Four years ago today you went home with your Heavenly Father. It has been hard but I’m so grateful you’re no longer suffering. I miss you so much. I keep praying for your little brother Hudson that he doesn’t have to suffer much longer and gets to go home with ME. Lord willing. Please God. Lord I pray for that little boy every day. I miss and love you Robbie. Always my sweet baby boy. I will hold you in my arms again and when that day comes I’m not letting you go for a long time. I love you son. See you later.

I can’t believe it’s been 2 years. I never stop thinking about you and I love you so very much. A very dear friend has passed and I hope they are with you. You’d love them and I know they’d love you. My friend was a very special, kind -hearted person. I don’t know many ppl like them  and it was sad to hear they would no longer be here with us. I hope you two enjoy your day and I hope to one day be with you both again. I love you Robbie. Always have and always will. You’ll always be my baby. God do I miss you. See you later. Love, mommy.

Happy New Year Son. We are now in 2021. I miss you every single day.  Each day gets a little easier as far as adjusting to losing you but my pain is still the same. I love you so much and I’m sorry you can’t be here. I pray for a better year then last and most of all that one day I can hold you in my arms again. Amen! I love you Robbie. I always will.

I miss you every day. I wish I could have kept you here with me. I am always thinking of you and will always love you my precious little boy. You were truly an angel. A fighter to the end. I don’t know how you did it but you did and I am so very proud of you Robbie. Love always, mama.

Robbie, I miss you. I hope you now how much I love you. You meant the world to me, still do and always will. I can’t stand it that you’re not here and I can’t stand it that I didn’t see you dying. I am sorry. You were brave and such a little fighter. I never saw anyone as strong as you and you were just a baby. My baby at that. I wish I could hold you and love on you with every thing in me. You were my baby. I’m sorry you’re not here and I am. It’s not right and it hurts. I hope to be with you one day again. I am having a hard time with things right now but hopefully I will get back to me. When I don’t know. I love you angel. Talk to you later. 

Hi Son, today is Christmas and it is very hard not having you here with us. I wish I could hold you and kiss you. Merry Christmas and I love you always and forever.

Hi Robbie, I think about you every day. Christmas is around the corner and you’re not here to share it with. It hurts and I’m angry. I’m sorry you can’t be here with us. I’m sorry for all you endured in your short time here. Nothing makes sense to me. I don’t know how or why but know I loved you with all my heart and soul and I will until the day I die. I miss you so much it hurts. You were special to me and I wish a lot of things but I can’t change it. I love you and I will carry you in my heart forever. Hopefully my heart will allow me to accept your passing for what it is but right now it just can’t. I hurt for you every day. I love you Robbie, goodnight. 

I am in bed and just wanted to tell you I love you and goodnight sweet angel. 

Hi Robbie, I just wanted to tell you I love you. I wish you were here. I wish you didn’t have to die. I am sad without you. I want to be relieved you are no longe suffering and with Jesus but I can only think of me. I keep wondering if I had done things differently would you still be here. It is hard to accept your passing. I will never understand why but I truly hope to be with you some day again. You were my angel and I will always love you. 

I miss you my sweet sweet child. I think of you every day and wonder many things. I wonder if you’d still be here if I had done this or that differently. I’m so sorry you’re not here with your brothers. It bothers me every day that you’re gone. I hate that you had to die. I love you so much and my heart hurts every day for you. I love you and will always love you. You’re my angel. Goodnight. 

I’ve been thinking of you a lot today. I think of you a lot every day. It hurts not having you here. I miss you with all my heart. This weekend your cousin is getting married. Your brother will be the ring bearer. I sure wish you were here and I could hold you. I love you so much. I will always love you and I will always miss you. Goodnight angel. 

Hi baby, I am laying here thinking of you and wanted to say hello and I love you so much. Mama misses you dearly and I will talk to you later. 

I just wanted to tell you I love you and goodnight❤️

Thinking of you as I always do and wondering as usual. I miss you Robbie and I love you so much.

Good morning my sweet angel. Looking forward to having a good day. I love you son. 

Today is hard. I am thinking so many things and trying to make sense of it all. I love you and miss you so much. Talk to you later.

