It is now Halloween season..2020..I remember the Halloween costume you wore..a sexy cop. Jeff was a male sexy cop. I just remember how much fun you had and you just, glowed.  I will always think of Halloween as a beautiful memory with you. It reminds me to have fun,  live a little,  and not take myself so seriously all the time. BUT WITHOUT YOU, MY DEAR TWIN SISTER,  it is truly now one of the saddest times as well, because you are not here physically with me. I love you and I never not feel your spirit with me..until we meet again,  twin..I love you

Oh baby gurl.... I will never stop aching in my heart and missing you! So much has happened and I really could've used my best friend through it! I can no longer access your Facebook so that chapter is closed and so I leave my message here.. I will be going to Mexico next week and I will be celebrating like it's cinco de mayo for you because that is what you would want while I am away and for me to share with you as often as I could. Even though it SUCKS I push through for you... you should be going with me... you should be sharing stories with me.... we should be complaining about doctors and boosting each other up because we are good mommy's to our boyz and doing the best we can with what we are given... that's our thing..... help each other see how important it is to be here and to know that if we didn't feel it about ourselves we clearly made each other understand about each other... that love, understanding, and respect isn't something you easily find.... but we did... we found each other by some miracle... and now the miracle is that I am still pulling my end of the bargain.... without the only one I need to talk to... the only one who knew....just what it was that I had been through... the only one I was completely safe with... to be whatever I was at the time... no expectations... no judgement... pure understanding me and you... just you and me.... I just miss you so much... I wish you never left me... I am still so broken... I will always be missing part of me.... you took that when you left... that's ok... I learned how to survive and I hope it does you more good than it would've done for me.... maybe one day I will feel like I have part of you to have for myself... right now...i will just keep waiting for it to take that pressure and pain off of my chest... 7 years.... I kinda think time won't do it if it hasn't already... but....what do I know... the only thing I know for sure is I love you and miss you always, unconditionally, -me-

Happy birthday my dear sweet daughter, Jackie.
I love and miss you so very much.
Xoxoxo
Mom

Dear Jackie,
Happy birthday my dear daughter.  I can't believe it has been 6 years that you left us to be with Jesus.  It still seems like yesterday, that my heart was broken by you leaving us on earth.  There isn't a day that goes by that I dont think of you and miss you.  I still tear us when I talk or think of you.  I hope you are celebrating your birthday with all the angels and with Jesus. I love you so very, very much.XoxoxoMom

jackie its jen.i miss you more everyddday.i love you

Aidan is in 8th grade and wants to do something in internet, Porter loves to read and math wants to cure world hunger. Grayson also likes math did not say what he wants to be both are in the 4th grade . They are so lovely to be around . Polite grateful and super bright .

Your memory has not been forgotten , It has been a long time but seems like yesterday although your boys have grown to wonderful young men . Aidan in 13 and a gentle sole a help to Jeff. Please keep watching over them

love and miss you so mucn honey, uncle dave and aunt becky

To my dear daughter Jackie,
Its now been 5 years since you left us but to me , it still feels like it happened yesterday.  The years are going by and the pain is suppose to get easier but its not for me.  If I had one wish, it would be to talk and to see you again at least one more time.  I miss hearing your voice and seeing your beautiful smile. 
Im sure you are watching over all of us and I know you are very proud of your boys.  They are such handsome, sweet and loving young men.  Please keep your spirit alive in them so they dont forget you.  
We all.love and miss you Jackie.
Love Mom
Xoxoxo

Don't know why but you popped in my head.  That's a good thing. I believe it's saying you are thinking of me.  We all miss you.  Until we meet again, this will have to do.

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has kept jackie in their hearts over the years and especially the ones who have taken the time to leave a message,condolence,prayers, and supportive and loving words of empathy. The years are not getting easier and to know Jackie's spirit is not being forgotten truly is a blessing. Thank you and prayers are with you.

thinking of you as another school year approaches , your boys are so special , respectful, helpful and generous to each other . They are true treasures.

