To a very much missed and loved mother. I miss you so much ma.

Hello love. I miss you so much. I have a good ct scan but my heart is a bit retarted. Love you and miss you. See you soon.

Hi ma. I am sorry I haven't written. I been sick. I know that is no excuse. I had a mini stroke and been back and forth to the doctor. He told me I have high blood pressure and need to keep a log of it. I go back on the 23rd of this month. I'll  let you know what happens. I love and miss you. Paul.

Hi ma. I had a stroke. A small one but it just messed up my speech. Everything is good here accept the mortgage went from 618 to 745. Your cat Bella is still alive. My new tenant adopted her. Bella loves Patricia. I miss and love you for always. I can't wait to see you.

To the best woman I know. My mom. She is the best person that I know. She had a great personality and a love for cats. I think her favorite was that beautiful grey cat. It use to sit there and stare at us while we had coffee. Every morning. I told mom that the cat was very creepy. She said that the cat stared because she loved you. I did not think that. I moved and the cat did not. Not an inch. Time went by and the cat did not move from where it was the next morning. I pretty much kept my eye on it. It really freaked me out. It hardly blinked. In my mind, it's name was "idiot". But me and mom came to agree on a name that I love to this day........IT. Great cat for a lovely name for it's ability to sit for a very long while and not blink. It freaked me out but that is, out of 8 cats I loved the most. I do miss IT and have her buried in my back yard next to my window.

You are still the love of my life. I did not forget you my Love. If there are things that I miss you, you are it mom. I can not think about and say that I love you more than impossible. I still have the house and it is in great shape. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.

You are missed to much my darling mother. I miss you and crap I love you. I see you!

I know that I have neglected writing you mom. Been a bit sick and have going to the hospital weekly. Just getting old I guess. The hernia I have is huge. I do not get out of bed, I roll out of bed. It hurts a lot. I miss you so much. I miss the eggs I make for you and the burned bacon. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. I guess. John is fine in New York. I miss you and if I new that I can see you again, I will. I love you...../.

To the one I love the most....Mom. I Love you and miss you. Words are difficult because they can not explain the adoration and love I have for you. You are greatly missed and I think about you often. I love and miss you greatly.

Still with you mom. love you so much. I just miss you do much. House is good and I am taking good care of it. LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

I know that it is been a very long time. Well, I can't say that I love you any less. I love you even more Ma. I miss you so damn much. I remember that you made me breakfast at 2am. I had to be at work by 3;30. I was always there for you. I can't say how much I miss you. ILOVE YOU VERY MUCH!

Sorry Ma that I have not written in a long time. it does not mean that I forgot about you. That would be impossible. I love you so much and I am going to see if I can buy the last tomb beside you. I do not know if Ray planned it but I will always be by your side in life and death. I love you.

There was a song by Eric Carmen recently passed. He wrote a song that I as you love. All By myself. I am alone but i miss you so much. I think and feel your spirit. I love you so much Ma and I will see you soon. Maybe you can make me pasta. Maybe some rice pudding. I love you so much.

Hi Ma, it's Paul. I haven't forgotten you at all. I want to wish you a Happy Mothers day. I love and miss you so much. Everything around here is good. The house is still standing and all the bills are paid. I just wish that you were here to share it with me. John is doing well even though I haven't heard from him in a while. I hope that you are at peace and enjoy the afterlife with the rest of the family. One day I will be with you and we can watch Jerry Springer reruns together. Love You, Paul.

Sorry mom it has been a long time. I have not forgotten you. You still light up my day. I just don't know what to say beside that I love you so much. Things are different, especially without you my LOVE. I so miss you mom. You mean everything to me. I LOVE YOU ma Laddy.

I wrote and I mean I love you to the end of time.

Mom, I know that you can not hear me but I am here mom. I still love you as well as John. We are alone but still with each other. We are getting together in New york, we will make sure that your memory does not forgoet us. I will, no matter whar be with you always and forever.

I LOVE YOOOOOOOU SO MUCH MA. I SOLD THE HOUSE AND MOVING TO NEW YORK WITH JOHN. I JUST LOVE AND MISS YOU SO DAMN MUCH MA.

I am still here mom. I still miss you so much. I hope that everything in Heaven is everything you hped for. I miss all of our family that is with you. I love you so much.

