work sucks. I am so tired of filling out papers, This is one of these moments that I miss you being here, Gosh honey, It is so hard to be here with out you; I just wonder what will become of me without you in my life, I really do miss all of our laughter that we shared, there hasn't been any sense you left us, I get so lonely at night being here without you. I miss trying to sleep with you in that hospital bed, every time you moved, I fell off the bed, Those were the good times honey, I wonder if in heaven, you ever think of me, Or is your life so beautiful, that you don't ever think of me. I wonder if the ache and pain will ever go away. If  I will find peace and happiness, another happy day.  Dear Lord I need a favor for myself & for my friends. I ask you for forgiveness for our hearts that will not mend. I need to ask you one more thing, before I let you go Will you wrap your arms around my mum, & my husband Bob, and my children, hug them, and tell them that I love & miss them so.  Thank you Lord for the past life, the present life and what ever is to come , Give me the strength and faith that I need accept what ever happens in my life, I put my life in your hands, I need you in my life, Help me laugh again And keep my memories close to my heart & to let it be enough to be happy with what memories that Bob & I had together  Amen,,, Good night Bob, I love & miss you, Often on my mind & always in my heart.   Forever yours,  Lynn

Just need to let you know that I love and miss you honey, It's 1;00 A M and I an going to church in the morning. We will be having A beef & pork roast tomorrow When Randy & Judy gets here. This the first big meal that I will be cooking sense you left us, I wish that you could be here to eat with us as you use to. I just wanted to say , I love and miss you so darn much, more so  lately,  I don't think it's getting better or easier for me But I keep hoping it will in the near future .Well Bob, I need to say Good night honey,  I love you as always,                  Lynn

This candle is for you Dad, I miss you so much, Mum let me have the ax that you gave me. I am using it like you showed me, Mum said that she will take it away if I don't, Every thing here reminds me of you, I cried in school the other day. I get so sad that your not by me, I love you Dad......Your son Andre-Izaiah

2/18/16                                 Remember this date, Last night Andre was up almost all night crying. He had a dream that I died because you did, He said that he misses you so much. He talked about how good you were to him, & that you loved him like he was your own son. & how he loves you as his dad. Oh Bob, I wished that you were here,it was so heart breaking to see him like that. Gosh honey, we miss you so much, There is not a day that goes by that you are not missed. Randy & Judy are coming for dinned Sunday. they still come every other Sunday. to visit with us. They miss you a lot. We all get together and talk about old times, just like you are here. I want to go to church Sunday, It is very hard going without you honey. I don't feel that things will ever be the same again, This lump is always in my throat and my heart and my heart is always hurting. I just wished that we could cuddle just one more time. I thank God for every day that we had , I just wished it could of been longer. As always , I love & miss you. Good night my amazing husband.             Your wife Lynn

Hi honey, we got Andre's report card today, As always he got all A's & B's more A's then B's He made the honor roll again. You would be so proud of him, I can't seem to get much sleep. Got to see Doctor Conlon on the first, going to get that long over due surgery on my spine. I will let you know when it will be. Gosh I wished you were here. I try hard to keep going, and put my life in Gods hands. But my heart just keeps missing you so bad, honey. I just want you with me, I am so lonely with out you. I up dated my phone & I made my ring tone our song Have I told you lately that I love you.. LOL , so I think of you every time the phone rings. I miss & love you so much, honey, There are times I can feel you with me. It seems so real. and what a warm feeling I have when I feel you here. Stay with me honey, I still need you so much.  I need some sleep now, so I will say good night my darling husband. Loving you as always....Until tomorrow....Lynn

Hi honey, I missed you so much, I got the sink in the kitchen fixed, and am working on the sink in the bathroom, I got the oil in the car changed, and am having Beto fix it. It so cold out side. I need to shovel the front steps tomorrow, and a path to the driveway , It's so lonely here with out you here with us. Andre and the school are having a celebration of your life next Friday they want to pay tribute to your life, they want to pay their respect for all that you have done for the kids in that school, & it helps Andre to understand why you had to leave us. He misses you so much Bob, We hurt together most of the time. & I miss and love you every night , I will be back to keep you up on everything that I do. Missing you so much, honey, I will love you til the day I die ,  your loving wife,        Lynn

