So Thursday Nov.23rd2017 Thanksgiving this is the 6th Thanksgiving without you with us...
that part of me about being Thankful well I can't thank G-d for what he has done to you and us, how do you say thank you for that? My favorite holiday ...Well I will say this I am grateful, grateful that I was given you and Dana. That I got to be home with you guys when you were babies all the way up to you two being in school and still having my own shop I was able to come and go and be there for all your school activities. Your sister has really kept dad and me hanging in there. I hope you you whisper in her ear or go to her in a dream and guide her to some happiness. we miss you so very much and would give anything in the world to have you back here with us.
I love you my son

Dear Joshua, you have inspired so many people, even though I did not get to meet you on this Earth, I will in Heaven

I have a harder time now trying to convince myself you really are no longer here.How? Why?
So many people think of you, talk about you and go see your spot... It is peaceful where you are , I go and sit on your bench and look at the beautiful face and think...what the heck is the mold on your face lol... no I think I want you back. I don't like this one bit..3yrs way to long.

I love you your mummy

This week - the hardest week of our lifes - lighting  this candle for you. Love Ant Bryna

My heart is aching from the anniversary of your accident, you leaving us and  the day we laid you to rest. Three years? !  Seems so long ago yet like it was yesterday. We celebrated at your home Labor Day. So many people, both friends and family, who love and miss you so very much. Now the holidays are upon us and your absence with again be felt. Oh Josh - you should be here with us. I will never understand how someone like you was called by G-d so early in your life. :(  you had so much more to give to this world. I love you always and forever. I miss you with all my heart.

I have wondered about the Schwabenbauer family many times over the years. I have just found out about the loss of Joshua. I fondly remember being one of his first babysitters after meeting his mom at the grocery store while standing in line to check out. Those big blue eyes melted me. And, Dana, my how your brother looked after you even at the young age when you came into the family. Know that Joshua and all of the family will be forever in my prayers.

on our 2 years without you here on earth with us, I do my best to honor my son.
You are proud of me I know... I have lost 25 lbs and will start working out shortly. You were my motivation, you and Dana are my motivation for living as best I can. Your "MARKER" although so late is almost done... The second hardest thing I had to do.
So many people still go there to you, leave you gifts, letters and just to let you know you will never be forgotten..
Please go to your sister and make her hear you tell her TO LIVE LIFE not to just mourn your not being here, For you were and ARE the only one that pushes her ... You are so amazed I am sure at how this kid can work out.... yep that's your sister...
 I love you , your mummy xoxo

Oh wow you are so missed I and my family think of you every day.  I know my brother is looking after you up there lol or maybe the other way around knowing the person you were so kind and sweet just a joy to be around.     ?? ox xo miss you so so much

Dear Sweet Josh,
I hope your soul is resting in peace.
 
I do know that you are loved so much it hurts.

Unfortunately since you have been taken from your loved ones, they suffer every minute of every day. It has now been 2 years since you left us and it seems just like we got the dreaded call about your accident 1 minute ago.

I wish I could help ease even a little of the pain for your family and close friends. It's hard to move on!! I know you would be really upset that they are not living and some how finding a laugh here and there. I pray that your light will inspire them that you gave your last gift of life to save lives.
 
That my other son is the unselfish hero I know and will motivate me to live my life to the fullest because as we know, who knows how long we have on this earth. You my handsome, sweet, loving man I know you are with us in so many ways. You deserved the love of all of us that suffer you not being here with us. I especially pray for healing of some kind for your Mummy, your Sister, your Dad, your Family and the undying love of my daughter. Grief never goes away from us when we love so deeply, there is no quick fix for our loss of you Josh. 

I love you Josh and will always remember our vacations together and always, you always making people laugh. Especially when you wore that speedo to Shayna's Halloween Birthday party. We are all trying to be strong but your departure left a huge hole in in our heart and souls. May you rest in peace beautiful man!
I love you!
Birds

Joshua, although I never met you but by the way I see Bryna posts on line I feel I know what a Handsome Man/wonderful person you were/are I Pray that you are at peace and that my Heart goes out to all of your family for losing you way too soon, May God be with you Joshua x

Joshua.. . Hearts are breaking especially this week. Missed and loved always and forever my Scarecrow.  Love Ant Bryna,  grandma Eleanor, Adam,Alecia and Todd and of course Rachel

Hi Josh
Thinking of you today more than any.  Keep Shining down upon us.

