Hey babe I wanted to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you. Our babies are getting so big you would be so in love with them they do something new and different every day. Our daughter is crawling and she's already getting the hang of walker you should see how fast she goes in it. And our son he runs so good and he plays ball all the time he likes to throw it so you know he's gonna be a football player just like his daddy and also soccer oh he loves to kick the ball around he's getting better and better every day. It hurts that your not here watching them do all of it but I know your up in heaven watching them and cheering them on you are their biggest fan. You are the best daddy anyone could ever ask for and your also an amazing husband thank you for blessing me with them. They may drive me insane but I love them they may stubborn like you haha they may have your mean and crazy facial expressions like you but it's cute lol. We love you so much and we can't wait to be together again I love you babe forever and always you are my #1 you are my one and only you will always be my love my husband my best friend and my soulmate we'll see each other again and until then watch over your lil family and keep our Lil Angel Eric Leonardo safe love you both❤.

Tomorrow's will be the last day that I will be able to write anything on here because they will be closing it. I wanted to tell you how proud I am of you babe and how lucky I am to be your wife and how incredibly lucky I am to have two amazing babies by you. You are our guardian angel now please watch over our babies I love you my love thank you for walking into my room that Halloween Day in 2014 all it took was one look and we were inseparable you changed my life Eric Xavier Rodriguez and for that I am very lucky. You were my gift from god and I was blessed to have you in my heart no one has loved anyone like I love you❤. You will forever have my heart and our babies no matter how long it takes me to get to you just know I'll always be yours. Our love is an unbreakable bond that can not be broken. You are my forever and always I promise you that. I love you babe and don't worry about our babies they are taking care of we have a huge family who loves them and who will always be by their side thanks to you. We love you with all our hearts we will see each other soon and when we do we will all be a together as a family again. Watch over us babe keep us safe and be our babies protector. Tell my Lil Angel Eric Leonardo how much mommy loves him and how much we can't wait to be together. Love you both my amazing guardian angels❤❤.

I stayed at your grandmas for a few days and it brings back so much memories. It reminds me of so many memories like when we brought our son home for the first time as a family when you asked me to marry you our anniversaries Halloween with our son and so many more. I just can't believe how fast time went by I miss you so much I wish we had more time I wish you were here with our lil babies Xavier calls for you everyday our Ariel-Skye looks more and more like you every day. Not a day goes by that we don't think of you babe. I promise you that our babies will never forget you and neither will I. You changed my life the moment you walked in it and for that I am blessed. You have blessed me with two amazingly crazy beautiful babies and our handsome Lil angel our beautiful daughter Ariel-Skye Erica Rodriguez our handsome son Xavier Brian Rodriguez and our handsome Lil angel Eric Leonardo Rodriguez. They have made my life complete thanks to you my love. I can't wait to be back in your arms again forever and always till the end and after no matter what I promise. I love you my husband❤.

Happy New Years Babe I wish you were here with us. Another new year without feels so unreal I just wish this was a dream not a day goes by that your lil family doesn't think about you. We love you babe so much our Lil Mermaid is growing up so fast it's not fair that your not here to watch her grow up. Our Lil Silent is already 2 and he is always looking for his daddy we love you baby❤ we love you and Happy New Years again babe.

Merry Christmas babe well Christmas is not the same without this was your favorite holiday. I wish you were here to celebrate it with our babies especially ArielSkye because this is her first Christmas and her daddy isn't here. Our son misses his daddy so much he always calls for you points at your pictures and says dada you never leave his mind he's always thinking about you babe. I miss and love you so much I wish you were here with us not only for our babies but because we need you you were everything to our babies. I hope you are celebrating Christmas up in heaven with our lil angel tell him Merry Christmas for me I love you both I can't wait to be back in your forever your my one and only my happily ever after story see you soon babe❤.

I can't believe it's been 1 year already time went by so fast. It feels like just yesterday when I got the news that you were gone I miss you. Not a day goes by that our kids and I don't think about you. We love you so much babe our Beautiful Lil Mermaid is growing so fast she's crawling now and she's fast you would've loved to have seen her crawl. Soon she'll be walking it's crazy how fast she can crawl she crawls faster then our son ever did haha. And our handsome Lil Silent he's doing good getting big that's got sure I can't believe he's already 2 I know you were here on his birthday I felt you. I'm happy that our babies have their daddy as their guardian angel and their brother also but I just wish you both were here with us we miss you both so much. I know our Lil Eric leonardo is doing good up their cause he has you to protect him but just tell him how much mommy misses him and how sorry I am that I couldn't bring him home with me. I love you both very much I can't wait to be in both your arms again love you both my amazing guardian angels❤.

Happy Thanksgiving babe I wish you were here with us. Our Lil babies Miss and love you so much. I can't wait to be in your arms again today was an ok day but it would have been a better day if you were here with us. If only their was a way that we could see on the holidays that would be amazing our kids would love that. Just to see and hear you would be amazing I love you babe till the end and after.

