I miss you. It’s been so long since I’ve heard your voice and seen your face it almost scares me that I’m going to forget the sound or the way you look. Sure, I have pictures to remind me, that doesn’t mean anything compared to seeing you in person. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to get over the fact that you’re gone, and I’ve accepted that. I just hope and pray every day that you’re proud of me.
I’ve had some really hard times without you that I’ve cried out loud that I just wished you were here. I have those times in private, but sometimes in public. I’m so blessed to have had the time I had with you, but I’ll always believe you were taken from me way too soon. My best friend, my rock, my right hand, my person, my everything, just gone. They say time heals all wounds but not this one. This is an open wound that when prodded, just bleeds out for a long time. I’ve had a great support system to help me cope with your absence but it doesn’t matter. You’re still gone and I’m still sad about it.
I hope you know I love you. I love you with everything I’ve got and that I miss you more with every passing day. 
I yell at everyone who is unappreciative of their mothers. The ones who say they hate them or that they’re annoying, I get visibly angry at them and tell them how lucky they are to have them and to appreciate them before it’s too late. I envy everyone who still has their mother as well. 
I’ll always be your little girl and I hope you’re looking down at me, beaming with pride. Everything I do, I do it for you or with you in mind. No matter how much time goes on, I will always do things this way. Just remember, I love you more than I will ever love any person or anything in this world.

Love always and forever,
                                   Your little girl
                                             Xoxoxoxoxoxo

Mom its been 5 agonizing months since I lost my best friend, my first true love and the best mother I could of ever ask for.
But I do sent seem that long my mind knows that your gone but my heart just won't except it. 
I wish you didn't have to go.
But I know are up there out of pain and reunited with your mom our uncle jean and your favorite sister Phyllis.
And ik your up there watching over me trying to show me signs that will ease this deep emotional despair that I have cascaded into since the day you went home.
I miss you so much MOM 
I love you deeply Mom
I will always carry you with me where ever i go till we meet again.
Xoxoxoxoxoxo

Trying to prepare myself for ur memorial service tomorrow mom.
 its not going to be easy as I am still having trouble excepting that you are no longer with us I wake every morning and the first thing that come to mind is you mom and how left this world too early.
It will be with a aching heart and tears in my eyes of memories
Of you that I will be placing a flower in your honor at the service 
I love and miss you so much mom xoxoxoxoxoxo

Mom you taught me everything,
how to treat ppl with respect,
how to love unconditionally,
How to always forgive,
You where always my hero the one I could always depend on.
I think about you how I was there to celebrate your birthday that Wonderful day I spent with you and how it turned into a nightmare so very fast
I hope you know how sorry I'm am for not staying longer for not being there in your ultimate time of need I will forever hold that guilt with me 
I just can't except why your no longer with us and I don't think I will ever get through this pain 
I just don't want to except your not with me 
If i had one wish it would be to have you back with me if only i could tell you how sorry I am for anything i did to cause u pain I love and miss you so much mom  
You back xoxoxoxo

If i could go back in time just to say what is on my mind. I would let my tears fall, not once but all the time. If I had one more chance to say I am sorry. I would say it to you everytime I may have hurt you. One more chance, if I could just let you hear my voice where nothing was misunderstood. I want you to hear my words, my pain and let it rain. I would like to take your hand Mom and say over and over again...MOM, I LOVE YOU

I wish heaven had a phone so i could call you and wish you a happy Valentine's Day
Love you forever and always

Mom you will always be my Valentine,
Though we are now apart.
Your memory lingers ever where,
Especially in my heart.

Its really hard, This missing you
And i can only pray.
That you are watching over
And hear these words I say.

The love you gave to me all my life,
The way you should you cared.
Are treasures I now value like,
Each moment that we shared

These are the things that matter.
As I glance at yesterday,
There all I have left of you.
Since you have gone away.

I am thankful for every little thing,
Before that last goodbye.
Words can't express my gratitude,
For the years I had with you.