Happy Birthday My Dear Daughter,
I wish you were here on earth with us to celebrate your birthday but I'm sure you are having an awesome celebration with Jesus and all the other angels up in heaven.
Everyone loves and misses you.  Jennifer can't get to a computer, so she told me she really misses you and loves you.   She is very depressed without you.  ;-(

Close to another birthday that friends and family will miss you

Hi my dear lovely daughter,
Here we go, starting another new year without you.  Life sure has been busy.  Even though time is flying by fast, it still seems like yesterday that you left us.   I hope you are celebrating an awesome life up in heaven with Jesus.  One day I will be with you and celebrating that awesome life with you.  
I love and miss you so very much. 
Xoxoxo

Dear jackie,
Merry Christmas.  We all wish you were here with us.  Everyone misses you and loves you very much. 
Love 
Mom

Merry Christmas the boys are great keep watching over them

Dear Jackie,

Today is my birthday and the present that I would love most, is having you here with me and the boys,at least for one day.  I want forever but I would be happy even for one day. 

I love and miss you today,just as much as I did when you first left us.  

Love Mom

Happy Labor Day My Lovely Daughter,
I haven't touched base with you in a very long time.  This doesn't mean I don't think of you each and every day.  
I love and miss you so very much.
Love Mom
Xoxoxoxo'

Another day, another thought of you.  Miss you so much.  The brightest star in the sky has got to be you.  Love always.

Happy Birthday Jackie , your boys are wonderful they are so loved. Jeff is a good dad and does all he can for them . You should be so proud of them great kids great students and are so loveable . Keep watching them.

Happy Birthday to my dearest daughter,
I can't believe you would be 31 years old today.  Thinking that and saying it out loud, makes me feel old.  Lol.  You should be down here on earth with all of us, especially your boys, to celebrate your birthday.  I can still remember the day I went into labor with you and your birth.  I gave birth to two beautiful girls.  You were such a good baby.  Time flew by so fast.  Before I knew it, you turned in a beautiful young woman and a great mom.   
We all miss and love you so very much. 
xoxoxoxo
Love Mom

Happy Valentine's Day my dearest daughter.   We love you.
love Mom
xoxoxo

My Dearest Jackie,
I can't believe 3 yeas ago today we lost you. It has been 3 years already but it still feels like it just happened. 
It still hurts very badly that you are no longer with us. I kmow you are in spirit and you are our guardian angel but we all wish you were here on earth with us.

Your boys are growing up so fast. They are the most loveable little boys. Aidan still remembers you but I am afraid his memories will fade, which will be a sad thing. I am sure Grayson and Porter still remember you but I haven't asked them. 

Please guide Jeff and his family to talk about you and show your pictures to the boys. They need to remember who their mother was. 

You were so loving, fun and bubbly. They should know this about you and how much you loved them.

We all love and miss you so very very much.
Love Mom
xoxoxo

Just a note stay by Porters side , he is sick today . Sad'

Dear Jackie,
Here starts another new year without you.  I wish you were here with us living life and watching the kids grow.   However, you are in a happier place and you can see the kids growing from where you are.    
I love and miss you so very much. 
Love Mom
xoxoxo

Happy Holidays Jackie , the boys had a great Christmas and are so loving . Jeff is doing great by them . plz watch over them all.

Dearest twin sister,
i am so sorry it has taken me so long to write you, but you do know i pray to god and think about you daily. I miss you so much. You would be so proud of me, jackie. Im doing great in school, being very responsible. I also did a presentation today (3 hour one at that)at St. Joesph's hospital and think I really impacted some peoples lives. I am so blessed to be strong and have supportive family.I live my life for you everyday.I love you. miss you

Dear Jackie,
I just wanted to say, I love and miss you so very much. 
Love Mom
xoxoxo

To my dearest Jackie,
We all wish you were with us today, Thanksgiving and every day. I have ton of pictures of you up and I look at them every day.  There isnt a day that goes by that I dont think about you.  I miss you so much.
Love Mom
Xoxoxo

Another holiday , sad that you are not here with the boys , keep them safe

The boys are just great , they are so polite and always give hugs and kisses. They love school and are doing well.