You would be mad at me Ma.  I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER KNOW

Hi ma, just writing to say that I love and miss you. I left four roses on the site that Alice was killed on. I really miss her. I can not say that I miss you more, I miss you alot more ma. You are in my heart as is alice, Chris, Susan and Ray. John is doing good. I am sorry about Babe. She passed away about a year ago. She will also be missed.

She is under the care of her friends and family,

You still light up my life Ma. I miss you so damn much. I wish that you were with me. There are times that I wish I were beside you in New York. Other times I wish that I were beside you and Ray. I love you and I am taking care of the house. I miss you Ma so very much. We are just us now. I love you soooooooooooooooo much. Love Paul.

Happy Valentines day ma. do not know if today is the right day, but I love you.

TO THE ONE I LOVE, AND THAT IS MY MOM. SORRY I DID NOT LEAVE HAPPY VALENTINES TO YOU.  I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. I SPOKE WITH ANTHONY AND HE TOLD ME THAT BABE PASSED AWAY. I AM SO SORRY MOM. HE HAS A LAWSUITE AGAINST THE THE PEOPLE THAT SUCK. I TRIED AND CALLED THEM AND BABE COULD NOT GET WHAT SHE NEEDED. THEY CAN KISS MY ASS! I WANT TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU MORE THAN I CAN SAY. I LOVE YOU AND THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. I LOVE YOU MA.

To the most loved one that I ever had. MOM I love you and I know that I have not written you and I am sorry. Still nothing around the house but I did by a new refrigerator. It is white, but i still have the one we bought. I love you MOM and I am sorry that I did not write for a bit. I most of all, for all the friends and family.. we love you.

hi ma, sorry I did not write you on Christmas but, you know that we did not celebrate holidays. I do miss you you than you can imagine. I remember all the great times. I actually spoke with Maureen Skully, my cousin. She is 69. Uncle Bill died about 12 days ago. Ok ma, I am going to say goodbye for now. One thing that you have to remember in your beautiful soul is that I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.


Your son Paul

Hello my lovely. Just to say that I love you very much.

Sorry mom that it has been a very long time. You are still in my memories and I love you so much. I now know that where you and Ray are in New York they have an extra bunk.
I will be next to you mom. I love you so much and I miss you even more.

Hi ma, sorry I have not spoke with you. I know that your passing was in September and I am sorry. Your birthday is coming up very soon. I just want to say that I love and miss you every day of the week. You are my everything and I will not forget you nor stop writing to you because I love you very much. You are always on my mind. I wish that I can give you some of my years that I have left just to see and hug you. I do really miss you ma. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Ma, how the hell are you? I know. I am just missing you so much. I love you ma.

Hi Mom, I am doing pretty good but I do miss you very much. I just wish that you were here with me. You were and are the love of my life and I wish that I can be with you in heaven. You are and always be the light of my life. I love you so much ma. John is doing good. He has 14 nieces and nephews. I guess that I have something to. I did start painting the house. I replaced the front shutters with black shutters. I painted the front of the house and now I am doing the side. The wood is a bit rotted but I bought stuff to fix it. I was offered $217,000.00 for the house but I said NO! I will die in this house. I love you Ma. I miss you so damn much. I will see you when I go. Say hello to Alice, Chris, Susan and Ray.

It has been a bit of a time that I have said to you that I love you. I just wish that you were here. I know that it is impossible. Thing is, I will be there with you and Ray when I pass. I love you mom.

YES YOU ARE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MA. I WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH ME. THE HOUSE IS IN GREAT CONDITION. I BOUGHT A FEW THINGS THAT IT NEEDED. I LOVE YOU AND ALICE AND CHRIS AND SUSAN AND RAY. I REALLY MISS MY FAMILY. I LOVE ALL OF YOU AND I HOPE THAT YOU HAVE PEACE.       PAUL

Hi mom. I just want to say that I love you. I miss you very much. I have a bit of a problem. I just love you so much. I have been healthy so far. I miss you so much ma. I think about you all the time. I have the thing that Alice is in and I just miss you so much MA. I wish I can give you my life and together we may have a few years together. I love and miss you more than you can imagine. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MA.