Hi Josh,
I saw a butterfly yesterday.  He kept flying around and until I said "Hi Josh - I know it is you.  Thank you for checking in on me"  He didn't fly away.

Josh,
It has been a while since I stopped by.  Think of you often and miss you.  I see signs that you are checking in, Thanks!

I can't get you out of my head...the pain in my heart for your family and girlfriend is so intense. One thing is certain, there is no shortage of love and kindness where you're concerned. Rest easy, josh.

My little buck. My son  just 1 yr ago seems like yesterday   you sent ur last txt at 10:22 while on shift.  I hear you man  who meds it.   It was fun talking to you that nite and I was lookin forward to seeing you Tuesday when u were on the beach. Such is life  instead I saw u on life support preparing for your final destination heaven I know  while still helping others with you perfect  heart and other organs.  So many people miss you   Jeez josh. This really sucks  I think of you each day see your pictures your smirk  your wit and ability to see thru the phonies   I know you on the other side now you are probably the mayor there too my beautiful son. I miss u so much we are truly inconsolable always will be. I hope that you have found nirvana and look as Hanson and beautiful the day I saw u last. I look forward to seeing you then  can't wait to tell u hello sonny boy. I really missed you. I live you josh. Pops

"Bright star, would I were stedfast as thou art--- / Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night / And watching, with eternal lids apart..." -John Keats

Keats reminds me of Dana seeing the shooting star last year. You know, I once heard that upon death, nothing ever really dies, it just changes form. There's no way Josh's beauty and wisdom has been erased. Firstly, Josh lives in his family and friends. Secondly, Josh's spirit, his neshama, is bright like the star Keats writes of. I suspect that if we all looked to the stars this week, we would see many shooting stars. 

My thoughts and prayers and love are with the Schwabenbauers, as ever.

Peace and flowers-
STS

Wednesday August 27th 2012 was the last time you got to come home to the house you grew up in. To open the door and see your cats and dogs and your mummy.If I knew then it was to be the last time I saw your beautiful face, your gorgous sparkling blue eyes.. well I always told you always tell my children I LOVE YOU always... I would sit here at the kitchen table and we talked, laughed and you shared beautiful stories with me of your trip to Israel. Your trip to Costa Rica, you shared secrets with me Joshua that I never told to anyone..You confided in me when things bothered you . 
what a wonderful young man you became. I could not be prouder of you ... I shall miss you forever and ache to see you, touch you, feel you hug me back and to hear you say I LOVE YOU MUMMY... your cards I shall miss.. 
rest in peace my baby boy . There were just not enough years having you ... love forever and ever your mummy xoxo

Tomorrow will be July 4th! Another holiday without you. You were always busy with lots of people on these days. You were life of the party I am sure! Hope there is July 4th in heaven Josh! And Grandpa Red is telling you to be careful with the fireworks. Missing you and loving you always.  Ant Bryna

today is 10 months.. HOW ? How can it be so long... feels like you are on a trip and cannot call me... but I know you will be home soon with a little gift for me? wish I could wake up from this dream I am in... I love you so much . I miss you more each day .... I ask myself daily "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING" I hope you are ok and know how much you are loved... mummy xoxo

My son,you  are proud of ylur sister I know for her making me my 60th bday .You were so missed,you should be with me.
I visited you in the morning.I keep you in my heart..you do know You hold my heart!!!I love you,your mummy xoxo

