“I felt your absence on your Birthday Jose “
Your birthday’s here today, my baby. I just wanted you to know how much I deeply love you and that I miss you so. 
I cannot see you and wish you happy birthday, no hug can I give you or birthday gift to buy. Last year the pain was a lot stronger,much more intense I felt it every second of everyday.
This year was so hard. Your second birthday without you.today is hard it’s so hard not having you here; it doesn’t seem real.I know everyone says it will get easier. The week started unraveling pain and sadness from the past Jose,I will miss you baby,from the short time I’ve known you, you’ve grown on me a lot and I always looked at you like one of my always favorite person. Being  your nurse was the best gift I’ve ever been given. I miss you Jose, I wasn’t ready for this but God was ready for you.he has his reasons and his plans for you. We can’t question that baby. in loving memories of you, it remains with me forever. Your love never dies baby. Happy birthday in Heaven Jose,I hope you can feel the love I’m sending your way. 


Jose, one year ago, on this saddest day, you have gone to the place from where no one ever back Today hurts,there is no other way around it.one year ago you left us and became our angel in heaven. You came to me in my dream this week and I was begging you to come back home.you kept telling me no and how you liked where you are. I know that was you giving me a sign to accept it. I am not ready to.I don’t know if I will ever be ready.
Jose,I miss you everyday. you were surrounded by so much love.what happened was unthinkable,losing you was my biggest sad.I can’t explain what is going through me.  I couldn’t even realize how 1 year has passed since I lost you. It seems like it was just a few days ago. You are missed every day and every moment. I hope you are doing well with other angels. 
Even all this sadness,I still feel your love.Every time I close my eyes, I only have good things to remember. I know it’s you doing that.
I was blessed to have had you for as long as I did,but you weren’t meant for this world. You had pure heart with full of love that’s why God took you back but at least I had you. Everyone says that time heals everything but for one year i can’t stop thinking about you.My heart is filled with sadness. I don’t know how I will move on from this feeling. I know you are watching me from heaven and blessing me. Miss you a lot Jose!. I do have faith that we will see each other again.that’s the only comfort I have. I love you forever baby. we meet again one day! Your nurse (yeshi) loves you forever and ever.

Looking back over the last 6 months without you jose, I realize that I miss you more each day. Your love never dies baby. There will never come a day I stop loving or thinking about you. I still feel you so close because your spirit lives on forever. I wish If I had just one minute before you took your last breath to tell you how much I love you and how honored and thrilled I was to be your nurse. my angel Jose, you were and still are my baby. I never saw the day come that you’d be taken away from me soon. There is sharp pain to loose you jose. When I think of you always joy finds me in our countless memories. The depth of my sorrow is merely the price of my love. You were such a blessing to me and everyone around you. You led a beautiful life filled with lots of love. (Baby) You touched the hearts many around you even those you have never met. Your absence is live the sky, spread over everything. 
I miss you with every bone in my body and I love you to infinity and beyond.  Your nurse Yeshi!

“Some memories never leave your bones.
  Like  salt in the sea; they become part of you.
  And you carry them forever.”






Oh my sweet, sweet Jose. Today It’s been a long 5 months without you baby.😭😭I am writing you this letter to tell you how much I miss you as if you died yesterday.I think about you always, I talk about you still.you have never been forgotten. I hold you close within my heart, 💔no one else can ever fill.
Sometimes I just think back to the first time I saw you. I knew right then that I found someone incredible.you were everything I want to be..😭😭ever since that moment all I have wanted was to be with you.You were the best thing that ever happened to me.Just thinking about you makes my hearts melt. you had your own ways to showed your truly love to me. My heart still aches when I think about how much I miss your love jose.
I’d spend time thinking of our moments together. Then I’d think of our last moments together and I’d start wishing I could have done something’s differently, but I had no idea that your life had come to an end. It blows my mind, even still to this days. all those moments were gone and I’m still here wishing.I thank god for helping me understand why he took you from us.
I love you (Jose)from the bottom of my 💔hearts and I miss you always but I know one thing that where your soul rests. In that, I find peace and comfort,because I know I will see you again. My baby, My Angel.