Hi My Dearest Daughter,

It's been awhile, again since I've written.  Life is so busy and going by fast.  I know your grave site is looking bad.  I have called the cemetery and complained.  They put in work orders for the groundsmen to fix it but they haven't.  So, next year I plan to do it myself.  

Your sister Stephanie had a little baby boy last week.  She is so happy and he is so cute.  I haven't seen him in person yet.  They live down in Decatur.  I am hoping to make a trip down there next month if funds are ok then.  

It's been a long time since I've seen your boys too.  I keep thinking to myself, I will have them over or do something with them but I haven't been able to.  I've been working long hours and not getting home until 8:00 or so.  Then I have to give the girls a bath and stuff.  Like I said, life has been so busy. 

Your sister Jamie is due with her baby in November.  To bad you aren't here to share all these blessings.  I'm sure you are in a way though.  You are probably watching down on everyone and being our guardian angel.   It's also to bad that Stephanie doesn't live here, so the two little ones can grow up together. They will be very close in age. 

Well, that is all I have to say for now.  I have to use my work computer to write you. I have to leave work now 

I love and miss you so very very much.  
Love Mom
xoxoxoxo

Been at the cemetary today , your stone needs attention it is overgrown. Did not have anything to clean it I put some pretty peace lilies there for you . The boys are great and loving . Started school and love it

Hi My Lovely Daughter,

I don't really have anything new.  Dan and I took the girls camping this past weekend.  Boy oh boy am I getting to old and to crippled to be camping.  I am extremely sore from all the work that is involved in camping and sleeping outside.

Both of your sisters are getting excited to have their babies.  Stephanie is due next month and Jamie is due in November but I think Jamie will have her baby sooner then that.  She has been in the hospital a couple times already because of pregnancy problems.  

I miss your boys a lot.  I am thinking about having them over for a sleep over and a camp fire or at least a campfire to make smores.  I haven't seen them since Memorial weekend.  Life seems to be so busy.  I thought the older I get, the less busy I would be but it's not turning out that way.  I will be ever more busy when the girls start school, which is next Monday already.

Well, that's all I have for today.  I find myself missing you more and more and I don't know why. I thought it would get easier as days go by but it doesn't.   I wish I could see you just for a few minutes to hug and kiss you and to see your smiley face again.  

I love you Jackie, very much.
Love Mom
xoxoxoxo

Hi my lovely daughter,

It's been a very long time since I've written in your book.  I am always thinking about you but time just flys by these days.  

I have a few updates.  The girls and I are living with my boyfriend Dan.  Things are going well.  We plan to get married one day but not any time soon.  We have to much going on right now.  The kids just love him.  

Jamie and Stepanie will be having their babies in a couple months.  To bad they don't live close to each other.  Their boys could grow up with each other.  They will only be a couple months apart in age.  

I need to fnd some time to get your boys again.  I haven't seen them since Dan and I took them to Chicago.  That was a few months ago.  I sure do miss them.

Well, I better get back to work.  My lunch break is over.  I am always thinking about you and I miss you so very much.   

I love you Jackie with all of my heart and soul.

Love Mom

The girls start school in three weeks.  Boy, this summer went by fast.

Hi My Dear Lovely Daughter,

I was thinking about you and thought I would say hi and touch base with you.  I'm sure you already know because you are my guardian angle, but I got into a car accident a few weeks ago and totaled my car.  The girls didn't get hurt at all but I did a bit, nothing major though.  I bought a new vehicle.  It doesn't have all the cool gadgets that my old one did but it's newer and nice.  

I'm taking Peyris and the boys to Chicago this Saturday over night.  We will go swimming, the zoo, Navy Pier, go on a boat ride and watch the fireworks and out to eat at Rain Forest Cafe.  It's going to be fun and they seem excited about it.  