I miss you now unbearably,
I miss our days gone past.
I wish that I had known somehow,
Your time would end so soon.

I tell you all these thing and more each day.
I think you know somehow,
I think you can hear my heart.
So please listen closely,
I'm sending you this "heaven mail" 
Straight up to heaven door.
On Valentine's and everyday my heart is always yours.

I love and miss you so much Mom xoxoxoxoxoxo

My Angel
My angel up in heaven 
I wanted you to know, 
I feel you watching over me everywhere I go.
I wish that you were here with me
but that can never be.
Memories of you in my heart
that only I can see.
My angel up in heaven 
I hope you understand
that i would give up everything, 
If I could hold your hand again.
I would hold you so tightly, never letting go
and all my love inside me, to you I would show
My angel up in heaven 
Oh how i miss you so
❤❤❤❤❤

I awake each morning to start a new day
But the pain of losing you never goes away.
I go about the things I have to do 
And as the hours pass I think again of you.
I want to call you and just hear your voice
Then I remember that I have no choice
For you are not there and now my heart cries
Just to see you again to tell you goodbye
To say Mom I love you and I always will
And hope that much of you, in me you've instilled.
The day that you left I just didn't know
That you were going where I couldn't go.
And now all my memories of you are so dear
But gosh, how I miss you and wish you were here.
Who now can hear me when I need to cry?
It so hard to tell you Mom goodbye.
Someday I know all will be well
And I'll see you again with stories to tell
Of how you were missed and how we have grown
And how good it is to finally be home.
Until then my memories of you I'll keep near
And I'll pass them on to those who are dear.
I love and I miss you dearly Mom xoxoxoxoxoxo

4 long months that feel like a life time
4 long months i wish never came to be
4 long months without you 
A life time still to come
I miss you so much mom 
❤❤❤❤❤

My heart is aching as I'm trying to get through the day
 4 months I've been stuck in this nightmare 
But feels like just yesterday you where here with me
Your life with us was robbed short and I blame myself ever day
The pain I feel without you here is indescribable
It a pain I carry with me until we meet again
I love and miss you so so much Mom
I would give anything to see you again
Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I wake every morning with my mind still running wild trying to comprehend the fact you are no longer here.
We were with you most of that day.
You where so full of life as we celebrated your life.
And some how I lost you that same day.
I still can't understand how or why
God thought he needed to take you home too soon.
Can't get the heartbreaking images of the following days out of my mind.
It plays like a nightmare both day and night.
I try and remember you as you where in life but those devastating memories come flooding back.
I have fallen apart since you had to go.
How is life spose to go on without you here.
I still want to call you in hopes your still here.
Come knock on ur door with fingers crossed that you will still answer.
But I know these things will never happen again.
Never being able to see you, to hold you or to tell you how much I love you again.
These things my mind just can't accept.
I love you and miss you so much mom.
Xoxoxoxoxo

MOM...You taught me to be strong 
But I am sorry, I am letting you down...I am never going to be strong enough to accept that you are gone ❤❤I miss you Mom ❤❤

Missing you so much mom my heart is aching so bad today
I wish u where still here I have so much i want to say to you especially how much you mean to me how much I love you
And i would hug and kiss you and never let you go
I love and miss you so much mo xoxoxoxo

Missing you as much as I love you
You will always be in my heart mom
Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

The days seem to go by so slow
The nights seem so short
I wish i could change it around
Because your still with me in my dreams
Still talking to you everyday 
Still being your silly self 
Still being able to give you a kiss
Still being able to say I LOVE YOU 
And then i wake and you are gone 
And the pain starts all over again

I love and miss you mom so much
I wish you could of stayed xoxoxoxo

I miss you as much as I love you
With every ounce of my being
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Missing you so bad today.
I love you forever mom xoxoxo