I remember the first thanksgiving we spent together was in 2014 u came over to my house in woodlake n my mom cooked for us n Danny n Jordan were their to we had fun that was the best thanksgiving I've ever had back when everything waz perfect when no one was locked up when we were all happy together as a family I miss u baby these holiday without u are the worst idk how I'm gnna survive the 3rd of Dec without u I love you baby you're my forever and always till the end and after no matter what❤Happy Thanksgiving My Love

Today our Lil Angel that is up in heaven would've been 1 years old I knw everything happens for a reason bt know that mommy loves u so very much n I knw daddy is celebrating ur birthday up in heaven wit u I can't wait to c u❤ Happy Birthday Eric Leonardo Rodriguez mommy ur big brother n ur baby sister miss n love u so much❤ #MommysLilAngel #BirthdayBoy #DaddysLilAngel

Today marks exactly 11 months that u wr taken from our family I will always ask y u. because I can't understand y someone could take u away from ur family our son still calls out for his dada n our daughter never got to meet her daddy I will never understand how cruel this world n people can be saying goodbye to u was hardest thing I ever did kissing u goodbye was worst thing ever cause i thought we'd be together till the end of time I know I can't change the past on what happened to u bt I can make damn sure that ur name will live on forever we miss u baby ur son, ur daughter, n ur wife love u very much❤.

Happy Anniversary Baby I Love You So Much I Wish You Were Here With Us To Celebrate Halloween With Our Babies. Our Lil Silent Was Spiderman And Our Beautiful Ariel-Skye Was Lil Mermaid We Went To Visit You For Awhile Our Babies Missed You So Much. I Missed You So Much I Can't Wait For The Day That We Are All Together As A Family Again. You Are My Forever And After Story Baby Your Are And Forever Will Be My Love. thank You For Coming Into My Life Baby. and Thank you For Blessing Me With Two Beautiful Amazing Babies. Our Lil Silent And Our Lil Mermaid❤ Happy Halloween And Happy 3 Year Anniversary Baby.

I wish this was all just one big bad dream that I could wake up from. I'd do anything just to hear your voice❤. I'd give everything just for one kiss. You were suppose to be my happily ever after. We were suppose to watch our babies grow up together. I can't wait for us to all be together again❤. I Love You Eric❤.

Hey baby so much has happened since you went to heaven our Lil Silent has gotten an much bigger he's such a crazy kid he's so active it's not even funny he runs everywhere he gets into everything and he tries to beat up his baby sister you should see him with her he is so protective of her already and he helps me so much with her when she cries he gives her the bottle or her pacifier. He loves her so much he even gives her kisses on the cheek. And as for Lil Mermaid she's getting big real fast you would be so in love with her she reminds me so much of you she has everything of you she has your eyes your nose your ears she even has that angry face of yours haha. She has your attitude oh boy that's going to be a problem when she gets bigger haha. We miss you so much baby can't wait to be in your arms again love you see you soon my love❤.

Happy Birthday To The Love Of My Life I Love You So Much I Hope Your Having An Amazing Birthday❤

I'm trying to find peace im trying to understand why you why did god choose you he had 8 billion people in the world and he choose you. You had so much here your handsome son and your beautiful daughter sometimes I pray that god was wrong for taking you I just can't understand how a god who creates the most beautiful things in the world can take someone so amazing from this world. I miss you so much your little family misses you everyday we love you babe your forever and always❤

I wish you were here baby our little babies are growing up so fast xavier is already 1 year and 7 months Ariel-Skye is 1 month and 3 weeks I just wish you could see them I miss  you so much my love not a day goes by that I don't think if you I kiss hearing your voice I miss the way you use to say "I love you my wife" I wish I could hear you say it one more time. Your son misses you so much I put your voicemail on for him to listen to and he gets all happy he has the biggest smile you could ever imagine. And as for your baby girl she is so much like you her smile her hair her eyes and her big beautiful ears haha she reminds me of you all the time I just want to say how much we love and miss you baby I can't wait to be in your arms again.

Our babygirl is about 2 weeks old now and she looks alot like you everyone says so. She has your eyes your lips your hair she has everything of you. It makes me so happy to be the mother of our two beautiful amazing babies our son is getting so big he turns 2 this year and it makes me sad because you won't be their to celebrate his birthday with us I wish your were here baby we miss you so much and we love you forever and always till the end of time no matter what I promise your my one and only❤.

I Miss You So Much God Took You Too Soon I Wish You Were Here With Me I Would Do Anything To Hear Your Voice And To Feel Your Arms Around Me One Last Time I Wish God Had Taken Me Instead I Love N Miss You So Much Babe But I'll See You Soon I Promise My Love❤.

It's not fair we met October 31, 2014 had our Lil Silent on November 14, 2015 got married on February 21, 2016 and then I got the worst news of my life I was told that the one man I will ever love has gone to heaven and then on May 3, 2017 I had our Lil Mermaid. I wish you were here we miss you so much babe and we love u forever and always.