Joshua, it's me Ant Bryna. Last month (April) we had so many functions we attended.  Heartbreaking to know the reason we were there...because you are not here :(   All the families and friends remembering their loved ones by smiling, laughing, crying and telling stories. Sometimes i might be just sitting, not even thinking, and the tears just start. We went to the Donor and Receipiants Luncheon.  Listening to the guest speakers.  One young lady who received a pancreas and a kidney. How her world changed because of a Donor. Then the mother of a boy donor who gave five organs. Her words tore at our hearts and brought tears to our eyes. But his family was very proud that he can live on by giving someone else a life to live.  Then there was the Rabbi whose daughter was a donor. After a few years they got to meet the woman who received their daughter's heart. The mother laid her head on the woman's chest. Even though it was an emotional meeting, between her tears, she smiled cause she was hearing her daughter's heart beat and knew her daughter lived on. I know Mommy, Dad and your sister hope some day they can meet the young woman who received your precious, kind=hearted, caring, LOVING heart.  It will be bittersweet, I am sure. I think about you all the time.  When I do, i kiss the bracelet that was given to me "from you" after you left. My heart is so broken that I won't see you again until we meet in Heaven. Take care of Grandpa Red. Look down at all your family and friends and watch over us. Until we meet again...Ilove you. Ant Bryna

Passover what can I say? No holiday,no birthday,actually NO DAY is the same without you in OUR WORLD. I question each and every day why you could not be here longer then me:( The way it is suppose to be....loving you and missing you my son xoxo your mummy

Simply put, there is an emptiness about the world without your incredible soul. Every reminder is a sudden shock of do better, do as Josh
would. Miss you bro

I was reminded that today is six months since we had to say our final goodbyes to  you. As i type this note to you, the tears block what I am writing. Oh Joshua, this is still so unreal!  We are all trying to continue on and live  each day to the fullest just like you. Some of us are accomplishing this, but not I :(  I guess I have to try even harder and harder each day. Please come visit me. I miss you so very much. Life is not and will never be the same without your physical presence! G-d should have given you more time on earth here with your family and your friends. You had so much to give and so much more to have given.  I miss you and love you always...from here to infinity my scarecrow/g-dson/nephew...Love your g-dmother. Ant Bryna

my/our first Valentines Day without you ... this does not get easier it gets harder... 
Just to have you here longer .. is all ,all of us want... 
John Edwards channeled into you when Dana and I went to see him.. He told us you told him YOU ARE OK MOM... you are hanging with Michael Dana's friends brother and Grandpa RED.. HE knew you donated your organs except for one that has 2 YOUR LUNGS.. and he told Dana to stay on track to Focus and we knew this was all coming from you .. FOR HOW ELSE COULD HE HAVE KNOWN THIS stuFF and more.. it gave me some peace to hear some of this ... IT has not Put me to peace because there is no true peace while missing someone so important in all our lives..
 I love you Josh . I miss you so much there are no words to explain it..
happy first valentines day in your new home.. HEAVEN as one of G-ds ANgels. just wish you could have been here so much longer .Longer then me.. the way it should have been. xoxo your mummy

You're always on my mind and forever in my heart.

Josh--  I've known you since your a little boy -- watched you turn into the wonderful young Man you became. I am honored to have had you in my life  My heart  is broken that your time on earth was so short, But in your 26 years you have touch so many people in so many ways that --some people who live to be super  seniors   can't touch the many ways that you have . You gave you everything to everyone  always.  I miss you - I send you Blessings in Heaven that you always watch over all  your Loved ones here on earth protect , guide them each & everyday  .  I miss you  & love you   Rest in peace sweet Angel

to my son.. 4 months tomorrow you have left us.... always in our hearts ,always in our life.... I miss you and love you my son xoxoxox mummy xoxo

My little buck. Almost 2013 I'm hangin it up, retiring, in feb. just not the same for so many people without you in our lives  this is a tough road to hoe

wishing you a hapy 27th bday my son.. you are missed , you are loved 

your mummy xoxo

the first .... the first missed Chanucha with my son.... :( to me and all the family things will never be the same.... We miss you we ache for you..... I keep trying FOR YOU ...
I love you my son ... mummy xoxo

The golfing tournament has been changed again because of a EMS conference. Please check for the new date on this page, Sharon Schwab Kohen, Dana Schwabenbauer and Josh D Schwabenbauer for new dates. Thank you all for your support.