YOU ARE MISSED SO MUCH. I SPOKE WITH JOHN. I AM A GREAT UNCLE TO 17. I feel blessed. You are the light of my life. When I wake up, I see and remember you. When I go to sleep, you are there. Life has not been easy. All the things that I love will be a sacrifice. I know that I will never be with you because I have a cause to live. I live and breath through you mom. You are forever in my soul. You made me. I can not explain how much I love you. If there is an afterlife, I will be there to hold your hand and make sure that everything is alright. I love you and miss you so damn much.

IT HAS BEEN A BIT MOM. I THINK OF YOU EVERY DAY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. YOU HAVE BEEN THE BEST MOM A SON CAN ASK FOR. OH MA, I AM GROWING A BEARD. IT IS ALMOST WHITE. THE HOUSE IS GREAT. I AM PAINTING IT BLACK AND WHITE. I HAVE THE FRONT DONE BUT NEED TO DO THE SIDES OF THE HOUSE. I KEEP IT VERY CLEAN ALSO. I JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH MA. I LOVE AND MISS YOU. I WILL WRITE AGAIN SOON. LOVE PAUL.

I am still here MA. I still love you very much. I just tried to call little Anthony. Did not get a response. I also called your sister Babe, same thing, no answer. I called Danny and she does not have any more of the dogs. Her mom died. She said that she will call in a bit.  John is doing good and so am I. Thank you for making me your beneficiary. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Hi ma, I love and miss you so much. A tenant, Phil is on life support now. He had blood sugar that it hurt his brain. He is on life support now but hope he recovers. I just can not say how much I miss and love you so much. I so do and it hurts that I see your picture. It makes me cry. If there was and afterworld that I can give you half of my life..i would not hesitate. I miss you ma, I miss you so very much.

I am so sorry that I did not wish you a HAPPY MOTHERS DAY yesterday. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY ma. I still miss and LOVE you very much. It is the same old crap around here. I have a tenant that is a pain in the butt. I also have a woman moving into my old room on the 15th. She is 72 and her name is Pat. She is very nice. Angel is not doing well. He has been sick for some time now. Well my love, I will end but will write you again. I love you with all my heart. Paul.

Just want to say that I love you so much. I tried to speak with a person that had Alice cremated. They say that I can not leave a message for her. I spoke with someone and Alice  was creamated at the the same place you were laid to rest. I do not understand ma. But I will. I hate the idea that you are not with me. I love you so damn much. I love you. Paul.

Hi Ma, I know it has been some time since I wrote you and for that I am sorry. Everything around here is really good. I have two decent tenants that actually pay rent on time. I really miss you Ma. I miss your humor and your point-blank attitude. I spoke with John a couple weeks ago, he is doing fine. I finally painted the front of the house and it looks great. I also just got done replacing some of the fence. It looks better. I really wish that you were here.  I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. PAUL

I am still here mom. I LOVE you each and every day. I miss you and the family. I miss you mom. You were there for me. Christ, I love and so much miss you so much.

Hi ma. I am still here thinking about you always. I miss you very much.  Everything is alright around here. There is only one thing missing...YOU. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. PAUL.

You are the only person I think of every day MOM, I love you so much. I miss you and Alice the most. You are and the most important person in my life. i know that you are over in HEAVEN with Alice, Chris, Susan and Ray. I still Love all of you. I so much miss you. I wish that I can see all of you. Mom, you are loved too the most that I can give.Ii love all of you so damn much. You left me alone to deal with life. 

YOU ARE AND WILL BE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE. YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MA! IT'S KIND OF RIDICULOUS TO WRITE TO A PARENT THAT IS IN HEAVEN. BUT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE THERE AND CURSING ME OUT FOR THE BAD DECISIONS THAT I HAVE MADE AFTER YOU LEFT ME. YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND AND IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Hi MA. I KNOW THAT IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I LAST WROTE. I AM HAVING SOME HEALTH ISSUES AND AM A BIT DEPRESSED. JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT YOU AND WISH SO MUCH THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH ME. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU......

STILL LOVE YOU MOM. HAVE NOT FORGORT YOU. JOHN HAS NOT EITHER. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH MA. JUST HATE TO SEE YOU THINK THAT I HAVE NOT TAKEN CARE OF YOUR HOUSE. I HAVE. I AM GOING TO PAINT IT WHITE WITH BLUE TRIM. JUST AS IF WAS. JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH MA. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. 

Hi ma, I love you like always. Have a old man in the back room. Pays the bills. I love you and miss you so much ma. Have a few health problems but I have them taken care of. 