Well our beautiful little mermaid was Born May 3, 2017 at 12:25 a.m she weighed 6 pounds 13 ounces her height was 18 inches long and her full name is Ariel-Skye Erica Ramirez Rodriguez she's so beautiful she has your eyes your eyelashes your hair your smile your lips even your mean face expressions haha but she's healthy I wish you were here to watch her be born and to watch our babies grow up but I know your watching from up their we love and miss you so much baby you are our one and only forever and always till the end and after no matter what #OurGuardianAngel #WeLoveUDaddy #SilentFamily #RodriguezFamily

Our Lil Mermaid is giving me a hard time babe she's making me have contractions and yet her mermaid stubborn butt don't want to come. I think she's having too much fun up their with you and our other Lil Angel but I know you'll bring her when she's ready I wish you could be here with me for when she comes. I love you my guardian angel❤

Happy Easter baby I wish you were here to celebrate it with us it's not the same. This is our lil silents second easter and it feels different without you I don't know how I can make it through these holidays and stuff without you I've spent almost 3 years of holidays with you and now every holiday that comes along is not the same it's like their is huge part of us missing we love and miss you so much baby your missed each and everyday my love❤

On December 3rd I got the worst news of my life they had told me I had lost the love of my life god took you from your Lil family too soon now you won't be able to see your Lil Silent grow up go to his first day of school first sports practice or game first dance first girlfriend first graduation first love first baby it's not fair and now you won't be here to welcome our baby girl into this world like you once did wit Lil Silent I don't know if I could do this alone you were suppose to be here for them it wasn't suppose to be like this it was suppose to be the both of us it's just not fair.

I can't wait to be back in your arms again to see your smile that brightened my day to touch those big amazing ears that listened when I needed soneone to look into those Chinese black eyes that I can't live without and to hear that amazing soft voice that once told me "I love you forever and always my wife". I love you baby your forever and always till the end and after no matter what❤

You've been visiting so much lately and I'm so happy to see you everytime. We always talk about xavier and out lil ariel and how she and he are doing and I tell you they are doing good they just miss you so much I wish you were here I really need your protection and love baby. I've been so alone lately I think it's just because time is passing so fast I mean I wish I could go back in time and reverse everything that happened I wish I could have brought you home and everything would be ok. I don't know why god had to take you from us he knew we needed you he knew how much we were struggling without you and then he decided he needed you. I'm happy that your in heaven helping god and taking care of us from up their but I just wish we had more time with you I wish our babies had alot more time with you xavier really misses his daddy you are his everything he looked up to you he cries for you and he looks for you when he's sad. Sometimes I don't know how to comfort him all I tld of talk to him about I tell him how much you love him and how much you miss him. We all miss you baby so much but don't worry we will all be together soon I promise I love you my love forever and always till the end and after no matter what I promise.❤

Today makes 3 months that my love has been gone from us it's never easy to say goodbye but I just want to say how much i love you and how you will forever and always be my one and only till the end and after no matter what I promise.

God only knows why he took u from us bt I know ur in a better place watching over ur loved ones n ur locoz jst know we will never forget u my love or that amazing smile and laugh u always had. Tomorrow marks 3 months  everyday is a challenge everyday I go through heartache and to know that I won't see ur smile or hear ur voice again breaks my heart I love you baby ur family loves u and so do ur locoz they have all been very supportive and helping ur lil family in everyway they can I am thankful to them I love u with all my heart forever and always till the end and after no matter what❤. #OurGuardianAngel #SilentVWL #RodriguezFamily

I listen to our song that you dedicated to us the day we met everyday "Let me love you" by Mario if I don't listen to it I can't focus on anything. I miss you so much babe I look at your pictures and listen to your music everyday because it makes my day I don't know how I could go on because you're not here with me anymore it hurts to know our babies won't see their daddy anymore or enjoy things with you. All I got to say is I love you so much my love you are a big part of my life now and forever baby. Our babies are well looked after don't worry about them ok my love your lil silent is growing up so fast he's already almost walking better and he's talking more and more he's going to be good at sports like soccer,football, and baseball like you cause everytime I give him a ball he throws or kicks it far. And as for your lil mermaid she's growing bigger and bigger everyday she kicks like crazy everytime I talk about you I play your music and put it on my belly so she can hear it and she kicks even crazier. I talked to her about you all the time. I don't want you to worry about our babies not knowing who you are because I promise you they will know who their daddy is ok baby I'll tell them all the stories about you and let them listen to your music show them lots of pictures of you and I'll take them to visit you everyday I promise babe. You are my forever and always till the end and after no matter what.❤

I miss the little things like when you would pull my straps so it would slap my skin lol even though it hurt when you did it and the way you would say I love you my wife the way you played with our son aka lil silent, the way ur arms felt when they were wrapped around me I miss when you would tell me I'm going to tell the world I love them and then you whispered into my ear and said I love you then I said why did you whisper it to me and you said because you are my world. I miss so much about you I can't wait to be in your arms again I'm counting down the days till I'm reunited with the love of my life❤.