Your nurse (Yeshi) loves you forever and ever

It will be four months since I lost you this may Jose, January 1st is a day I will never forget. 😭 😭 a day I can picture so vividly in my mind. i had no idea the storm that was about to hit Me. this day is just hard,there is no other way to say it. lossing you is devastating in so many ways Jose. 4 months have never felt so long. 
My sweet baby,Brought me so much happiness in your short time in here. I blessed that God choose me to be your nurse for a  reason,and spent more than 6 years golden time with you .I will always remember the blessing you brought to me. I fill  my heart with all great memories I have of you.I just hate the thought of not seeing you again. Last week was very emotional time for me.i have been thinking about you the whole time baby.I miss you eternally. 
I write this to help me through my pain with god help.I thought thing’s getting better but for me does not heel the grief I feel. I still miss you everyday.sometimes I’m talking to you in my head all day long hoping that you’re listening. I hope you visit me in my dream one day. I will always miss you,but you are resting with your father in a truly better place. We are going to be together one day in the great glory to God .Rest In Peace my angel. Memories of you will last forever.  I hope you know that I will always miss you and I will always love you.

Morning conversation with you jose, you're nurse thought of you so deeply.today marks 3 months since you went to be with God  in heaven,and 90 days without you. I miss you and love you with all my heart. I could tell you of how heartbroken 💔  it was to lose you.
You have crossed in my mind everyday since you left. Waking up every morning and go to work that was the hardest morning having to face the reality of life without you. I miss you,I miss you,and I miss you jose. I wish you could be here more than anything.the month of first always hard. Your death seems like today. Since the day that you left,there has been a feeling of emptiness in my heart. God Bless you in heaven my angel. I still feel you so close to me.You are missed deeply 😢 

Baby I want to tell you how I miss you, every second of every day.how I miss your smile. I miss walking in the house seeing you and saying I Love you. I miss standing by your side. I miss holding your hand and saying you are not alone I'm here with you. If I could go back in time to last January, I'd hold you so tight everyday knowing it was our last month together.  Our moments in time are now memories. Your death seems unreal. I Love Love you forever and ever.❤😭

Love You forever Jose ❤️❤️❤️
YOu Will always be In Our hearts 💗
YOu were like a , Brother , uncle , and a bestfriend. 🥺😭💗💗💗
YOu were The One who always made Me smile and laugh. I know YOu are now looking over US. It hurts alot to think that YOu are now gon. But I know that were both looking back at All Our memorys like The One where I used to Make a goat noise and we would always laugh Our brains Out.💗💗💗💗
I know The depression Will haunt forever but I know your always by our sides protesting US 💗💗💗💗 
See YOu soon Joey ❤️❤️❤️💗💗💗💗😇😇😇😇😇

Love YOu forever Jose 💗💗
YOu Will always be In My heart ❤️❤️❤️
To Me YOu were a Brother , uncle , and bestfriend. 😇🥺💖
YOu Will always be remembered as a angle , son , Brother , and uncle , and also a very very special person 💗💗💗❤️💗
YOu always made Me smile and laugh 😭💗
YOu were The One who made Me happy everyday  and every second now that your  gon breaks My heart but I know your strong , YOu were The One who brang our family together ❤️😇
Rest In peace My Angel Will be loved forever ❤️❤️❤️ 
See YOu soon 🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️