I sure do miss you.  It's been a few years since you passed away but it still seems like yesterday to me.  

I love and miss you so very much.
Love Mom
xoxoxoxox

Happy Mother's Day 
I love and miss you.
Love Mom
Xoxoxo

Dear Sweet Daughter of mine,
I want to thank you for being mine and the kids guardian angel yesterday and making sure we 
Didnt get seriously hurt in our car accident.   We have lost our car because it was totalled but at least the kids and I didnt get seroously hurt.   
Keep watching over all of us and keep us safe.
We love and miss you so very much.
Love Mom

Dear Daughter,
I want to thank you for being mine and the girls guardian angel today.  We totalled our vehicle but at least we weren't seriously hurt.  Im suppose to stay in bed for a few days but I cant afford to be off work.  Now, I have to figure out how I can come up with some money to buy a new car.  
 I also want to let you know that I bought fkowers in your memory for this past weekend church service.  I left the flowers for the pastors to keep on their desk. I told them that is what you would want them to do with them after the church services because you loved them.  
Well, my dear daughter I have to get some sleep.  I had a rough day. Keep watching over all of us and protect us   
We love and miss you so much

Happy Birthday My Dear Daughter,
I'm sure you are having a joyest birthday up in heaven with God and all his angels.  Is joyest even a word?  Lol
I am selfish and I wish you were down here on earth with us and celebrating your birthday.   My boyfriend Dan and I went to your grave today and we put flowers on it.  They are very bright and beautiful like you. 

Hapoy Birthday My Sweet Daughter.I love and miss you so much.
Xoxoxo
Love Mom

HELLO my dear twin,
you would have been 30 today and it it is a hard birthday again without you here physically with me. i love you so much and though this entry may be short, my thoughts are legthy and would take years to right. please protect me and keep m e on the right track and in good luck please my guardian angel

The snow has been melting , sun showing more , wonderful Easter with family and Porter , Grayson and Aidan . They are such good boys . There are a wiz at math, teachers love them . Wish the triplets were with us but not this year. Rejoice in heaven .

Happy Easter My Sweet Daughter.  I'm sure everyone in heaven is rejoycing and celebrating.   I went to your grave today after church and I put flowers on it.  The snow is finally melting and I can see your head stone again.   I plan to re-sod your space and put flowers around you.  
We all love and miss you so very much  
Love Mom
Xoxoxo

Hi My Lovely Daughter,

It's been awhile since I've written. Things have been really busy and crazy.  I have a lot to say today. 

I took Peyris, Malayah, Aidan, Grayson and Porter to Cave of the Mounds a couple weeks ago and then out to eat and then to a bakery to get special cupcakes.  We all had fun. It was nice to see them again.  I'm planning to take them to Chicago too for an overnight visit.  

Jamie and Stephanie are both pregnant.  They are about two months apart from each other.  I wish you were here to be part of their pregnancies because I know how you like stuff like that.  

One of my friends babies died. She was a twin too and she was only 13 months old.  Her funeral is tomorrow on Good Friday.  That is so sad.  I got that news on the same day Jamie told me she was pregnant.  So, I had mixed emotions going on all in one day.  I was sad for my friend and happy for Jamie.  

It's also Peyris's 8th birthday tomorrow (on Good Friday).  I'm having a birthday party for her next week and the boys will be attending it.  We all are looking forward to being with the boys.  I think they will have fun. 

Well, I think that's all I have to say for now.  I sure do love and miss you so very much.  

Love Mom

Dear twin, 
it is now soon to be spring and i am thankful that the dark gloomy months of winter is passing, which i know we didnt do well with. So with spring coming near, i get to enjoy it knowing that it is a time you enjoy. I miss you trememndously, even though i feel you near. Even though you may not be here physically, but your love and spirit are still with me like you never left. I am hopefully graduating this coming up semester (starts the day after our birthday) and i do have that to look foward to. I am so proud and i think the family  is too of me, and i know its because you pushed me to do it instead of looking at things differently, to be positive. I love you sis, please help the boys and anyone else who misses you, feel you near like i do.

