The pain I feel will forever be in my soul and in our kids, it will be a feeling that I will have for the rest of my days. To look to my side and see that you are no longer here, that this is not a dream. I will always seek you even though I know I won’t find you. I will need of your hand many times to help me back up, like we’ve done throughout the years with our kids. I will always remember the sound of your voice saying that you love me, that you are the happiest man by our side. It’s not goodbye forever because I know when the time comes I will grab your hand and be able to smile again. I promise to take care of our kids Emanuel and Stephanie. Thank you for so many years and beautiful moments of happiness. My angel, my warrior we will love you forever.