Happy 1 year married anniversary my love I'm so happy you chose me to be your wife you made me the happiest girl in the world when you proposed I couldn't ask for anyone better to be married too. You gave me 1 amazing handsome son and a soon to be born beautiful baby girl you made my life complete the moment you walked into it. No one will ever replace you I promise I can't wait till the day comes for when you come to take me away to be with you. I love you so much my love you are my forever and always till the end and after no matter what❤.

Tomorrow will be exactly 1 year that we would've been married we've been together for almost 4 years and we're only engaged for 1 month and then got married because you said you didn't want to wait any longer you wanted me to be your wife you wanted me to be Mrs. Rodriguez you told me the night we got married "Now your stuck with me and my crazy lifestyle till the end and after" and I told you "it doesn't matter what you do or where you go I'll always be right beside you because your my one and only". I miss you so much I wish you were so we could be celebrating our 1 year married anniversary❤. But I know your celebrating up in heaven for the both of us we're Bonnie and Clyde remember no matter how far you go or how long I have to wait to see you again I'll wait as long as it takes. I love you my amazing husband forever and always till the end and after no matter what❤.

I miss u so much I wish u wr here with us nothing feels the same without u I'll never b the same I remember da first time we met on Halloween it was da best day of my life❤ u have n always will b my one n only love forever and always till the end and after no matter what❤ #MyOneNOnly #MyGuardianAngel #MyHusband #TheLoveOfMyLife

Today is 2 months that's we have laid you to rest it's hurts every single day because you're not here with us god chose you for a special reason we know that but why did he have to take you from us so suddenly and so soon it was not fair to us because your life was just beginning you were only 19 you still had your whole life ahead of you and everyday we think of the what could've we done to prevent this or the guilt but I know now it's no ones fault god needed an angel and he needed someone who could help him in heaven❤ just know your not forgotten my love your family and friends and lil family still and will always think of you no matter what❤ we miss you baby you are always in our hearts I'll see you soon baby❤ your babies love you so much.

I miss you everyday I tell myself everything is going to be ok but I know nothing is ok I miss you so much it's killing me. Tomorrow is my birthday and all I want and wish for is you that's all I really want. Its not fair that I can't spend it with you and our lil family I visit you almost everyday rain or shine like I promised❤ you and our lil silents are my world and that will never change I promise my love. You are and forever will be my one and only till the end and after no matter what I promise❤

I miss you so much it's getting closer to my due date and all I can think about is how your not going to be their for our baby girls arrivalit makes me sadbecause I remember how you felt when our lil silent was born you were so happy❤and then when you found out I was going to have a girlyou were really happy❤because you were about to have your little girl you've been hoping for. I just wish you could be here for when she arrivedI know you will be in spirit but it's just not the sameI know your watching over us and protecting us and making sure your lil silent is being a pain in the butt. But we wished you were here with our lil family❤. We love you so much and we always will my love you are my one and only till the end and after no matter what❤.

My love it is exactly 2 months that you have been gone. It's been hard because everytime I go visit you it breaks my heart all over again to know that I won't have you in my arms again or to know I won't see that amazing beautiful smile of yours that I love so much. I miss every single thing about you my love. Your smile and how it use to make the room more brighter when you walked in, your voice and the way you would say "I love you my wife" or "I love you son", your beautiful eyes and the way I would love to stare into them, your sweet lips the way you use to kiss your son goodnight and the way you use to kiss me, your heartbeat I miss it when I use to put my ear up against your chest to listen to it, your ears your amazing big ears that everyone made fun of I loved those big ears of yours, your hands I miss your hands when I would hold them and the way our son held it for the first time when he was born. I miss you like no one else has missed anyone if we didn't have our son or daughter to think about, I would have left this world and gone to be with you. I love you so much you will forever be my one and only till the end and after no matter what.

2 months ago today we lost and amazing angel a friend a husband a daddy a son a brother a nephew and a grandson no one in the world knows what we are going through its been hard since you left. Your son misses you everyday he calls out your name he loves his daddy and always will not a day goes by that we don't think of you we wish their was a time machine to take us back to that day maybe we could've done something different. I know one day we'll be together again and for that I cannot wait I love you my amazing guardian angel you will forever be my one and only till the end and after no matter what.

I had a dream about you and that you came to visit me again we talked for a while about our lil silent and our baby silent then you told me "I know I left you so soon and for that I'm so sorry my wifebut don't ask why because I know you ask yourself that and I just can't explain but just knw I'm safe n I'll always be watching over you and our lil family I promise and dat is a promise I'll never break I love you my wife you have made me the happiest man you loved me even when times were tough and for that I know your love for me was real". And then you kissed me goodbye. #MyGuardianAngel #OneLove #MissingMyLove #MissingMyKing

My love in 5 days it will be exactly 2 months that you have been gone. It's been hard because everytime I go visit you it breaks my heart all over again to know that I won't have you in my arms again or to know I won't see that amazing beautiful smile of yours that I love so much. I miss every single thing about you my love. Your smile and how it use to make the room more brighter when you walked in, your voice and the way you would say "I love you my wife" or "I love you son", your beautiful eyes and the way I would love to stare into them, your sweet lips the way you use to kiss your son goodnight and the way you use to kiss me, your heartbeat I miss it when I use to put my ear up against your chest to listen to it, your ears your amazing big ears that everyone made fun of I loved those big ears of yours, your hands I miss your hands when I would hold them and the way our son held it for the first time when he was born. I miss you like no one else has missed anyone if we didn't have our son or daughter to think about, I would have left this world and gone to be with you. I love you so much you will forever be my one and only till the end and after no matter what.

