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I could never understand why you chose to do what you did. Why you chose to not be a father to me, what you did to me. I'm trying my hardest to forgive you and I hope one day I can so I can let go of all the anger I have because of you and what you did. I will never understand why nor will I ever get closure, but I hope one day I do so I can stop hurting and move on. I wish you could have seen what I've become. Maybe it would have been enough for you to stop and you would have had something in your life to truly be happy about. I hope I can forgive you one day, but I don't think that's ever going to happen. I hope you were able to make everyone else in your life happy that you chose to treat right. It was just never in my cards.

Cleve, If only everyone knew how many lives you touched, really., touched. Sean knew, she saw it all, and kept your secrets. If only she was here to validate the things that occured. There was one part of you that was this special person, then another side that was evil. You ruined lives and commited unspeakable acts. Some may be able to forgive you and look past things, but some of us will never forget what you did.

Cleve thinking about u again as i always do.We had so many things that we were gonna do that sadly we cant now.I miss you more and more as time goes by it does not get easier the pain of loseing u.I only wish that your mom would have known and realized the hurt and the pain that she was causeing u.I know she loved u but in those last few months of your life she pushed u away and it was wrong and i know it hurt u more than anything because u talked about it all the time.U questioned Why doesnt my mother Love Me What have i done so wrong ive only tryed too love her.But i know that your family in Heaven will never push u away and will always Love You.I Lovr You Forever and Always In My Heart God Bless You and May You Be At Peace.Love LISA

Cleve I think about you everyday.You were such an amazeing person.I know that things were not going right and there were problems.I know u always said that u didint understand what you had did too not have all of the love that you wanted from your mother.You also felt like her back had turned on you and you said it too me as well as quite a few others.I know you are in Heaven and with your family and they Love You.I will NEVER FORGET YOU NEVER.Not a Day passes that you are not in my thoughts.You will always be Forever and Always in My Heart.I LOVE AND MISS YOU

August 4th, 2015TuesdayTo My Son, My Love, My Life,As always, you are with me...every minute of everyday...I love & miss you so much more than words could ever say my son...I know you are at Jesus's side & are happy with our family & our Heather Louise..you missed her so much..& now you are with her..always remember "this is not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later"..I talk about you all the time with Mark...as we go places I can just picture you there..I miss you so, so much & love you more than I can ever say..I know you are at peace now & smiling as you sit by Jesus & with our family..We send O's & X's to you & them & give extra's to Grandma G..Again, my Son, all my love to you..Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark & Mikie

July 19th, 2015SundayTo My Son, My Love, My Life,As always, you are with me everyday, & I Love & Miss you more than I can ever put in words..Today is the 19th, & you left us to be with Jesus 2 yrs. & 6 mos. ago..I know you are happy now sitting at Jesus's side but there is a hole in my heart without you here..I feel your prescense but I want to hug you, kiss you just as mother's do with their children..I know & you do too, that this is "not goodbye, but it is, I will see you later". but until than the void in my heart will remain..I am always thinking of you, but you know that...missing you so, so much..all I ask is that you are happy & with our family, your dad, Grandma G, grandpa's, Heather, Shawn, Uncle Butch, & even the dogs we lost here are with you there..Be happy my son, my love, my life. I send to you O's & X's & to our family too..extr one's for grandma g. from us..Let everyone know we love & miss them so very much too..Again, all my love to you, my son...always remember that..Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever,Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie

July 2nd, 2015ThursdayTo My Son, My Love, My Life,As always you are with m every second of everyday my son..You are always in my heart & have my love..I just wanted to let you know that, but I know you already do know that, as you did always before you left us...The words, Missing You, can never explain the emptiness in my heart...I love you so, so, so much, my son..I always want you to know that..Remember "this is not goodbye, but it is I will see you later". Until than & always, be Happy sitting at Jesus's side, being with Grandma G, & Grandpa G & Grandpa K, Heather,Uncle Butch, Shawn & the rest of our family...All my love to you & so, so many O's & X's to you & them.Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark & Mikie