Hi ma, I know that I haven't written and I am sorry.  I had a couple problems at the house but I fixed them. Everything is fine now. I still miss you so much. There is not a day that goes by that I don't miss you. You were and are my rock. I wish that I can re-incarnate you. I have virtually no one to speak with, only you. I pray every day that you are well and in GODS hand. I love and miss you so much.

HI MOM, JUST TO SAY AND I WILL ALWAYS SO MUCH LOVE YOU. MY CHRISTMAS SUCKED BECAUSE YOU WERE NOT HERE TO TELL ME HOW MUCH IT SUCKED. I MISS YOU MA. I MISS YOU EVERY DAY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

YOU ARE STILL THE ONLY ONE THAT I LOVE MA. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I AM ALRIGHT. I MISS YOU SO DAMN MUCH.

I miss you MOM. The moments that we had are still in my heart. You were great from birth to death. just want to make sure that you know that I love you. You are still the only person that I think about. I miss you so much MA. I love you so much and I will see you again.

I love you so much Ma. I have been the biggest asshole that is alive. I tried to make the best thing that I love so much.......pastavasule. I am  so lonely ma. I can not get in touch with John. Even on facebook he does not answer. I wish that you were here with me. I love you so damn much and I miss you more ma. I love you very much.

Everything that I stood for sucks. I love you ma 

Hi ma, how the hell are you doing? nothing has been great around here. The house is still in one piece. Things with me emotionally have sucked big time. I am alone so alone without you makes it worse. I just miss you so much ma. i love you ma.

Today is your b.day. I love you and will not forget you. I am so much in love with you. I do  have that crap covid and I feel like crap. Can not stop coughphing. just wish that I were with you Ma.

Hi Ma. Miss you so much. No one can say that they love you as much as I do. I just called anthony and said to wait . i am not because I love you so much and miss you Ma. I spoke with babe and she is doing fine. Ma I miss you so much. I wish that you were here. ILOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Hi ma. I hope that you are well with our family. I am doing alright. I love and miss you so very much. I think of you every day. I am so sorry to tell you but Roddette, Johns wife passed away. He is not answering my calls. I hope that he is alright. I love and miss you so much ma. Paul.

Hello beautiful! Oh I love you so much. I wish that I can get you back. I miss you so damn much MA. i am making sure that the house is in great condition. i tried to fix my back window. It came out nice until I tried to seal it. I cut myself in four different places. I am fine though. How much I miss you is so damn much. I wish that I can replace you. I CAN NOT NOR I WILL. I love you so damn much Ma! I love you so much that my heart hurts. Please say I love to Alice and Susan and Chris and Ray. I love all of you.

I know that it has been a bit. I just want to say that I love so much.
Just also want you to know that your cats are helped, and well taken care of.  Faye is an ass; will not see how you are doing. I love and miss you MOM! I just love you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just want to say that I love you very much and I hope to be next to you when I die. I love you and Chris and Susan and Alice and Ray. I love and miss you Ma.

i WILL LOVE YOU MOM. FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE


I still love you. Please make the love that I am. I am still love you ma. I will still love the mom. I can not sat that i love you. You are me love.


I know it is a bit early, but HAPPY MOTHERS DAY. I love you and think about you every waking moment. I just wish that you were here. Even for five minutes. I am doing fine. I have paid the mortgage and all the bills. I still have a couple personal bills that need to be paid, but I will on the first. I hated to see what you were in the casket. I do not think that the funeral home did a good job making you my mom. But still, you are gone and I am here missing you. You are my number one! I love you so much ma. i will talk to you very soon. I LOVE YOU. Paul

Hi ma, I can only say that I miss you so much. I keep thinking of the few minutes that I had with you. I remember that you told me that you were afraid of dying.  I am afraid also. I do not know what to do. I wish that you were here with me. You do not know how much I miss you. I am alone ma. You left me, Alice left me, Chris left me and Susan left me. I only have John.
I do have a tenant that can cook so good. Not as good as me though. When I cooked for you it was good. My tenant, Sue cooks so good. I just wish that you were here to share.
I will miss you until I am with you. I love you so much and I miss you even more. You son Paul.

Mom, I still love you so much. I miss you so much. I cry just about every day. I wish that you were here with me. I seen that you were here with me when I sat with you.  You are and always be the LOVE of my life. I really miss you. I wish that you can answer. I know that you can not because HEAVEN has a person in HEAVEN first at least a year.  You are due very soon mom. I love and miss you so much. I wish that I can get something from you. I love and love and love and love you so much. From Paul.

