Dear Grandma,
It’s been fifteen years since you went to heaven, and not a single day goes by that I don’t feel the space you once filled. You were the glue that held our family holidays together—the warmth in the room, the laughter in the kitchen, the love that made everything feel whole.

Even though time has passed and some memories have softened around the edges, your spirit hasn’t faded. I still carry your kindness, your strength, and your gentle way of making everyone feel loved. I hope you can feel how much you’re missed, and how deeply you’re still cherished.

Thank you for every moment, every lesson, every bit of love you left behind. I hope you’re resting peacefully, wrapped in the same warmth you gave so freely. You’ll always be a part of me, and a part of every holiday, every family gathering, every quiet memory.

I love you, Grandma—today, always, and forever.  Happy Thanksgiving 

Granddaughter 
Alicia

Mom; 15 years just recently passed that you was called to your forever home.  There is many of us that miss you so much down here.  Nothing is the same and honestly hasn’t been since the day you got your wings. Not because some of us hasn’t tired but more because, Some others hasn’t tired enough. But, I have come to the realization that “ It is what it is”.  I can only imagine each of you up in heaven living your best life’s.  No pain. Worry, hate,etc. nothing but joy, love, kindness, and all the wonderful things Eternal life has to bring.   Life as a whole is so different then when you was here mom.  It’s crazy. A little scary and sometimes down right insane. But with God’s help we push through another day.   We’re 11 days away from Thanksgiving.  Alicia and I plan on making us a meatloaf with a couple sides and of course the traditional “pumpkin pie”. Please give everyone a hug for me and tell them I love,miss and think of them often.    Happy soon to be Thanksgiving Mom.   I will see you in heaven someday. Love, Sherry

Mom,  As you know Mike entered heaven on Jan 18.  My life is shattered once again.  I do my best to try and find comfort and peace knowing he now too is heaven and is or will be living his best life with all his loved ones gone before him and knowing  he is in the gentle hands of God himself.  I’m sure his parents was there to greet him at those pearly gates and hugs was given.  I just can’t help in feeling a little cheated or punished for whatever I may have did wrong. I know we will all be reunited in heaven someday and I know I should not in anyway feel this way and I’m ashamed that I even do.  I’m just going to miss him so much.  I don’t know yet what is going to happen down the road but I’m trying to take it one day at a time.  Mom,  I wish you was here to give me a hug and to have our talks, I miss them as much as I miss you.  Please give Mike a hug for me and tell him I’m truly sorry for any suffering he may have had after or before ( if that is the case) his medical emergency. Mom, please continue to help our Heavenly Father, kim, Mike,  Cheryl and the rest of them to watch over each of us and help to protect us from anything that may come our way with bad intentions. Rather it be our health, anxiety,  bad weather and so on.      Fly high my Birthday angel. I will see you again some day.  Love your for eternity, Sherry

Hi Mom,  I wanted to let you know I have you on my mind. So, I thought I would come here and write to you.   Christmas is creeping up on us and the cold weather has set in.  The winters seem to drag out and the whole winter blues begin for me.   I know it could be so much worse so, I try and not let myself get to down in the dumps. I sure do miss our talks, listening to you talk about the younger days, our laughs together and well, I miss it all.  You was truly the glue that held us all together.     But I’m  cherishing the memories that my children and I had with you and they’re special to each of us.    I can only imagine the Celebration that will be up there In heaven for Jesus’s Birthday.  And how lucky many of you are to be celebrating not only with each other But Jesus himself.      Before I close.  I added a picture of a visit I got yesterday.  It was on the deck at my home.    Sure is bitter sweet.     I’m going to close for now but I will be back soon. Love and miss you Mom.  Until we meet again, Fly high our angel and continue to help watch over us.     Love, Sherry

Mom, Happy Thanksgiving in Heaven.   This is our 14th Thanksgiving without you and its nothing at all like it once was, but we manage to get through it just like you would want us to do.   Although, we miss each and everyone of you in Heaven, I’m Thankful that none of you are no longer in pain and living your best lives in your forever home.   I’m Thankful, blessed and proud God picked you to be my Mom.  I’m Thankful God has been here to help me get through each day, we have had to  live with out each of you.  I couldn’t do it without him.    Please give  everyone my love and let them know I think of each of them.   Love and miss you dearly.  Love you for Eternity. Love, Sherry 

Mom, yesterday was 14 since God called you home. A Birthday I will never forget. So many changes have taken place since that day.  It just goes to show that “You” was the glue to hold us all together.  There have been two more to recently join you in that mansion in the sky.  The Holidays are approaching so fast and honestly it starting to feel like just another day.  Can you believe Chelsea is now a mommy? His name is Kohen and he is so stinking cute and such a happy baby. Kristen finally got the boy she wanted when she became a nana.     Mom, I need all of you to keep helping God look over all of us. It’s been rough is many ways not only emotionally with the losses we have faced but in other ways as well.  We try our best to take it all in stride and keep going day by day.  I know God is here helping us along the way. Although, I need to strengthen my faith and relationship with God, I know he has not giving up on me and I’m doing my best to try and not let him down.   Well, mom I guess I will end for now but I will be back. Give everyone a hug from me and send my love to them.       Love and miss you so very much. Love, Sherry 

Mom , Today is your 14 year angelversary ,  So many changes have taken place , several have since joined you as you all celebrate together once again .  Our hearts are broken although we know it may be selfishly for our selves , God never turns his back on us , yet at times we think that he has , but in reality it is our lack of faith or perhaps feeling worthy . I myself am working on those things. Mom I sure do miss you and will love you for eternity .   God gave me the unimperfectly Perfect family for me. Thank you for being a major part of that !   I send hugs and love to all .    Don't forget that cake for Sherry's birthday.   Love for Eternity .     Sheila

Good morning grandma well we just had my moms 14 year anniversary  it's never easy at all for any of us I spent the 20th through yesterday with her praying etc alot is going on right on now for many of us health finances etc now we are coming up on your 14 year anniversary date most of us dislike rhe ber months now because so much has changed  all the grandkids are grown most of the great grandkids are almost grown please continue to look over all of us please and hug and kiss everyone for me and from us I need to write more you're never forgotten about talked about more than you'll ever know I still remember walking to the meat market with a note telling donna sell me cigarettes for you and then of course I started smoking the rest is history we all love and miss you deeply until we meet again 
Love Jeremy 

Hello Mom; It’s me Sherry. It’s 3:18 am and here I am  thinking of you.  It’s going on 14 long years since you left us for your eternal life.  We miss you, think of you and speak of you often.    All the wonderful memories we have will stay with us for a life time and then continue once we meet again.  We will be rolling into Fall weather very soon and that means, the Holidays will be rolling in.  They are just not the same as they once but then again, what is, right?   Times are rough for so many of us and it’s so sad and disheartening to see so many struggling with difficult and different situations.  It seems we are all struggling in one way or the other.               Which leads me to; memories of when life seemed to be so much simpler.    I have so many but I’m going to go with when we had pepper and BoJangles.    Sheila and I find ourselves at times talking about the times the neighbors would call to let you know BoJangles was loose again. You would send us out to bring him back home even when we was waiting on the school bus. We  somehow managed to get him back home in time to catch the bus. @ the time it seemed stressful but now that we are older, I think we both changed our minds on that. Lol. Well, mom I better close before my limited comes to and end.   I will be back with more memories!!     Love and miss you as long as I live. Love, Sherry.   P S.  I thought this picture would be perfect to share with you.   