I miss you. Will I ever be okay without you? I have moments that I think I’m okay and the next I’m going crazy in my head. I wish you were here. I wish so many things. I love you so much. You were a warrior and I want to be like you. I will always love you son and be thinking of you.

Hi Robbie, I just wanted to say hello and I love you. 

God morning Robbie. I just wanted to say hello and that I love you my sweet angel. I know you’re having fun playing with grandpa and uncle Robert. I know granny is just smooching you like crazy. I love you all so much and miss you. I hope to be with you all one day again and see and feel what you all get to experience every day. I love you Robbie.

I miss you. I miss you so much. I miss you with every beat of my heart and soul. I hate that you’re not here. I don’t understand any of it. I just know I miss you and love you so much.

Hi Robbie, we’re heading back home because your brothers have school but we will be back for your cousins wedding. I sure do miss you. I think of you every waking second and wish I could hold you in my arms and see your beautiful brown eyes. I love you and hope you’re enjoying your grandparents and uncle Robert. I know they think you’re just the greatest. And you are. I love you son.

I love you Robbie and I miss you so much. Just want you to know you’re always on my mind. I will always be thinking of you. Hope you know how much I love you.

I went to the funeral home yesterday to pick up my necklace. It is beautiful. I love it. I stopped by your grave and felt empty. I feel empty every day without you. I can’t help but wonder so many things and it hurts. It hurts that I don’t have you here. It hurts that you had to die before your life even began. I will never understand why but I hope that one day I can make peace with it. I love you son with all my heart. If I could have traded places with you I would have. I hated to watch you suffer. You didn’t deserve that and I’m so so sorry. I know you’re no longer suffering  and I know your with Jesus. That is the only thing that gives me peace. I love you son. Enjoy your day in heaven. 

I miss you. I miss everything. I find it so unfair that you’re not here and I wonder if I will ever be at peace. I know you’re in a better place but the selfish part of me wants you here with me. I will always be thinking of you and I will always love you my sweet boy. You were truly a gift from God and I hope one day we will be together again. I love you son.

Robbie, I just wanted to say good morning angel. I am heading down to see the family and to come visit with you for awhile. We’re planning to move to be close to the family and you. I hope that’s okay with you. I miss you so much. I just hate that I can’t have you here with me to hold. It is so unfair. It hurts. I never knew our time would be gone like that. It never crossed my mind. I always saw you here requiring full time care but never death. I love you, always have, always will. You were my baby and always will be. Thank you for being here the time you were. I will always treasure that.

Hi, Robbie. I have been thinking a lot about you today and missing you. My mind races constantly. I know you’re safe where you are now but it still hurts me. I wish I could have kept you here but not if it meant you’d have to suffer. I loved you so much and all I wanted was for you to be okay. I want you to know I will always love you and I will never stop thinking about you. I pray to God that one day I will see you again and get to hold you in my arms. I know your father will definitely be with you again one day. You changed your father into more of a believer then he ever was. Right now in my life and forever I need that. I’m  glad I have that from you through your daddy so thank you so much. Please be with me and help me to heal. Keep your dad and I close and keep an eye on your brothers and sissy. Be with them every step of the way. We all miss you and think of you always. I love you son. Don’t ever forget that! Goodnight our little preacher.

Hey baby, just thinking of you as always and wish I could hold you and your little hand again. I miss you tugging at my necklace and holding you close to me. It hurts me everyday not having you here. I hate that you had to leave. It kills me but I’m trying like crazy to be okay because I know you’re with Jesus and I hope to be with you one day again. I miss you so much and I hope you know how much I love you and how hard I tried.  I love you so much. Thinking of you always and forever. I love you you Robbie. You’ll always be mamas baby. 

You’ll always be my baby Robbie. I love and miss you so much. I will never forget the morning before you passed how you looked up at me when I held you and smiled so big with relief showing your 7 almost 8 teeth. You were truly a beautiful soul. I wish I could have had you longer but I’m grateful for the time I had. You taught me so much in the short time you were here and I pray to hold you in my arms one day again. I love you my sweet angel. Thank you for loving me and thank you for choosing me to be your mama.

OBITUARIO

Robert Gabriel Rusk

4 junio, 2018 – 2 septiembre, 2019

Caughman-Harman Funeral Home - Lexington Chapel

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