Hi boota 
It’s crazy how fast time goes by and when the day hits it hits hard cuz it repeats all over again and again and it’s so sad to remember this day and think 7 years ago god took you from us but I know your no longer suffering I could only imagine how you and dad are up in heaven probably laying down together with his virgen Mary blankets chillin watching tv that’s the image I have im my head rite now and im glad you guys have each other I love you and miss you like crazy brother I’ll always keep your memories Alive no matter what 🥹love fatty Val and the kids

Hey boota 
I'm sitting here lost for words to know its been 7 years since you where called home  💔  I replay that day so much in my head and always think was there more that we could have done? I still feel like we don't have all the answers to your passing but i think it could be that I just can't except it even after all these years its still very difficult. You know what's crazy is the doctor that diagnosed you when we were kids just seen my son at a doctor's visit I recognized her as soon as she walked in and it made me emotional to think back to the day when you were just 15 years old and so afraid its crazy to replay all of those memories now with you gone things are not the same and never will be family is not family anymore and friends are not friends anymore amd that makes me think of you alot because no matter what you were always there for us even with everything that you had going on and I miss that just having you over for dinner or just to hang out and laugh I miss that so much!! I try and keep your memory alive as much as possible and always will I love you brother more then I can explain and miss you even more forever your baby sister ❤️ 💙  
P.s say tell dad I love him

Happy 37th Birthday Brother 🎂!! 
It's so crazy to think how long its been. When in my heart it feels like yesterday because the pain never goes away 💔 I miss you so much!! And wish you were here to be apart of everything and make us laugh. Your with us in the new house now and we did alil celebration for you we tried to get alfredo's but it was closed lol I hope you are having a good day with dad and everyone up there eat alot of cake lol I miss and love you very much brother 😘

Hey brotha
It's me birdila just wanted to tell you my funny story about my son and I know it has to do with you .he came up to me asking to guess what song he's singing and I couldn't figure it out so he says it's im on a Mexican radio lol so I know that's you . He just turned 7 and he reminds me so much of you everyday I wish you were here to be in the kids life I wish I could hug you and call you to talk I miss you so much brother but I know your watching over us with dad ❤️ 💙  anyway just wanted to come on here and tell you because usually I would've called and told you and we would've laughed together 
I love and miss you always and forever

Wus up boota boota  can’t believe it’s 6 years that you’ve passed on it feels like just yesterday you were here with us my kids miss you so much as much as I wish you were still with us I know your in a better place not hurting anymore and now you can be with dad doing everything you couldn’t do down here love you brother more then word can explain always keeping your spirt alive  🥰love fatty Val and kids

Hi brother 
Today marks 6 years since you were called home. I'm sitting here and can't believe it has been that long...I still remember everything like it was yesterday, that heartbreak will never leave leave me. It changed me forever, but as sad as it is life keeps going and we have to just try and do it without the people that we love that have been called home. I know you are happy to have dad with you now so that brings me comfort to know you two are together again. I miss you both so much and we will have a balloon release for you today with loving notes so I hope you get them. Although it's 6 years you will forever be with me and not a day passes when I don't think about my brother I miss having you here for me and the kids 💔 but you did leave behind some beautiful memories I love you very very much and miss you even more.

Hey uncle happy birthday i hope you have a great birthday,i love you so much and i miss you so much hope you have a good day  happy birthday 🎂🤍

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER 🎂 
happy birthday to the best brother ❤️ 💙 
Today will never be the same since you have passed. We would get together and take you to alfredo's and celebrate you and now we try and get together and celebrate you but without you here it's so hard. I know your happy this year to have dad with you and I'm sad that he is not here with us but my heart is warm knowing you two are together so have a party with dad and the angels and eat all the cake you want we will sing for you and send ballons to you 💕 and even though I have alot of lady lumps I'm gonna eat alfredo's for you lol 😆 bookoo says to tell you that he misses you and wishes he can see you ❤️ the girls are still asleep but we were all up at 12 last night and screamed HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you because usually we would all fight over who can call you first to say it. You are always on our mind and forever in our hearts brother I love you so much!!! I hope to see you in my dreams soon happy birthday boota p.s say hi to dad and tell him we love him and I'm jealous you guys are together 😇

Happy Easter brother !! 
Have fun with dad up there and give him a hug and a kiss from me I'm happy you guys are together even tho I'm sad down here without you both. I love and miss you very much happy Easter brother ❤️ from your baby sis  birdila

HAPPY 35TH BIRHDAY BOOTA
I hope you had fun in heaven watching us celebrate you on your special day we cried we laughed we definitely miss you and love you plz keep watching over us I know your proud of all your nieces and nephews as they grow up and be responsible just like you would always tell them to be. I love you so much brother I need you here but I know that's impossible but I will always keep your spirit alive ✨️ bye for now till we meet again 

Love Fat girl Val 🥰

HAPPY 35TH BIRTHDAY BROTHER!!!
here we are again celebrating without you here. And words can not explain how hard it is all I can do is try and stay strong and remember the good times we had getting together and laughing and playing around I miss that so much and all of your phone calls lol I love you brother and party hard up there with the angels 😇 💙  and I hope you can make time to watch over us we need it right now 🙏  love you brother happy birthday 