MY DEAREST TWIN,
may we alwsys feel you near us- your love and soul is heavy in our hearts

At 10am they were seven years old , and happy, went birthday shopping , a video game and legos. Off to Mc Donalds for lunch and then for a hair cut . Stopped at red box for 2 video's and one for dad. Wow what a day. I enjoyed every minute of it but was tired they are so busy, I made them pick a book as they should be reading every day , included Aidan. Got Graysons winter coat fixed too . They should be set . They do miss family though !

Dear Jackie,

I'm sure you already know this but it's Grayson's and Porter's birthday today.  I wish you could spend it with them but I'm sure you are with them in spirit.  I'm sure all three boys miss you.  
We all love you so very much.
Love Mom
xoxoxo

Happy Valentine's Day My Lovely Daughter.  
I love you. 
xoxoxox

Dear twin, i have to write you something i feel but i cannot do it without crying so for now i will keep it short becaused i am around the girls and jj- i love you tremendously and know you are still with me in spirit because things only you know will make things better at certain times and then it happens like you were trying to sen a message and i appreciate that. please help your friends and other family feel the same when they miss you or in tribulations. i want to write but i cant now so please know i love you and miss you so so so so much

Jax, it's now been 2 years and I'm still upset and heartbroken that you're gone- you were taken so young and so sudden from us, I don't know how to really cope. I try everyday but my heart is so heavy that all I want to do is cry. I want to call you and tell you what's going on in my life, tell you that I've been Cancer free for almost 3years but I know that you already know that. I want to be able to hug you and take you out for coffee just like we had planned on Thanksgiving '10- I love and miss you every minute, every second of EVERYDAY



R.I.P. Jackie

Blessed be the day of this aniversary you are with God and at piece. Look after your boys

Dear Jackie,
I love and miss you so very much.  I'm not going to say Happy Anniversary because it's not a happy occassion.  It's one of the saddest day of my life.  I thought as time goes by, my grieving for you would become easier but it seems to get harder.  All I want to do, is call you and see you, to hug and kiss you.   
I love and miss you so very much. 
Love Mom
xoxoxo

You had such an impact on my life.  And still do after two years of being gone.  I feel your presence.  And you know I'm thinking about you all day today and everyday until the next anniversary.  Miss you so very much.   Rest in peace Jackie

Rest in peace Jackie, almost 2 years , still hard to belive

Dear Lovely Daughter of Mine,

I am writing to you today because I'm not sure if I will have computer problems tomorrow on your anniversary.  So, I thought I should write to you today from my work computer.  I can't believe tomorrow is your two year anniversary since you left us.  It a way, it seems like a lift-time but then on the other hand, it feels like it was just yesterday.

I still have your phone number programmed in my phone and I have had several new phones since you left us.  I keep having it transferred and I can't find myself to delete.  

I still find myself thinking I should call you or stop by your house to visit because I haven't heard from you. There has been times when I thought I saw you walking down the street too.  It is so weird.   

I love and miss you so very much Jackie.  Keep watching down on all of us and guiding us in the right direction and protect all of us. 

I would say Happy Two Year Anniversary but it's not a happy occassion.  I want you here with us. 

I love and miss you so very much Jackie.
Love Mom
xoxoxoxo

Jackie, everyone misses you..Please watch down on your family, and guide them thru all their trials and tribulations. 

Be assured that they are succeeding because of you, and your guidance, and that you will be looking down on their future successes, and guiding them...

It's been awhile since I wrote you. Not that a day goes by though and I don't think about you. And if I'm in really deep thought at work, If it's b93 or 106 fm playing in the back ground, a song will play that totally reminds me of you, especially singing karaoke. Madonna:just like a prayer or Tim Mcgraw/Faith Hill: It's your love:)
  It's like knowing your there. Miss you bunches. Keep watching over your boys and Family. 