June 19th, 2015FridayTo My Son, My Love, My Life,As always you are in my heart & in my thoughts & always have my love. It is 2yrs. & 5 months today since you left to be at Jesus's side..I know are content at His side & with our family & Heather & Shawn..I just want you to know how much we love & miss you my son..I miss talking with you & your hugs & kisses..I know someday we will be together again, but I miss you so, so much..I feel your presence & I know you are close & I am thankful for that..Remember, "this is not goodbye, but it is I will see you later"..We love & miss you so much.Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie

June 2nd, 2015TuesdayTo My Son, My Love, My Life,As always, you are in my heart, thoughts & in our heart..Mark & I think & speak of you everyday..We love & miss you so very much my son...I just wanted to write & let you know you are always with me, always...Just remember, this is "not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later"..Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark & Mikie

May 19th, 2015TuesdayTo My Son, My Love, My Life,As always you are in my heart, thoughts & prayers & always with my love..I love & miss you more than any words could ever say...today you left us to be with Jesus 2 yrs & 4 months ago...but always know that yes, it feels & hurts so much, but I know you are happy now & sitting at Jesus's side along with our family..this is "not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later"...I love & miss you so, so much my son..always remember that..I always did & always will. Mark & I send O's & X's to you & our family..give Grandma G. extra one's from me..I know you are near & feel you close to me all the time..always stay that way..We love you always....Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever,Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie

May 10th, 2015SundayTo My Son, My Love, My Life..Today is Mother's Day..even though you cannot be physically here with me, I know you are close by & I just want you to know that today & everyday I feel you near me. I love & miss you so much more than any words could say & I know you know that..but always remember "this is not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later." Give Grandma G. hugs & kisses for me & from Mark too, & of course, we send to you O's & X's too & to the rest of our family with you..you always have my love, in my thoughts & my love each & everyday, my son..Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie

May 2nd, 2015SaturdayTo My Son, My Love, My Life...As always, I am thinking of you & just wanted to tell you "I Love You & miss you so very, very much" & always remember, " this is not goodbye, but it is, I will see you later"...we send you & our family O's & X's, always...Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever,Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie

April 19th, 2015SundayTo My Son, My Love, My Life...As always you are with me..I am always thinking of you & missing you so very much..always know my son, I love you everyday with all my heart..that will never, never change..Today you left us 2 yrs. & 3 mo. ago to be at Jesus's side..I know you are at peace but I miss you so very much my son..As always, remember, "this is not goodbye" but "I will see you later" ...We send you our love & O's & X's & to our family too...I Love You & always will my son, my love, my life...Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie

April 5th, 2015Easter SundayTo My Son, My Love, My Life..Happy Easter to you & our family..today is just another day for Mark & I, with the exception of the meaning of Easter..To Jesus, we will always be grateful, loving & humble..I know when He took you into His arms that terrible day for us, He was helping you & putting you along side of Him..you were so unhappy for the longest time..I just wish you would have listened to me & dropped the trash you were hanging around with, but I know now you are at Jesus's side & He has His arm around you & you are at peace...I will always love & miss you & the hole in my heart will always remain, until we are with each other again..remember "this is not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later" with the help of Jesus..Have a wonderful Easter my son, my love..always be happy to be at Jesus's side, as I know you are & with our family..we send you & our family O's & X's & our love...Give Grandma G. extra O's & X's from Mark & me..Love yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie

March 20th, 2015FridayTo My Son, My Love, My Life...As always, my thoughts & love are always with you...missing you more than words could ever say..I know you are happy now & at Jesus's side & with our family..You missed Heather Louise so, so much..& our family too...but the void in my heart will never be filled since you left my son...yesterday, 3/19 was 2 yrs & 2 mo. since you left us...I miss & love you so much...always know & remember that & "this is not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later"...I see your smile always...I remember our laughs & talks too...all I have now are memories, until I once again am with you & am able to hold & kiss you my son, & tell you I LOVE YOU>>>>> ALWAYS & FOREVER....yesterday, today, tomorrow, & always....I send you my love & O's & X's to you & our family...Love Always, Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie....