Your tenderness and loving ways still get me through my lonely days
The picture I carry in my mind with love that stands the test of time
You helped me find my walking shoes and taught me lessons that I still use
Each time i think of you I smile
I know I will see you after awhile
❤❤❤❤❤❤

Mom why did god have to take you home 
This is the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with i honestly feel like I'm going crazy without you.
3 months you've been gone and i still wake each morning feeling nothing but heartache .
I've always had you by my side.
I still sit everyday wishing you would call.
Wishing I could just have you back.
Wishing this was all the worst nightmare I've ever had.
But then morning comes and wishes come unanswered and my eyes over fill with tears 
At the thought of another day without you.
I love and miss you so much mom xoxoxoxo

Missing you like crazy mom
Love you forever and always xoxoxoxo

Mom the morning has lost its light, twilight has lost its darkness, dawn has lost its mist and evening has lost its sheen  every moment of the day has become worthless without you. I love and miss you dearly

I've been posting on here but idk y its not showing up 
 But I love and miss you dearly mom xoxoxo

I love and miss you so much mom I wish I could be with u i really really need you i am nothing but a broken and lost soul without you mom 
Xoxoxoxo

When i lost you, I lost myself too.
I feel so lost and alone and I don't know what to do.
It is a never ending cycle of pain that feels like nails driven through my heart.
Night and day the prevailing thought in my head is that you are gone.
I know i will never get over losing you.
It is small steps through the darkness guided by my grieving heart.
Time and distance have disappeared as i have fell apart.
The grieving road is so long as it stretches a life time.
So it is hard to stay strong and carry on
I know I will be lost until I find you
So i will look for you everywhere I know that you are there I just can't see
Sometimes i will stop and stare thinking I've seen you, I look at your photos directly in the eye
It is so hard to accept that i have lost you
I would walk through miles of wind and rain and then back again
If only i could have you back again
Miss You So Much Mom

Happy New Years In Heaven Mom
I Would Have Given Almost Anything 
To Have Been Able To Call You At Midnight Like I Always Did
I miss you Mom
Love you forever

I'm sorry that it took a tragity to bring this family together I am scared to start this year without you I missed ur call today and all day I was like its not new years yet its new years eve day I love those memories which seem so far away.
 I thank you for the help you have brought me and am thankful for lessons learned I love you mom and happy new year xoxoxo

I sit here and wonder what I would say to you 
if I could see you one more time and I have come to the conclusion that there are not any words in our language for that moment.
I would simply hold you and cry and I would whisper that I love you and miss you, I always will.
Our hearts do not really need any words at all...

Mom i had a really hard time yesterday there is still so many days i have such a hard time keeping myself together and some days it is impossible ok its been almost 3 months but I can't get my mind to except that you are not here with us I know you wouldn't want me to put myself through what i have been but I can't help it I feel i am to blame and as much as I try and everyone tries I just feel so guilty.
I miss and love you so much mom xoxoxoxoxoxo

It's the day after Christmas and I guess
Christmas wishes don't come true. 
All we wanted was to be with you.
We had a chair, 
We had a plate, 
We had your picture by our side.
All that was missing this snowy Christmas day
was you by our side.
We had our dinner with candle's lit.
To try and hold on to Christmas past.
We did our best to be strong.
But our hearts we're breaking all day long.
I know if your up there,
In heaven above,
You where sitting with us all day long.
I love you mom forever and always xoxoxo

Merry Christmas Mom / Grandma
We Love You so much 
Missing you this christmas 
and many more to come
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

It is difficult to understand why you are no longer here.
Yet sometimes when i close my eyes you feel so very near.
For you were someone special and much loved in every way.
That is why you are still remembered with affection everyday.
You left me with warm memories and they are mine to keep.
We will never be apart
The bond between us was too deep.
If I could have one christmas wish  
One dream come true 
Then i would wish with all my heart for one more day with you

Couldn't sleep last night the thought that Christmas is here and you won't be here is just to much to bear can't get these tears to stop don't know how I'll get through the day there will always be a chair and plate at the table just for you mom I wish you didn't have to go I miss you so much and I will always love you xoxoxoxoxo