Joshua  my little buck. Just read all these nice things bout you. Daom and Iiss you. Every moment every day.  This is a slow decent into madness. You touched so many people.  Made us better humans  miss u so much love u Souch hope we meet again soon  love u pops

My little buck just read all the nice things people have said. I' can't really function I'm so full of fear. Iiss you so much  Dana and I see each other alot we miss u. You would be proud of her she does crossfit for u  not a waking second goes by without thinking of u   This tears me up. Love you pops

WEST BROWARD EMS 4th Annual Golf Tournament
In memory of Joshua Schwabenbauer is Friday January 25, 2013 at 10:30 a.m @ Boca Country Club. Its a shot gun start 2 man scramble $45 per person. Would like to see everyone come out and support!!! Contact me for more information on who to sign up with. Thanks â€” with Dana Schwab and 2 others. (This was the tournament that was canceled because of Hurricane Sandy)

Hey Josh.  Yesterday me, mommy and grandma went to visit you. I guess it is true when they say "you were not there":(
I looked at your resting place, with the notes and flowers and rocks that people have left there. So many showing their love for you and how they miss you and what an impact you had in so many lives.  I turned away crying and just kept wondering how did this happen, why did this happen? Of course there are no answers but we still ask.  In 17 more days our birthdays will be here. It will be bittersweet. I will celebrate mine because I am here but I will also celebrate yours cause that was the best gift my sister gave me. My Godson for my birthday :)  Sure beats a free breakfast.  I love you Scarecrow. Ant Bryna

It can be so hard to face the new year without your loved one, but the love of family and friends can carry you through.

I want to thank all of you that come and write in here.. Makes me feel MY son will never be forgotten by those who love him and who he loves... those that have crosssed his path in his lifetime .. A liftime just not long enough .... thank you all very much ... Joshua's Mummy xoxo

We miss you too Josh :( your always going to be a great legend in our family...a true hero...a perfect young man! We'll always love you....

Josh,
I know you are with me in your own special way.  I can feel it.  You have visited with me and have said it is for a brief time and that you have to continue on to others.  You made such a huge impact on your family's life and so many others.  We ask ourselves daily, why take Josh?  I can't speak for others but I still don't have an answer.  Maybe there will never be an answer.  Just know you are missed and loved by so many!!!

My Son Joshua David...
10 wks ago today we were praying for you to stay with us....We hoped the power of pray would keep you with us... For some reason it was not to be... YOu are here in our hearts .. every second of every single day you are in our thoughts...we/I will never understand this one bit... I love you my son... not a minute goes by that something does not remind me of you... The sun shinning .. the sun setting... all make me think of how much you loved life... xoxo your mummy xoxo forever

To Joshua in Heaven, though we didn't get the opportunity to meet you, we do feel that we know you through our friendship with your Mother.  We heard all about you and the wonderful contributions you made to your family, friends and others in this world.  You are surely missed but rest assured that in your short lifetime you made a difference in many people's lives and now will be an inspiration for all that knew you and those like ourselves who have learned who you were and what you did on this earth for others.

God rest your soul and always look down upon your family and friends guiding them to the direction of the  light and ultimate divinty at the end of our days on this earth,  Truly the world is diminished by your loss.

Your unknown friends.

My son.. two months have passed and it seems like you have been gone forever...Not a moment,not a second passes without you in it...
I love you .. I miss you . 
I love you , your mummy

A light will always be lit in the hearts of all who knew you Joshua. Life is so unfair to take someone like you...I was so looking forward to hearing about Israel from you and the girls when we got together for holiday. You are thought about and missed a lot by those who love you.  People say you are an angel now. I once read that when an angel sees you sad they will throw a penny down to earth from heaven so you remember they are watching over you...I am still looking for that one penny that is from you. Love you, Ant Bryna

I am so sorry... I cannot imagine the pain your family is going through.josh was an amazing,nice,genuine,happy man.He still is..i will miss him but will always know he is looking over everyone..my condolences to his family..

Mommy, don't cry, 'cause God is holding my hand
and telling me everything is OK.

Mommy, God said that I will never want for anything
and I will still feel your love all the way up here.

Mommy, you should see me,
I am running and playing with God's other children.

Mommy, guess who helps watch over us while we play?
They are God's Helping Angels!

Mommy, I'm not afraid, my grandpa and grandma are here.
They came to me when it was dark and held my hands;
then we went to God's bright light,
where Angels were singing.