My sweet grandma

I wanted to leave a sweet little memory, even though I have so many. 
I would say one of my favorite memories is when we would spend the night, playing in the backyard you would always tap on the window,  letting us know dinner is done.  I remember this particular dinner you made, Homemade mashed potatoes, With a side  beets and stuffed peppers. It was delicious! But they say grandma’s cooking is always the best, And today we still cook things the way you did, We always have a little bit of grandma ❤️   And I can’t forget the holidays, you always loved the family getting together! Even though we don’t get together as much as we did back, then, we still tried to get together, Christmas Eve! That is one of the memories that will stay with me for the rest of my life.. Kim, Brittany and I had our particular spots we set  every year.. and now I know, You are saving a spot for all of us at your table in heaven, One sweet day, we will all be together celebrating. Until then, please continue watching over all of us, as we go through this thing called live.. Give everyone a kiss for me! I miss you always, Love you for a lifetime! 
Your granddaughter 
Alicia Dawn Lambert 💓🩶





Mom, it’s been awhile since I was last here, I’m sorry.  But I think of all of you often and not a day goes by that I don’t miss you and the others.  Tomorrow is Cheryl’s Birthday 🎂 and I can only imagine the celebration there will be. You I can picture you enjoying a piece of cake. You would always say “ it’s somebody’s birthday, somewhere”.    One day when Jesus calls me home, I will get to celebrate all the things with you all once again. But until that time, I will enjoy the time I have left here with our other loved ones.    Christmas of course has come and gone and we all had a good Christmas celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ.    Well mom, Kristen is now about to be a Nana which will make me a great  and you a great great .  It’s going on one whole year since my sweet girl Kim, has entered her eternal life.  It’s been the hardest by far.  I handle my emotions in a different way, then I feel I am use to. But God helps get me through just like he did when you and Cheryl both entered your eternal life, going on 14 years this year.   There is no right or wrong way to grieve right?    I hope and pray each one of you keep looking down on each of us and protect and help comfort us through all our good, bad and indifferent times. We all love and miss you very much.   I will be back to write again.    Sending hugs and eternal love, Sherry

Mom.  I am writing this on November 13. 2023, your 13 year Angelversary. I have not written here in a very long time. Please forgive my negligence.  But I sure think of you often and miss you like crazy.  I know that you are watching over us and I'm sure shaking your head at times ( per haps once in awhile wanting to reach out and touch someone)  lol  ( that is a Cheryl saying ) .   Yes we are far from perfect but perfectly ourselves ,  Striving to be a better version of ourselves each day .   Mom Thank you for being you , thank you for being my mom , thank you for choosing the best dad for your girls , thank you for instilling morals and values in us , thank you for being the best grandma you could be to our children . Thank  you for all of the wonderful meals you made (  nothing like moms cooking , it was the very BEST ) .   Mom please hug Cheryl and Kimmy for me , and as they hug you back that will be my hugs to you !! I love and miss you all so very much !    Love for Eternity Sheila .

P.S. Celebration Day... Sherry's  birthday  so mom eat that cake 🎂. 😉

Mom , I know there has been a big celebration going on in heaven welcoming Kimmy back home , We are devastated , We know we will all be together again and there is no time in heaven , Here on Earth when devastation occurs at times it just seems as though time is standing still or going so fast that you can't seem to catch up . Our Lord and Savior has a plan for us all and a reason for it. Although we may not understand it now I know one day it will all make perfect sense. Because he is perfect , he doesn't make mistakes.  He made us all . He gave me the perfect family. I am so grateful for every person in my life. For every lesson learned and for whatever he has in store for my future.  Mom we sure miss you all so so much. I sending hugs and love to all.  You , Cheryl and Kimmy keep on celebrating and dancing in the sky. Love for Eternity 

Hi Grandma ! I have been thinking a lot about you and Aunt Cheryl. I love you. I miss you. 

Mom, Christmas is 3 days away and we are expecting a snow storm. Rain first then dangerously cold tempers with high winds and then the snow comes. Not sure how our Christmas eve will go but either way, safety first! I’m sure there is going to be a huge celebration up in heaven for the Birth of Jesus. Oh what a celebration it’s going to be!  I’m not sure what Mike and I ( maybe Alicia as well. We will see)  will be having for Christmas Day dinner but I’m think of fixing a ham steak, whipped mashed potatoes. Green beans and crescent rolls. The prices of everything is insane and so depressing. Can’t wait until certain people in a certain place is bye bye back to their home and never to be heard or seen from again.  As much as I miss you, Cheryl and so many others, I happy that any of you have to live through this.  It’s will go down in the history books of the right ones have their way.  Anyways, We celebrated Christmas with Landon the past Saturday. I can’t believe he is already eleven. Time sure flies by. Kylie will be 16 ( Like Jordan is now) and Kay will be 15..sigh.  Mom, can you believe that Chelsea and Connor are both adult age now?! Shawn’s children ( James, Bree and Bryant) two of them are the approaching their teenage years ( or just turned teenagers maybe) Bryant is not far behind them. Sheila will have to tell you more about Damon’s children.  But Caleb is a grown up young man and he has ambition! It was so good to finally see him after so many years.  We are all hanging in there and doing the best we can considering . But we pray daily and we know God hears our prayers. Please keep looking over us. As we go through Trials and Tribulations.  We know and understand God is in control.  Merry Christmas in heaven Mom! We love and miss you along with the others that have gone before and after you. Please give Cheryl and them all a hug for me and tell them I will see them again, when God calls me home.  I will be back soon to write to you again. Love, Sherry 

Hey grandma I hope you're well wow 12 years since you and my mom were here with us on earth as you know it's sherry's birthday today all your grandkids are grown now all but great grandkids and great great I tell Jordan all about you all the time I went to the old st Francis building in Sept on the 20th to show my momma some respect on the day we lost her I hope you and her are no longer in pain and dancing in the beautiful sky together today and always we all love and miss you from Jeremy  

This day 12 years ago was the worst birthday I have ever had it took me a few more birthdays to realize you became my Birthday angel. So, instead of celebrating my birthday with you , I’m thinking of that very day you became my forever Birthday angel.   We talk of you often and miss you, Cheryl, roger and so many others. I know you are embracing your eternal life and reunited with many that left before and after you. Fly high Mom and please tell Cheryl I love and miss her.  I will see you again someday mom. Love, hugs and kisses. Sherry    

12 years ago today you left us all on earth. You are miss everyday and we all just talk about you. You taught is everything expect one thing and that was how to live without you. Maybe you could of try to talk to us about it or even did try to teach and maybe i skip that part of the lesson. I still to this day struggle do not have you on Earth with this but one thing is I always kill you in my heart and I always know you are close by. Will grandma I guess I should end this by now but I really have so much to say but I guess I can say that for another day as well. Just now you are still talked about and loved. I will be back to visit again soon. Love always Kristen Nicole.

Happy Independence Day up in heaven.  I sure do miss you You and Cheryl. But I happy both of you do not have to live Through these crazy times when things seem so uncertain and crazy. But We know that GOD wins In the end! That is what I hold no to.  Mom, I’m getting married in Sept. it’s not going to be anything fancy but I’m trying my best to make it as nice as possible. Everything is so expensive, it’s crazy. I feel  Some seem happy for me while others not so much. But it’s my choice to make and I feel it’s a darn good one, rather others do or not.  Mike is a good man and I have been blessed to be a part of his life for many years.  Well, it’s close to my bed time but I will come back and write again soon. Love, miss and think of you so much. Hugs to Cheryl and the rest up there in the mansion in the sky. Love you for eternity. 

Oh yeah , You would love little Jazlynn grandma. She is so cute ! 

Hi Grandma,

 I have been thinking a lot about you here lately. Your birthday is coming up very soon.   I hope that you know that I love you with all my heart and I miss you so much. You were the glue that kept this family together. We don’t really spend much time together anymore. It makes me sad but I am sure you see all of that from up there in heaven. You would be so proud of how your great grandkids has turned out . Chelsea is now working her first jobs, Connor is doing music, Kylie is going to be in the 10th grade, Kay is going to be a freshman this year. I am
Sure that the others are doing great as well. I just don’t know to much about them to update you on . I hope that you and Aunt Cheryl and uncle Roger are living your best life up there. Please continue to keep a eye out for all of us still down here . Oh yeah , there is going to be a wedding here very soon. Grandma please let us come back to together as a friend again. I miss spending time together like we use too. Please. I love you so much. Please tell Aunt Cheryl that I love and miss her so much as well. I miss talking to both of you. I miss being able to hug you guys. I miss hear that you love me and me telling you that I love you. Thank you for being the best grandma in this world. I guess I am off to sleep . 
 
With love from your favorite granddaughter. 

Mom ,  Happy 10 year angel versary . Today I will be reflecting on many memories with you .  We all miss you so much . Love beyond words .  Cut that cake , party , dance .  And on your down time please peek in on us.   Love you for Eternity. 

