My beautiful Angel, how I miss and Love you more with every breath I take.....536 painful days today without your beautiful presence, your smile, your laugh, your LIGHT! Life has never been the same since you gained your wings and halo.  I do my best to go on because I know that is what you would want but it is the most difficult agonizing task in the world..... It never gets easier mija, it never gets better, that hole inside of me will never close or heal.  My Deziree, my daughter, my best friend, my world you are with me every second of every day...I carry on the best I can for and because of you.  Please continue to shine your beautiful light on me you continue to be my strength....for a light so bright as yours can NEVER be dimmed.  You are in perfect, beautiful peace now mamacita free from all hurt and harm and you deserve to bask in Heaven's beauty!   Mama loves and misses you most and I look forward to the day that reunites us together and then ......FOREVER.  Save Mama a spot.....Osay!!

My beautiful babygirl I still cannot believe this truth.  It's been 162 days now since my life changed for the worst and forever.  I cannot believe all this time has passed and that I am still here without you, how I miss you mija. Every breath that I take I am taking it for you.  I simply cannot let go of you and I never will. Mama loves you up to the heavens from this earth and for all my days.  I am in pieces, I am broken I am beyond repair but I will always be your Mama.  Gone too soon my beautiful Dezi but I know that not even a lifetime would have been sufficient. You continue to be my reason, my strength my courage and my light .......it will Forever be YOU!  I look forward to the day we are together again my love and then it will be for all eternity I promise you I will never let you go.  I now have the most beautiful Angel waiting for me..........Mama loves you most .

Today has been exactly 4 wks since uve been gone babygirl....it seems like a lifetime yet just like yesterday at the same time.  This life I "live" has changed forever I am no longer who I use to be for when u went to heaven you took all of me.....Missing you sooo much ladybug.....Mama will love you and carry you with me for all eternity...I love you Deziree💕

Every passing day  gets harder to live without you in it.  I keep hoping I'll see your beautiful face or hear your lovely voice.  All I want is to hold you close in my arms , smell you and never let you go!  This road I now walk is a lonely one babygirl but I will carry you with me for all my days.  I love you mija and I miss you so much..........

I miss you soooo much babygirl.  I will love you for all eternity.  
Mama

It's been 2 wks since you left and I honestly still cannot accept that you are gone.  Gone from my sight, gone is your voice, your hugs gone is the warmth I felt in my heart when we would text or speak.  I remember praying so hard to God to grant me a babygirl and to my surprise my prayers were answered.  You were and always be the joy of my heart the love of my life my savior.  You always said I was the strong one but now I know it was always you.  I do not know if I will ever understand why our time together was cut so short, why all the dreams and hopes you had will never become reality for you?  This is just so difficult to comprehend....... My beautiful babygirl I miss you beyond measure every day that passes hurts more than the first.  I love you more than life itself and I no longer know who I am without you.  I pray you are at peace and happy no longer any pain or sadness.  I never imagined a day without you ....... I will forever love you miss you and cherish every single moment I shared with you.....Until we meet again my lil ladybug I will carry you in my heart, thoughts and prayers.   
Loving you for all eternity,  Mama

I Miss You Dez.. Wish I Would’ve Got  Back To You... Maybe Things Would Be A Whole Lot Different Now... I Was You’re First Love (words of yours) As You Where Mines  Although We Grew Up & Grew Apart/Departed Ways.. You Will Always Hold A Special Place In My Heart & I Mean That From The Depths Of My Heart.. Rest Up Beautiful 😩💙

OBITUARY

Deziree Monique Garzon-Najar

March 22, 2000 – January 22, 2021

Hillcrest Funeral Home

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