Today is christmas eve and it hurts so bad knowing that you are not here 
I would give anything for you to be able to spend the day with us
Tomorrow there will be an empty chair in your honor .... I know you will be here
I miss you so much 
More than words could ever explain

Can't believe tomorrow is Christmas Eve and you will not be here mom I miss you so much and you are forever loved xoxoxoxoxo

Its sad that you are not here with us at this lovely time of year
But we have precious memories of when you were still here
You made Christmas special the way it is meant to be
Filled with love , kindness and generosity 
You were the dearest mother
We know that we were blessed and we pray that christmas angels brings you sweet eternal rest
I love you so much and christmas or any other day will never be the same

The nights are long and cold, the sun is hardly around.
Christmas time is approaching, and snow now covers the ground.
Trees and lights are twinkling, stockings are being hung.
The Christmas spirit is all around, as carols are being sung.
This year Christmas is not the same, just a yearly memory.
There is no Christmas spirit here, because you are not here with me.
There will be sadness; there will be tears when we wake up on Christmas day,
For this will be the first without you, oh how I wish heaven was just a mile away.
As I'd be there all the time.
All I want for Christmas is to see your smiling face,
I know it cannot happen because you are in a better place.
Please...MOM ring a bell for me on Christmas day,
So I will know you got your wings and that you are ok.
I am not looking forward to Christmas, but I know it's something I have to live through.
I hope there is Christmas in heaven, because it is not the same here without you.

I hate that you are gone so much 
I miss you so much
And I will forever love you mom

The days turn to night
And nights back to days
Over and over again..
The world around seems different in so many ways..
This feelings of sorrow I will never
Seem to shed..
Wanting things I can never have..
To say last words in a different way..
To maybe say something meaningful before the eternal silence..
What might I have said if only I knew..
If only I knew that the voice would be gone by that very night..
I might have spoken these words,
Mom I am sorry ..
I am sorry for the grief I have caused through our lives..
Mom I love ..
I do love you for you have been my everything a mother like no other..
And I miss..
I miss you now and I will miss you always.

I will forever love and miss you with all my heart xoxoxoxoxo

If I could bring you back Mom
If only for  just a single day
The day would fly by so fast
Cause I'd have so many things I'd like to do and say
I'd tell you, dearest Mom
That you truly were the best
So many hearts were filled with pain
The day you were laid to rest.
And now that Christmas time is here
it somehow seems to me
that one special gift is missing
from underneath the tree.
If I could bring you back again
I'd say what's always been true
there's never been a Mother 
quite as wonderful as you ❤
I love and miss you so much mom xoxo xoxo

I wish u were here with us to enjoy the first snowfall of the year you always hated a green Christmas and by the sounds of it we are going to have a white Christmas and ik you probably had a little to do with that.
I love you and miss you so much damn much mom I hate that I will have to spend this holiday season without you

Mom, can you here my cry for you, can you feel the need I hold, the desperate need to talk to you and hold you tight, give you a million kisses and tell you how much i loved you and how much you truly meant to me.

I know you had to go, for it must have been better for you there than here.
I just don't know how to live without you here.

My life is not the life it was when you were in it.

I can't get it to be the same. I need you and miss you so. 
I don't know what to do or which way to go.

I wish there was something I could do so I could just talk to you, 
To see that you're all right and know that your finally at peace.
Where only the best can go. 

I'm so afraid that I have not been as good to go and I may not be given the day I look forward to, to just be with you again.