Mom ,  This has been a crazy year for everyone.  Never imagined ever seeing such chaos and craziness .  Our Lord will get us through. It is good vs. Evil now and good will prevail . God is powerful , I believe we are being tested there has / is so much evil in this world and our lord and savior is fed up , it is time for us to step up and truly turn to him , praise him , ask for forgiveness and have faith that through him all things are possible. You are missed , loved and thought of often , Thank you for showing us your faith in God and passing that to us. I love you for eternity. Sending love and hugs to you and Cheryl. 

Happy halloween to you grandma, I love you and miss u everyday... I am glad your not here dealing with the way the world is right now.. U would tell them all to kiss your ass coz noone will tell u what u will do..  I love you n i want to u help guide me thought life like u have been. Keep watch over my the girls and the reat of the family.. Love u and miss u so much grandma.. 

Good morning Mom, it’s almost 7:30 am and I have been up since 1:30 am. Hopefully, a nap will be apart of my day at some point.  November is right around the corner and that means 10 years since you left for your new eternal life.  No matter the time that passes, it just doesn’t seem to make a difference. We all miss you, think of you and speak of you often.  But as much as I would love to see many of you again, I am grateful that none of you have to experience this craziness that is happen in our world today.  Please keeping watching over all of us and please Tell God “ we know he hears our prayers “ . I pray to him almost every night before i fall asleep. I know whatever happens God wins!    I guess I better close and get myself moving as much as possible. I’m make stew today for dinner and I’m going to have to get it started in the crockpot soon. I will be back soon to write more. Love you all for eternity. Hugs and kisses 😘 

Hey beautiful, I hope your doing great. I have you in my mind today (nothing new) I hope your day is going well.  Mine not going bad. I just wanted to write to u a lil. With everything going on in the world in 2020 this year sucks!!!  Since you been gone and Dameon I feel alone I know I am not I feel like I am. There time I wish I was there with u both. Then I remember that I cant yet coz I got to keep going and fighting for the girl and right now I got Dameon son I got to show them how to keep pushing and never gave up. I want u and Dameon and Aunt cheryl to keep walking beside me everything day and keep helping me thought ever day and guide me to the right ways. I love u all and I know when god ready for me he will call me home to see and be with u guys all again. Love always and 4 ever kristen.

Happy Birthday Mom,  I imagine a big celebration is happening .  My thoughts are all chaotic and are everywhere ,  Remember that awkward little girl ? Still me just older now .  Seems no matter how old one gets , We never out grow needing our moms ( at least this awkward person ) never has . I miss you more and more the older I get . I feel so alone at times and then I remember you are always with me . Thank you for being my mom , Thank you for your unwavering , unconditional love . I have made so many bad choices throughout my life that I know I will never forgive myself , but it is sure nice knowing that our Lord and you ( my mom ) loves me , forgives me even if I can't myself. Love you for all of eternity. 

Good morning Mom,  I was reading through some of the messages and thought I would write you once again.   It’s July and your birthday is 3 days away.  So, Happy heavenly Birthday Mom!  I have a feeling birthday cake is on the menu 😃.   Mike and I are having a small cookout for His and Chelsea’s birthday.  This whole crazy COVID thing has kept us from so many things. Crazy, scary and out of control this are happening, due to corruption, lies and the list goes on and on.  We are all coping with it the best we can. Our small little cookout is much needed to try and forget about the bad going on and focus on the good we have while making lasting memories. I feel we need it as well as, it’s long over do.  Chelsea is turning 18. It’s makes me so sad to see our grandchildren and your great grandchildren grow up in the blink of an eye. Especially in today’s times. I’m scared for them and their future.  However, I know God hears our prayers, cry’s, pleads and praises. God and his army of angels are with us and will once again come through.  I have a lot of cleaning and things to do before Sunday comes. So, I best get started.    Love and thoughts to you and the rest of our angels.    Love you for Eternity and missing you always.   Sherry  P S. Adding a picture of dad and Jazlynn when she was first born. 

Good morning my loving grandma, Hope all is well with you. I am sure as you know this world on earth is crazy.  I am sure as you know by now Dameon is up there with you  now. I hope you got to meet him. He is a great person. If you havent got to meet him yet plz do. Gave him a big hug from the girls and I. Gma you are miss dearly here on earth I know with everything going on here you are in a far better place then I am tou are safely and worry free. I just ask if you and the rest of the family and Dameon aswell plz watch over us down here and help us keep safe. Definitely the girl and the other kids in the family. You know gma I miss you so much i think with the world is now you are so much better then us. I know when I talk to you you are listening. I would love for you to atleast come to me in my dreams and tell Aunt cheryl and Dameon as well. I am off here for now never 4 ever. I love you and miss you. Keep watching over the family love always Kris

Mom,  it’s been awhile since I was last here.  So, much is happening in this world, it’s crazy and scary all at the same time. This is one time I happy to say “ I’m glad and relieved that Cheryl, you and so many others up in that beautiful mansion in the sky don’t have to endure  what is happening”.  I know many of us never could fathom the  hardship And pain  of what is happening. I pray daily and I know God is listening and hears my pleads.  Okay enough of that.  Now on to the bright side of life.  You have a new great grand baby. Her name is Jazlynn. She will be 5 months old soon. She already has two bottom teeth!  I know you would fall in love with her just like you did with the grandkids and great grandkids that got the pleasure of knowing and meeting you. Same for Cheryl.  I will try to add a picture of her at the end. Chelsea will be 18! Connor, Kylie, Kay and the rest of them are growing up so fast. It not only makes me feel old but sad as well. Where the heck does the time go?  Everyone seems to be doing okay, with the exception of what is going on and Kristen and the girls  Unexpected loss of her Fiancé. I’m sure by now you have been introduced to him. I know they have their moments which is totally understandable. But she knows he is in a better place now.  I go Monday to have my teeth pulled. I’m nervous mom but I know it has to be done and it’s going to make me feel better once it’s all over with. I need you and Cheryl to be with me keep reminding me it’s going to be okay.  I know the way they have been making me feel isn’t good on my body at all. This time next week it will be done and the healing is in progress.  Dad is doing okay and still keeps busy every chance he gets. I call and stop by as much as possible to check on him.  Well, Mom I guess I should put this message to an end. I could probably write so much more but I will save for another day soon.  We all love, miss and think of you often. Sending my love and thoughts to All. Love, Sherry 

Heres a picture of jordan for your grandkid collection of brats 

Hi grandma how much things have changed and are so different now my boy is 12 as you know I had a stroke in 2015 but you're always on my mind as we approach 9 years without you and my mom I wish I could change alot of things and go back in time please keep watching over us all and keep you're arms wrapped tight around my mom and the other angels up there surrounded with your presence . We love and miss you jeremy 

Thanks to Sherry I am here again finally to write .  Your favorite season is upon us , the leaves are changing colors and looking so beautiful . Soon the trees will be bare , and snow will cover the ground.  I wonder if God created the different seasons to teach us just how quickly things can change ?  Or maybe to teach us that although they look and feel different there is beauty in all ?   Saying you are loved and missed so much is an understatement ,  our hearts still ache .  You left us with ever lasting memories and taught us just how important it is to cherish them .  Thank you for EVERYTHING you taught me . Thank you for being my mom !   * HUG everyone for me please and when they HUG you back imagine those as my arms .   Love you for ETERNITY . 

Mom, I can’t believe It has been so long since I was last here. Dang, I’m ashamed of myself at the moment. However, I do talk to you in other ways. It’s now fall and the Holidays are right around the corner.  They are just not the same anymore. Harder to get everyone together. I can’t believe that it has been going on 9 years since you left us for the journey of eternal life. We all miss you and Cheryl so much.  Sometimes, I just sit here by myself and think of you both and my eyes become filled with tears.  I hear songs that reminded me of each of you, watch shows we use to watch together, think of how life was when you was both here and well, think of when you were both ill. I think of it all.  We hold on to the memories and cherish them always.  You have yet, another great grand baby on the way. Jay and his girlfriend will be having a little girl in Jan and her name will be Jazlynn.   Thank you and Cheryl ( and the rest) for watching  over us.  Rest In Peace and love. Love you for all eternity, Sherry . P S... I’m including a picture of your Future great grab baby Jazlynn. 