  Leigh

Aidan just celebrated his double digit birtday with balloons from grandma and a big balloon number 10 and 10 balloons from Daddy . Wow , We went to Target as he wanted Pokeman cards .We found what he wanted and he saw that someone opened a box and left one card package that did not belong there he took it up to the register and said to the lady , he wanted to make sure that someone did not steal it . This was with no prompting . Very proud of him . He has Gods spirit in him and that is so special for a 10 year old. Jeff and Aidan went on a school field trip last Friday . Nice to see them together . It still is tough for them . Jeff works lots of hours and with school it is very busy . The boys all of them are just great in school. I am so sad that you are not here to experience them , I hope you are watching over them .

 hello my dearest twin. Merry xmas and happy new year (Thanks be to God). I miss you terribly. Its been a somber holiday season down here although you are up there watching and guiding me, it just sometimes is a grim reminder that i cannot talk to you. But with your inspiration and help our family, i have finnished another semester of school, and will be graduating in August.I will continue on and on in college as much as i can as far as bachelors degree and whatever life has planned.I seen my beautiful nephews at Aunti Monicas xmas party and they take my breath away they are so cute. They have your heart, for sure. So i just wanted to tell you that I think about you every day, and your memory will continue to be strong. I love you.

Hi My Dearest Daughter,

I always want to write to you but I keep having computer problems.  One day when I get rich, I will buy a new computer.  Lol.  

We all missed you during the holidays. It will never get easy, not having you here with us.  I guess you are in spirit but that's not the same as you being here in person.  I got to spend a little time with the boys.  They are getting so big and sweet as always.  I am going to have Aidan over night one night, this coming weekend for his birthday.  We are going to go shopping for his birthday present and then watch a movie and eat popcorn and whatever else we can think of. It will be fun.  

I forgot to mention to you, although you probably already know.  I went to your annual Christmas rememberence at the funeral home, where your funeral was held.  They had two of your pictures up on the screen.  I did pretty good this year not crying my eyes out, until the lady sung certain songs. That made me think more about how much I was missing you.  So, I cried.  Peyris and Malayah were with me. They were very well behaved.  You should see them.  They are getting so big too.  

Well, I need to run.  I will write more when my computer lets me.  Dumb thing.  Lol. 

As always, keep watch over everyone.  We need you as our guardian angel.  We all love and miss you so very much. 

Love Mom
xoxoxoxo

Happy New year to you . Another year , another milestone. The boys are so big and know so much now that all are in school. They are very helpful and gracious to all . Jeff has made their life the best he can . Their hugs and kisses are just wonderful . They have grown into little young men , Porter and Grayson love school. Aidan is still a A student espically in math and reading . I hope he goes far. Keep watch and arms around them.

Jackie, I miss you alot, Uncle Dave and I think about you often. I come in a read the notes that everyone writes to you, so I figured it was time I wrote my own. I'm glad your Mom kept the Guest Book it makes me feel like I'm still connected to you. Bless watch over everyone down here and Love and Miss you. Merry Christmas Honey

Merry Christmas Jackie.  Not an hour is going by without the thought of you coming to mind. Missing you so much.

It's that time of year again, Christmas and I get to spend another one without seeing your face, or hearing your voice.  We made it past the whole Mayan scare(eventhough) it wasn't a scare at all, and it would've been nice to see you again, but to be honest I'll get to see your beautiful face soon enough.  Merry Christmas Jax and thank you for still looking down on me. I love you

I love and miss you so very very much. 
Mom

Hi My Lovely Daughter, 

I am going to the funeral home tonight in honor of you.  They have a rememberance Christmas ceremony every year to honor loved ones that had passed away. They will be showing a slide show with everyone's pictures.  They will be showing two of yours.  They are my favorite pictures of you.  I think they will also have a guest speaker or two.  I went last year and I will be going every year from now on. This will be part of my Christmas tradition, so I can feel like you're here with us (well in some form).

Well, I am at work, so I better get back to it.  

