Julian Stephan Poirier

As I look down from a new place, I can finally say I feel free. It is no secret that my life has had many struggles and I have faced many demons. I have not always been the best son, father, life partner or friend; but I want you all to know that although I may not have said it to you directly, I am sorry. I want to apologise for all the hurt I caused and for what I have put everyone through. That being said, and although my actions may have shown otherwise, I carried you all in my heart everyday and asked my daughter about you often.

My life did have many bright moments. The birth of my daughter Kiera was one of the greatest joys of my life. I cherished our special dates to Duckworths Fish & Chips and St. Clair Ice cream, the days when we would go to Stevenson Park and watch the clouds; but most of all, I loved our hour long conversations where we would talk about everything and nothing, all at the same time. The second most joyful moment was the birth of my granddaughter Olivia. I was lucky enough to have met her before I laid to rest; and once I laid eyes on her, it brought me to tears. I have never been so proud or seen anything so beautiful.

My brother Adrian was very important to me. He was always there for me and I was able to lean on him for anything I needed. I will miss reminiscing about our childhood and all the amazing memories we shared with our parents. We were both blessed to have been chosen as their sons, and I am extremely proud to have called them my mother and father. I can rest more easily knowing the relationship you have with Kiera and knowing you will always be there for her and Olivia. Thank you for everything you have done for me and for our family.

Remember me by the good times we shared, the daring decisions we made and by all the laughs and love we had with one another. I will miss you and will be keeping an eye on all of you, but we will be seeing each other again. To my daughter, I will visit you in your dreams.

Jules