Well honey, I made it to church today, It was ok. I missed you being there tho. Well I didn't sleep all night & still made it to church, so when I got home, I took you with me and we slept for three hours, & I stayed with you the rest of the day, just you & me in the den, That was a nice feeling having you close by me. But now is the time to put you back upon the top of the T.V. where you will stay until we do this again, I love & miss you so much honey, It is now 12;15 A.M , that makes it Feb 15th. and I am going to try to get some sleep. I have a Doctors appointment in the morning, Thank you for spending today with me, I love you,   Lynn

I met BOB 5 years ago, when I was sent to his shop "BOBs SAW SHOP" to have my. Snow blower fixed. Then my lawn mower,chain saw, leaf blower if something wasn't running right BOB  could fix it and that he did. And that started a friendship. BOB was a very kind, giving and caring man. When he met and married his wife LYNN DEAN  he had the biggest smile and out look on life you could very have , you would have thought he had won the lottery BIG. BOB will surely be missed by me. God Bless you BOB, and his wife LYNN DEAN and their family

Good morning honey,  Today is Feb 13, Tomorrow is Valentine Day. We got to change  our plans that we had for that day. I will think of something that we can do together and let you know tomorrow, It will be my  surprise to you. I just need to reassure you that my love for you is still just as strong now as it ever was, & I miss you so much every day. It took me 25 years to meat you & fall in love, The first time that I saw you my heart just about stopped. I fell in love with that wonderful smile. I just want you to know that I wouldn't have change any thing that has happened to me in my life The Good & the Bad Most of all I wouldn't change meeting you. My past is what made me what I am today & I am proud of who I am. I am also very proud that you are a very important Part of my life, and always will be. Doors open and a path was laid that led me to you, God has his reasons, I thank God every day for bringing you into my world, & here is where you will remain until we are together again, My heart died with you honey, but my life will go on, I am sure God has a plan for me, I am not sure just what it is yet but I do know that you will be right beside me while the next door opens and a new path is laid,  I will be back tomorrow,& we will be spending our Valentine  day doing something together.  Always in my heart & often on my mind.. Love you Lynn

Hi honey, Pastor Jeff was here tonight to chat & see how I'm doing, It was a nice talk that we had. I am going to try & go to church Sunday, I hope that I follow through this time,  Well we will see I miss church a lot and know that I need to go back, I had lunch with Marion today. It was a lot better then when we went to Russ's  I was not ready to be in public just then. I added some family photo to your Guest book. I am going to keep it on here longer, this way I can put my feelings in the book in hopes that you will see it. It is snowing so hard now. we are in for a big storm tomorrow. It's so cold outside. you wouldn't like to be here now. LOL I've been thinking about us going to Missouri, We didn't make it because you got so sick. After Andre is done with school. I think that we will take you and leave Michigan, For warmer weather. It just was not in Gods plan for us to go there yet, but we will in a few years. I miss you honey, I guess that I always will. It's so lonely here with out you. God put us together for a reason.& he took you away for a reason. I will never know just why, But I thank God for the time that allowed us to have. We lived a lifetime,  in just three years. It was good darling, I loved every minute of being with you, well my heart is hurting & the tears are starting , so I am going to say good night my husband, I will chat with you again real soon.  Love you always,   Lynn

Good morning Bob, Just thinking about you again today. Missing you as always darling, Ray & Annie stopped over to get his coveralls  that I sewed for him, He wanted to pay me, As you can guess, I didn't take it, Marion called and wanted me to go out for lunch today, I guess I will. I don't go out much anymore, so maybe it will make me feel a little better, Last time we went to Russ's I couldn't wait  to get home, Let's see if I can make it through and not hyperventilate again,  I am very content being at home, I have always been that way, I can't understand why everyone say's get out, go some place, when I just want to be here in the den with you. Well honey, I am making a purse for Brandie, the social worker at school. you remember Brandie, she is the one that took Andre, for the night the morning that you died. I didn't  want him to see me so upset that day, We all miss you so much, I am so pleased at the way my kids took to you. they all loved you from the time they met you, Or maybe after 25 years, they were just happy  that someone wanted me, LOL  I don't know. I only know that they truly loved you as their Dad, & as you showed just as much love for them, You always wanted a big, warm, close loving family,  Well you got it, and now it will never be the same with out you darling, As always, Missing & loving you. Your wife Lynn