I just want you to know i love and miss you and think about u everyday. The girls are getting so big and growing up so fast. 

Grandma i cant seem to get u off my mind. I love you like crazy and wish i could have more rime with you. The girls are getting so big and boy thwy can been brats. Chelsea will be 17 in July Kylie juat hit 12 ans your lil Katie (kd) hit 11. We all still talk about u alot and how we miss you. Love you always and 4ever. Kristen 

Mom, Tomorrow is yet, another holiday without you and Cheryl.  Although, we continue your family traditions just like you would want us to, we miss you and Cheryl here with us.  All the grandkids and great grandkids are all growing so fast. Some got the chance to meet and know you and others did not. The ones that did know how much you loved them.  Jay’s little boy Landon just turned 7 ( I will be leaving a picture of him here, it it gives me that option.  He looks and acts so much like Jay did when he was little.   I hope you, Cheryl and the rest of  of our family and friends up in the mansion in the sky have a Heavenly happy Thanksgiving. Sending my love to all.  Hugs and kisses. Happy thanksgiving Mom !  Love, Sherry        Love you mama Georgia! From Landon James 

Mom, I sure miss these days.  I miss all of us together, I miss our family home,  I miss making more memories with you and Cheryl, I miss watching tv with you, I miss our laughs, I miss your stories, I miss your advice, I miss my best friend, I miss the holidays we had together with you and Cheryl there, I miss everything because, We miss you!  Love always and forever.  Give Cheryl a big hug for me and let her know I miss so many things about her too and I love her always and forever too!  Love, Sherry

Lighting a candle to let you know I am thinking of you. Tried to add a picture but was not given that option :(. Love and miss you mom

Today is dad's 81st birthday. Snowy here so, I will be taking his gift to him hopefully this weekend. Things are much different yet, other things never change. Anyways, you are thought of often and missed bunches. All of your siblings are now all reunited now. I know things change and nothing last forever ( other then love and memories) but it is so sad. I wanted to Stop by and write that I was thinking of you. Fly high our angel. Love you always and keeping memories alive. Love, Sherry

Mom, it has just past 7 years since you entered your eternal life. Yet, in someway's it seems so much longer. So many changes, which makes me sad. Which I can't control. Some of us remain close and others not. I know that as we grow older we get wrapped up in other things along the way. But you taught some of us that family is most important, which I agree. So, I just take what does and doesn't, and enjoy what times we do spend together. As we always said " you was the glue that kept us together". A bunch of them came to my Birthday party that Mike had for me. It helped make a sad day a better one. You, Cheryl and the gang are thought of often and truly missed. Thank you all for watching down on us. Things happen around here that to some would be weird, but I know it is a love one coming for a visit and letting Mike and I know that you are around us. So, thank you and them. Thanksgiving is upon us once again. The holidays are so depressing. We get through them with each others help. All of the grandkids/ great grandkids are all growing up to fast. How I wish you and Cheryl ( and the gang) could of watched them grow. They too think of you and the gang often. Gone from our sight but never from our thoughts and hearts. They you for being such an awesome mom, friend, grandma, aunt and wife! You are now relieved from all the pain you have suffered in sickness and life. Love, hugs and kisses to all. Fly high my birthday Angel.

Good morning loving gma. Man how much I miss you. I can't even out in word how much I miss you. The girls are so big. Kj (kate) still watches sponge Bob just like u and her did. Kylie is so loving and caring she get that's from u she has the biggest heart ever.. chelsea well she not a person to leave home to much. Yes I know she gets that from u aswell. I know u can watch them from up above but I wish u was down on earth with us.. life really has its up and down iam trying to get thought them all.. I never once heard u ever tell me how life can be hard..  Gma I love you u . Give Aunt Cheryl a hug and kiss for me and tell u I miss her aswell. U can pass on the new how the girls are. The girls talk about u guys all the time. I am off to get some coffee and start my day b4 all the girls get up. Love you and miss u deeply ❤❤❤❤❤~~~ kristen

Mom , I came here today missing you so much , the holidays will be upon us soon and I should look forward to them , but most of all I am not . THE thing I am looking forward to is making memories with my grandchildren.  I love the kiddos so much . Life changes , you know me mom I am not the type that thrives on change . However the struggle may be for me I am still pushing through . Focusing more on positive ( trying) I love and miss you , Cheryl , Tome. Jim and Roger more then my words can express.  I need one if not all to visit me in my dreams , to know someone is still there . Rest knowing you are loved and missed beyond words . For Eternity .  Ever lasting love 
                                   Sheila

Mom , Connor and I lost Jim February 13 2016 , We are having a hard time but especially Connor , he is really taking it pretty hard . I try to comfort him and say how special our memories are etc .. Brittany seems to be able to comfort him in a way that I can't , please help us to comfort Connor  . We have so many wonderful angels , spirits looking after us ,please all help to guide and comfort us .. Brittany and I were just talking about you and Cheryl , I told her about the time she was little and said to you " your not such a good cooker " lol . And we talked about so much more . our memories if you , Cheryl ,Roger .. We smiled and laughed .. Our memories fill our hearts with such joy .. I hope for Connor to reach thus point with time about Jim , instead of them making him sad .. Love you for Eternity .

Hi Grandma, I've been thinking about you and Aunt Cheryl a lot lately. Man, do I miss you both so much. As you both know a lot has changed over the years, but we still try  to keep up with the family Gatherings as much as possible. Please continue to watch over all of us. I love you both so much!!

Mom .  Shawn is 23 today , hard to believe . Time passes by way to fast sometimes more then others . Seems like yesterday that he was born and you told Brittany she had a brother and she cried . Lol 
We talk about you often ,think about and miss you mote then words can say .. G/D seems to have things all worked out . You look upon us and see it all .. We will see .. You raised us well and we are smarter them given credit for .  I will be waiting for you in mu dreams   or feel you touch my hair or any sign that you are all around us . Love you for Eternity

Mom, Gosh it has been a long time since I last wrote here. I'm ashamed. Please know that it's not because I don't think of you,because I do that all the time. Cheryl as well. It will be going on 5 years,but seems so much longer to me. I miss you both so much.  There has been so many times I have wanted to talk, spend time with you both. The memories, love and thoughts of you both live on every single day. The grandkids are growing up so fast.  I will come and visit here more. Love and miss you both bunches.  Thank you both for watching over us. Sending my eternal love and forever thoughts.

Mom , Please continue to watch over us all , we all have our struggles and do the best we can . Every day you and Cheryl and many others are loved , missed and thought about .  I pray that I dream of you or feel you around me 
Love and miss you for Eternity

Mom; I haven't been here for awhile,so I figured it was long over due. I have a lot on my mind and just not feeling it today. I wish I could call you and/or Cheryl on the phone and talk or go into your rooms and sit and talk,laugh,or cry which ever the mood brings. You was truly the glue that held us all together. A lot has changed,however some things never do. G/D is trying hard to control and take it all over. We will see how that plays out. I stay to myself a lot some by choice other by distance. I hope one day I can have a dream about you without waking myself up. I guess as much as I want it I am not ready. Miss you all. Hugs and kisses until we see each other again someday.Fly high my birthday angel. Love & Miss you always

Mom, Time has past and memories linger.... Miss you every day and pray for your visits in my dreams.... I pray for your peace and happiness. Love you for eternity~.... Sheila

Mom; I know it has been along time since I last wrote to you on here. I,m sorry! It's not because I don't think of you.I do that all the time (Cheryl too). When we lost you both I lost a part of me as well a part that I will never get back in this life. I feel so lost and feel like imdont fit in anywhere anymore. Guess you could say I am the black sheep ( I know how Cheryl felt). Last time I wrote I was attending school to get my GED.Well I did it! Can you imagine me (the challenged one) being a graduate now? Kristen is right when she says we are faced with some unfornate circumstances. Please continue to stand besides us ( Cheryl as well). We need you both. Mom I am asking for you to please come talk to me in my dreams. I have so much unsettled emotions etc. I promise to come back more often and write. I will not say to much that is on my mind due to others reading this and believe it or not I keep a lot more to myself. After all I see that as if I say little to nothing I am not hurting no one other then myself. I am trying to learn to take what little I say and turn it into nothing. Sometimes saying nothing can say alot. The girls are getting so big and growing up to fast. Landon is as well. I wish you and Cheryl would of had the chance to meet the little guy. Mom he looks so much like Jay. Jay calls him "his little man". I will post pictures if mybyablet will let me. I will be back very soon. Hits and kisses to you and the rest. Love and miss you bunches

Grandma,
We have so much going on right now, and I know you are watching over all of us. I want things to start looking up for our family. I miss you so much. You were the rock in our family. Please continuing watching over all of us, god we need it grandma? Give Aunt Cheryl a hug and kiss for me.