I love you so very very much. 
XOXOXOX
Mom

Another Chirstmas without you , the boys miss a mom but are doing ok . They are good in school and Aidan is such a good sport , went to the Christmas Parade and kids next to him did not get candy , he gave them some of his . his comment was " It gave me great pleasure to see the smile on their faces " What a remarkable thing for a 9 year old . Jeff is doing well with the boys , helpful, generous and oh so loving to all . It is a please to be with them.

Hi My Lovely Daughter,

I've been trying to write to you for a very long time but I keep having computer problems.   We all miss you so very very much,especially during the holidays. It's going to be tough not having you at Christmas.  

I have had a lot going on in the last several months, especially with my health, which kept me from going to church like I enjoy and from being with the boys.   I think everything will be ok now.  

Well, I have to get back to work now.  Keep a watch over all of us and give us a sign that you're with us once in a while  :-)

I love and miss you so very very much 
Love Mom

Miss you Jackie I had a rough stretch recently in my life but felt your guidance daily from up above.  It's behind me now and things are improving.  I wish I could see you again down here but I know I can't.  Just know I always feel your energy and vision your beautiful smile when I need a pick me up.  Thanks for all you've taught me.  Keep sending me your energy it's getting put to positive use in my life and those who I encounter.  You always will own a piece of my heart.  We will see each other again when the right time comes.  Bless your soul...

hello my dearest twin...i miss you so much every day. i does not ever to seem to get easier to be without you at all as time passes. It is okay though because i feel you with me everyday watching over me. I am doing good in school, please keep guiding me in the right direction. JJ is getting so big now. He is starting to talk. Peyris and Malayah are getting so big too, gosh snd how beautiful. I got a chance to hang out with by sweet darling nephews a few weeks ago!oh how loving and adorable!Adain was so helpful with pushing JJ on the swings and i gave both porter and Grayson a swing while sitting on my lap. They were so lovable. Its so beautiful. Your baby boys are so loving and sweet like you are. Please dear twin, keep watch over us and we love you!!

Jax. I just want to say that I miss you so much

Kids had a great time at the triplets second birthday , you would have loved them . Aidan , Porter and Grayson are great but missing your family . They need another Grandma in their life . Jeff's Birthday is on the 4th and went shopping , one got a coffee mug , one got gummie life savers and one sno cap candies , it was cute that they wanted these special bright collored bags , very large for these gifts But they are special to them so that is what Daddy will get . . They amaze me and are really good kids , The landlord told me yesterday how wonderfull Jeff has done with the boys

Hi My Lovely Daughter,

It's my birthday today and the only present I want and wish for, is to have you down on earth with all of us.  I miss your bubbly personality and your smile.  I keep looking at your picture and you are such a beautiful young woman.  We all miss you so very much, especially me.  

Love Mom,

The boys are having a good time at thier new school and they all love it . Aidan has someone to do pokeman with . Friends he heeded that , they had a great time playing minature golf last weekend and ate me out of house and home . I just love their hugs and kisses. The triplets will be 2 soon and they are just wonderfull for being premature . Watch over all , Jeff had a truck accident and has a concussion , keep him safe to

Tueday night, at Karaoke the bartender and this guy sang your favorite song "It's your love" and what can I say, Joe and I both sang the song to you, I hope you heard us. I broke out in tears, I'm still very weak when I hear that song....   I miss and love you so very much Jackie

Hi My Lovely Daughter,

I've been wanting to write but I've been having computer problems.   I wanted to let you know that Grandma Rita passed away but I'm sure you already know that because she is up in heaven with you.  Now you have grandma by your side, besides God.  The two of you can team up and watch over all of us and keep each other company.  Now, don't you two play any spirtual tricks on us.  Lol 

We all love and miss you.  
Love Mom

Hi My Dearest Daughter,

Well, today is your 1 1/2 anniversary since we had your funeral.  It's weird because I have to go to a funeral tonight after work.  My supervisor passed away last week and her funeral is tonight.  She had gone to your funeral, so this is so weird that I am going to hers on your anniversary.  