What hurts to know is that days are going to go by and then weeks and then months soon it'll be years.but I don't want it to a month has past by next week it'll b 2 it's not getting easier it's getting harder. Everyone said to me the day you passed that I will get through this, time will heal, or I'm going to be ok. But what they don't know is I really won't get through this time won't heal my broken heart or I won't be ok because I lost my best friend that day I lost the one man in my life who knew me who I married and was going to spend the rest of my life with. The one our babies were going to look up to. The one I called my one and only my husband I will never be ok. Time won't heal my broken heart because your not here. You're not here with our lil family we won't be able to do the things we promised we were going to do anymore because a piece of us is missing. I miss you every single day I miss every second I was with you every minute we were together I miss everything about you. I love you so much you will forever be my one and only till the end and after no matter what.

I miss you babe especially now when our lil silent is in the hospital he's been sick and I remember when we use to come to the hospital because our son was really sick now that we're here again without you is horrible all he wants is you. He's been saying dada since we got here and I remembered when we would come you would comfort him when the doctors would make him cry because they were checking him and the only way to comfort him and get him to stop crying was for you to sing to him or read and I think that's what he needed since we got here. He needs your voice he needs his dada we wish you were here baby. We love you forever and always till the end and after no matter what my love.❤

I miss you so much not a second goes by that I don't think about you. You are always on my mind our lil silent is always thinking about you, he's always saying dada and looking around for you sometimes I cry because I know how much he misses and needs you and how much he wants to see you. I wish their was a day where we could see each other one last time and say our last goodbyes because we never got the chance to say our goodbyes I know I have to let you go so that you can rest in peace and I know your safe in heaven with our other lil angel that we lost its just hard to let you go when I'm not ready too. But I know your watching us from above just please protect our babies and guide them with your presence. I know xavier sees you everyday cause he's always looking around saying dada waving his hands all crazy and then laughs I know your always here with him and I'm happy he gets to see you. We'll be together again soon I promise you. I love you baby you're my forever and always till the end and after no matter what.❤

I think the hardest part about losing you wasn't saying goodbye but learning to be without you. I know if you were here right now you would tell me not to worry about you but to focus on our babies. You would always say to me if anything happens to me just know you will always have a piece of me with you. I miss you baby your my forever and always till the end and after no matter what.

Tomorrow will be one month that we laid you to rest. I think about that day every minute because that is the day I said my last goodbyes to my best friend, my love, my one and only, my husband, the father to my babies that was the hardest day of my life it's not fair but god does things for a good reason. All I know is god is very lucky because he has you as an angel now our babies will have their daddy as their guardian angel I know you'll watch over them and me we love you baby so much I'm trying my hardest not to fall apart for our babies I just wish you were here. We'll be together again soon I promise you. You will forever be my one and only till the end and after no matter what.

It hurts each and everyday knowing you won't walk through those doors or knowing I won't get any of your phones calls or text messages. It's not fair that god took you but I know he needed an angel up their to help watch over us. Just know you will never be forgotten baby your name will live on forever I promise. Our lil family will be ok we won't ever be good or great because a piece of our lil family is missing but we will be ok. I know I don't have to worry or be scared for us because I know now we have an amazing guardian angel watching over us. We love you baby forever and always till the end and after no matter what my love.❤

It's been 1 month and 3 days since we got the worst news of our lives it's getting harder and harder to go on with life because you're not here with us. Everyday something new happens and I can't tell you about it I know you're here in spirit listening and watching over us but it's not the same.I wish you were here baby our lil silents miss you especially our lil silent he misses his dada he's starting to act out I think because he knows dada is not going to be coming home anymore. He misses and loves you so much baby I wish you could've been here when he started to take his first few steps you would've been so proud and happy to have seen him do that.don't worry my love I know you'll be watching over us we love you forever and always baby.

Hey baby I've been thinking about your everyday especially today because our lil silent took his first few steps and it just reminded me of how you would've loved to have seen him walk. We miss you so much it's getting harder because our lil Ariel is going to be born real soon and it hurts because you won't be their to hold my hand like you once did with our son. All I wish for everyday is to have you back in our lives but I know god won't let his precious angel come back. I love you baby you will always be my forever and always no matter what my love❤.

I miss you babe so very much I ask god why did he take you from us and all I can think is he needed another great angel. Our lil silent misses you he's been acting out crying for you every day he won't stop dada but I tell him dada is sleeping with your other sibling. He loves you baby just remember that ok we all love and miss you very much but you will always be in out hearts forever and always my love.