This candle is for you honey, IT WILL FOREVER SHINE UNTIL WE ARE TOGATHER AGAIN. I love you my amazing husband,
your loving wife, Lynn

Good morning honey, It snowed yesterday, about 6" Marty came and plowed, then again today, what a friend you have in him, He cried when he left, after the visit you 7 he had. He is a true friend, they say that this is the coldest day we had since the 70's I think of the planes that we had to leave Michigan, because we couldn't take the cold anymore. Jody had a house for us but you got sick & couldn't leave at that time, I am thinking about doing what you wanted & leave here for warmer weather. We will just pack up and take you to a warmer place with us, I had another sleepless night, I was going back over our last days together, when you said that you tried hard to stay with me this long but, now it was time to go. I tried so hard to keep you here with me, I prayed, I cried, I begged, But the door opened and you left to be with your God. the night before you died, we held each other, we cried we prayed, we sang our songs, we talked, you held me in your arms and told me that everything will be alright, Well honey, that didn't happen, Nothing is all right, with out you here with me. Nothing will ever be the same for me since you died. I am so blessed to have had you for as long as I did, I only wished it could have been longer. I know that you are in a better place, where you can breath on your own, I am so glad that you were not in any pain, Dr Conlon said that one day you would go to sleep & just not wake up. Well darling, this is just what happened, I just didn't think that it would be so soon. I just wanted you to stay, I tried so hard to keep you here with me honey, I prayed, I begged, I cried, But that door opened and you left to be with Jesus. And I miss you so DAMN much honey. Nothing will ever be the same for me since you died. I am so alone now. I feel so lost without you here with me. I am so blessed to have had you in my life, I just wanted more time with you. I am so lost without you honey. there are times that I can feel your presents here with me, It happens when I am in the den & at night, I love that when you are near me, Please, be with me anyway that you can, I need you by my side honey, I am so glad that we had those long talks, most were happy ones, The sad talks had to be said, you broke my heart when you said that it was time for you to go, we cried so hard. You were ready, But I wasn't & still am not ready to let go. I will love you till the end of time darling.  Missing you my amazing husband......Your loving wife  Lynn

My amazing Husband. Things are a little better for me at times. I still long to hold you in my arms and sing with you. I still get so lonely at night when there are just you and me here. Paths are there and doors will open, that has always been Gods way. I know that I can not change that, My faith is still strong, my love for my God is great, But the human in me can not stop this feeling in my heart, that hurts so bad with missing you. You are the best thing that has happened to me & Andre. He misses you so Pappy. We talk about you all the time, well honey, I am going to try once again to make it to church Sunday, The want is there, But going without you is going to be one of the hardest thing that I know that I need to do, I will let you know if I make it this time, I keep thinking about us sleeping in that hospital bed, when you rolled over and I fell out. WOW! WHAT LAUGHTER WE SHARED THOSE NIGHTS. We had so many good times, I don't ever remember Us arguing .Those are the things that I miss so much. Our life was so good, I only wished that it lasted longer honey. You were always so warm and kind to me. I miss you so much. I don't think that I will ever be as happy as I was with you. It's 1;22 A M I am going to try and get some sleep, I haven't had a good nights sleep since you left us, Have I told you lately that I love you. Well darling I'm telling you know.  Love till the end of time.                  Your Wife Lynn

Hey Pappy. 
It really doesn't get easier. I wish that in some way I could have saved you. I'm thinking about you today, as I'm feeling down. Your smile and your laugh would lighten up my current mood. Just the thought is helping. You exist now in ways that you hadn't before and I am so grateful to have memories and things I can look back on to company me, you. I miss you very much pappy. -Rochell

Pappy! It was such an honor to meet you! The smile that was painted on your face and the love in your eyes when you and neno were talking melted my heart. I am so happy that you and neno found each other! The love that you have for one another is unlike any fairy tale, it was a blessing for me to be able to witness those special moments you and neno shared. You are a very loved man and your family and friends will always have a special place for you in their hearts. You will never be forgotten, but always remembered for the smile that would brighten any room, and its contagiousness it had on others who were in your presence. We love you pappy! Miss you a ton!