Mom,It has been along time since I last came here to write. Not because I have not thought of you,because I do that a lot. As Kristen said we are faced with some thing and need you to continue to stand besides us. A piece of me left the day God took you to your new home and took your pain away. As much as I would love to have my mom/best friend back, I would not want to see you in pain (physical,mental, or emotional). I really need you to come in my dreams to talk to me, help me understand and come to grips with all of these. I have tried and tried only to find myself grieving that much more. Mom is all this for you? Me? Or both? I feel like such an orphan and I don't know where I belong anymore. I keep a lot to myself and I want to start saying less.I don't that doesn't sound like me huh? kristens girls are getting so big and Landon looks just like his daddy. He will be 3 years old on the 15 of November. I sure wish you would of got to meet him. Cheryl as well.you both would love him as much as my girls,myself,his daddy, and his cousins do.  Now that Kristen found the link again I will be back soon.Love and miss you dearly. As soon as I can get a picture to upload I will post one of them on here for you. Hugs and kisses

Gma..as u can see we have a lot going on. I really want u to stay beside me thur all this time. I miss u and think about u all the time. i love u deeply. help keep an eye on mom thur this timr as well.. love n miss u deeply Kristen

Mom ,
       I am so HAPPY that SHERRY have posted those pictures here on your page. I know that you are with us and watching over ALL of us. Miss you every day. Both you and Cheryl have  been on my mind a lot lately and I have been talking to you both and hope that you hear me.  I will be back soon to write again. I have a lot to say but right now the words are escaping me.
   Love you for ETERNITY

Hi MOM!  I am sorry it has been awhile since I last wrote. I hope all of you had a Happy Easter, But I am sure you did seeing how you are In that great BIG mansion in the sky with family and friends that had left before and after you. We are finally starting to get some nicer weather, Gosh it seems so long over due. I am back in school started a cpl weeks ago. It is going to be tough for me but I hope to make it thru this time. I have had you and Cheryl on my mind alot again lately. It still seems so unreal and I sill feel so lost without you both. I do not think that will ever change. Please tell everyone I send my love and they are missed. Give Cheryl a Big hug for me and tell I miss her dearly. Love and Hugs to you MOM. XOXOX

Mom, I am back to write just like I promised :). Sooner then I thought, but thats ok cause I have alot of making up to do. I sit here reading all the post that myself and other have written over the last cpl years and my eyes still fill with tears. I sit here alone alot thinking of you and Cheryl and missing you both so much, I do not believe it ever gets easier to accept. I know it is selfish of me but sometimes I just can't help but to cry. It is the only thing I know to do to try and get some relief from all these emotions I feel inside. Mom it is a daily thing for me, I wake up nerves and emotional,full of worry, guilt, fear,depressed,resentment, anger, sadness...You name it I feel it. But I do try and control it the best I can when I am not alone. I feel I am just here existing and not living.  Life is so hard! and full of heartache. It seems so much harder without having you and Cheryl to sit and talk to. I feel so lost without you mom. The day you and Cheryl's pain ended, mine had just begun. We all miss you very much, But right now I am speaking of myself and what is on my mind. Some days I just dont want to get out of bed, I figure what is the point when I know what is ahead. I do make myself though as hard as it is for me most the time. I hope this year I can get some help to try and control all these emotions I have ranging thru these hormones (that are out of wack) of mine. Come in my dreams again Mom so I can make sense of my last one. Hugs, and Kisses....

Mom, I am sorry I have not been here to write since Christmas. It is not because You have not been thought of etc. Sometimes I feel it helps me and other times I feel like it makes it harder for me. I have wished so many times to have you and cheryl here to have someone to talk to, to laugh with, cry with, to grip with, even to watch tv with like old times. I miss you both so much mom! Since I last wrote we have had a New Year arrive, birthdays, Valentines day is right around the corner and hoping for spring to come soon. We will also be celebrating Kylie's 6th birthday Saturday, Gosh they grow so fast. I have not seen or talked to dad since a cpl days before his birthday, when we fixed him a birthday dinner. I think I am caught up with letting you know what has been going on. I promise to come back sooner and write you again. Oh and I had my first dream of you but I an only remember pieces of it and makes no sense to me. I am waiting for part 2 of my dream of you so I can try and make sense of it. Miss and love you. Hugs and kisses too. And same to Cheryl and the rest. RIP MOM. P S here is  a picture of dad, sheila and I on Thanksgiving

Mom, It is now Christmas Day, We carried on the tradition of ur family gathering on Christmas eve. We all went to Sheilas this year, since we had Thanksgiving at Mikes. The kids enjoyed themselves and got alot. Poor Jordan has been sick so he was not feeling well. Most of us try heard to keep the holidays as normal as we can, since you and Cheryl are both now our angels, But we sure miss you all alot. I think about all of you all the time and how things use to be. Today everyone is doing their own thing. MY kids are having their Christmas at Kristens today with their dad. Merry Christmas mom!! Please tell Cheryl and the rest I said Merry Christmas as well and I am sending my love to all.

Mom.
     Many things have and continue to change in and around our lives .  Two years ago the world stopped turning , our hearts ached and our tears fell . Are pain began as yours ended .  I think about both you and Cheryl and miss you both dearly.  I loved you then, Love you now and Love you for ETERNITY .

Mom, Today is 2yrs since you was called home. The day I was born, the day your etrnel life began, The day your pain and suffering all came to an end,The day once again or hearts was broke, The day tears filed our eyes, The day We felt like our hearts stopped beating, The day our family came unglued. But a few things that will never change is how much we love and miss you, and how you are always in our thoughts, and memories. I have mixed emotions about how I should spend this day, So today I promised you I was not going to let today get the best of me (been hard to do though) and instead I was going to feel blessed that God gave me the most Amazing birthday Angel. I know you are looking over us and protecting us, just like you always did.Thank you for being a wonderful Mom and a great best frend. We love and miss you dearly. Please give Cheryl a big hug for me and Tell her I think and love and miss her dearly too, as well as he rest of them.You  all may be gone but NEVER forgotten! LOVE N MISS you my birthday Angel...Love your baby girl :)

Mom. Here I am once again, I did not wake up the greatest mood. i have so much on my mind and the wheels keep turning constantly, I just don't know anymore.Dad and I are going to Uncle Al's showing today. I am going in your honor since you can't be there in person. heaven gained another wonderful angel. Now he is reunited with his two younger sisters and parents, along with may others. I am not ready to go back and do this again, But I feel it is the only right thing to do, I mean after all he did come visit and sat at the hospital with me at times and the rehab place as well and visit while you was there. he was a good brother to all of you. he will be missed as well. I am sure you and the rest of them gave him a Big hug and now the celebration for his eternal life has begun. Please tell Cheryl, and all of them hello and I send my love. I will write you again  very soon. I need to finish getting ready and waiting on dad to come get me. Hugs and kisses

Hi Mom, I have been here to write to you yet my post never seem to get posted. It is frustrating and is really ticking me off. As long as I do not use bad language which I have never done here, we should be able to write  what we want or how we are feeling that day, after all it was paid for to do so. Anyways, I saw dad, sheila, connor yesterday we went to lunch and then Connor and I went thru the corn maze here in Greenfield. I go back to the doctor thursday, so I am hoping all clear this time. Halloween is upon us and right around the corner will be 2 yrs since you left us. I miss you as much today as I did then. You all are missed and loved very much. The children are getting so big and you have two great grandbabies  who never got the chance to meet you. But we will tell them all about you as soon as they are old enough to understand. Alicia, Jay and Landon's birthday is coming up soon as well. And Thanksgiving and then Christmas. We miss our family get togethers and cooking for everyone. Something I doubt will ever be again. Well I guess I will close for now and hope this one gets posted. Btw (by the way) come visit Sheila and I in our dreams we need your help Mom. Hugs and Kisses to all. Love forever and always

Here I am once again, Thia time I hope I make know errors in my spelling (LOL). I feel like an idiot when that happens, I guess I need to slow down when I type and look up at the screen from time to time. Let Sheila Know that I saw and read her post (wink wink) and I will be more then happy to help her, it is simple.  Today was a fairly good day if I can keep my mind from wondering all over the place, That is so hard for me though. We take it by a day to day basis.  Kylie has lost her second tooth, she told me I owed her ten dollars now..LOL. Gee what happen  to the quarters like we use to get?!. Lil does she know I am not giving her 10 dollars for teeth I did not even receive LOL. I will be back soon to write you again. Fly high and come see me in my dreams.