One month ago you were taken from us that was the hardest day of my life when I got the news I couldn't breathe I though it was all a joke I don't know why I just wish it wasn't real I wish it was all just one big bad dream I pray to god and to you every night hoping that we are reunited again and soon because all of this has been breaking my heart I can't take losing you. You are my world my everything and you will always be my one and only forever and always baby I love you baby. You will always be in my heart my love.❤ our lil silents love you.

I miss you everyday I miss the little things we use to do, like go for little walks around town, watch movies together, playing with our son, talk about our future together but now we can't do any of that because god took you. I wish you were still here with us I told you we were having a baby girl but that we weren't sure but now it's official we're having a baby girl we're having our lil Ariel. Please look in on us from time to time because we need you we need to know that you're always going to be here for us. We love you baby you're our forever and always till the end and after

 I remember when you got on your knee and asked me to be your wife I was so happy I couldn't stop smiling. I miss you so much I miss your smile, your laugh, your smell, your touch I miss everything about you your sister has been here helping me with our lil silents she's been a really big help I thank you for bringing her and her friends and family into our lives. I miss you so much it hurts everyday waking up without you it literally kills me because I wake next to our lil silent and he's always saying dada. It's nt fair that your going to miss everything in his life but I know you'll be here in spirit for our lil silent and our beautiful daughter we miss and love you baby. Your our forever and always my love till the end and after no matter what.

Happy New Years baby I wish you could be here with us celebrating the new year it's not the same anymore everything is going to be different now. I hope one day soon we'll see each other and be one happy family like we were please give our little angel a kiss from me. and please keep a close eye on our little silents down here for me. I love you so much baby and I miss you like crazy. Can't wait for the day when we're reunited for good you're our guardian angel now and we're very lucky for that.

Today is new year's eve and I don't even want to celebrate the new coming year because you won't be in it. I wish it wasn't true I still wish n believe that it was all just a dream I miss you so much it hurts me because our baby boy misses you so bad. It's not fair 2017 is not going to be a good year because it won't have you in it. Our lil Ariel would've loved to have met her daddy. just know we love you too the fullest baby you're our forever and always baby till the end and after my love.❤

Tomorrow is new year's eve I wish we could've been spending it together but god had a different plan for us. Just know you are always on my mind baby our son is always talking to you saying dada as if he was having a conversation with you, maybe he is but just know how much he loves and misses you. As for our lil Ariel she's doing great moving around alot she's always kicking like crazy everytime I mention you're name or talk about you. Our big boy xavier is doing great he's healthy getting chunkier and taller every day he's starting to stand on his own now. And soon he'll be walking wish you could be here to see him walk. I knew you always wanted to see him walk but at least you'll be with him every step of the way. We love you my love you're our forever and always till the end and after.❤

3 more days till new year's and all I want for my my new year's resolution is to spend it with you if only heaven had visiting hours I would visit you every day from dusk till dawn. 2017 is going to be very hard for me because in April I will be having our baby girl and I won't have you in the delivery room with me but I promise you that our Ariel n out Xavier will know who they're daddy is. You will never be forgotten my love as long as I live your name will always live on we love you baby your our forever and always baby.❤

Well baby we're having a lil girl you were so happy when I told you what the doctors thought it was going to be. You were all like finally I get my Ariel you have made me the happiest person in the world because you have blessed me with two beautiful babies that came from you and for that I am thankful to you my love. I hope our lil angel up in heaven is having fun playing with they're daddy. I love you and I miss you so much. please visit me again in my dreams I love it that you have been visiting me it means everything to me your lil silent misses his dada. He's always crying for you but when I show him pictures of you he smiles all big and laughs and says dada and sometimes he hugs the pictures. We love you baby and we will never forget you I promise you my love. Your my forever and always❤

Hey babe just wanted to tell you that I love you so much and you mean the world to me. Your lil silent misses you so much he's always saying dada and he's always looking at the pictures I gave him of you. Our other baby silent is doing great growing strong and healthy❤. I promise you I'm doing everything I can to make sure they're lives are well taken care of my love. Just know we love and miss you so much please look in on us from time to time my love and I pray that you're up in heaven playing with our lil angel that we lost. I hope you both are keeping an eye on our lil family down here. We love you baby forever and for always your lil family.

Well today's Christmas and it sucks already yesterday was the worst Christmas Eve in my life because I cried all day because I didn't have you to spend it with. Your son had a good time opening presents he was happy but I think in the end he missed you because all he kept doing was looking around to see if he saw you. He misses his daddy so much it hurts because I can't do or say anything to anyone to make them feel better because I can't bring the one thing they want back. All we wanted for Christmas was you my love that's all we wanted this year and that can't happened. Your name will live on baby I promise no matter what. Our lil silents are doing good. As for me I'm trying my hardest not to fall apart but it's hard. I love you baby just know that ok and I miss you so much.