Hi dad. I miss you a ton. Wanted to call you the other day cause i eon some awards at work. Ive been thinking a lot about you and our past. It hits me at the weirdest times. I hear johhny cash's ring of fire and it brings back so many memories. I love you daddy and i miss you a ton.

Honey, I wanted to go to church so bad...But, as always I just couldn't, I am just not ready to go with out you yet. I've been trying to call Ray all week to come get his work pants that I sewed for him, his phone keeps ringing busy. Shannon said, maybe we should check on them, but I forgot how to get to his house, Well honey, it has been almost a month sense you left me and It still seems like yesterday, I just can't seem to pull myself out of this slump, The tears just seem to come out of no where, My heart hurts so bad with missing you. Damn it Bob, I didn't want you to go just yet. But in my heart I knew that it was your time to leave, I wished that we had more time together. we were so happy, and had such a good time with each other, I miss our laughter and your smile, and most of all, I miss your singing with me, and you holding me while we watch T V together. Honey I don't think that I will ever be happy again, gosh I miss you I hope you are much better with our God, I know that is where you are, And I am happy for you now that there is no more breathing problems for you. But honey, I am not to happy being with out you, I am trying to be strong because of Andre', it's just at night when we are here in the den, just us, is when I want you here with me again. I don't sleep good with out you. I am keeping my faith in God. and miss church. I guess It's just the human in me that wont let go. I need your strength to keep me going honey, well I am going to try to get some sleep, It's 12;05 A M I got to go to SSI tomorrow, I love you my sweet husband, Until tomorrow.  love  Lynn

Hi honey. I have missed you so much. I'm just not ready to let you go just yet. I will try to keep your Guest Book on here for a year. I need to release and this is a good way to do it. I can enjoy keeping you informed on my everyday events. I have been so busy with SSI, and paying all the bills, and getting our car fixed I got a nice small bed set up in the den, I looks like a day bed. I miss you so much, I choose to stay in the den where we spent all of our time together before you left me. I feel closer to you here. I remember when we sleep on that hospital bed together, Boy was that hard for me to not fall off. we laughed so hard when you rolled over and put me on the floor. AND THEN THERE WAS THE TIME YOU GOT OUT OF BED AND SAT ON THE FLOOR AND COULD NOT GET UP. WE HAD NO ONE TO HELP US SO WE SAT AND YOU SANG " HE STOPPED LOVING HER TODAY" TO ME...AND I SANG " HAVE I TOLD YOU LATELY THAT I LOVE YOU" TO YOU I got a blanket and a pillow and we just stayed there and held each other, until some one came to help me get you back into bed, That's all that I got now, is memories, I try not to let my heart hurt for you, but it still hurts just as bad as the day you left. I will be back to write to you again my love, stay with me Bob, just for a while longer. I need you so bad. I miss and love you honey. loving you always...Lynn

This is for you Bob, My Pappy & my kids Great Grand-Pappy. Words cannot express how heavy my heart is for my Gram, family& friends, that had lost this amazing man.
he had a kind & caring heart that welcomed us with open arms when we came from Missouri to visit with Gram & Bob. He always had such a big smile for everyone. I am truly blessed to have known him as my Grams husband & my new Pappy. & kids new Great Grand Pappy. I know that there is nothing that I can do or say to make this loss any easier for Gram. also family & friends. Please know that thoughts and prayers are with you all. He made my Gram so happy, He will be greatly missed.  Grand-Daughter Jody       Missouri

I did not know Bob as long as my husband Ray did, But I considered him a friend. He was always friendly, considerate, and upbeat. Our sympathy to you Lynn, And to your family.                                                                       Ann Schutt,.....Ray's wife.

