I love albert.
This was the first time we went to the beach together, we went to Balboa beach, i got too drunk, I was so drunk and you laughed at me the next day because I wouldn’t shut up all night about how good the bacon cheese burger I ate that night was.. man I was so so tipsy.. you took care of me.  You were so involved in mine and my family’s life, I miss you so much my love, so so much.. you were ripped away from me way too soon. .. you are my everything and will always be, I love you with every single part of me.. I love you babe.. and I feel so lonely and empty without you.. I miss holding you, kissing you, hearing your voice .. watching you sleep.. I miss every single thing about you..

As I sit here and write this tears are coming down my face I'm going to miss you coming to the house I know I was not there as much but I know the last five months of your life God has blessed me with memories that I will hold of you  mijo you're going to be missed dearly Mijo I love you mijo until we meet again the Acosta family

 This isn’t fair and having to write About you instead of being able to actually tell you isn’t right but here it goes.... I was blessed to be apart of your life as a baby and a lil boy, and then blessed again when we reconnected (at Tía furs)and I got to know you as young man. To know you is to love you. What I want to keep as my favorite memory of you was your beautiful smile 😃 it was always so big that when I saw you I couldn’t help but to smile too. That smile could have the best affect on a heavy heart and change a mood in an instant. This photo is the only one in my possession with both of us and our family its outdated and your so tiny & the other was graciously gifted to me from your other half 🥰I’m Envious of those you have current photos with you ,I feel robbed that we will never be able to have new memories or share an updated one together.💔 At the same time it makes me so happy to see those pictures of you and them. It shows that you built memories and bonds with those who you were surrounded with it’s shows the lives you got to impact and change just because you were apart of them as a son , brother, uncle, partner, cousin, nephew and friend. Near or far , everyday or once in awhile there will never be a measurement of time or distance to say I Love you guerrito! Thank you for your courage Thank you for your selfless heart Thank you for your ultimate sacrifice. I pray for your beautiful soul Nephew and that you will forever be celebrated and remembered here and most definitely in heaven. (John 15:13)this isn’t goodbye It’s I’ll see you later........

I have always been in love with you, specially with your smile, it was the most beautiful thing in my life.. your laugh was soothing, I would get lost in it, specially when it was a big loud laugh, I love you babe... and I miss you deeply.. you are my life.

I still remember this day like it was yestarday. We had a random kickback like usual I remember you laughing so hard because we where playing beer pong inside the back house and one of the girls broke the bucket we had full of beers. And you said now its muddy pong but at least we still have beers. 

Since I met Albert he was always a sweet caring person. Always laughing and having a good time never a dwell moment when he was around. He was part of the family and everyone loved having him and having him around. It sucks his no longer with us but God gain an amazing angel. We miss you Albert 

Albert ,You are my best friends soul mate , the respect I have for you is unexplainable . You were there through thick and thin and took care of my best friend for the past 5 years , you were the man that she saw herself spending the rest of her life with and with that being said you became my friend and a big part of my life as well , you were family !  . Thank you for being the best to her I promise to take care of her for you ❤️. You are the biggest hero in so many eyes . Rest easy bro 💔 ....you will never be forgotten friend .

This was from the first time you spend the night at my house, it was such a nice night, we laid there and sang along to a few songs, and talked all night, asking questions about each other and just cuddling till we fell asleep.. I love you babe, with all my heart.. I miss you so much my pumpkin. 💙

I love this picture of my baby boy.   Sorry Albert you will always be my baby boy my first born.  Miss you so much my hero.  His smile 💜💜💜💜❤️❤️❤️💕💕🥰🥰🥰

I will forever miss these ramdome I love you's

This was on your birthday. 
December 28th 2018
I couldn’t wait to light those trick candles,
Even though you already knew they were 
Trick candles.. I love you so so much babe.

Regret 

I regret I didn’t say I love you. 
I regret I didn’t hug you.
I regret the time that is lost
And I regret the lost times.
I hate this feeling of not feeling 
But feeling.
It’s like being lost without a cause
And all I can feel is this cold damn air.
This feeling makes me think it isn't fair. 
I regret I wasn’t there for you as a sibling should be. 
It’s like when I think about you, you're not complete.
When I think about your laugh, all I see is the movement without the sound.
When I try to think of your smile, I hear your laugh instead.
I can’t have one with the other and it’s weird.
I can't see or hear them together when I try to remember.
Your laugh that went along with your smile
And your smile that went with your eyes that seemed to smile too.
And I can see your small frame,
 along with your long hair that held your secrets.
I know none of us were close as we should have been.
I know I hugged you every time I saw you but you would push me away
I should've hugged harder to let you know your family loves you.

It’s still hard to believe this, even now
But we have to let go 
We CAN hold you in our hearts and in our memories 
but we can’t hold you down with bitter hate for one or another.
I know of us kids aren’t religious but if you are up there 
We better leave you too it at annoy some angels. 
Just know we do love you and i’m sorry.