Hi Uncle Happy birthday I hope you’re doing okay up there and you’re dancing and being crazy. I still sit around and can’t believe that you’re not here with us.  we’re all growing up and i’m so sad that u can’t be here with me to grow up. I would’ve loved to pick you up and take u with me wherever you needed to go as long as i’m with u. I love you so much uncle seriously. it’s so hard going on without you but ik you’re happier up there. i love you happy birthday you old man - gabbita 🥹❤️‍🩹

Hey uncle happy late birthday, your an old fart now I’m missing you a lot I love and miss you happy birthday hope you enjoy it love Elayna❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🤘🏻🥳🫶🏻❤️‍🩹

Hey brother 
Today marks four years since you have passed and changed our life's forever. Sometimes I don't even want to be here anymore and I know you will be right there waiting for me. I feel very alone and no matter what I do or say that is never going to change. I miss you very much and can't believe it has been so long I reply that day you passed over and over and not because I want to but because it's the day my life changed I think part of me died with you because I don't feel like me anymore. We can all try and live our life but we're  really just pretending. I know iam my kids keep me going tho and I know you would be best friends with my son he's alot like you it makes me sad to know he doesn't know how much his uncle Gilbert loves him and to get one of your hugs that my girls love so much ❤️ I'm gonna try and be okay today but iv been a mess since last night . I love and miss you brother more then you will ever know 
Your favorite sister .     Bird 


Hey boota 
It's me your little big sister iam in my feelings and keep thinking of you I feel you close and smell you all the time. You have no idea how hard it is to live without you. Sometimes it's so hard to live life in general . It's very hard to have all these hurt feelings and have no one to talk to so I have to keep it inside. I wish you were here so bad just to talk to and hang out with us I miss your 50 phone calls a day lol just to say hi and see what we're doing lol I can't wait until I see you again and get to hug you. I love you more then you will ever understand until next time I love you and say hi to grandma lupe for me.

hey uncle i miss you a lot and think about you a lot i love and miss you happy birthday i hope your enjoying it love you❤️❤️🥰

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!!
I know your dancing with the angels 😇 I'm not sure what to believe people say that you stay the age you are when you pass and some say that you still age even in heaven so whatever the case maybe we will still celebrate down here on this crazy earth for you so happy 34th birthday I love and miss you very much and I know I will fall apart today I hurt for you to know that the people you once had here are no longer here for you like they were before but what can I say I guess life goes on for some it will never be the same here without you for me I keep going on with life and will never forget you or stop talking about you. I'll post pictures later of you and your cake I love and miss you brother today is all about you❤🍨🍰

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE!! I love you so much and i miss you sm there’s no words to explain it it’s so hard to have to celebrate your bday without you being here physically. I feel like life’s been so different without you uncle. it makes me so sad that i can’t call you right now and tell you happy birthday over the phone and sing to you. you would be so happy and i would always be racing with my mom to see who will call you first. and who you would answer first😂 it’s really hard without you but i push for you. because i know if you were here you would push me until i’m up but it’s hard when i can’t talk to you . i miss everything about you. especially your hugs. you have the best hugs no other could compare seriously. i always try to say what i can when i can or hug someone or say i love them bc i wish i could give you one last huge hug uncle. i just know you’re up there dancing but i wish i could be dancing with you i love you uncle happy birthday once again . -your favorite 🕊❤️

Hey brother 
It's me steph I'm sitting here trying to keep busy and clean but no matter what I do I can't get you out of my head. Your 34th birthday is tomorrow and I hurt so much to know that we have to celebrate for you and not with you. We're all celebrating on our own this year it's so much for everyone to put everything aside and just be together it makes me miss you even more because out of everyone you were there for me all the time no matter what. I miss that it will never be the same I will never be the same. I hurt for my girls because they miss you so much and I hurt for my son because he doesn't remember you he only knows what we tell him about you and I will forever talk about you and try and keep you alive here in our hearts. And my son is very excited to eat your cake tomorrow lol and I'm sure you would have loved it too. Life is never going to be the same brother until we meet again 💔  dad misses you very much so visit him when you can he needs you we all do I know I do no doubt about it. I love you with my whole heart and will forever miss you my little big brother a piece of my heart will forever be missing until I see you again bye for now until tomorrow brother I love you😔

Hey uncle it’s me again… i miss you so much uncle. Like i’ve always said i think of you everyday not one day that goes by that i don’t. it’s so hard everyday to keep pushing without you. you will always be my #1 best friend no matter what i really really miss your hugs man i hate that i will never get them anymore. i love your crazy self so much uncle and everything i’m doing is for you.💔🕊

Hi uncle… it’s me again (your favorite) i miss you so much. like i’ve said a million times before there’s not a day that goes by that i don’t think of you every time i wake up and see your pictures in my room it gives me a reason to keep pushing and to try my hardest to make you proud. i’m really really trying my hardest in everything sometimes it gets really hard but i promise i try.  i just need a hug from you so bad. i will never forget your hugs and how good you always smelled when you would hug me . i love and miss you like crazy. always and forever uncle ❤️

Hi uncle.. I know it’s late and I shouldn’t be up but I can’t sleep i’ve been thinking about you a lot and I still can’t believe that you’re not here i can’t even put it into words how much i miss you. There’s not a day that goes by without me thinking of you. There’s little things here and there that remind me of you and it just tears me apart knowing I can’t hear your voice or feel your touch again. I’d do anything just to hug you one more time. whenever you would hug me i would feel so much love and i miss that so much. I miss your laugh i miss your smell i miss every single thing about you uncle as I lay here rewatching your videos i always try to remember all of the good memories and they put such a big smile on my face then reality hits me and i realize there will never be any more of those. i miss you coming to stay over at my house uncle we would stay up so late just messing around and laughing. there’s times where you just pop into my head and it changes my mood so fast bc i wish i could just call you and tell you i love you. just so that you would know i miss when you would leave me voicemails on my phone if i didn’t answer. i love you so much uncle you will forever be my favorite person. 