I am still here loving you. i know that you are not under the care of Turner anymore. They keep saying that you are there. You are with Ray in the Bronx New York. I do not know why they say that you are still in their care. I love and miss you so much. i will call Turner and ask why. You are my favorite mom, my only. I love you more thatn life mom. I LOVE YOU.

Today is a decent day. But a very bad one without you. I fixed the AC without paying. Pretty good huh? I spoke with John about a week ago. He is doing fine. I wish that I could say that for myself. I have to go to court on April 7, 2021 to face a grand theft. I did not do it. The person that was living here that I threw out was upset. I had a few of his things in my room that I forgot about. Angel got me out of jail for $200.00. I am not afraid because I did not do anything wrong. Just stressed out because I miss you so much. I remember that we use to say this life sucks. It does. I hope to beat the charge because it is a lie. I hope that you and Ray are getting along. Tell Alice, Chris and Susan that I love them very much. I love you and miss you Ma. I love You.

You are still loved ma. Miss you so much. Your cats are great and loving me and licking me. Blackie is the most wanting cat . He misses you the most out of the cats. I am a bit slow on the mortgage but it will be paid. John is doing great also. He sends his LOVE. It gets so frustrating at times. I think that I can handle it. I just miss you so much. I love you so very much and I miss you more than you know. I love you ma.

ma i am so confused and worried that i will not have you any more. i think that i am, confused and  frustrated. I do not want to lose this house. I feel just so alone. things are not right now. things suck but i actually paid the bills. So tired. I wish that i can lay down and forget about all the bad things. i know that you do not want that but times suck. i want to live you in my memory. things i think about you pass from one day to another. i love and miss you so much. i wish that we were together in life. i love you mom.

I miss you so much. You have no idea . Ma, i think I may sell the house. Not sure though. I have a few dollars. Ma I need you so bad. I know that I can not have you. But I will love you until the day I die. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I miss you beyond reason. i love you and miss you Ma. i love you. Paul

I still love you ma. i know that I have not written. I just love love you. Oh, Smiley will not leave me alone. Claws are keeping my legs  bloody. I still love the cats. One cat that sleeps with me every night is smiley. I love him. I am so much in love with this cat because you loved him the most. I love you so much ma. I know that I have not written in a few weeks, but... I miss you so damn much. I have no one. All of them are with you. Just again, I love you so much.

I am still here and am more than an ass! I just wish that you were here. Yes! I am still drinking beer! Yes I still have the cats. I hate them to death, except  blacky and Smiley. But the rest of them, I could not care an inch about them.  They have come around and I have fed them.
Just miss you so much. I did not write for a couple weeks because I think of my sisters and brother that have died. I miss all of you so much.  Ma, I LOVE YOU!

Yes! You are still on my mind. I guess that is  because I love and miss you so much. The thing that you are dead, your body is not here, I wish that it were. I wanted to take you home so much.  What they say that when you pass you just go. I will not agree with that because I can not feel! And I am alive!  Where ever  you are, I love you so much.

I actually moved into you room Ma. I  can't  say how much I love you. 
You are always in my dreams. I thought last night that I punched an alligator. I hate the little dreams that I have. I think that I miss you so much that I think  of this crap. I miss you way too much. I miss you mom.

Today is January 1, 2021. I still miss you as the day you were here at the house. I just can not say how much I miss you. I love you so much. I hope that you can hear me. My true love for you is real and I will miss you forever. Your son Paul forever.

It is Christmas day and I still miss you more than ever.  I love you more and more each day. I am the only one that writes you and I will continue to do so until I die.  I love and really miss you ma. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.

You are still the Queen  of my life. I just turned 55 and still love you.  I miss you so much. The reasons are that you loved me and I loved you. I will always remember you and all of our loved ones. I miss you ma! Very much. Your cats are well and I am taking care of them. You are the perfect woman. I love you so much. Your loving son Paul.