Mommy, God said, If you feel sad, to remember this;
I'll be the gentle breeze that brushes your face,
the sun is my smile and the rain is me washing away your pain.

Mommy, I have to go now.
I send you all my love on the wings of an Angel.

Love from your son, to you Mommy.

That was for the parents.....Josh Joe and I miss you so much....We and alot of people will watch over your mom your sister like you did and still are but only from afar....love ya forever and never forget you.xoxooxxo

Mommy, don't cry, 'cause God is holding my hand
and telling me everything is OK.

Mommy, God said that I will never want for anything
and I will still feel your love all the way up here.

Mommy, you should see me,
I am running and playing with God's other children.

Mommy, guess who helps watch over us while we play?
They are God's Helping Angels!

Mommy, I'm not afraid, my grandpa and grandma are here.
They came to me when it was dark and held my hands;
then we went to God's bright light,
where Angels were singing.

Mommy, God said, If you feel sad, to remember this;
I'll be the gentle breeze that brushes your face,
the sun is my smile and the rain is me washing away your pain.

Mommy, I have to go now.
I send you all my love on the wings of an Angel.

Love from your son, to you Mommy.

That is for the Parents......Josh.. Joe and I miss you so much we will keep a watch out for mom and Dana just like you did and you still are just from afar.....xoxoxoxox

Dearest Sharon, Condolences and sympathy are not enough to begin to help heal the pain of losing a son. It's all we have, so please accept our heartfelt sympathy and love.

so very sorry - heaven and Jeff will welcome him with open arms - life taken much to early

Today will be a special day for our Family... Joshua will be getting a Ocean Rescue send off..Our hearts will forever miss a piece of it that Josh took with him.. 
We love you , we miss you and know that you will be forever in our hearts. xox your mummy xoxo

Memorial paddle out to honor Pompano lifeguard 
www.sun-sentinel.com
Following in surf culture tradition, the Pompano Beach Ocean Rescue will host a memorial paddle out to honor the memory of Joshua Schwabenbauer Sunday at 6 p.m..

from another "mummy"...love and blessings, Kim Ochipa

Josh..your face and spirit cross my mind each and everyday.  I am so happy to see that this site is here forever. It is a way for me to express my thoughts.  Those of us that knew you are so BLESSED to have a part of your life.

I wanted to keep this book on line and I could not... I now see this IS being kept on line anonymously..To whomever you are I and the family thank you ...
NO words from a mother can express the feelings of losing a child... the first child you have held in your hand and cared for and watch grow... Grow to be a wonderful young man that NO mother would not be proud of... I refuse to speak in the PAST because for me Joshua must live on and on... I pray he is watching over us all , especially his sister Dana (which I know he is ) ...A piece of my heart has been taken with him .... but..... the peace in my heart says I was so blessed to have him for 26 yrs and see all he got to do and enjoy life so much... the peace in my heart says I AM TRULY BLESSED to have a wonderful , beautiful daughter .... so there is alot of happiness yet to come for me and the family .... xoxo I love you joshua david I'll love you forever .I'll love you for always ,, as long as I AM LIVING YOUR MUMMY I WILL BE.. xoxo

Joshua, now may you rest in 'Peace' Jeannie & Don xxx

Josh, 
I know fire school was a long time ago, and like your Lt said at your memorial '' It is easier to have a ugly sister in the fire service than to have a beautiful one"  I burst out laughing because i remember when rob and i always joked on you about how we wanted to date your sis!  Im going to miss that.  No worries now your sis has a family of hundreds of brothers to look after her!  it will take all of us to fill your shoes.  Love you man.  p.s. Rob looked to see if there was a lauderhill rescue truck when he pulled into the hospital to drop off a patient thinking he was going to see you. Then it hit him again that you moved on. see you again my friend!