Happy new years brother ❤ I love you and always will.your probably trippin up their watching my crazy kids grow up and all the stupid stuff we do but I try my hardest to show them the path but it's up to them to follow it.please watch over us always .🥰😢

Happy New Year Papple Head!!! Yup…it’s the start to yet another year…another year of wonder, worry, stress & most of all sadness…sadness cause you aren’t here with me, making so many happy & funny memories with me…sadness cause even though I’m loving you I can’t love ON you…I can’t get those special hugs & kisses, I can’t get those special inside jokes…like “is it bacon”? But I do know that I’m at the very least another day closer to being with you, hopefully NOT another year. Just know that anything I do I do with you in my heart & on my mind. I love you so much my stupid head…I miss you immensely but I know you know that.  Till we meet again my love…I love you to the Moon & Back…to Infinity & Beyond…Forever & For Always…

HAPPY NEW YEAR UNCLE!! i love and miss you so much i really really wish i could be walking into 2022 with you right next to me but i can’t. but i know you’re living it up, up there i love and miss you so so so much❤️🕊

Hey boota Merry Christmas 🎄 its hard living without you here with us things just ain't the same and won't ever be but you would be so proud of me I made tamales green and red ones .everyone said they were good and my kids dusted the green ones they said they were the best ones.the boys really miss you they have their days just like we all do.i wish you were here so they could talk to you and vent to you like I used to...I love you always and forever brother ❤ 

Merry Christmas brother!!💙🎁
   I love you very much! I hope you have a great Christmas up there were trying down here sometimes it's very hard to celebrate without our loved ones that we have lost but I have to put on a happy face and try and make the best of it for the kids I swear I still try and call you and invite you to things and then it makes me sad knowing that I can't I miss and love you very very much brother I'm never going to have a relationship like the one we had 😔

Hi crazy uncle Merry Christmas up there. To me these are the hardest days to go through knowing you aren’t with us. But i know if you were you would be hugging us super tight and laughing like you always were. i miss your crazy laugh and hugs that would be so tight i wouldn’t even be able to breathe😂. but i love and miss you so much uncle I hope you’re opening presents and singing christmas songs up there❤️🕊.

What up my brother today is the day I had to say goodbye to you even tho you promised me you wouldn't leave us you did and it hurts  so bad that your gone but I understand your in a better place now and all we have left are memories of you .I hope and pray you continue to watch over us all and be with us whenever you have time I know your a busy man and everyone wants your presence but plz stop by when you can my kids will always remember you and continue knowing that they have the best uncle ever.I see you in Raymond and manuel alot and that's how I know your with them all the time and I thanks you for that I love you brother and I always will forever boota my forever brother 💙🖤💙🖤💙

Hi brother 
It's me again your baby sister or should I say your favorite sister 🥰 today Marks 3 years since you have been gone and although I sit here in tears watching your tribute video at the same time it makes me smile to see all of our memories that we had with you.but it also makes me sad that now we have to have those without you. You where always there for me and my kids and I hope you still stop in and see them. My son reminds me so much of you but it breaks my heart that he is going to miss out on having such a wonderful uncle like you he knows who you are we talk about you all the time but I wish that he was able to grow up with you in his life I know I can't change the way that things happened but I just wish that we had more time with you.you were token way too soon but I'm sure you have an even better purpose up there. Today we will get together to celebrate and remember your life always happy and messing around eventhough we all cry today from missing you so much I love you brother more then you know p.s my car is tripen so i need your help to fix it lol you would be the first one i would call to help me with it. Love and miss you brother💙

𝓗𝓐𝓟𝓟𝓨 𝓐𝓝𝓝𝓘𝓥𝓔𝓡𝓢𝓐𝓡𝓨!!!!

Happy anniversary to the best man anywhere!!! You were & still are the man of my dreams!!! I am still proud to be your wife & I am still proud to call you my husband.  I only wish we could spend it together in each other’s arms, smiling so much our cheeks could fall off…laughing so much our stomachs would be sore…holding each other so hard our arm could fall off…loving each other so hard that people would write fairy tales about our love.  I love you so much PappleHead…I miss you so much too…I hope someday soon we’ll be celebrating everything together…side by side…I Love You to the Moon & Back…to Infinity & Beyond…Forever & For Always…

Hey uncle… I miss you so much. Today’s my birthday and I really wish you could be here with me today it’s really hard keeping a smile on my face knowing i can’t be with you on my bday or i can’t get a call from you at 12 yelling happy birthday i reallly miss those calls so much words can’t explain. You would always take me out to get ice cream or to go get a candy apple and it really hurts my heart that we can’t do that anymore… I miss your super tight hugs so much and whenever you would come over i would run outside to get you from your car to help you inside and we would just hang out and laugh and laugh until you left i would help you back out to your car I miss you uncle and i hate that you can’t be here i love you so much i hope you’re doing good up there.💕