Mom You will be forever loved and missed  xoxoxoxoxoxo

Good morning mom miss u love u just sitting here thinking of u knowing u r watching over us xoxoxoxo

We will be coming to see you and drop off a Christmas flower pot soon it's just heavy so have to wait till the subway opens up on the 17 I can't wait for that won't have to freeze our buts off can come there so much more often. I love and miss you so much mom xoxoxoxo

I tried to hold in the tiers watching your name being tattooed on my arm but it just meant so much that I could honor your memory your never ending love and always keep you with me every second of the day I find it harder and harder ik u are at peace but just the thought of this holiday season without you is just too much to bare I love you mom always will and I will miss you till my last breath xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Can't believe you've been gone for two months now it seems so unreal still.
How quickly you where taken from us.
Was So cruel and unfair.
miss you so deeply.
And I will love you and carry you in my heart until we meet again. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I am getting a tattoo today in your memory couldn't sleep just hope I picked one you will like even though u hated tattoos

To keep on going since you've been gone
is the hardest thing I've ever done.
I wear a mask from day to day 
and try to cope in my own way.
I'll miss you until we meet again 
and long for you each day until then.
There's now a hole in my heart 
that no one can fill
Two long months now you've been gone 
but my heart still feels although
it was only yesterday
I will always love you and i will never stop missing you ❤❤

We bought teddy and buddy collars today I wish u where here with us to see how funny they are there collars have bells on them and they just can't figure out where the noise is coming from they just keep running and rolling around trying to find the noise.
mom I miss u more and more everyday I hate this holiday season but I am trying because ik how much you loved chistmas.
I love and miss you mom xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Mom I miss you so much i wish I could turn back time there are so many things that I would do differently but mist of all I wish I could turn back time to that horrible evening I should of stayed longer maybe I'd still have you here with me this guilt is so much to handle and ik you wouldn't want me to feel the way I do but I can't help it it's all I think about day and night I just miss you so much     
I will forever love you mom xoxoxoxoxoxoxo 
And I'm so sorry

 sitting here at 6 am quietly crying  wishing u were still here with me mom it hurts so much that your gone I feel lost and sometimes totally alone.
I love and miss you so much mom I wish I could have u back  Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Thinking of u mom miss u so much love u xoxoxoxoxoxoxo teddy and buddy love u to

Dear Mom

The flow of your memories just does not cease
From your thoughts I dont know
How to find release
No matter where I go, or what I do
In someway I am always reminded of you
I wish there was a way for you to magically appear
I would give anything to have you beside me
Right Now ❤

Death changes everything...!
Time changes nothing,. ..
I will forever miss the sound of your voice.
The wisdom of your advice.
The stories of your life
And just being in your presence.
So, No time changes nothing,
I miss you as muck today
As I did the day u taken from me.
I just miss and love you momxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I'm sitting here, looking at your picture,
Wondering why you couldn't be a part of my future.
Uncontrollable tears stream down my face,
While my heartbeat starts to race.
Asking GOD why he took you from my life,
I still needed you here,
You were the one to make everything so better.
You are a part of me and I am a part of you;
When you died a part of me died too.
I never knew how hard it was to lose someone you love so much,
Until the day you went to heaven above.
Even though I can't see,
I know you're up there watching over me.
I miss you more and more every day,
In my heart you shall forever remain,
But right now there is only pain.
Lost in the world you left behind,
Until I'm with you, I'll always be lost in time

They Say There Is A Reason

They say there is a reason
They say that time will heal 
But neither time nor reason 
Will change the way i feel
For no one knows the heartache
That lies behind my smile
I want to tell you something
So there won't be any doubt
You are so wonderful to think about
But so hard to live without
❤❤❤❤

No words I write can ever say
How much i miss you everyday
As time goes by the loneliness only grows
How much i miss you no one knows
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name
But all I have are memories 
and a photo in a frame
No one knows my sorrows
No one sees me weep
But the love i have for you 
is in my heart to keep
I've never stopped loving you
I know I never will
Heartaches in this world are many
But mine is worse than any
My heart still aches as I whisper low
I love you and miss you so
The things we feel so deeply 
Are often hardest to say
But I just can't stay quiet
So i will tell you anyways
There is an place in my heart
That no one can fill
I Love You So Mother
And Forever I will
❤❤❤