Febuary 19th, 2015Thursday...To My Son, My Love, My Life....Another day without you near & missing you more than words could ever say, but you know that...I love you so very, very much my son..always stay close to me...I know & feel your prescense...& that gives me some consulation...I miss talking to you, seeing your smile, your hugs & kisses..I just can't understand this...why?...a question so unanswered...today is 2 yrs. & 1 mo. since you left to be at Jesus's side..it was never to be this way..I was supposed to go first..you should have talked to me..you always did...& this ...I just don't understand..you always knew I was always there for you...why didn't you just wait & talk to me..you know you & I always worked it out together...I know you are at peace & with our family, Heather, Uncle Butch, Grandma G, grandpas, & Shawn, but I will always miss & love you more than words can ever say...I just keep telling myself & want you to always know that this is "not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later", my son, my love, my life...Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie...O's & X's to you & our family...Please give a big hug & kiss to grandma g. for me...I've missed & still do since she left, please let her know that...I love her so very much & always did & always will too...

February 18th, 2015WednesdayTo My Son, My Love, My Life.....I Love & miss you so very, very much my son.., & wanted you to know I (we) didn't forget today is Heather Louise's 26th Birthday...I know you are with her, along with our family...tell her Grandma S. & our family wish her a Happy Birthday with many hugs & kisses too...I know how much you missed her, but know your daughter is right along side of you & you are with her all the time, along with our family...remember this is "not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later".....my son, my love, my life....always remember that...O's & X's to you, Grandma G., grandpa's, Uncle Butch, & the rest of the family too...Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie...

February 14th, 2015SaturdayHappy Valentine's Day, To My Son, My Love, My Life...Hoping you are having a wonderful day at Jesus's side & with our family, & your real & true love, Shawn...you were so happy when you were with her...& I know you are once again since you are together with her forever...remember my son, :"this is not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later".....you are with me always, today, tomorrow & forever....O's & X's to you & grandma G.., grandpa's, Uncle Butch, Heather, & our family....Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie....

February 2nd, 2015MondayTo My Son, My Love, My Life.....as always you are & always are in my heart, thoughts & forever & ever have my love....I know you are at peace now, but that doesn't stop the pain in my heart my son....all I think about is "why"...you know I would have always helped you...as I always did ...all I can ask of Jesus now is to let us be together again...I'm sure that this is "not goodbye" but "I will see you later"...I know HE will grant us that & understand what you were going through...but my heart aches for you every minute of everyday....I miss you more that words could ever tell you, my son, my love, my life....today is 4 yrs. since Uncle Butch left to be at Jesus's side & I know you are there with him & our family...all I can do now is write to you & pray & send all our love my son...we send love, O's & X's to you & our family....Uncle Butch, grandma G, grandpa's G & K, Heather, Shawn & the rest of our family...always know you are with me in my heart & always have my love as you did before you left to be at Jesus's side....I know you are here with me...I feel your prescense...stay close always my son, my love & you are my life....always were & always will be...you, your brothers & Mikie are all I ever cared about...of course, grandma g., Uncle Butch, & grandpa's too....we send you our love & ask that you are at peace & stay close to our family & always at the side of Jesus...Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & always & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie...

January 19th, 2015MondayTo My Son, My Love, My Life....Missing you, loving you & you are always in my thoughts, heart & will have, as you always did & always will have my love...today is 2 yrs. that you left us to sit at Jesus's side...I am missing you more than I can ever put in words, along with your brother, Mark...you will always be with us ...Always...I know Jesus will let us be together again one day...remember, my son "this is not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later." My only consulation is knowing your pain is over & I know you are happier now than you have been for a long time...you are with Heather Louis, Grandma G, grandpa's, Shawn & the rest of the family...I remember our talks & the things you told me in confidence, but now my son, it is time for you to sit at Jesus's side & be with our family & be at peace..even though I miss you so, so very much, I know in my heart you are happier now & have a smile on your face again..always know how I love you & will forever & ever, my son, my love, my life...you have Mike's love & Mikies too, always & forever you are in all our hearts, thoughts & have our love...always remember that...always stay near to me...I know & feel your closeness & presence...Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie....O's & X's to you & our family...........

