Hey daddy its me i know i havent wrote in a while but its hard for me i try not to think about it i tell myself ur just gine for a bit and youll be back i think thats what keeps me going. Its ur second heavenly birthday without you here and i am broken once again. I swear times like this feels like the day we lost you all over again i hate it i wish you coulda stayed. Mom misses u shes not the same and it kills me. I know she talks to you an i know she hates being alone i wish there was something i could do to bring you back. I hated so much because i begged god not to take you i prayed harder then ive ever prayed in my life theres just no way heaven needed u more then us no way. Alot has changed you sent me a beautiful baby boy we named him after you and omg does he look like you so bad. I just wish he got to meet you in person he woulda loved you so much. The kids miss you if i could take them to visit u for just 5 mins that would be ok i never imagined life without you or mom and to think that its going om 2 years is crazy ahhhhhh i miss you so much i just wanna hug you and scream. Ii love you daddy always an forever!!!! I promise ill.bring myself to write more. 
Fly high my beautiful angel and keep watching over us. We ❤ you!!!!!

hey it jaylnn dad i just wanted to let you know i miss you so much and i been thinking about you and am doing bad no going lie i just dont know wht to do maybe am just a bad person and am putting mom thought a lot like i feel am okay then most of the time i dont like am just lose my self slow and that not a good thing ever one just think about there self and dont think about how anyth ppl feel about it and i just dont know wht to do no more but i just wanted let you know i love you and miss you so much more then you think am lose myself and i feel i need  you more then anything right now and its like i dont know wht am doing but i do like idk it wired i miss your funny faces your hand thing that you did to all of us when we was younger i miss coming home from school and see you but i just wanted to let you know i love you so much and miss you so much everday fly high my big angal >3

Hey daddy its been 8 months now. And its your birthday today. Happy first heavenly birthday handsome. Oh god how i wish you were here to give you a big oh hug and you ask me what i bought you and what you felt like eating lol. Ahhhhh i remember last year when i stopped by the day before and u said mija tomorrows my bday i said i know dad i havent forgot. I been going back and forth in my head about how today was gona go and truth is im broken. I want you here i want to hear ur voice i want to make sure i never forget what you sounds like and that handsome smile. I miss you more than life itself. Its crazy to think ur actually gone and not coming back. I guess i try an convince myself that one day you will and then i get mad knowing ur not. I know ur in a better place now and i hope its everything you could of ever dreamed of i hope your having the time of ur life. We love and miss you soooo much daddy soo much. I wanted to tell you we are having a baby boy but im sure you know that and hand picked him special for us. We are naming him after you😭 its your birthday once again and for the first time ur not here i plan to spend the day with mom and do all the things you loved. I will be taking you ur stupid breakfast jack with cheese that you loved so much and just keeping mom company ahhh life sucks man what id give to see your face just one more time. We all needed you to come home. You were the piece that kept us all together and without you it sucks. I wanna run and scream at the top of my lungs i want to talk to god and ask him why you when they're plenty of bad people in the world why did he choose you. A loving father and popo. But those are questions ill never get the answers too. Well daddy if you can see this im screaming happy heavenly birthday you old grump and we love you beyond many moons ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Hey there daddy its me again.  Its been 5 months now and only god knows how hard that has been for us. I find myself still waiting on your phone call or wanting to go pick you up. I cant seem to wrap my head around the fact ill never see you again. I guess holding on to you coming home is what keeps me going. The kids miss you so much they wrote letters to santa for Christmas and all they asked for was if santa could please bring their popo back so you can imagine their faces on Christmas when you weren't here. Im still angry at god and i know i shouldnt be i know with time thatll go away. But i cant help it i need to hear your voice i need you to yell at me for no reason and need to tell you that your being grumpy. I finally found a building for my business daddy and even though it was one of the happiest moments of my life it was also the saddest your the first person i wanted to go see to tell i could hear you now saying thats good mija take me to go see it. I told mom i wanted to call you and tell you and she reassured me you are always with me. But its not the same as actually hearing your voice. I know you would be so proud. You were always telling me you knew i could do it and i did i finally did only your not here to see it and it sucks so much. I wanna scream at you just come back just one more time. I just need one more day to tell you everything thats going on. You were suppose to come home like you always did you were the strongest person i knew we were all so sure you woulda pulled through it like the warrior and fighter you were.  Your beds still up and all your things still exactly like you left them just waiting for you. mom keeps asking me to go take it down because she says we need to let you rest but i just cant get myself to actually go do it im not ready to let you go. Thank you for being all that you were! The best daddy in this entire world! Keep visiting me in my dreams just stay a little longer next time. I love you handsome❤

Hey there daddy me again. Its been almost 2 months and time can only get worse. I miss you more than words could even began to explain. Lifes just not the same. Im angry at the world im angry at god and i know i shouldnt be. But i cant help it. I need you i needed you to come home i needed you to be ok. Like you always did you were always so strong you said stop crying mija im not going anywhere. And every time you would come home everytime. Why not this time one more time is all i asked for. I know your whole again and happy i just miss you oh so much. I need to hear your voice. Mom misses you she talks to you every night i know you hear her. Daddy if you can see this i love you with my whole heart until we meet again fly very high my handsome angel. Forever your baby doll!!❤😭

Hey daddy, ive been going back and forth trying to get myself to come and leave one of many beautiful memory's i have of you but truth is my heart is broken i miss you soo much it hurts. Why you had to go is a question i will never get an answer too but when u did a part of me left with you. I miss you sooooo much you were and will forever be my hero you are and amazing father and we wouldnt be where we are today if it wasnt for all the hard work you did for us! Even with all of us and our craziness you stood beside us and made sure we were taking care of! We never needed anyone but you and mom! I love you more than anything in this entire world and i will forever miss you! Rest in paradise my handsome angel until we meet again you fly high and watch over us all we love you forever!!!!!! Love always your babydoll😔❤

Beautiful memories... He will be greatly missed by all..
His family was his world.  God is with you.  Love u all

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Jose Lopez Jimenez

June 7, 1953 – September 26, 2021

Restwood Funeral Home & Memorial Park

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