Were in july a month that for.me will never be the same I lost my best friend and my aunt with in a day of each other ...miles this month is so sad to me because I know were getting closer to the last day you spent on this earth...its still so unreal to me .still feels like a dream . Like none of it is real.  I'll forever replay our last video chat in my head your smile,that laught, it's so haunting.. to know it's not something I'll be able to experience again..so many times this year I've cried and asked why everything happened the way it did I have so many questions and alot of sadness because you were such a kind hearted person so full of life and love and I just can't wrap my head around it...I miss you.. I always will..you took a piece of my heart with you ..you were my person my vent and I pray everyday that your at peace and your living your best life up there hold me a spot for when I come and keep listening to me speaking out loud I know you hear me I can hear you now ..youd say I'm fine ma and are you crazy women you know I love you..you were always able to make me smile

For Christmas my sister got me and angel and she had your name put in it..it brought me to tears to open a gift and see your name I'm missing you so much miles and just something so simple made it okay for just a second merry late Christmas babe

I can't seem to close my eyes without seeing your face and those beautiful eyes...nothing is the same without you here it doesn't seem true...I want to call you hear you say my name tell me your okay I wish this was a bad dream and you were okay I miss you miles more than I could ever express

Such a handsome man. I miss you so much. My heart is shattered. The way you went so fast. I don't think I'll ever recover. I LOVE YOU NATE DOG. TO THE MOON AND BACK. NEVER FORGET YOUR MOMMA'S BOY.

I miss you son. It's like my world just stop spinning. I'm look for why this happened.  You were way to talented. Way to young. It's not fair that I buried my first son in 79 and then my youngest son 2021. I can let you go it hurts to much. It's not fair. I love you so much. More then you could ever understand. I lost you I'm sorry I couldn't stop the other to who put this in motion. I'd give my life for you. I love you :blue_heart: 🤟

Losing you reminded me of so much
I dont think i will ever get over the last time I seen your face
You were my bestfriend my person and you didnt deserve this.  ..I remember telling you at your funeral how unfair this way you were doing so damn good ..you had so much more to do you started writing again I loved to hear you rap I swear you were always so in the zone when you did ..the last time we talked you were telling me about a new song you were working on you were so happy ..so happy ...I miss you miles I swear I do I write your fb all the time and I know you'll never read it but it's the only way I can still talk to you..I know your here with me tho I feel it all the time..when I had my stroke they said it was because of stress...and I know it was because I was hurting so much over you....losing you forever changed me I loved you so much and you always told me that when we were younger and we dated that you were stupid because you didnt wanna settle down..and you regretted walking away ..you loved me I know that and apart of me will always wish I could have saved me I wish you would have called me or that I hadn't missed your call that day I wish I could bring you back...so many people are missing you I will forever miss you and for ever love you..you took apart of me when you left that day I know your in a better place but you should be here

It doesnt get easy I went and seen your grave and I cried to you I've done that alot lately I loved you miles I go over alot of what I'd say to you if I had a chance..you were my person I miss you..I miss you laugh and that smile you could light up a room with that smile ...I'm sorry miles you deserved so much more than the cards you were delt I love you I hope you know that

I have so many memories. Buy they just make me cry. I can't get you back but I can get you justice.  Momma will try with all my might. To make sure that the truth comes to light. I've Nate dog :blue_heart:🤟:kiss:

It’s been just over 3 months. Sometimes I can just pretend that you are out there somewhere doing your thing and other times the fact that you are gone hits me so hard I can’t breathe. I hate this is the only place I can message you because the last words we said to each other were harsh. I can’t even go on your Facebook page right now because it hurts that I can’t message you there. In a lot of ways I feel like Im doing this all alone. I hope you realize that I only wanted a long happy life for you and that I knew you were walking a dangerous path. I hate that I didn’t get to say goodbye, I hate how hard it is to remember your smile, the color of your eyes and the sound of your voice when you were being a smart ass. I miss you and I love you so much.

This is how I will always see you. My Nate Dog. I miss you, my heart is so shattered. I Love you to the moon and back :blue_heart:🥺

Please help me understand why and how? Please?