Today's Christmas Eve and it sucks because your not here to celebrate it with us. I miss you too lil silent misses you he cries every night for you he says dada all the time. You are always on his mind and that's never going to change he loves his papa I just wish you were here with us babe. It's not fair that we lost you life is not fair. Life sucks because it took the one best thing that has ever happened to me because without you we wouldn't have our lil babies. And I'm so sorry for not being there when you needed me the most. It hurts me because I wish it was me instead of you. I miss you so much that I cry myself to sleep sometimes but I have to stay strong because I have to look after our lil silents and when they grow up I'm going to tell them who their daddy was and what he believed in. I promise don't worry they will know who you are and I'll take them to visit you everyday I promise baby. I love you with all my heart. And J miss you so much.

Theirs two more days till Christmas and it's not fair because your son and I won't be spending it with you. You don't know how much we miss you it hurts me everyday to look around and not see you or it hurts me to look at our son and know he doesn't have you to go to. He misses you so much he cries everyday for dada. He knows your not coming that's why he's always crying and it's not fair because he's only had you in his life for 1 year who is he suppose to talk to about things I can't talk to him about. We need you baby we miss you so much it's not fair that we lost you so young and so fast please watch over our babies. I love you my love with all my heart.

I miss you babe as days pass I miss you even as the days turn to nights I cry myself to sleep. The days are not getting easier they're getting worse I look around and all I see is places where we went and where we've been I can't do this anymore I miss you more and more no one know what I'm going through I wish you were here with me babe I wish this was all just a bad dream.

Good morning baby we miss you so much as everyday passes it's not getting easier it's getting harder and harder because it's getting closer to Christmas and I'm going to be missing spending that time with you. I wish their was a way to talk to you because you baby boy misses you so much and so do I. We all do it's just that we lost you so young and that it's not fair your son and I need you.

I miss you baby I miss you so much I wish you were here with me and our babies. Thank you for visiting me again this was the best visit yet. You told me you loved me and that you were going to be here when I have our other baby I hope you are baby because I don't know how I'm going to do this without I love you.

I remember when you use to call my phone when I was in class and I would answer because I would always want to hear your voice. And then I would say hello and you would start to sing our song which was "Let me love you" by Mario you would sing it and I would just listen till you were done and it would make me so happy to hear your voice. And when I couldn't answer my phone you would leave me voicemails that when I listened to them they made me smile like I was the only one on earth. I miss hearing your voice baby I miss you so much. But soon we'll be together I promise baby and our lil silents are doing amazing they just miss their daddy but I know that you're their angel now so you will be watching them from heaven. I love you baby.

Christmas is in 5 days how are we suppose to go on with holidays and birthday do we just pretend that not having you with us is ok?... cause for me it's going to be thee hardest parts of my life for every holiday that comes and as xavier gets older he's gonna ask where's daddy is daddy going to be here this time. How do I tell our baby boy. And for birthdays to come how am I suppose to celebrate my birthday or our babies birthday or your birthday without crying all we are going to want is you to be their. But I know that I'm going to have to be tough and strong for our babies and myself but knowing that we have an amazing caring handsome angel watching over us is one of the best feelings in the world's no matter how bad it's going to hurt not having you around I know deep down in side your right next to us. Please watch over our beautiful babies and give our lil angels kisses for me please I love and miss you so much baby you and our babies mean everything to me.

Hey baby I believe you came to visit your son today he woke up earlier then normal and was talking he was saying dadada and then he looked up and started to smile and laugh. I love everytime you come to visit him he's always so happy and he can't stop saying dadada he misses you so much he laughs in his sleep maybe cause your always in his dreams but sometimes he cries and that's when I think he misses you the most. We visit you everyday not because we have to but because we love you and want to see you. It's not the same but we will always be their for you baby whenever you need us we will be there. We love you my love and miss you so much thank you for always being their for xavier when he needed you. And I know our other lil silent we have on the way will love that their daddy is their angel I'll will forever keep your name alive babe.

Your son and I miss you babe so very much.I wake up every morning and I have to remind myself that I can't text or call you anymore but I wish their was a way so I could hear your voice I miss it so much. I miss your kisses I miss your hugs babe we'll be together real soon baby.

On the day you were born and the doctor's put you on my chest was one of the happiest moments of my life . When you smiled for the first time I will never forget it. As you got older you were such a happy child and so very helpful and you weren't afarid to get your hands dirty. when you became a father you were so happy and so proud.You were such a wonderful and loving,Father,husband,Son,Brother,Grandson,Nephew. I would give anything just to hold you one last time and tell you I love you SON. I will always love you and you will always be in my heart. Your little brother will always love you and you will always be in his heart we will never forget you or your smile. Rest in peace son

Yesterday we laid you to rest and then I wake up the next morning hoping I was wrong hoping and wishing that this was all just a big bad dream but it's not. It's real it's hard to get myself out of bed and go on with life and do the things we use to do because it's hurts me to much to know I no longer have you in my arms or I will no longer hear you say I love you baby. And then you would tell me I need to tell the world I love them and then you would whisper in my ear "I love you" and I was like why did you whisper it, you said because YOU ARE MY WORLD. And then I would say and so are you my love. I miss you baby and I love you so very much I'll see you soon ok baby.