Happy birthday crazy uncle i miss your presence so much and always laughing with you i hate that it was taken so soon but i think about you every day and there’s not a day that goes by that i don’t i love and miss you so much i know you can’t be here with us today but i know you’re gonna be dancing up there and looking down on us we’re gonna celebrate for you just like we would if u we’re here, I love and miss you uncle HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🕊❤️🥰

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHA!!!
           Happy birthday to you..happy birthday to you..happy birthday dear Gilbert happy birthday to you!! I love you so much and miss you so much I can't believe it has been three years that you had to celebrate your birthday in heaven. We all still celebrate down here and I always will it's just very hard to do it without you brotha we will be at alfredo's tonight for dinner the last place I took you for your 30th birthday when you ordered your salad with lemon remember.well party hard with the angels and grandma Lupe and grande tell them I love and miss them all too happy birthday brotha I love you more then you know and would love it if you came to visit me I need it. Forever your baby sister.            Birdila 
FOREVER 30!! 

Hey Gilbert, I just want to stop by and wish us a early Happy Birthday,  I hope that you are having a blast celebrating with the angels. I am celebrating our birthday in Vegas and having a drink in your honor. I just wanted to wish you a Happy Heavenly Birthday before I forget tomorrow . Continue to rest with the angels and vist your family they all still need you. ❤

Hey brotha 
It's your baby sister again just wanted to say hi and I miss you very much you have been coming to see me alot lately and I love it and you are always on my mind it's very hard living without you and I get mad that I can't just pick up the phone and call you and hear your laugh I miss that so much but I know you are smiling up there and watching over us keep coming every chance you get k i love and miss you so much words can not explain how much 💙

Happy new year uncle i know your crazy self would be up at this time calling us to say happy new year i miss you so much and have been thinking abt you a lot lately i wish i could be walking with you into 2021.  i know you’re doing better up there but i wish i can just see you one last time i love and miss you so much uncle🥺❤️🕊.

Hiya Papple Head...how was your Christmas??? Do they do gift exchanges in heaven??? I hope they do so you can still get a gift...I hope you like your new little model car that I got you for Christmas...I’m forever reliving the day we got our last Christmas tree...forever seeing that gigantic smile on your face...the giggles that was coming from you cause you were so super excited that we were actually able to buy a real tree...& for days after that you had a huge smile on your face...waking up & smelling the tree you’d instantly get a smile...I’ll forever treasure those smiles & how truly truly happy you were during your last Christmas here...I hope you were just as happy this Christmas in heaven...I love you Papple Head...keep visiting me in my dreams & leaving me hints that you’re here...until we can be in each other’s arms again I’ll hold you close in my heart...I Love You To the Moon & Back...To Infinity & Beyond... Forever & For Always...

Happy Turkey day brotha!!!🍗
 I say that because you would call me and say that ever year you would call and be all excited and say HAPPY TURKEY DAY!! as soon as I would answer lol I know your up there eating everything like you would be over here I hope you get your deviled eggs 🥚we will come together today and remember you and if your not to busy see if you can stop in and say hello to all of us I miss you so much and always will I love you brotha 
Love your lil sister birdila 💙


Hiya Papple Head...how’ve things been going for you?  You having fun spending your days with anyone & everyone??? Anything exciting in the Angel world happening? I miss you my Love...I miss you more & more each day...there’s so many things I wanna ask you about or tell you...so many times I’ve come across something & thought to myself “my Papple will know this “! Only to turn around & realize that you aren’t here anymore...my reality isn’t what I want, my reality is my hell & I’m stuck here until it’s finally my time to go...so daily I’m wishing for it to be the ultimate end because I want nothing more than to be with you again...I Love You to the Moon & Back...to Infinity & Beyond...Forever & For Always...

Happy 3rd Wedding Anniversary My Love!!! I hope the angels help you celebrate today...especially since it took us forever to get to be husband & wife...I miss you so so much Papple Head...I feel like it’s day 1 all over again...my heart hurts & aches for you you & all I want more than anything is to be with you...I wish we were together wrapped up in each other’s arms loving on one another...I want more than anything to sit & laugh, talk, hold & kiss you once again...I love you Papple Head & look forward to the day we can be together again...I Love You to the Moon & Back...to Infinity & Beyond... Forever & For Always...

Happy birthday Gilbert I’m a little late  lol but still want to show my love I know your doing well please continue to watch over my nieces and nephew love you and rest easy 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💙

Happy birthday brotha here are some pictures for you to see of us today!! Love you 💙🎁🎂

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BROTHER.. I miss you so much I think of you every Single  day brother you’re always in my mind. when I’m driving I think of you when I’m working you’re on my mind I know you’re still with me I can feel you! I miss your voice I miss your smile. Little saul just graduated from high school and I wish you could have been there to celebrate with us but I know you were watching.. Dance with the Angels today brother I love you deeply! 