It's Sunday son. So I'm here. I usually just read. Because it's so hard to write through the tears. I miss you so much. I can't even eat cream chicken over biscuits. That was your favorite.  The tears never dry, the pain never stop. There's no pain pill to numb the big whole in my heart. It's not fair. The little ones miss you so much. I'd give my own life if God would let you be here with them. I found a new song and I carry a blue heart.  You just can't imagine how many people this hurts. I love you son that will never change. Please watch over your brother and sisters there all not doing well. :blue_heart::kiss:

Your nephew will be home soon. One of the last time he will be home on leave before he is done with this lat enlistment. You never got to see him in uniform. How proud he looks standing there representing our country and fighting for our freedoms. You’ve missed so much. Now we know you will see us but we will miss you every day. Love you so much.

Coming up on 2 months of you gone. Time seems to be passing quickly and dragging at the same time. I miss you more then any one knows. Love you Bub.

I’ve had this happen so often in the last two months. Just wish so much time would not have passed in between talks when you where still here. I’ve missed you so much for so long. Love you.

I miss you so much words can't describe the pain  I feel. It's unbelievable all the time. I love you son  xoxo

Days passed into years before but at least I knew you were out there somewhere. I had hope that maybe someday. Now all I am left with is the overwhelming feeling of hopelessness…

The other day I had to ask Mom what color your eyes were. I had sat and thought about it for hours, I was almost sure but I couldn’t be positive. It absolutely gutted me that I couldn’t be positive and had to ask mom. You haven’t even been gone 3 months but I couldn’t remember the color of your eyes. It just served as a reminder that even though you’ve only been gone from this world a few months I have been grieving you a lot longer. I miss you so much baby brother. I’m sorry I couldn’t fight this battle for you like I did when you were younger. I love you.

Lit a candle in memory of Miles Nathan McClary

Another day passes and the hurt just get worse. I'm lost, I'm heart broken. I feel like I'm in a dark room looking for you. Sometimes I still think I hear your voice. An a little more of me dies. I miss and love you.

To my youngest son. I have so many questions. No answer. Someone better be
 Coming off with real shit. I'm in hell because of this prostitute who never loved love. I'm angry, I'm devastated. Your gone and I can't get you back. But she's still walking the streets. My heart tells me something
Bad happened. Your death is under investigation. I know she was black
Mailing you fo money to see Skylar. But nothing fits together. But I will find it all out. I love and miss you 4 every mommas boy.

This will forever be one of my favorite pics..you video chatted me this day and I was the first to get to see this picture I tried my hardest to get you to smile and you did ..you were my best friend I could talk to you about anything and I gave you hard love but you always knew I wanted the best for you..I found out I had cancer and you were one of the first I told I cried and you listened and told me I was one of the strongest people you knew you said you got this ma...and at times i needed to just hear that...you would tell me all the time you loved me and I know you did..I loved you anything I  needed from a ride to an ear to vent to a laugh you were my person..I'm truly gonna miss you ...I love you Miles Nathan Mcclary

As Miles oldest sister I helped to raise him. He was very much a part of me. Our family is asking you to respect our time of grief. If you are coming to pay your respects please be respectful and come sober. We will have you removed if you cannot show our brother and family the proper respect.

To our son, it's hard to think of what to say. God was ready but we were not. There's no words to explain how much this hurts. I as your mom thought this last time you had come home to stay. Our hearts hurt so much. No last kisses or becareful, with a hug. No I'll be right back momma. We love you Miles. Take care of your brother. Missing you heart and soul. Love mom & dad

Memories weren't all you left behind. So suddenly you walked away. Dad and I love you son. Rest, nothing but peace and no more pain. Will be there when we are done.

You were something..stubborn and  kind such a flirt and my best friend...you would have done anything for me and I loved you for.that..talking to you while you painted and you showing me your car and how you had things rigged up..lol you were something special..my bestfriend...the one that got away you'd say but you will always have apart of my heart..it was always I know ma..and you never gave your self enough credit..and I'd let you hear it ..when I found out about my cancer you were so supportive and gave me a push when.i needed it ..i can never express how grateful i am for you..you should he here giving me hell ...imma.miss you so much miles

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Miles Nathan McClary

13 avril 1990 – 25 juillet 2021

Schoedinger Midtown

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