Today we laid you to rest and said our goodbyes, but it still don't feel real it still don't feel like it actually happened I know why god took you, it was because god needed another angel to watch over us. I know your up their watching over your son and your probably playing with our other lil angel but just check in on us every chance you get and visit me in my dreams please I miss you babe I love you so much. I hope to see you soon my love don't worry I promise I'll take care of our lil silents you don't have to worry about that ok. I'll see you soon baby just wait for us ok.

You will always be that good-looking kid who loved to go swimming, watch fireworks, rollerskating at roller towne, pizza at the park and movies. I was always looking for the next adventure to take you kids on just because i loved to watch you all have fun together❤ I stare at your pictures and look at that million dollar smile you always had every time i seen you. You were the big tuff cousin/brother Ricky and Vincent looked up to and they love you so much and think the world of you. We love you and we all are missing you, nothing will ever be the same knowing you're not here on earth but i know you are rejoicing in heaven and one day lil cousin we will meet again!! Hugs and kisses flying your way much tears much love❤❤❤❤Amen

Today is your viewing I don't know how everyone is going to take it. we lost an amazing friend, son,brother,father,husband,nephew and grandson you were always putting smiles on everyone's faces your smile alone lit up the room when you would walk in and it's never gonna get any easier because your not here with us. I miss you, your son misses you I just hope your watching over us. I love you baby that's never going to change.

I remember when I was going into labor with our son how I couldn't eat anything and I was starving but they wouldn't let me eat but yet you came into the room with a hamburger and French fries and you say right in front me and ate it you laughed so hard because you knew I couldn't eat anything. And then a couple of hours later our son finally came the doctors handed him to you first because I couldn't hold him and you were so happy that you got to do skin to skin with him you reminded me everyday that you held him first and that he heard your heartbeat I'm glad you got to do that baby. Your son and baby and I miss u alot but we'll be together again.

Of all the many blessings 
However great or small
To have for a nephew 
Was the greatest gift of all. 

The family chain is broken now
And nothing seems the same
But as god takes us one by one 
The chain will link again. 

I will always love you.

I'm Lost For Words. I Wish This Was A Crazy Dream I Still Don't Wanna Believe Your Gone I Want To Wake Up Nd Be Able To Call You Nd Hear Your Voice Like I Use To. Its So Hard For Me To Believe It. You Were Such An Amazing Person. You Were A Loving Father, Brother, Son, Nephew, Cousin, And Friend To Everyone That Knew You. Every Second Of The Hour I'm Thinking Of You And Our Childhood Memories We Been Through A lot Together Through The Ups N Downs. Going Through Pictures With Mom N Grandma Breaks My Heart. We Were So Close Even Thoee We Fought And Disagree On Stuff But What Brother And Sister Don't Do That. I Love You With All My Heart ❤. Nothing Will Every Be The Same Without You. You Didn't Deserve This! You Weren't Even Able To Start Your Life You Were Still Young. I Need You Right Here With Me. I'm Gonna Miss Your Handsome Smile And Your Chinese Eyes. Why Did They Take You From Us. Its Gonna Be Hard To Tell You Goodbye For The Very Last Time When Its Time To Put You To Rest  Why Did It Have To Be You. My World Is Nothing Without You Nd I Don't Know What To Do. It Seemed Like Yesterday We Were Outside Kicking Back Drinking A 40 Talking Bout The Times We Did Crazy Stuff Together And How We Would Get Into Trouble Together. I'm Always Gonna Ride For You Like The Old Times. You Were My Partner In Crime. You Were A Male Figure I Looked Up To You. You Even Said "I'm Like Your Dad Monica I Practically Raised You". You Were By My Side When I Came Home From The Hospital When I Had My Son. You Fall In Love With Him. You Guys Had A Bond That No One Can Take Away. You Always Use To Tell Fabian I'm Your Dad And Tio I Play Two Parts In Your Life. I Knew Right Away You Were Gonna Be A Great Dad By The Way You Were With My Son. His Gonna Miss You As Much As I Am. We Both Love You! Just Know That Every Step I Take, Every Move I Make, Every Single Day, And Every Time I Pray I'll Be Missing You. The Good Is Missing Since You Left And Here On Earth Everything Is Different . Fly High Brother. Ima Keep Your Name Alive Nd Lit! Your Never Gonna Be Gone Your Always Gonna Be In My Heart. Love Always Your Little Sister  Rest In Paradise Brother  
 Eric "Silent" Ramirez Rodriguez 
09/5/97~12/3/16

Hey my love I miss you so much everyday I see something that reminds me of you. Your son misses you and loves you he's always saying dadada. Not a day goes by that I haven't stop thinking about you, you and our kids mean everything to me baby.

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Eric Xavier Ramirez Rodriguez

September 5, 1997 – December 3, 2016

Miller Memorial Chapel

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