Happy 32nd birthday my brother. As I sit here on my bed and watch your videos all I can do is think of all the good times we've had together from when we'd get into trouble to the times we would just laugh and have fun.i remember telling you open your damn eyes brother just cuz you cant see doesn't mean that you have to keep them closed cuz man I I loved his big o eyes and his long eyelashes lol and you would say they are open ......but I'll always love you boota and keep your spirit alive till we meet again my handsome brother 🍺🌹🎁🎂love FAT GIRL

Happy Heavenly Birthday Gilbert, I just learned last year we share this day. We didn't know each other very well but I have heard some great stories about you. I can only imagine the heartache your family feels on this day but knowing that you are always popping in on them truly brings them all comfort.  Enjoy your day in heaven with the angels and don't forget to visit your family.  Until we all meet again in heaven enjoy your day as I will also celebrate you this day. Continue to rest in heaven. ❤ Eva Luevano 🎈🎈

HAPPY 32nd BIRTHDAY BROTHER!!
Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday to Gilbert happy birthday to you!!
I cant believe that we have to celebrate today without you no matter how long its been its never going to get easier its always hard to go on with life without you here but especially on your birthday a day that should be all about you now we have to celebrate with you in heaven Iam going to try my hardest to have us all be together for you brother and i know your going to have a party up there with the angels but i hope you can come down and visit us too. we all love and miss you very much!!💙  try and catch the balloons we will send up later k I love you brother happy birthday old man lol

Happy Easter 🐰 Gilbert love you 💙🙏🏻

Hey brotha 
It's me again your little sister I just wanted to tell you that I got your message from amparo she came over and said that she got a message from you and I love how you still find your way to get through to us .when I pray at night I always ask you to come but I know you are busy watching over all of us.you are our angel now until we see you again we have to just remember the good times and funny times I was thinking about how you would teach me how to drive in mom and dad's neon and how we got caught lol I remember we had both just pulled up to the stop me and you and mom and dad and we both just stayed there looking at each other I guess they were in shock that I was driving lol and you took all the blame well it was your fault lol I love you too brother and miss you so much words can not Express come and visit us more k if you have time the kids love to know you are here 🖤love you miss you 💙

Happy Anniversary my Love...7 years ago today began the best & happiest part of my life...7 years ago we became an official couple. From the very first time we hung out to the very last time we were able to say we love each other were the best years of my life. I wish more than anything that we were celebrating today together...being lovey dovey with each other...I miss your presence more & more often...I find myself looking for you more...I find myself wanting to call you or just tell you about something that happened at work...you brought me so much joy, happiness & love...more than I ever could’ve imagined possible...I was & still am very proud & honored to have been your last love & your wife. I will try to continue to make you proud till we can be together again....I Love You to the Moon & Back...to Infinity & Beyond... Forever & For Always...
P. S. Here’s a picture of us on our wedding day...we were so so excited & happy this day...I wish you were still holding me...

Hiya my Papple Head...I’ve been thinking of you a lot more than usual...I think it’s because you’ve been with me more and that makes me happy.  It’s funny how a random memory will just pop into my head...I still have a hard time thinking about everything we did, said & hoped to do without getting teary eyed or feeling that pain in my chest like my heart is breaking again but I’m trying...I want to be able to reminisce without hurting cause we had sooooo much fun all the time. I don’t laugh anywhere as much as I used to or even smile as much...i wish we were still together laughing & loving on each other. I still wish I could bundle you up & put you in your chair for our middle of the night food stamp runs that we loved to do or just go for our walks. It made me feel good cause the people at the tax place by where we lived remembered seeing us & said they loved how whenever we were waiting  for the light to turn green we would e hugging each other. That made me feel like people could tell that we were so very much in love cause we are. Well Papple Head...I think I’ve talked your ear off enough for now...always remember that I have loved you from the moment I first saw you & I will forever cherish & love you....I Love You to the Moon & Back...to Infinity & Beyond... Forever & For Always...

Happy Valentines Day to the most special of all the Angels above...I love you so very much My Papple Head...I wish we could hold one another today & every day.  I Love You to the Moon & Back...to Infinity & Beyond... Forever & For Always...

Hi brotha 
I feel like it's been along time since i posted anything and you have been on my mind heavy, i hear songs you like and food you loved and it just makes me miss you even more and my son reminds me alot of you from the way he walks and runs to his crazy funny personality i know you come and see him and i love that i just wanted to take the time out and wish you A HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!💙 i know your filled with love up there and wishing you were down here with us and believe me i wish i was with you i miss you so much and can't wait to see you again I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BROTHA ima share a picture of you and my son you guys are so much alike its crazy😇

Hi Papple...I hope you’re having fun being able to go, do & see everything & everyone...I just wish you were doing that with me...I Love You my super handsome husband...I miss you so very very much but I’m ever so grateful for everything that you did for me & all the love you showered me with...I’m always reliving memories that we made together in an effort to be with you...till we can be together again my Love I will do my best to make you proud...I Love You to the Moon & Back...to Infinity & Beyond...Forever & For Always...

