Oh Skyler. How I miss you my boy. My Bud. You always said I would end up dying alone and old. When you were upset with me that was the way it was. It’s all the other times I remember. Picking out a cologne for your 8th grade graduation. We tried every single one in Kohl’s. We laughed a lot. You were so much fun. Beachcombing on Meyers beach in Gold Beach, our automatic, ever healing de-stress place. We exhaled once we came over to where the ocean was first in view. Remember making the drive with your beloved Poppa?  We played only the Eagles the whole way. You straightening my bed and tucking me in that one night I couldn’t sleep. So tender. I cried. I can’t wait to be together again and know we will but I know I must wait. Oh wait. The Halloween you were four. In Logan Utah going around in your dragon costume (had to be because I made up so many dragon stories where you saved everyone. I told you one every night). We went to the businesses and the first one we went in you slowly walked in looking at all the pretty clothes. You told the shopkeeper “wow, you sure do have pretty dresses in your store!”  You were mesmerized and finally had to be coaxed away by the store clerk to get candy. He was impressed. You always were observant. And impressive too. I found your rap songs pages you wrote. I am so sorry I didn’t realize how much you missed Poppa. How you couldn’t stand to be awake through another anniversary of his death. I so wish you would’ve talked to me. I was available. Ah, so now we mourn and miss you so. Thanks for the many many memories. They will last me the rest of my life until we are together again. I loved you unconditionally. I am glad I can say that. It wasn’t easy and I pushed you for a long time before I reached that conclusion. But it leaves me with few regrets. Rest easy my troubled grandson/son. Your burdens are past and you can now grow without them. I choose you. I hope you choose me. Love ya forever and ever. Xo 

Skyler,  whether you like it or not we didnt just look alike - we were pretty much dealt the same hands in life.  We BOTH were given all the chances we needed in order to succeed. We BOTH fought for the ones We loved even though they would turn their back on us. And we would die fighting for what We believe in, whether it was right or wrong. You have ALWAYS had the heart of a LION.  I'll always regret  that I never told you just how proud I REALLY was of you man. I'm sorry that when I was able to finally be DAD, you didn't want me around anymore. I wish we could of just STAYED best friends bro- but I just didn't want you to keep heading down the same path that I took Even with all these opportunities and doors open wide for us,We both chose to throw it all away because we were too busy being caught up in the moment rather then seeing what lies ahead. A stage I figured you'd grow out of, because you were ALOT smarter then I ever tried to be.
  I try to say things like "Well at least you dont have to endure this place anymore" & "you're lucky because who would want to stick around here anyways" but it's just a few hollow words to try and stop this sinking feeling inside of me.
   You were my best friend, my comrade , my son and my Hope for this place & now I don't know what to do dude!!!
  I will ALWAYS remember our times together the good and the bad & even though we didn't say it much towards the end-I want you to know now that I  love you man, I have always loved you. I miss how you could make me laugh even on the worst days, I miss your voice, I miss your pride & I miss your Heart Bro- this world got colder the day you left it, & I HOPE more then anything....  EVER- that I get to hang with you again.
Much love Kiddo forever-
Dad
   

Sky was a friend of my daughter and use to spend a lot of time at our house. He had a magnetic personality and was always so respectful. But one thing I always laugh about is the time,  my husband and I went to visit Sky, Rachel and their daughter,  and we thought we seen a spaceship.  It's silly,  but a great memory.  He will never be forgotten,  deepest Condolences from our family. 

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Skyler Allen Holbrook

19 août 2000 – 6 septembre 2020

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