I sit here reading Sherrys post to you and wow I'm jealous, she makes these cool pictures and post them on here, All I can ever do is light a candle . One day I will post some pictures for you as well . I will get her to help me. ( hint, hint )  Well Mom , still and always will think of you and love you ALL for ETERNITY.

I have you and Cheryl on my mind alot again  today. I made a couple pictures of you both and posed them to My facebook page, So your grandkids can enjoy them as well. You both are truelu missed. it is coming up for 2 yrs that Cheryl as felt us and In a cpl months it will be yours, In someways it is hard to believe and in or ways it seems like it has been longer. I think of how I wish I could go and see you both, to talk, watch tv, laugh, and even gripe (lol). Sheila and I talk alot about many different things, dad on the other hand well, you know how that goes. It is good to have someone to talk to that truely understands and shares the same feeling as I. You both are now our Angels and beautifuls you are. I am proud to be your daughter and Cheryls sister. I know you are both up their having a good time, being pain free and the happiest you both have been in along time along with Pure love and exceptance.No negative things Up in the GREAT MANSION IN THE SKY! I had a dream of Cheryl and Roger now I am waiting on a dream of you and I together. Tell Cheryl and Roger I was so happy to dream of them both and it was a good time. Love and miss you more then you may ever know. Love for Eternity

Hi Mom, I wanted  you to know I was thinking of you like always, if I was to write everytime I was thinking of you I would never leave this page. We all miss you and speak your name Often.  Kylie lost her very first tooth! They are all growing up so fast. Chelsea is now in 4th grade and Kylie and Jordon started kindergarten, and Connor is now in 2nd. How I wish you and Cheryl was here to watch them grown. We keep the memories going. Your lil Katie (Kaydrian) watches sponge bob and says you are watching it with her. Always in your thoughts, memories, and heart. Miss you and Love for Eternity.

You have a new great grandbaby, Bryant Reed ( for you ) Hall was born August 16th at 9:23pm. He was 8lbs 3ozs and 20 inches long .  Shawn like us ALL misses you . So he wanted to give his son a piece of the name that he too shared with you .  Love you for Eternity

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!   I have had you on my mind ALOT . Wish every day that you were still here with us . Keep watching over us and guide us through once in awhile throw in a nudge or two. Come visit me in my dreams I am so ready and look forward to it so PLEASE do . Cheryl , Roger and Tome too .  Loving you ALL for ETERNITY

Happy Birthday MOM!! How I wish you was here so I could tell you face to face, to give you a birthday hug, and to bake you a cake, watch tv with you and talk and laugh. You are missed so very much. Enjoy your birthday celebration with Cheryl and the gang. Forever in our hearts, thoughts and memories live on. Blowing kisses and sending up my Love

Mom ,
      There is so much to talk or write about, I'm not sure where to begin or perhaps even what to say.  Does the challenges of life ever slow down ?  It is one of those things right now where you feel at a loss and not knowing what to do, or how or what will help .  I am praying and looking for the answers and hopefully they will come and guide me to do what is best .  Love , Miss and thinking about ALL of you .    Love you ALL for ETERNITY

Mom, I have wrote several times, But it never seems to get posted. We are sending and asking for prayers. One of our own is needing them desperatly. As one of his  angels Please keep Him safe and help us let him know he is not alone. We love and miss you all and think of you everyday. I will write more as soon as I see if this message finally goes thru. Love and Thinking of you,

Mom, I am sorry it has been awhile since I have wrote. I am having a rough day today, and I am about to take a nap. I wanted to stop by and let you know I am thinking of you. I sure miss you Mom and Cheryl as well. Does not get any easier for me, makes me grieve even more. Love you with all my heart. hugs and Kisses

Mom, 
     We have has such beautiful weather. How i wish you all was here to enjoy it with us, I know that where you are is beautiful as well and even more so. I love and Miss you All more and more everyday, and I know that will never change.We speak of all of you often. We are all trying to make the best of such a great sadness and loss. Spent the night with kristen and the girls, and saw Jay's little boy Landon as well. HE is so handsome MOM.I know you are looking down and so proud of him as We are. Hello to Cheryl, Roger, Tome, grandma (s), grandpa (s), Angela, Ray, Norma, Wilma, Ed, and all the rest. Love and miss you

Mom,
    Here I am once again, Not so sure what to say, cause It always seems to be the samethings. I have been doing a lil cleaning around here,trying to keep myself busy. We have been very Lucky this winter, it has been a mild one. But I am ready for the warmer sunny days. The winter blues sure get the best of us sometimes. I got a letter fom Jay amd he seems to be doing ok and trying hard to keep a positive attitude. Please continue to look over him, keep him safe and help him to think clearly and for it to be over with soon. As a devoted mother like yourself, it sure his hard to see your children hurt, struggle, etc. And not be able to do much to help. I am trying to reach deep down and find the strength I need to do better npt only for me but for my kids and grandkids, They are my world. I need and have to  some how get it together and start living again. I have thought about so many things, all that does is stress me out more. So I have decided to just lay low on some Situations and whatever happens just happens. Hoping that it gives me some piece of mind. I will close for now but will be back soon. Love n miss you all.. Hugs and Kisses

Mom ,
      I'm here and not sure what to say . Not a day goes by that I don't think of you or Cheryl etc . Lifes challenges continue and we continue to struggle through each one .  Sometimes you just want to HELP someone and you try and try but NOTHING seems to work . I know that sometimes there is nothing that someone else can do because it has to come from within the person and their WILL to do it .  Yet we still may continue to try but NOT know what the right thing is .. I find that with myself all the time , Never knowing the right thing to do in order to truly help another . Well Mom I MISS YOU EVERY DAY and WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY about seeing you ALL in my dreams together and REMEMBERING every detail . Hope to see you ALL when I close my EYES tonight . I will be waiting .. Love you for ETERNITY

Mom,                                          Today is one of those days for me again. How I wish so much I could sit in the rocking chair next to your bed and talk with you. I have so much I want to talk to you about and it frustrates me that I am not able too they way I use too. The memories I have I will always hold on to and cherish them. But The day you and Cheryl left. a BIG piece of me left too. I am not the same strong person that ppl have told me I am. I feel so weak and alone. I have some good days, but more bad ones then anything. Is life really this hard? or am I making it harder then it is meant to be? I need you and Cheryl,and the rest of them To shine your light on Jay, to keep him safe, and show him the right road to go down,I miss him!! I feel like i have lost another one, and I honestly cant take another one MOM. I feel so much like I am failing him as a mother and a role model. MOM PLEASE Help me!!! Have a talk with our great father above and tell him I am on my knees asking him to help me.. No I am begging him.. with tears rolling down my face. I try to keep myself busy at times but it doesn't help,It is always there. sadness,heartbreak,anger,confussion and the list goes on. Please tell Cheryl I miss her and love her and think of her all the time. I speak of both of you, and of coarse the rest of them too. you all hold a special place in my heart and so do the memories. I am ending all my love to you all. Love and memories live on.