There are a  select  few who, will touch your life in the most meaningful way. After meeting them their souls will leave an imprint in your heart ❤️ and from there on you you will never ever be the same again. These are the people you call your earth angels 🙏🏻 R.i.paradise   Keep looking after my nieces and nephew   That kid sure does remind me of you  🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Hiya Papple Head...Happy belated New Year...sorry it’s taken me so long to post something but I’ve been having a hard time lately...I know you know that...but I hope you know how hard I’m trying too...I’m trying to live for you...do things for you but in the end it just feels like “whatever “. You will forever be the Love of my life...my True Love...my Better Half...I Love you to the moon & back... to infinity & beyond... forever & for always 

Hey brotha 
It's me again your baby sister I just wanted to share with everyone your first trip to Disneyland today you went with us and we had a blast you were there in gabbys necklace and I know you were there in spirit having fun with us  I hope you liked your first and only time there 3💙 we love you boota and miss you so much I dont ever stop thinking about you and the baby either he is always pointing at your picture and sharing his snacks with you the other day he had a chocolate cupcake and I asked him did you eat that whole thing and he said no and pointed at your picture and said you did lol I'm going to share a picture of the kids and you in Disneyland..love you and until I see you again bye brotha 

Merry Christmas Papple...I was sitting here remembering our last Christmas together....how excited you were cause we had actually been able to buy a little tree...I remember how you smiled all the way home...and all night too...I remember how much fun we had decorating the tree & setting up all of our Christmas decorations....I miss those days....Since you had to leave nothing is the same...I’m not excited for anything anymore....I know that’s because with you my life was so very perfect...you always made everything special & it’s because of you that I know what the tue meaning of Love is....I was asked what I wanted for Christmas...I just looked at the person & said nothing...nothing unless you can bring back my Love...nothing if I can’t have my perfect life again... I miss you so much Papple but I’m trying to get into the holiday spirit for you....

On a side note babe....thank you for all the pennies I’ve been finding...& I love how our favorite songs come on the radio...especially when I need you the most...I love you to the moon & back...to infinity & beyond....forever & for always 

Hey boota boota these holidays leave my with pain in my chest and full of so much emotions just the thought of you not being here with us to laugh and talk crap about everyone  hahaha it makes it so hard to continue on now 15 months that your gone and it still feels fake like if it's a lie or a bad dream which I wish it was....but I just want you to know I love you UNCONDITIONALLY and I miss you more then ever MERRY CHRISTMAS MY BROTHER R.I.P BOOTA

                 LOVE FAT GIRL AND THE KIDS
              

Hiya Papple.....wow....I can’t believe that it’s been 15 months since you left....I miss you so much but I know that you were needed to watch over & protect all of us...it makes me feel good knowing that you’re always around & I especially love how you leave little signs of your presence....especially when I’m having a bad day or just really needing you....I hope I’m still making you proud to be my husband....I love you to the moon & back....to infinity & beyond....forever & always....

Hey brotha 
It's me again your baby sister I just wanted to say happy Thanksgiving to you its another year without you and it doesn't get any easier it's still very hard to celebrate without you but I'm going to try and have you involved as much as I can were gonna tall about you and share stories like when you came over one year and we broke the wish bone and I remember you won and how we would call each other and say happy Turkey day lol I can hear your laugh right now just thinking about when we would talk on the phone ima eat double for me and you lol I miss you so much brotha and dont eat too much up there in heaven k take it easy or else the beaver is gonna come out the next day lol that's alil inside joke for you to laugh at I know you remember lol we love and miss you brotha happy Thanksgiving 💙🦃🍽

Look at you My Papple Head! Ready to eat your favorites? I’m thankful for all the memories that we  created together.....I just wish we were making more.....I love you Papple Head

Wishing you were really here getting ready to eat your favorite foods today....I love you so very very much 

Hey boota .....its me fat girl 
I cant help but to cry as I'm writing to you I'm full of emotions just as I think of you reminiscing on our times we've had together....I was watching  video's on my phone and this  video popped up about this guy who was going to get married and he wanted his little brother their so bad long story short he was a organ donor and this girl had his little brother heart and he was able to hear his heart on his wedding day ....and it just made me cry so much cuz I started thinking i would do anything in this world just to hear your heart beat again...😭😭i hate that your not here during these holidays when were all together it's just not the same anymore happy Thanksgiving brother...I miss you so much and I love you UNCONDITIONALLY till we meet again boota boota me and the kids miss you like crazy.🖤💙🖤💙I'm going to post a picture of most of your nieces and nephews  on baby Leonard's 2nd birthday.

Hey brother it's me again today is mine and Marc's 5 year wedding anniversary and I've been thinking alot about you today.i was thinking how handsome you looked on my wedding day you looked so sharp and the speech you gave us.and I went to nikkie today and I seen chris and as soon as he seen me he said "crazy my favorite niece.do you pray for Gilbert because I pray for Gilbert all the time "
He almost made me cry and then when I got home my friend amparo came over I'm sure you remember her crazy self lol she came to give us a anniversary gift and it was a Christmas ornament of a pic of you and a beautiful saying so not only am I thinking of you but everyone else is too your so missed brother and I know you still feel our love its hard to live without your love I miss my brothers love.💙 oh and dont ever stop coming to play with the baby he was telling us how he play fights with you lol we miss and love you like crazy uncle grandpa lol 
Always your baby sister birdila 😇

Hi Papple Head! How’s everything going for you up in Heaven? I hope you’re having a lot of good times with the other Angels....I miss you Papple.....I’m trying super hard to stay strong & to keep moving forward like you’d want but it’s hard.....I miss being held by you, laughing & talking with you...I miss the way you smelled.....I miss everything about you.....you always made me feel loved & special.....now I just feel like I’m in the way ....I can’t wait till we’re able to be together again my Love....& hopefully we can pick up where we left off & continue our good times....