❤❤❤😭😭Mi niño mi amor desde el día de tu partida  hay un basilio  inmenso  en mi corazón 💔, después de Dios tu eras lo más importante en mi vida  y parte de mi corazón se fue con tigo  aun no lo puedo creer que te fuiste  de mi lado 💔 se que estas en un mejor lugar  y que desde el sielo cuidarás de mi de tus hermanas tus sobrinos y  que un día  me reunire con tigo para abrazarte besarte y sonreír nuevamente 💔😭 
Tu fuistes quien me enseñó a luchar a ser fuerte con tigo aprendí muchas cosas con tigo me sentía completa me sentía segura que nada me pasaría pero ahora me siento triste 😭 y sola indefensa 💔 con mi corazón incompleto  solo me quedan recuerdos bellos que  pude compartir contigo  los disfrute alo magsimo ❤💔🤍TE AME te proteji lo más que pude me enfrenta a muchos retos para que estuvieras bien  💔con migo te sentias felis y protejido lo podía ber en tu rostro  tu sonrisa  ermosa❤😭  no me alcanzarían el tiempo para expresar todo lo que tengo guardado en mi corazón ❤ 💔 FUISTES Y SERAS SIEMPRE MI NIÑO MI AMOR BELLO ❤❤❤MI amor esta casa ya no es lo mismo  tu ausencia deja un basillo nmenso y corazones  tristes 😭😭💔💔 
  NO TE DIGO UN ADIÓS  SI NO UN ASTA LUEGO  ME ESPERARAS CON LOS BRAZOS ABIERTOS 💔💔
TE AMARE POR SIENPRE TU MAMÁ  😭😭😭💔💔 QUE TE AMARA POR SIENPRE ❤❤❤ I LOVE YOU JOSE  Mi  AMOR 💔💔
  JUAN 11- 25
  LE dijo Jesús: yo soy la resurrección  y la vida; el que este  muerto, vivirá.
Y todo aquel que  vive y cree  en mi  no morirá  eternamente 

I have known Jose for more than 6 years and my time with him as been filled with love, joy, and happiness. Jose was a devoted and loving person, always lifting me up on my low days. Knowing Jose has been a blessing, and my memories a treasure, you are loved beyond words and missed beyond measure.
My angel (Jose) in heaven.

God has you in his arms. I have you in my heart.❤

It broke my heart 💔 to loose you. You did not go alone, for part of me went with you, the day God called you. I wish you were here with me but that can never be.💔😥

Memories of you in my heart that only I can see. I hope you understand that I would give anything if I could hold your hand. I'd hold you so tightly, and never let you go.💔😥

You'll always live inside of my deep within my heart.💔💔💔

Forever missed my baby!!!
yeshi,

Joey,
My brother and best friend I don’t have words to say the pain I have my heart lost the other half we grew up like twins we where always together. If you get in trouble I will get in trouble if I had the chance to give my life for you to be here I would. You where my safe place my home. I will never forget you your smile your laugh your face is always in my heart in my memories. I love you so much I miss you everyday I still have memories of us as kids it was always you and me against the world . Now all I have it to wait until we meet again until I hug you until I get to kiss you and laugh with you Joey my love my brother I love you so much I wish I can hold you wish I can hold you forever I will miss you 💔❤️😘 until I see you again 🕊

Joey te extrañe amor, aún no lo puedo creer que te fuiste. Se que ahora estas alado del señor gozando y descansado y disfrutando del cielo . Como todo un ángel que fuiste papa. Siempre te llevare en lo más profundo de mi alma fuiste un gran ejemplo para mi todos estos años. Pudriera llenar esta pagina con tantos recuerdos pero no me alcanzaría para llenarlo. Tengo un básio  en mi alma. Pero se que te los adelantaste no es un adiós si no asta luego. Vuela mi angelito y gózate en el cielo quida de tus hermanas y Mamá, Papa, A tus Sobrinos y Sabrinas desde el cielo mi amor. Te amooooooo y te amare por siempre mi papá bello. Extrañare tu sonrisas y aún cuando estabas enojado aún te miradas bello fuiste y serás El Niño más bello lindo. Me acuerdo la última ves que te abrase  y te dije que eras mi todo .y tuve el privilegio de llevarte a vacaciones mi amor y estuviste tan contento tuve la dicha de sacarte amor. Y la pasamos súper en Las Vegas fueron las mejores vacaciones que puede tener a mi  lado mi amor. Te recordaré siempre tu hermana que siempre te amooooo. 
CINDY PORTILLO 

OBITUARIO

Jose Enrique Portillo

11 febrero, 1993 – 1 enero, 2021

Funeraria del Ángel Montebello

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