I have known Bob for many years. I would stop in at his shop, and we would talk about many things-the good times, and the difficult, disappointing times. One of the good times saw when Lynn entered his life. That was a real blessing to him.  After he started attending our church we saw hi on Sundays, also. That was so good. It was a very special time when he was baptized. .  The memorial service was a nice tribute to Bob.  I miss him very much.                                                                                                              His Friend,  Ray Schutt                                            Holland mi

I have known Bob for many years. I would stop in at his shop, and we would talk about many things-the good times, and the difficult, disappointing times. One of the good times was when Lynn entered his life. That was a real blessing to him.  After he started attending our church we saw him on Sundays, also. That was so good. It was a very special time when he was baptized. .  The memorial service was a nice tribute to Bob.  I miss him very much.                                                                                                              His Friend,  Ray Schutt                                            Holland mi

Well honey, I didn't go to church yesterday. Honey it's so hard to go any where with out you. maybe in time, I really want to go, but back out when the time comes. Well, I finely got my enough get up and go & cleaned my whole house, WOW! Bob. that sure in not like me not to clean. I guess things are getting a little better for me, I sure hope so. Just when I think  things are going good, I seem to fall back again. I just can't stop missing you, I don't think the feeling will ever go away . I am so lost without you honey. I have the feeling that you are with me at times. I can feel you right by my side, I look and cant see you, but, I am sure you were there, Please stay with me until I am ready to be alone again. your are my comfort zone. I love staying here at home in the den, I feel like a part of you is here with me. Stay with me my love, I am not ready to face the world without you yet. Good night my love,  loving you forever,     you wife

Well honey, tomorrow is Jan 31st Sunday, I am thinking about going to church, I only hope that I don't change my mind, I love you so much, Bob. I wonder if the ache & pain will ever go away. I have a real hard time sleeping without you here. I have all the bills paid, this should make you happy. I am having Dot do our taxes, I am cleaning the shop & getting it ready for Spring. I am keeping busy, It helps me to keep my mind clear. My heart still hurts for you so much, I don't think it will ever go away. I remember the good times we had, there never was any bad ones, that makes it nice for me, I will always hold you in my heart & keep you often on my mind. I love you darling, I am thinking about keeping your guest book on line for a year, it will give me a chance to  let you know what is going on in my life, but most of all I feel so close to you when I write you. got to leave you for now, am washing  clothes , good night my sweet amazing husband

Boy do I miss you honey, It's so lonely without you here with me . things seems to be better at times. I guess that is a good thing, My heart still hurts so bad at times, everything here reminds me of you, those are the times that I am the happiest. You left me with so many good memories of our time that we had together, I am thinking about going to church this Sunday, I only hope that I can when the time comes, I haven't heard from pastor Jeff in awhile, he must be busy, or maybe he gave up on me, I can't blame him  if he did, I am so Damn unpredictable, I feel like I am bouncing most of the time, I am hoping that will subside real soon, I went to Russ's with Marion today, we had a nice lunch & a good time. I was happy to get back home, where I belonged. Randy & Judy will be here this week-end, They seem to think that they need to check up on me, Lol  that's a first, Oh, well it is kind of nice I guess, Annie & Ray were here today, Ray burned a big hole in his work pants & needs them sewed, He misses you so bad, you and him were the best of friends. And it is so nice of them to check on me, Well here I am  crying again, memories are so nice for me but then I get a little sad. I guess that is the bounce in me again, I wonder if you miss me and think about me some, Or is your life so beautiful, you are just waiting for the day I too shall come, Honey, I am trying so hard to be just a little happy, But it's so hard for me right now I will miss you till the end of time my sweet husband,  I am so tired, Good night honey,

Well honey, today was a little better then yesterday, for sure. that was the hardest day that I had since you left me. I sung you our song, Have I told you lately that I love you & He stopped loving her today, I didn't go to church, I didn't get dressed. I just sat in my nightie and cried like a baby, all day. Damn it Bob. I miss you so much. I am trying to sew or clean, or pack things away, but it just don't happen, I am still sleeping in the den, where we spent all of our time till you had to go. The loneliness since you've been gone Is, oh, so hard to bare, I long to hold you in my arms, just like I use to do. I WONDER IF THE ACHE AND PAIN WILL EVER GO AWAY, IF WILL FIND PEACE AND HAPPINESS. ANOTHER HAPPY DAY.I love you Bob, you are always in my heart and often on my mind. good night my love.