Hiya Papple Head.....you’ve been on my mind a lot more than usual..... you’ve been in my dream’s a lot more than usual.....I’ve been missing you more than usual..... but the one memory that keeps popping into my head was our first 4th of July together.... how I cooked for you & we sat outside watching the Fire works from the casino in my moms backyard......I remember you holding me & saying that you never wanted that day to end......I wish you were still holding me & that we were still watching those fireworks together.... smiling.... kissing.... being together & being happy.....I love you so very very much My Papple Head...... to the moon & back.... to infinity & beyond..... forever & always 

I had to take a few extra days before I could post anything....it’s a super emotional time for everyone right now....This past year without you went by so unexpectedly fast but I guess that’s because you’re having so much fun now that you can see all of us & do things....  This past year has been so hard, but I hope I’m making you proud. I look for you everywhere & in everything I do.....I sit & look at our pictures & laugh at them, I remember each & everyone of those days & cherish those memories. I wish we had more memories that I could look back & cherish. I wish we could’ve had more time together but I know that once I get to heaven with you we’re gonna have the best time together.  I love you so very much Papple Head.....

Brother,
A year ago today I lost my favorite big little brother and I really cant believe it I know that it sounds so Cliche to say but I really cant believe it.iv had you all my life and now it's so hard without you I miss calling you and just laughing messing around and going over just to hang out or when you would call me mad at people telling me what happened lol I miss everything about you but I try my hardest to do whatever I can to keep your memories alive I talk about you all the time and today on this hard day our family will gather together to talk and laugh about stories with you and celebrate your life I really wish that you would have had kids so that we could still hold on to a piece of you but it just wasn't in God's plan for you but you still live on threw us. today is gonna be hard ima try and be strong and then cry later in my bed lol I miss you like crazy brotha and I cant wait until I see you one day when I get to heaven until then we will try and keep it together down here in your memory.  forever your one and only little sister birdila 💙😘😇

It's now been 1 year that your gone now brother and wishing it was just a dream we all know the reality....I hope your having the time of your life up their in heaven and doing everything and anything that you couldnt do when you were still here.even tho it was so hard saying my goodbye to you I will always keep your spirit alive and continue to talk to you maybe I cant call you but I know you can hear me talk to your pictures. ME AND THE KIDS MISS YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY TILL WE MEET AGAIN BOOTA BOOTA 🥰🙏😢💙😍

                                             LOVE ALWAYS 
                                                                    FAT GIRL VAL💙💚

Hey brother iv been having a really hard time lately..you are not here with me anymore and just in live in general.its hard to go on with my life without you. You have been my brother for 28 years and now I'm supposed to just be without you its really hard and I miss you like crazy. I try and keep your memories alive as much as i can i have your pictures everywhere and even one in my purse so you go everywhere with me even though i have you in my heart it's just nice to keep your picture with me i know your up there laughing at us and our crazy family's lol I will forever be a different person without you until we meet again and can really find out the truth....I love you so much brotha 
Sincerely your sister birdila💙💑

Hey brotha today is a hard day. Today is 11 months since you went to your final resting place and I cant rap my mind around it being that long everything is so fresh for me still I have alot of regrets when it comes to the day you passed i feel like i could've done more and things could have been different but I guess we will never know until I'm up there with you I'm really happy that you came to me I was sitting at my mother in laws house and as I just happened to look over I seen you. You were wearing your baby blue la hat you would wear when we were younger and when I looked again real fast you were gone and I just starting crying I was happy that I seen you but sad that that's how I have to see you now and then the next day i was at home watching tv and i seen you in the reflection of my tv and it make feel good that you are around more.today on my way to work I was thinking of you and the radio kept playing old school music that we would mess around to and dance and as I jammed out by myself in my car I know you were in there dancing with me. I'm trying my best to keep your memories alive with my kids I talk about you all the time and have you all over my house. I miss our brother sister love we have it's hard to live life without you I dont have that close relationship with anyone else that I have with you and I miss that soo much and cant wait until I'm with you and I have that again.
Love your fav sister birdila💙

Hey boota boota today makes 11 months that your gone and the heartache still remains the same ....I wish you were still here to call you like 50 times a day but I know you hear me when I talk to your pictures  and tell you all my life drama .....plz keep watching over us all I know your proud of my kids and how big they are and little anthony he will always somewhat resemble you.....I love you and come visit me whenever you can I know you must be very busy  up their guarding all of us....8/23/2019

Happy 2nd Wedding Anniversary My Love.  I know we didn’t really get a chance to enjoy married life like we had planned but I am forever grateful, blessed & honored to be the 1 & only Mrs.  Gilbert Bustillos.  I will cherish everything you did for me...the pure & genuine love you showered me with on a daily basis.  I truly am blessed to have found my True Love cause most people will never come close to the love we have for each other.  You always made me feel like a beauty queen....even though I’m far from one....you always made me feel special & important....thank you for that. I hope you always know how truly special you are to me & forever will be. Enjoy today My Love & I hope you’re able to celebrate with the other Angels our Anniversary & I hope the love, hugs & kisses I send you somehow make it there.  I Love You my most Special Stupid Papple Head