January 19th, 2015MondayTo My Son, My Love, My Life....again.....& again.....& always...........I Love You, I Love You, I Love You......Always & Forever & Ever, Mom O's & X's

January 16th, 2015FridaytoTo My Son, My Love, My Life... thinking of you as I do every hour of each day..but you know that..missing you more than words could ever explain, but you know that too & loving you so, so much & you know that also..just wanted to write you & remind you "this is not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later". I know Jesus will grant us that & to be all together again & all at Jesus's side...Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark & Mikie..O's & X's always to you & our family...

December 25th, 2014ThursdayTo My Son, My Love, My Life....today is Christmas & I know you are at Jesus's side, celebrating His birth..but I just want you to know how much I love & miss you today & everyday..I know you are with Heather, grandma G, grandpas, Shawn & the rest of the family, as well as with us in spirit....I feel your prescence all the time...always stay close to me...it's the only comfort I get...but as always, remember, "this is not goodbye", but "I will see you later"....We all love you, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike, Mikie & Sierra O's & X's to you & the family & Merry Christmas to you all...Love, Mom

December 19th, 2014FridayTo My Son, My Love, My Life...today & everyday, all day long my heart, thoughts & love are always with you...today you left to be with Jesus 1 yr. & 11 months ago..I can never tell you how much I love & miss you...there are no words to ever explain that to you, but I know, you know & feel my love for you...I know you are close by to me, I feel your prescense all the time..always be by me my son...stay as close as you can..that is what keeps me going on...as I have told you before "this is not goodbye", but it is "I will see you later"...always stay at Jesus's side & with our family...let everyone know, grandma G, grandpa's, Uncle Butch, our Heather Louise & the rest of the family, I (we) send our love to you & them..the 25th is Thursday...of course, we will celebrate the birth of Baby Jesus, but without you it will never be the same..you know that...my heart is shattered, but my love for you will go on until eternity....O's & X's to you & the family....Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark & lil Mike, Mike & Sierra...

November 27th, 2014Thursday....To My Son, My Love, My Life...as always, I am thinking of you..today is Thanksgiving & all I can think of is you, as I do everyday, but wishing you were here with us...I love & miss you so, so much more than you can ever imagine..I hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving with our family, our Heather, & Shawn..as always, remember this is "not goodbye" but "I will see you later"...I Love you with all my heart my son...you know that & always did & that's what makes this so much harder...you knew I would always be there for you...You have my love & always will...O's & X's to you & our family & wish them a Happy Thanksgiving for us...always stay at Jesus's side, my love, my son, my life, Cleve...Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie...

November 19th, 2014..WednesdayTo My Son, My Love, My Life....as always I am thinking of you...today is the 19th & you left us to be with Jesus & our family 1 yr. & 10 mo. ago...missing you so, so much that no words could ever explain the emptiness you left in my heart...I love & miss you so much, my son...I just wish as I do all the time you would have come to me & talked to me...you know I was always on your side...yes, we had our disagreements, but that was only because I wanted you to have so much better than you were settling for..but now here we are, apart...but you will never be apart in my thoughts, love & heart..always remember "tthis is not goodbye:" but it is"I will see you later", my son, my love, my life...meanwhile, be in peace, as I know you are, be always at Jesus's side & with our family...O's & X's, always to you & our family..Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie

November 17th, 2014Monday...Happy Birthday, to my Son, My Love, My Life...today you are 49...I hope your Birthday is beautiful with Jesus, your dad, Grandma G., ,your grandpa K, ,grandpa G, Uncle Butch, our Heather Louise, Shawn, & the rest of the family..I love & miss you so much, my son....I know you are at peace & at Jesus's side & with our family, but my missing you will never stop...your smile, hugs, kisses..my son, you were & always will be my sunshine..you have a heart of gold & always worried about me...my only consulation is that you are at peace & with our family...all I ever wanted for you & your brothers is to be happy & healthy & live a good life....your brothers, Mikie & I, send you O's & X's & wishing you a very happy, happy Birthday, my son...remember, this is "not goodbye" but it is"I will see you later"....sending you all my love...at 6:37 pm you will officially be 49...Happy, Happy Birthday...Love always...Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie...