All i do is wake up thinking of you
I just want you back
I miss you so much Mom 
Love You Always and Forever
❤❤❤❤

I thought things got easier with time
But I miss you more and more everyday
And you have only been gone a month
I just can not believe this is real
I miss and love you so much MOM
and I am thinking about you always
❤❤❤

Couldn't sleep last night ur memeory kept me up knowing that we can no longer make new ones just causes me so much pain i can't believe you've been gone for a month feels so much longer then that I love and miss u so much mom xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Mom 
I hopw you like the flowers that we brought you today 
I miss you and love you so much om 
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

I wish you were here with me mom I wish I could see you again talk on the phone in the mornings like we used to do it seems like an eternity that I havent been able to do any of that.
I love and miss you soo much

Miss u mom and love u so much xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I know this might sound selfish but god I would really love my mom back
I love and miss you so much mom xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Our Mother

Our mother was a mother like no other
She gave us life, nurtured us, taught us, dressed us, fought for us, held us, shouted at us, kissed us, but most of all she loved us unconditionally 
There are not enough words I can use to describe, just how important our mother was to us 
And what a powerful influence she continues to be
Mother, I Love You ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

If we could visit heaven 
Even for a day
Maybe for a moment
The pain might go away
We'd put our arms around you 
And whisper words so true
That living life without you 
Is the hardest thing to do
No matter how we spend our days
No matter what we do
No morning dawn or evening falls
That we don't think of you
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Love You Forever Mom

We miss you so much Nanny
You were the best grandmother anyone could have ❤

Dear Mother

Waking every morning you are the first person to come to mind
When I sit and think of you it hurts everytime
At times I pinch myself wishing this was all just a nightmare because this pain is something I just can't bear
It is so hard to believe you are gone
You were one of few that I held dear
I never thought that you would leave
But that was just a thought so now I grieve 

Mom I love you so much and i miss you, i would give anything to have you back 
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Mom, your death has caged me in pain, agony and misery. But I don't mind suffering, at least it has set you free. I love and miss you more then I can say xoxoxo

All I want is u back I need u back ik it sounds selfish but I need ur guidance more than ever I don't know what to do with out you 
I miss you mom xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Mom
Could you come back
And stay for a while
I want to hear your voiceb
And see you snile
I want to hold you tight
And never let go
And tell you how much i love you so

I love you mom the never ending love you gave to us will forever be in our hearts.
 we will always treasure your memory 
And not a day goes by that you won't be truly missed xoxoxoxoxo

I'm going to miss you so much Nanny, I love you.

Nanny I love you so much. I don't know what I will do without you here being the best grandma. I love you so much.

Diane life was just to short for u  but in that short time u gave a beautiful life to the others that will carry on ur legacy 
You are now with all the other beautiful angels in heaven
Please watch over Rose ,Sam and all the grand babies 
May u rest in paradise! 
Hugs to heaven...
Please watch out for my dad up there 
He was always a ladies man..lol
Hugs to heaven !

I light this candle for u mom miss u love u and I know u r looking over us xoxoxo

Mom 
I miss you so much 
I wish you were still here 
I wake up every morning wishing this was all a dream...i still cant grasp the fact that you are gone
We will never be able to to speak again
Your grandbabies miss you so much 
I will love you forever and always

Hi mom I miss and love u xoxo wish u where still here but I know u will always be with us

I woke up thinking of you today like I do everyday.
 I miss our morning conversations on the phone.
I went to see you the other day I thought you might like to have those figurines with you because you were the best mother and grandmother to have ever walked thus earth.
I love you mom and I miss u so much I just want you back 
Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I miss u so much mom nit a minute goes by that I'm not thinking about you you were taken from our life far to early with so much more love to be given you will forever be in my heart 
U love you so much mom xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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Diane Hiles

3 octobre 1953 – 3 octobre 2017

Rosar-Morrison Funeral Home & Chapel

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