Man my buzin was a great hero man n a great person he was the best cuzin i had n the only good child hood memories are with him man this was my brother so ill love if u show some support not all hero's were capes love u cuzin love ur lil cuzin daimeon aka snupe


No one can take your love away from me, or my love away from you, you slept holding my hand or arm, just about every night .. I miss this so so much, you were my light in my darkest moments.. i will always love you pumpkin, always.. you life, was my life’s best part.. 

I remember the day our neighbor brought snow from the mountains for his kids and I was stealing it putting it on our porch he cought me and yelled at me but I kept doing it and we had a snow ball fight in our pjs at 7am bare foot no gloves we froze but had so much fun ❤❤❤

Albert your are my baby brother I love you  more than anyone will ever know I remember how you always had to have the last hit I punched you and you hit me back we kept going until we were both just throwing punches dinky was crying we were crying then we both started laughing and hugging each other. I will miss those random punches.

I love & miss you so much Albert .I remember when I met you ,I was soo little and it’s crazy because you’ve been around as long as I can remember, and during my whole life of seeing you everyday, talking,and hanging out with you I never thought about what I would do if you weren’t around , and now that you aren’t it’s hard to see places and things because they remind me of you . I remember being able to look outside and see you , I remember yelling “ ALBERT!” outside and you yelling “ what!” Just because you know it’s me ... this picture is from the night we bought a new speaker and mics , my whole family and friends waited for you Albert because we knew you’re always there , sure enough you came , I told you “ you can’t come on the porch unless you sing a song “ took you a while but FINALLY you did it , it did take a couple beers but it happened. I remember so much love and joy that night ... we sang so loud for so long my the neighbors probably HATED us . I have so many memories and so many moments I wish I was able to share with everyone because you’re just an amazing person to be around and I wish every single person knew , and hope you know much how you meant to every single person .Rest easy , Thank you for everything , thank you for being YOU, but most importantly thank you for coming into my life .

I know we were never close, and that i didnt know him very well. I didnt grow up with him or ever meet him, but i wish i could have. I have many regrets. But All else aside, i am more than lucky to call such an amazing person my brother. He did something AMAZING and has truly earned the title Hero. I hope he rests easy, ❤️ My love and condolences to everyone close to him and everyone mourning him❤️ 

These messages was almost a month prior to when we first got together, I love you, and reading these messages make me so so happy, we were so happy .. I miss you, I miss you so so much.. I love you. I can’t wait to see you. 

It’s sometimes hard to know why somethings happen as they do. For so much JOY and HAPPINESS was centered around YOU and taken away so soon. It seems so hard for me to comprehend that you’re no longer here. But all the happy MEMORIES will help keep you near. You’re thought about with PRIDE and HONOR MY SON. With each mention of your name ALBERT death cannot change a single thing that you have pass as a HERO. The LOVE will still remain the same.  

Every Day, Every Night for when you feel the need to hold me tight just blow a kiss into the sky and I’ll be by your side. 💕So when your sad and feel alone in your moment of weakness know that he right there. Your heart is my home. 

💜You held my hand through many years. Every time I think of you. My heart still fills with joy. Even though I will always miss you Albert. I know you’re by my side. In laughter and in sorrow.  And in sunshine. And in the rain. I know you’re watching over me. Until we meet again. ❤️

I miss you Albert.  
I pretend to be strong as I’m dying with in myself. The daily struggle is stressing my mind & my health on the outside. I smile for the world & you to see. I’m okay. Because I know you’ll want me to be over it. But it killing me all-together every inch of my being. I miss you Albert and it’s hard holding in my feelings. I have come to terms I will no longer hide I love him so much & I will carry him inside. ❤️

I sit here and wonder how very much. I’d like to talk to you today. There are so many things that we didn’t get to say. I knew how much you care for me and how much I cared for you.  And each time that I think of you. I know you’ll miss me too. You had to leave behind all those you dearly loved. You had so much to live for, you had so much too do... You were taken from us to soon my love. We are never far apart. For every time I think of you. You’re right here deep within my heart.  💜

This is for someone wonderful
And sometimes life can be unkind 
When hearts are broken in two 
Nothing could ever compare to the pain of losing you. But all the lives you touch & all the love you left behind forever lives on. So until we meet again. 
Rest peacefully my son. 

This is Albert & Sabby 

We always acted stupid together and I will forever miss the times we shared 

Your are my brother your are my hero it was a blessing to have you in my life and I will never forget all our memories. 

Albert took this picture of us at Nana’s. 

At The family reunion showing sabby to  great grandma.

When we went to our family reunion on mom’s Dad’s side of the family for the first time. 

    A goodbye 

A goodbye is a goodbye but
 what is a goodbye without
 the good or the bye?
  You’ve come 
You’ve gone
 from time itself, 
as if to tease the world with a glance. 
you know it.
you know yourself 
and for you knowing was everything.
But...
 none of us knew or thought about this.
  Within a blink of an eye you were gone without a goodbye.
There wasn’t a look back moment.
There wasn’t a second thought
Nor was there hesitation.
There was only your reaction to take action.
I want you to know what I speak here is my truth. 

