3 long years without you. And 10 long years without mom. It just really sucks. I love and miss you both so much <3 rest in paradise you beautiful angels <3

Grandpa, I can't believe, I don't want to believe it, why are you gone? It's not fair, life just isn't fair, I love you and miss you so much, i miss mom so much too. It's not the same without you both. I feel so lost sometimes, I just have regrets, I should have been with you more, I miss the times we had and the times we didn't have together. I'm sorry for everything. I'm so sorry, I feel so hurt and in pain, I've just been pushing things aside and pushing the thought of you gone away for too long, I haven't even dealt with you being gone, it just seems like a nightmare, I know you wouldn't want me sad everyday, I try my best to be happy, but in the end I'll never truly be happy, it just hurts to have two loved ones gone, and to know they will never come back. Just hurts too much. I love you both, I always will, and I'll succeed in life for both of you.

Grandpa,
It seems so unreal not having you here with us. I feel as if my soul has been torn apart. But I know in my heart you want me to be strong, so for you and mom I will, I'll get through high school, I'll graduate college, and I'll start a family, and be successful, because I know that's what you and mom would want. I love you two forever.

Love, 
Matty

My dearest Gilbert,
I just can't believe it's been 1 year without you in my life our hearts are forever broken without you and Annette being here! But I keep the two of you alive in memory always. What went wrong in our lives we were a happy family, until Annette passed, you were so strong for us that it killed you inside, now you're gone. I know you and Annette are together waiting for us when our time comes we will be reunited, and be together again.
 Love you always,
Forever your Rhonda

hey grandpa, I didn't know this was here till yesterday, I love you so much. And I'm always missing you and mom. it sucks so bad not having you both here. But i will keep being strong for both of you and make you proud of me. I love you with all my heart and soul, love you both. 
I still can't believe you guys arent with us, i know you are in my heart forever. I miss all the fun times we had, i miss going to eat el tapeyac, and going to the tracks, memories that i will never forget <3

Love you so much dad you made me who I m today I truly thank you. Every day without you isn't easy since you my best friend I could trust and respect and talk about anything Diana and I love and miss u and annette so so much see you and my baby sister one day in heaven till we meet again my friend love gil jr

Missing You Gilbert it's very lonely here without U!You and Annette are Always on my mind my Heart is Broken in two!But will Mend Once were together Again!Love U Both Always your wife and mommy to Annette!

My Gilbert My Love it was lil gil and my Frist Christmas and New year without U being Here With Us!Its So Painful and heartbroken without U and Annette my Life is incompete without the 2 of U!Happy 60 B-Day Love U Always your forever Wife Till were together again!

I was saddened to hear of your loss and its hard to understand why people are taken from us. But find confort in knowing you were a special part of his life.Bea Balderrama

Love you pops miss you so much my heart is broken forever your son

Still thinking of you I always will.I miss you so much I wonder how I can make it without you. I never will.love you forever brother always.

OBITUARY

Gilbert U Balderrama

24 December, 1952 – 22 August, 2012

Eternal Valley Memorial Park & Mortuary

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