Well Bob, Here I am, writing to you instead of going to church with out you today. I tried not to write to you in hopes to you that things would get easier here for me. It is not working , I tried to be ready for your leaving, along with you, it didn't happen, I wanted to go to church today, and couldn't, .I  just feel so lost with lonely  out you . Lord, I know it's wrong to question the working of your plans, Bot I can't but wonder, and pray you understand. To us our love ones were only lent, to have, to hold, to love. But I cant help but miss them, Do you hear me Lord, above......Hold on a sec, Ray is calling,  That was Annie, she wanted me to go to church with them, I am so sorry Bob, I just couldn't  go with out you, I told them no, maybe next week.. You know Bob, my heart hurts so bad with out you here, I just like to sit at home  alone and remember when it was you and me, Fits is calling, hold on a sec,, Darn, what up? he wanted to know if I was going to church to. No Bob, I going to spend the day with you, and remember all the good times that we shared. I love you and miss you much, Gosh Bob, It is so hard being human, Only the living hurt, and I know this, But it Don't seem to make it any easier for me. Keeping faith in God to be with me through this, I know that you are in the arms of our Father, and know that you are just fine, It's just that my need for you is, far greater then your need for me at this time, time heals all. loving you always, Lynn

My sincere condolences to you and your family on the passing of your wonderful husband,
Bob was an extraordinary man. There are many in the community who will deeply mourn his passing as his life was lived with service, love, compassion and excellence, for everyone he meant. May he rest in peace. Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy. May you always hold priceless memerios of your time together. Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy. Please accept mine and my families prayers as you walk threw this hard time. Bob will never be forgotten and we all could have endless things to say about him. Bob keep shinning your light on Lynn and little Andre.

Good morning honey. This is the next day after leaving the church. It was real nice, Pastor Jeff did a wonderful job, you would not have been disappointed , You were an amazing man, & everyone knew it but you, That is one of many things that makes you so amazing. Honey you knew that I had always missed my church and felt like a out-sider at yours. well yesterday Thelma welcomed me along with many other ladies there, and ask that I still come to church, I'm not quite sure just what I will do yet. I know that you would like me to stay there, I can only promise you that I will pray hard & long  about it. I left my church because you were my husband and you went there,
 , I just put my head up & went with you. That was almost three years of missing my church, where I was welcomed & accepted,  So all I can say is, I will pray and give it a lot of thought, It will be so hard for me to go without you Bob. I need a little time, but promise you that I will give it a good, honest try, Gee Bob I miss you so much, and am so lonely with out you.  missing you much,              Lynn Morehead

Well Bob, This will be our last time being together at church.I will take you with me today, And then we will remain at home together until it gets warmer, At that time we will go outside and spend some time cleaning the yard . Gosh Bob, It seems so strange being alone again, I only hope that you will come to me and in some small way, Let me know that you are doing good and O.K.I will keep you close to me forever. The buck stops here honey. It will be just you & me from here on in baby. I will love you 
for ever Bob.    your loving wife.


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My thoughts and prayers are with you Lynn during this hard time. May you find comfort in the memories you and Bob have made. I love you.

I am proud that I had the opportunity to call Bob my grandpa.  He was such a kind person. And had so much love in his heart. And I'm glad that Bob and lynn had the chance to meet and fall in love. And share that love .. It warmed my heart when I would see them smile and beam at one another. It reminded me that love is forever.... I will miss my grandpa Bob but I am not sad because I know he is in heaven and watching over all that he loves   and I know that he will look after my neno lynn and make sure she is okay. He will be her  guardian angel  and kiss her tears away and hold her when she feels sad... He was an amazing man. I wish I had more time with him.    I love you grandpa Bob

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Robert C. Morehead

31 December, 1940 – 15 January, 2016

Lakeshore Memorial Services

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