Hey brotha it's me again your favorite sister,  I just wanted to say that I know you have been coming to see my son ... I have a big picture of you hanging in my house so you can see over all of us and  last night when we were sitting at the table and the baby was in his chair right in front of you he kept pointing at your picture and blowing kisses to you and then when we went up to bed he was laughing and pointing around up at the ceiling like if you were playing with him and we feel you there in so many ways the baby reminds me of you he walks like you, he runs like you and he dances like you lol I always think that maybe you come to him a show him your moves lol his body is like yours too like fat white boy lol I'm sad that he won't be able to grow up with you but I know you will still be there with him and we show him pictures and tell him this is uncle. We love you and miss you brother forever p.s. I love when you visit me in my dreams 

Hiya Papple Head....how are you doing??? Are you feeling any of this summer heat up in Heaven? I know you’d love sitting in the sun right about now.....I miss hearing you asking me to take you outside so you could work on your tan lol.....you never tanned...just turned a little pink.....I miss serving you your lunch outside and then hearing you laugh cause mittens wouldn’t leave you alone....lol she’d be bugging you for some food.....I miss us walking to baskin robins to get our scoop of ice cream.....I just miss everything about us....but especially you.....I love you Papple Head....to the moon and back.....to infinity and beyond.....forever and always......

Hi Papple....it’s me again....I hope I’m not bothering you but just wanted to say hi...I miss you every day all day long but it seems like I’m having a hard time lately not having you here....I wish we were together still, I wish we were holding each other still.....I wish my life was perfect still but I already know that it will never be that way again....I love you My Papple Head.....I can’t wait till we can be together again.....

Hi Papple Head....how’s everything going up in heaven? Are you having fun seeing family and friends? Have you finally met my dad? I hope you’re doing great in heaven....I really do.....but I just wanted to say that I love you....I just wanted to remind you that I’m still here....waiting for my turn to go to heaven so that I can once again be with you my true love

HAPPY 31ST BIRTHDAY MY LOVING BROTHER TODAY IS YOUR DAY TO SHINE....I'm at a lost for words knowing that your gone trying to figure out life without you hurts so bad.Party hard up in heaven boota boota 🙏🙏🙏I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER

                                                 LOVE  "FAT GIRL"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my favorite brother!!
Botta I cant believe that we will be celebrating your 31st birthday without you it's still not real that your gone I try and keep your memories alive as much as I can so today we will all gather at alfredo's just like last year when you turned 30 me you Marc Sally and the kids all went together and ofcourse moses tagged along lol but we have so much fun eating and talking I remember you ordered a salad with lemon on it I know when we are all there today that you will be sitting there with us or watching from heaven I miss you so much words can not explain the way I feel I will forever be a different person after losing you and would do anything to have you back we all love you boota I show the baby your pic on my phone everyday and tell him that's uncle I'm sad that he won't grow up knowing he has the best uncle in the world ...dont party to hard with God boota take it easy lol happy birthday brotha I love you!!!🎂💙

Happy Birthday to You.....Happy Birthday to You....Happy Birthday My PappleHead.....Happy Birthday to You!

I hope the Angels above have planned something special for you on your first birthday there.....I hope you’ll like the little gathering I planned later on today for you too....I miss you my Hubbaben and I wish with all my heart that you were here.....I wish I could’ve given you  your birthday hugs, kisses & cuddles and made you breakfast in bed and cooked your special dinner like I always did....I look forward to when we can spend our birthdays together again My Love....

I love you to the moon and back, to infinity and beyond, forever and for always.....

Happy birthday Gilbert you will never be forgotten!!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Hi PappleHead....I can’t believe that our birthdays are coming up next week....it’ll be the first ones since you left....I hope you will still be the first one to tell me happy birthday like you always were....just wish I could also have the birthday hugs, kisses & snuggles from you (those were always the best) as well as give them right back to you the following day....I miss my Husband & I miss hearing you call me your wife....I miss laughing with you, talking to you, loving on you and you loving on me....I miss your smiles, I miss your laughs, I miss your touch, your presence, everything about you....my world is on tilt & I know it’ll stay that way until we’re together again....keep visiting me in my dreams....I always have so much fun with you.....until we can be together again My Love....I love you to the moon and back, to infinity and beyond, forever and always.....

Hi brotha today is 8 months that you went home and left us without you as I was driving home from work today you came to my head as I looked at your picture in my car as if you were looking back at me I got upset I can't believe that it has been so long it's so fresh for me still and think it will always be you were my brother when I entered this world and it's hard to live without you I would give anything to have you here with me again even though I know your with me and I see you in my dreams all the time I cant say it enough I LOVE AND MISS YOU !! BROTHA forever your best sister 💙💑

Thinking of you My Love & remembering all of our good times together.  I'm constantly thinking of you...it's almost as if all of my daily activities remind me of you in 1 way or the other....a song comes on & I remember you singing it to me, or a show comes on & I remember you laughing, or when I hug your pillow & I smell your cologne & I remember you hugging me & leaving your sent on my clothes....I would give anything to be able to hug & hold you again,  to kiss you & laugh with you, to talk with you & dream with you again.....I'd give anything to have my life back to when it was perfect cause my life was beyond perfect with you by my side.....I love you more than anything My Stupid PappleHead & I can't wait till we're together again....

I made this for you this morning I hope you like it 💙💙💙  🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 -Honda 

OBITUARY

Gilbert Anthony Bustillos

June 22, 1988 – September 23, 2018

Montecito Memorial Park and Mortuary

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