Wesley James Lewis

Wesley James Lewis was born on November 18, 2019 and passed away on December 17, 2019. Beloved son of Gareth and Kelly. Dear grandson of Jeff (Lisa) Lewis, Christine (David) Zinn, and Edward (Shirley) Capellari. Adored nephew of Hamish (Erin) Lewis, Jamie Capellari, Corey Zinn, Heather Lewis, Charlotte Lewis, Tracy Zinn, Wendy (Paul) Lukitsch, and Gina Zinn. Loving great grandson of Elspeth Riddell. Dear cousin to Ben, Cate, Rylan, Dainen, Nina, and Simon The family is very grateful for everyone who have shown support through this difficult time. In lieu of flowers, the family wishes memorial contributions to be made in Wesley's memory to the family's wishes.

Wesley, it's your mom…

First of all, thank you to everyone, even for those who couldn't make it, for supporting us, loving us, and most importantly, loving our son Wesley. We just can't believe he is gone. Never in our wildest dreams did we picture having to experience this tragedy.

Wesley thrived during his 4 weeks of life. He frustrated and exhausted us at times, but made us laugh and gave us a love we will never forget. He really was an easy baby. He was easily comforted and at night he really didn't fuss or cry, he just wanted to be held. The morning of his death, he was having a hard time breathing and we went to the hospital right away. He decompensated quickly and his dear heart just couldn't stand it. He had many doctors and nurses try their best to make him live, but life and death had a different plan. We wish he had a better ending of his life, but at least he did not suffer long and both of us were there to say goodbye.

We so hope he knew how much we loved and still love him and that he enjoyed his short stay here on Earth. We are thankful for the time we had with you Wes, though it was far too short. We think of you everyday; from my joyous pregnancy, fast labor, and dramatic birth...to your sweet smiles, your yawns, your adorable stretching, your startle reflex causing you to cheer for the basketball game... your late night alert states after feeding when I would say "why are you awake! It's bedtime, go to sleep!" And you would just stare at me with your big blue eyes like I was the only person in the world. I will cherish when I sang and hummed to you a hodge podge of well known and made up songs to keep you calm as well as your bathtime in the kitchen sink; you always seemed peaceful soaking in the warm water.

Wes, we try our best to smile on these moments versus crying. There are no words to describe our grief for you. Our days just feel lonely and long without you. We now wake up in the middle of the night mourning your memory versus waking up for your feedings and comfort. We miss holding you so much, our hearts ache and our tears are endless. We only hope time and future siblings will help us heal.

Your father was, and still is my rock. He was and always will be an amazing father, which I had no doubt he would be. He had such a great attitude when I was sleep deprived and needing a break. He loved you without bounds and always sought out ways to keep you safe and healthy. Know we would take back every sleepless night in a heartbeat if it meant having you back again. The phrase you never know what you have until it's lost rings so true. Wes, you have taught us so much; that we loved being parents and that we need to cherish all moments, even the hard ones. Please know we all love you Wesley. We will never forget you. Be in peace wherever you may be.