It is an extremely emotional day and night for me.  I'm having a hard dealing with you being gone, more so today.  

I know you're watching over all of us and you're happy where you are.  You have no more pain, sorrow or worries.  You have nothing but love and beauty where you are and you're at peace. 

We all love and miss you so very much.
Love Mom.
XOXOXOXO

I think of you all the time espically when I see the boys . I also wish you could have met the triplets. They will be 2 next month and are little pistles . You wrap around your arms for Porter and Grayson . They are starting school and Aidan , all in a new school, I know they will do well they are great boys and are good kids, Jeff is doing a great job alone considering .

Hi My Dearest Daughter,

Today marks your 1 1/2 year anniversary since you left us.  On one hand it seems like a long time but on the other hand, it seems like we just lost you yesterday.  

I miss you so very much and I think about you every day.  I love you so very much.  I would give anything, just to have a few minutes with you, to give you a hug and a kiss and to tell you I love you with all my heart and soul.  

Love Mom

Hi My Dear Daughter,

It's been awhile since I've written to you.  Things have been really crazy and busy.  I do think about you every single day.  There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you or miss you.  

Please keep watch over everyone to make sure they are safe and sound and try to guide them in good directions.

I love you always, 
Mom

I look at those pictures here and wonder,all the time . Your family misses you so , I can't think how hard it is for them when I think of you often . I know how hard it is to miss someone . I have lost so many family members , family needs to love now as well as memories . I don't know if this came across correctly but you are missed.

Hello my dear twin, gosh I miss you so much. ah yes, the fireworks must have been beautiful from heaven. Mom and I are having a hard time, we wish we could hug you again. I'm sure so does everyone else. Our love for you is enough though to keep you alive always in our hearts. I think about you everyday.

Hi My Lovely Daughter,

Happy belated 4th July.  I'm sure you got to watch all the fireworks from heaven.  I'm sure they were beautiful to see.  I just got back to work from being on medical leave.  I don't have much to talk about today.  I was just thinking about you and I wanted to tell you I love and miss you very much.  

Love Mom

Just the other day Jackie , Grayson lost a front tooth and was afraid to tell his Dad , but he did . Could not find the tooth but Dad wrote a letter to the tooth Fairy and , the Fairy responded back that he was glad he wrote and here is a $1.00. Grayson was so proud, now Porter is loosing the same tooth . These are such special days in their life . They also had a Singing card for Fathers Day . Remember to be by their side always .

Hello my beautiful twin, i am so sorry that I have not been able to leave you a message. I have been thinking about you every day. I love you and miss you. Thank you for being my guardian angel and looking out for me. You are still in my heart and mind. By the way-your headstone with the flowers still look beautiful. The rules at the cemetary are pretty strict and they often take them off-but you still are on on peoples hearts and they make sure by putting flowers there. I love you..until I can message you again I just wanted to say that

The boys are wonderful they are gracious and loving , Aidan had a great report card and has made friends , even had a sleep over . Everyone says they are such good boys and I have witnessed that they are. You can be comforted that they are such wonderful little people .

Take comfort in knowing that now you have a special guardian angel to watch over you.

Always on my mind Jackie.  I miss you so much.  Peace be with your beautiful soul.  We will meet again in a better place.  Watch over and protect us until that time comes.  Love always.

Happy Mother's Day,
I love you Jackie,
Mom

now that I am finally able to write on here I want to wish you a happy belated birthday. I miss you more every day that passes and all I want to do is call you and talk to you about boys. I love you so much my beautiful angel

Happy Birthday my beautiful daughter.  This is my 4th time trying to wish you a happy birthday but I was having trouble with the web-sire.  We spent your and Jennifer's birthday at Jennifer's apartment for a little party.  It was very nice.  Then we went and bought you flowers and we put them on your grave site.  You have ton of flowers surrounding you.   They look so beautiful like you.   Happy birthday my sweet daughter.
Love Mom

OBITUARY

Jacqueline Fay Bieszk

May 5, 1983 – February 9, 2011

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