I have no words...May god bless you & keep you save

TO Josh and family, I never met you Josh, but my son Kurt, was one of your close friends. He spoke of you as a good friend and buddy who was glad to have you as a friend and fellow firefighter. He knew you before the academy as a friend and I hope for your family, as we all try to grasp your death, that you know how much you were greatly appreciated by the people you served in Lauderhill. To your mom and dad...we pray everyday that our children are not taken from us unexpectedly and those who have sons and daughters who serve as firefighters and paramedics and police keep a special vigil everyday as we here the sirens go by. God Bless You and know that josh gave the ultimate sacrifice of his life but ended up giving the ultimate gift of life to others who received his organs. There is no greater love...be proud and strong as you grieve and remember he rests in peace in Gods arms now. God Bless You, Kim Ochipa

Josh,
You were always a happy go lucky guy for the years I have gotten to know you.  I was deeply saddened to have heard the news about your passing.  My condolences are with you, your family and all your fellow friends.  May God bless you and your family…..

Josh, I wish I would have the power to turn the hands of time back to the day you and I installed the new headlights in your truck... we had fun & a few good laughs. Rest in Peace!

Josh,
By now you have met my brother. I feel very blessed that I had a great day with you and the crew at St. 110 on Sunday. As with my brother and a few other Firefighters who by now have embraced you. I will always hold you in my heart as close as I hold them. I wish nothing but the very best for your family, friends and all of us who are your forever brothers and sisters. Josh, this isn't Goodbye, it's only until we meet again.

I did not know Josh personally,  but I was deeply saddened by his passing.   My son-in-law, Ilan Berkowitz, is a firefighter in Lauderhill.   Everyone who knew Josh was so blessed to have him in their lives.   I have heard and read such beautiful tributes about Josh.   His final act of contributing his organs so others could live is a testament to his character and his love of others.   He lived his adult life saving people and putting their safety above his own.   Josh was a unique person and a son, sibling, friend everyone was proud of and cherished having in their lives.  He will be sorely missed by everyone who's lives he touched.  His brothers and sisters in the Lauderhill Fire Department will keep him in their hearts forever.    

Jaye Klein
Former Teacher at DPHDS

To all of Joshua's family and dearest friends.  Josh was friendly, loving and outgoing.  He always had a huge smile and hug for everyone he greeted.  We hope that as time passes, your sorrow will be replaced with happy memories of time spent with Josh.  We pray that you know he is in God's great care, and that God will send angels to comfort you during this sorrowful time.  Know that some day you will look up to the heavens, and it will be Josh that you see as your guiding angel.  
God Bless You All, 
Sincerely,

Death doesn't end a relationship-it just changes it.  You still talk to them in your head and heart and you can still feel close to them. We will all miss this special young man and offer our deepest sympathies to all his loved ones, family and friends. We were lucky to have had Josh in our lives.

A tragedy too soon for a young man well
loved and respected.

Josh was an spectacular person.  He always greeted me with a huge hug, a big heart and a fantastic smile.  He will be sorely missed.

Dear Joshua my other son. You lived your life your way, which consisted of hard work and lots of adventure. I always held my breath when there was a Lauderhill fire, praying you would come out unharmed. You are an Amazing loving, sweet,kind gentle human being. I will always keep you alive in my heart and head. You had a smile that would light up any room. Shayna would say Josh is too good for this world. We love you and will keep you alive when we exchange memories of laughter and love. May you rest in peace until we meet again. Love, Roberta (Birds)

Brad and Family: So very sorry to hear of this tragedy. Josh was a great kid and a great son. A terrible, terrible loss but I am sure we will all be together again one day.

To Brad, Sharon, Dana and the rest of your family.  Michael,Aliza, Ben (and Natan) and I were so shocked to learn about the fatal accident that took your precious Josh from you.  I have unbelievable memories of the 9 years of carpooling with your family to the Posnack Hebrew Day School. Most memorable is the first day of school each year with our beautiful children off to school in their brand new DPHDS uniforms. Also, Baskin Robbins ice cream for all. May God comfort you together with all the other mourners of Zion and Jerusalem. Fondly, Evelyn Gold

My thoughts and prayers are with you at this most difficult time..Josh was an amazing person, you will be missed dearly.

Sending all of our prayers to all of your family.  May God bring you comfort and peace during this highly trying time.  He was a wonderful young man.

OBITUARIO

Joshua Schwabenbauer

13 diciembre, 1985 – 6 septiembre, 2012

Star of David Memorial Gardens Cemetery & Funeral Chapel

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