Mom ,
      Tomorrow is Connors birthday, 8 years old . Time goes by so fast and before we know it years have gone by and passed . Been thinking alot about how through the years so many people that were in our lives in different ways  are now gone .  You and Cheryl are now seeing them ALL again. I have thought about Norma , Wilma , Ed, Grandpa George , Grandma , Grandpa Ward , Roger , Tome and of course you and Cheryl and so many more  who All had some impact on our lives and we have love in our hearts for each and every one . I do think alot and about many different things but the one thing that it All boils down to is ALL of the MEMORIES that I have of each person and how very dear those memories have become .  Love You ALL forever and ETERNITY .

MOM,
     Here I am once again, and still feeling so lonely, lost,confused, nervous,emotional. I want to runaway from it all. I know running will not help, besides not having nowhere or nobody to run too. Kylie and Chelsea both go to see AN ENT on the 9th of Feb, Then we will find out when Kylie's surgery is and see if Chelsea is going to need one as well. Kaydrian came down with a viral infection. Poor Kristen has her handsful. Jay's son Landon is so adorable!! he looks alot like Jay when he was a baby. I wish you nad Cheryl was still here to see and hold him. I sit here alone alot, thinking of you both and it never fails tears fill my eyes. EVERYTHING is so different now MOM, it is so sad and yet frustrating at the sametime. I know I am not the only one who has lost a mother, sister and or friend. But I do know the impact that it has had on me and how much pain and sadness I feel. I know I am not the only one though. But I am going to take as long as I need to to get thru this, No matter how long it takes. Mom I know somehow I will make it, just not sure how that is yet, my mind goes in 100 different directions everyday. Making me feel more confused. To much time on my hands? yes maybe. I just dont know where I fit in anymore, or where I fit in. Seems like my purpose has also left me. Yes I still have my children and grandkids, whom I love very much, But they cant fill every aspect in my life.. I have this emptiness inside and I know it will never be filled again.. well at least for awhile. Please help tell Our Father above to guide me in the direction which I am to go, Please tell him if he has to push me there that is ok too, but just push me gently cause I am not good with changes (as you know). Mom I love and miss you all so very much, and there is not a day that goes by that I dont think of all of you. My heart is broke. my eyes full of tears. But your memories live on and so does the love we all have for all of you. I will be back to write again soon. Until then  Love and miss you (and the gang).Memories and Love Forever Live

Mom,                                          Kylie goes to the Lung doctor today.. I am so worried!!. I pray that god well make everything ok, Because I sure cant take anymore. I don't understand what we have done to get all this stress, life itself is hard enough. I am trying so hard to keep Faith, but it gets really hard at times. I want to get on my knees and scream @ god sometimes, and beg him for better days for ALL of US. Mom please keep looking over us (cheryl, grandma and all the rest) We so need all of you. I miss you and Cheryl more and more everyday, It does not seem to get any easier. WE all miss and love you both. Please come into my dreams and let me know what I am doing wrong and maybe help me get some closure to all of this. I love you all and will be back soon to write more.. Love you with all my heart

Mom .
        Through all of the changes already I now will have to make some major decisions . I go over it and over it in my mind and trying to make the best decision for the future . Unfortunately what may seem to be the best decision right now later maybe turn out to be the wrong one . So I am going to continue to think about it just alittle longer and harder and see where it takes me .  I will get back to you on that later .  You know it just seems so crazy sometimes but I find myself thinking about past times and maybe a certain day or time , Or something that i see or hear may remind me of something that takes me back .. Memories are never erased from the mind and will stay with us forever.
Mom I want to help Sherry through all of this and I'm just not sure how . Or what I should say or do .. And I really thought that after the hard time that I had after Tomes death that I could help others get through something like this . Please understand that I'm not by any means saying that this has been easy for me because it hasn't and I don't think that my heart has turned cold . But with all the things that I have experienced after Tome's death I became a TRUE BELIEVER and I KNOW that you are ALL in a much BETTER place and so HAPPY and HEALTHY now . And that is what keeps me going . Because Mom I know that one day I will see you ALL again and WE will be together then for eternity and although I do mourn for All of you and miss you ALL dearly every day .. I AM A TRUE BELIEVER !! 
I HOPE that you and CHERYL will visit Sherry in her dreams PLEASE. because although I would truly love to see you both I believe that she needs you both the most right now .  So I am here so ask you PLEASE visit her and guide her and help her through .  Thank you . Love you for ETERNITY

Mom,                                          It is now January and only a few days away from Dad and Chery's birthday. Dad, sheila and I are suppost to together on his Birthday, I always look forward to seeing them. I try so hard to put a smile on my face and pretend I am fine.. I am sure it doesn't fool Sheila though. I am so lost and feel so alone, and out of place everywhere I go. Mom is it just me or am I wrong for the way I feel? I just want to runaway and hide and never come out. I know my kids and grandkids need me, but I honestly cant seem to find my strenght. I want so much for you to wrap your arms around me and tell me it is ok. Somedays I just cry and cry. I thought crying was suppost to be healing? and help cleanse your soul? Mom I need you and Cheryl to come into my dreams and talk to me. I helped watch 2 of kristen's girls Monday, while she took Kylie for her sleep test. I am praying it comes out fine. kaydrian talks about you and Cheryl all the time and She told Kim that you wanted her to give Kim a hug and to tell Sheila to give me a hug as well. You both are missed so much and our love for you both  will never fade and the memories as well. Please show me the right path to take and help me find the strength to get myself on track and to learn to love myself again. Love and miss you both more and more everyday.

Mom ,
        Merry Christmas ..  It hasn't been so merry for me but I'm so happy to believe that it has been for you and Cheryl.  Why do I feel so lost and alone ?   I mainly do that to myself not really knowing why , it just seems to be the way it is with me ..  Some people come in to lives and seem to take everything right over and squeeze others out in the process .  Well I'm some how getting  off the subject I intended to write about.  Mom , Cheryl  I MISS YOU BOTH and think about ALL the different times we  had and although there are many many great memories , I wish there could have been so many more .. I was talking to dad today on the phone and was saying how when we were kids , Cheryl would wake Sherry and I up at 3.00 am on Christmas morning and we would get up and open ALL of our presents . Boy did we look forward to that every year . Then as we became older and had children of our own , the tradition started were we ALL got together on Christmas Eve , We had santa bags for several years for the kids and different traditions introduced as times went by ... Memories are the GREATEST GIFTS of ALL: And  I THANK YOU BOTH for ALL of the ones that WE SHARED TOGETHER .... Love You for ETERNITY .

Mom ,
      Merry Christmas Eve ... Missing you ALL so much ...   Love you for ETERNITY

Mom. I wrote here a few days ago, yet again it wasn't posted. So hopefully this time it will be. Christmas eve is 2 days away. We are having a small get together at your house. I am going to make a Big pan of pasta surprise. It seems to go over really well, and very filling. I just ask whom ever could bring something to do so. We will all visit and hangout for 2 or 3 hours and  try to enjoy the time we have together. It is not anything like it use to be when you and Cheryl was here and I doubt it will ever be again. So sad and hard to swallow. I am still waiting to have dreams of you and Cheryl, I hope once I do it will help me understand things a little more. We all miss you both so much. I will be back on Christmas day to write more. LOVE,MISS and think of you both daily. Forever in my thoughts

Mom ,
       Seen Dad and Sherry yesterday for our monthly get together . I cooked dinner and we exchanged gifts for Christmas .  Last night for the first time in quite awhile I couldn't sleep . Have so much on my mind and it just will NOT shut down .  Alot of mixed emotions involved I guess.  Well Mom I will write again very soon .  Loving and Missing you and Cheryl every day .   Love you for ETERNITY

Mom , 
       Christmas is just a week away now . Wow how everything seems to have gotten way off track .  Somethings I do know why and the culprit behind a lot of it yet it sure doesn't make it any easier . Sometimes I wonder rather to say anything about how I feel or if it is best to keep it to myself and leave it alone . Well Mom you know me , hard to make little decisions sometimes let alone the BIG ones . I'm sure I will get it ALL worked out in my head and figure out what needs to be done .  At least I can say that I will TRY to .  I try not to speak for EVERYONE but I know in this case that I can . WE ALL MISS YOU and CHERYL so much and think about you both often . LOVE is and WILL ALWAYS be there in OUR hearts for you both . I will write again soon . PLEASE visit me in my dreams as often as you can and help be to remember the details .. I will be waiting .     Love you for ETERNITY...