Hi ma, today is December 10, 2020. It was Chris's b.day yesterday.  He is getting old, just like me. My b.day will be in another week. Did I tell you how much I miss all of you? Well, I really do.  I just hope that you and Ray are getting along together. You and him use to fight a lot. I love all of you so much. I miss you the most.  The house is in good condition. I installed a new screen on the front door and made a few repairs around the house. I pay all the bills and they are on time.  I miss you so damn much. I did call Woodlawn cemetery and they told me that I can actually be interred with you and Ray. It would cost me over $5,000.00 but, It would be worth it to be with you again.  I love you very much. Paul.

Tired, ma , got a price to actually be by your side.  Just for you r home and more than you and Ray. I was told that for a bit under $500.00 I can be with you.  I thought that you and Ray will be there for ever in just one Mausoleum .  I will think about it. I know that me and you did not get along great, but I love you. I will always be in your heart. I love you so much.....!

Today is the 3rd of December mom.  When are people allowed to stop missing ? I can not. I miss you ma. I am alone and  lonely. I miss everything that you screamed at me, told me what to do. I just miss all of you! I called the beautiful place that you are. I spoke to  the person that will put me in  the same place that you are when I pass. It will cost me over $400.00 a month. I have to try because I will be there with you. I love you. I will pay and make sure that I am there with you and  Ray and Alice and Susan and Chris.  There is so much LOVE that I miss you of.  You are the lady that kept me alive and made me love you all the more. Mom, I wish that you were here and telling me how much of an ass-hole I am. You mean so much to me ma. I am  so lost without you. Please give me the love that I deserve and I will give it to you. I love you mom Rest in Peace my love. PAUL

A couple days ago I said that I love and miss you. I lied. There is this a hole in my heart that wish's that I can speak to you. I picture you in that cold and dark place that you lie in. I am so heartbroken You are the only one that I can tell you how I feel. You are and were the love of my life. I wish every day that I can give you life. A bit weird, but I would give my life for you to have a couple days with me, just to tell you how much I LOVE AND MISS YOU. A bright light has shined on you and will for ever be. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE. I love you ma.


I just want to let you know ma that I lit four candles for Alice and Susan on their birthdays. I know that you would have done the same. I miss all of you.  I am doing ok I guess. I do miss you so much. Everyday it is a challenge to deal with life without you.  I am sending some pictures for you. I hope that they bring back great memories. I love you and always will.  
Your loving son Paul.

Sorry  MOM, I know that I should have written sooner.  I am so sorry. You are there in my heart. It is so hard getting over you. I know, you would say "kiss my a!s, but I will always say that i love and miss you so much.  There are things that I picture that I can not get out of my head. I found the CD's that have you and Ray. Also found Alice and Shawn. I miss you so much ma! Why did you have to die on me and leave me in this?  I hope that you Ray, Alice ,Chris and Susan are there with you. You were a great mom and my best friend. I will see all of you soon. I LOVE all of you.

I know that I have not written to you. I am so sorry. I just can not say  there are things that I want to say to you . I do LOVE you and miss you. I wish that there was a genie. If there were.  I would love you in my heart. I would give my life for you. Ma, I miss you so much. It hurts my heart. Please come home to me? 

Still missing you Ma. Spoke with John the other day and it seemed that you got over you too soon. I will never get over your passing. I am just happy that you did not suffer. You will always be in my memories. I love you dearly.
                                          Your Son Paul

I know that it has been a few days since I wrote you. Things here are fine. They are not good because you are not here with me. You were the light of my life ma. I so much wish you were here.  I see you!

I am still crying because you left me. Ma, I love you so dearly. It hurts to think about the pain you endured. If I could give you the remaining life I have, without a doubt, I would. You mean so much to me and I am so alone without you.  I hope that you find LOVE and companionship in the after life with Ray and Alice and Susan and Chris. You will always be in my HEART....I LOVE YOU!

There isn't a day that has gone by that I don't miss you. You were the only person that seen the best in me at my worst possible time.  You were always there for me and I will never forget you. You were my one true Love, you were my mother. I am so lost without you ma, I miss you so very much. Please rest in peace knowing that I truly love you.

She was a fighter from the Bronx. She was a great woman and is loved by her family. I miss the days when I wake up and go into the kitchen and she had made me coffee. She never complained about any pain she had at the time. I miss her very much and I love her even more. She suffered so many loses. She will forever be in my memory. I love you ma. Your son Paul.

OBITUARY

Ms. Carol Ann Gould

Passed away on 29 AUGUST, 2020

Turner Funeral Home and Florida Hills Memorial Gardens

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