You are a hero and as much as me and others hate saying this because we would rather just have you here to smile your smile, laugh your laugh and your go to I’m right attitude.
but
 we know what is done is done and you’ve done it out of your heart. You are our hero but I do want you to know.
  
I will die a thousand times for I can just look into your eyes and feel your warmth for one last time.
   I will not cry. 
No I will not shed a single tear because I fear the abyss will swallow me whole.
But
 if I must cry, it will not be a single tear but a never ending river. 
The abyss would have me in its hold and it will soon feel like gold.
It will be the only feeling that I will know.

The river would hold each moments we had or could have had.
 From jokes, fight, tears, and fears, 
the past, the present, and the what if’s that felt so near.
I know we still had our sibling moments and memories. Growing up and going places and I know I  now have to let go and say goodbye in a way I wasn’t prepared.
The moments we had, I will hold dear and I hope we’ll meet again my dear big brother.


My Son 
Of all the special gifts in life
How ever great or small
To have you as my son
Was the greatest gift of all
A special time, a special face,
special memories that can’t be replaced.
With a aching heart I whisper low I miss you my son & I love you so.💕

My HERO Albert Gutierrez Madrid 

      He was my first love. I was his first love. Holding his little fingers, counting his little toes. Singing to him day and night. Comforting him when he was teething holding him tight. Hearing his first words made me proud.
Being there the first time he crawled. 
     Just knowing I’m his mom warm my heart. The first time he walked I was scared he might fall. I was always scared of his new Journey through life. But I knew he needed to grow for he could become the man he did. He always put other first. The day he pass he did a selfless act by saving others. 
      All those special memories of you will always bring a smile. If I could only have you back even if it’s just for a while. So we can sit & talk again like we use too. The fact that you’re no longer here will always cause me pain. But your forever in my heart until we meet again. 
 Love Mom

At dinkys birthday when mom made that crazy cake and we were all laughing

It was always us 3 together growing up I will always love you.

 The day my heart broke into pieces.  My life was shattered.  This is at your candlelight visual 
3-9-19

My baby and his long hair I love this picture

My babies all grown up 
Moriah, Albert, Maurilio 

Albert and Cynthia were waiting forever to get this little guy, I got to tag along. Albert was talking all baby talk to the little puppers. I told him to turn around for a picture.

 Albert, Mom & Maurilio
 Both of my boys and their classroom Ring

For Albert’s birthday, Cynthia and I were going out to pick out balloons, cake and all that good stuff. When we finally picked him up he was in a bad mood but he lightened up as time passed. I remember asking for a hug and took a quick shot of us together. I remember calling him my little brother and him laughing his laugh.

You will always be my forever babe, you are my rock, the rainbow after a storm, the best thing that’s ever happened to me, I love you, I will always love you. 

 Brotherly love at Denny’s 
Maurilio & Albert

 The day you were mad that I made you take pictures 

For Cynthia’s birthday I took her and Albert out to Denny’s since Cynthia didn’t  pick a place, Albert did. I bought Albert some kind of skillet, Cynthia Nachos & I got French toast... Albert finished his meal and looked at My plate. He didn’t ask for some, he just kept stealing glances at my French toast. I ordered him his own plate of French toast and I swear he seemed like a child again. He looked so happy  but meek about it. I took this picture as a memory. He really wanted French toast.

Albert and Charlie, we miss you, you are the best dog daddy Micah and Charlie have. We love and miss you. 

Thank you for 11 years of your friendship.  
It was an honor to have known and make memories with an amazing soul like yours. 
I miss you so much but I know you’re safe now, and hopefully happy. 

Family pictures 
 Albert Melissa Maurilio 
Mom Step Dad  Zachary 

Moriah Maurilio Albert  
The king on his throne just kidding 

Albert, Maurilio, Moriah . 
The three musketeers 

I don’t remember this day but I remember this picture whenever I think of a picture that had  all of us as kids.

 You always always love your tickle me Elmo you took it everywhere with you 

Moriah, Albert, Maurilio. 
Love 💕 love 💕 love 💕 

Moriah 2yr old , Albert 1yr old, Maurilio  2  months. 

 The day  we went to the park and you and your partner in crime   We’re having so much fun .  Albert in back  & Maurilio in front  1998. 

 I remember the day your baby brother just had surgery. He didn’t want nobody but you and to sit by you. He would watch you play on your PSP he loves you and misses you . Big brother & Little Brother 💜🥰💜💜

You will always be my heart and soul, I love you with everything I have, you gave me five amazing years, thank you. ..

 I would sing to you read to you when you were a baby.  I remember putting you to sleep and you always want your teddy bear. I love you baby boy so much.  💜Love Mom❤️

I remember when you where little you got in too the peanut butter jar. I was at the hospital having your play mate / Partner in crime.  We love you & miss you dearly Albert G. Madrid. 

OBITUARY

Albert G. Madrid

28 December, 1993 – 9 March, 2019

Mt. View Mortuary & Cemetery

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