Chistmas is appoarching in just a cpl weeks. I tell myself things will be better next year only to find it has gotten worse. I try so hard to be thankful for what I have, But my sadness takes over for what I have lost instead. I Like everyone else take it day by day But sometimes even that gets so over whelming tp me. I keep somethings to myself and deal with the pain the best I can on my own. My life has gone so far off track.. I can't seem to find my way back. I want to just scream sometimes. I know you and Cheryl are looking down on us and cheering us on wanting us to move forward. But mom how do I do that? A big part of me is now gone and I can never get it back. I know I am being selfish and that isn't fair. I am happy for the fact that you both are no longer suffering and feeling like you both was aburden.. Mom those years Kim and I help to take care of you both Is years we would not trade for nothing. There is so much I would like to say But find it hard under some circumstances. I have not heard anything about getting together for Christmas eve.. One more change we have to deal with. I know you and Cheryl would want us to carry on the tradition But it takes more then One or two to make it happen. Please know I think of you both daily and the memories live on. We all miss you both very much. I was talking to Kristen on the phone today and I heard your lil Katie talking about her grandma and aunt Cheryl. She had flowers on her shirt and told kristen they was you and Cheryl, She said the samething to us on Thanksgiving when she saw some butterflies. Both of you gone have effected us all in everyway possable.  Love and Missed dearly

Mom ,
      I had a dream about you and Cheryl , you were both in the dream but that is all that I can remember about it.
I don't understand why I can't seem to remember anything else about it .  Christmas is sneaking up on us once again .  You are now settled and completely comfortable , healthy and HAPPY in your new home which you share with Cheryl .  I know that you will both be watching after us as you CELEBRATE .  We ALL LOVE and MISS you both .  Forever in our hearts and the MEMORIES are so special to us .

Mom .
      Today is Thanksgiving , I made your turkey today . And cooked some of your favorites . Been so DEPRESSED and thinking about you and Cheryl and just how life has changed so much and will never be the same again . I have cried and cried the past week or so and just can't seem to shake it .  Mom I MISS YOU and CHERYL so much .  And I feel so lost and lonely most of the time . Mom I NEED to see you in my dreams and CHERYL as well . I NEED GUIDANCE and WISDOM . PLEASE COME and SEE ME . I will be waiting .  LOVE for ETERNITY
               Sheila

love youand miss both so much and  have  a  very  good    thanksgiving grandma  and  aunt Cheryl   love you  so much  love chelsea.
love to all

Mom,                                             I wrote on here a few days ago but for some reason it never got posted. That makes me mad when that happens. It's now one day before Thanksgiving. How we all wish you both was here with us. WE try to all make the best of it, because we know that is what you and Cheryl would want us to do. However or hearts are still breaking, and nothing seems the same anymore. I feel so lost and alone. I want to runaway sometimes but have No where to run to. I think of you both always and that will never change. I try to take it day by day, but sometimes that is even to much for me, so then its just becomes min by min. I wait for your guidance and  for you and cheryl to enter my dreams. The kids and grandkids are coming out tonight to stay for our dinner tomorrow, I really miss not seeing them as often, But I have to get myself together so I can learn to go forward, I cant be any good to them if I am not for myself. I have kept chelsea the last few nights and she has been so good. She is rowing up so fast. Love you for Eternity.. Happy Thanksgiving to all of you. Hugs and Kisses as well.

Mom ,
       I want to write yet I'm finding the words hard to come by . I want to wake up and this ALL be just a REALLY BAD DREAM .  Life as WE knew it is NO MORE .  Noone ever imagines the loss of LOVED ones until it happens .  Something that you can never prepare for .  I'm still not prepared yet I have no choice .  Seems that I AM always waiting now for what is coming next and that makes me feel panic inside .  But I try to keep that ALL inside as best as I can .  On the outside I continue on and dodge and jump what obstacles get in my way .  And I will continue on that path . Your guidance is what I seek and I know you won't let me down , You NEVER have . Mom PLEASE let Cheryl know  ( if she doesn't already ) how much WE MISS and LOVE her and WE think about you both being together and watching over US . I think of her and remember her sense of humor , her wittiness , how much she loves the kids and how important they were to her . ALL GREAT things . So many memories of you both that will ALWAYS remain with me and close to my heart .  Mom how do I get through these holidays again ? Thanksgiving is next week . I will be cooking a turkey this year ( your favorite way )    you know my delemmas  . I will be thinking of you both and the love I feel will ALWAYS remain . PLEASE know that I am ALWAYS looking for signs to know that you/ Cheryl/Tome/Roger are still near and watching ( hints ) Oh and it would be nice to know who the sign is from ( asking to much huh ? ) lol . Love you for ETERNITY

Mom,                                            It has been a long and trying year. The sadness and tears are still with us, it is a day to day process that is going to take more time, although I know we will always miss you and love you as we all did while you was here on earth. We speak of yours and cheryl's name often and cherish all the memories We have all shared. Things are so diferent now and that is hard to swallow, But I know somehow We must accpect them and go on. Jay is now a daddy once again, His son Landon James was born yesterday @ 5 oclock. Jay was so proud and happy to see him. Thanksgiving is one week away. it doesn't seem the same but we do try to make the best of it. We can't seem to get the whole family together, but maybe someday, who knows. Mike invited everyone here for dinner, becuase he knows how much I have had a hard time with it all. I know my children and grandkids will be here for sure, We will see about the rest. All that can be done is send the invite and leave it up to the ones that want to come. I think of you both all the time and that Will Never change. I am so pleased and grateful for dad giving us the gift of keeping this online. He is a good dad. he puts on a tough act sometimes. He can't fool us though! lol. Love you always and forever

Mom.
     One year ago today The Lord took you away. Although I am and have been through all of this I find it so hard to understand how a year or more can seem so long yet also feel like just yesterday . I find it hard to understand how although I live and breath it every day and know how true it ALL is yet sometimes it just hits so hard that it takes my breath away , I will feel that I can't breath and just want to scream . How can ALL of this be possible ?  It ALL seems so UNREAL but it is SO TRUE.  ACCEPTANCE is something that I guess just comes in stages  ?  There has just been too many changes at once and that makes it tougher to ACCEPT them ALL at the same time . I work on that but it will come when it comes  , rushing ANY will do no good ? These are just a few questions of many that I have and work through.  I AM SO VERY GRATEFUL to DAD for keeping this online for US and I HOPE that ONE DAY he will ALSO write here . I WILL be here as often as I can.  Keep an eye on me and an ear close .  LOVE You for ETERNITY

Mom ,
      I want you to know that although it has been a difficult and changing year for ALL of us , We are coping the best that we can . The family changes have been very hard for the majority of us . Yet with your  guidance I believe that we will see OUR way through and get it together once again .  Sherry and I WILL look after dad as YOU would want us to I PROMISE you that .  Last night I thought of another song we should have played for you , " Georgia on my mind " sorry I didn't think about it a year earlier.
We LOVE and Miss you and Cheryl and cherish the memories that you gave to us. They will FOREVER be close to OUR hearts . LOVE YOU FOR ETERNITY

Mom, It is Now offical, I am now following in your footsteps with My health as well. I am trying hard to make the changes that I need to, So I can be here for a little longer. It is a very hard process though. I am always tired, and most the time My blood pressure is high. I try to relax and Not worry as Much, But the old saying " you can't teach an old dog new tricks" is so very true. Nov is right around the corner and I am so not looking forward to it. We all still think of you and Cheryl and Miss you both more and more everyday. The changes here are so different and sad, We are lost mom and We dont know what to do about it, or if there is anything we can do. Sheila and I talk about things alot, and I know you and Cheryl are looking down and Know and see that We have each other's back. We might have always fought amoungs ourselves But Dont let anyone else mess with us. We are looking after dad as Much as we can as well. The little ones are getting so Big and growing up so fast. Please Help all of us be strong and Keep looking over us, We love and Miss you both so much. Please tell them all we send our love and thoughts. Ask God to Please help me dig deep and help me to find the will power, etc to get my health much better. Although I am not afraid to die, I am just not ready yet. I still have work down here too do. Love you and Miss you. Love, Sherry

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