To My Son, My Love, My Life..............Sunday 11/16/14...Hello my son, my love, my life....I love & miss you more than words could ever say....my heart, thoughts & love are always with you & I know you know that....I always feel your closeness to me & please, always keep it that way...you know how much I love & miss you...today grandma g. (my mom) is gone 27 yrs...please give her O's & X's for me...let her know how much I love & miss her..she wasn't only the best mom in the world, but she was also my best friend...please let her know that for me..she is always with me too, in my heart & will always, always have my love...as well as you do, & our family that is with you, grandpa K, grandpa G, Uncle Butch, Heather & the rest of our family....tomorrow is your 49th Birthday....you can be sure I will write you again, & as always, you will be with me in my heart, thoughts & always have my love....Always, my son....never doubt or forget that my love....always stay at Jesus's side & don't forget " this is not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later.."Love Always & Forever, mom, Mark, Mikie, Molli & Abbi...also 2 new additions, 2 finches, Gino & Gina & 2 parakeets, Josey & Joey....we had a cockatiel, Yula gave to us...but I bought him a bigger cage & while transferring him from one cage to another, he flew on the back porch & bumped his head & got vertigo from it...we took him to the vet, of course & tried to get him help, but he passed away Nov. 3rd....his name was Guido...he was so, so sweet & now he is with you & in your care....thank you...Love always, Mom

October 27th, 2014..Monday...To My Son, My Love, My Life....I love & miss you so very, very much, my son...that will never stop...I just finished writing to grandma G....today is her 98th Birthday...I miss my mom so very much too...we had so much more time together, my son, I just will never understand why you didn't come to me...you know you & your brothers were always my first concern, as well as Mikie...but all I have to look forward to know is when I can be with you again...remember, "this is not goodbye", but it is "I will see you later my son, my love, my life..give grandma O's & X's for me & I send you & the family O's & X's too...wish her a Happy Birthday from me, Mark & Mikie...always know how much I love & miss you my son...I feel you with me & always stay by me...missing you more than words could ever say...Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & always, mom, Mark & Mikie...

October 19th, 2014SundayTo My Son, My Love, My Life....As always, I am thinking of you, as I do each & everyday as well as every minute of the day...today is the 19th, & it is 1 yr. & 9 months since you left to be at Jesus's side...I love & miss you more than I could ever explain...I look back & honestly, I don't know how I go thru each day without seeing, touching or talking to you...I know you are close by, I can always feel your presence..but I want so badly for you to talk with me & for me to be able to see you & hug & kiss you my son....I know someday we will be together again, but from now til than, my heart is breaking for you...I know & want you to know that this is "not goodbye", but it is" I will see you later." Always remember that, my son, my love...your brothers, Mikie, & I all send you O's & X's...also O's & X's to grandma G, grandpa's, Butch, Heather & the whole family...also to Sandi Su & Roxi Jo..you are Always, Always in my heart & will Always have my love, my son...& miss you so, so much.....Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark & Mikie

October 2nd, 2014ThursdayTo My Son, My Love, My Life...Thinking about you as I do every minute of everyday...I miss & love you more than I could ever, ever put into words my son....I feel such an emptiness without you here with me...I know we didn't see eye to eye on some things, especially one thing, but my son, my love, I was always thinking of your best interest & well being..all I ever wanted was for you to be happy & that you were not..I just wish you had listened to me..& now here I am without you near...I know someday we will be together again, but this was never, never supposed to be this way..I just wanted to send you this to let you know I will, Always love & have you in my heart & thoughts...but I am sure you already know that..I know you can feel me thinking about you all day long & that will never stop..always remember "this is not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later," my son, my love, my life........O's & X's to you & our family...Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Mikie..

September 19th, 2014, FridayTo My Son, My Love, My LifeAs always I am thinking of you & love you more than you could ever imagine...I miss you so, so very much, my son..so many questions..but the main one is why? I know I will have to wait for that answer when Jesus reunites us...you are always in my heart & thoughts & I love you beyond any words could ever say...today is the 19th & you left us 1 yr. & 8 mos. ago....I have such an  emptiness without you here with me, .all I really know is how much I Iove & miss you...I know you are content now & your pain is gone & you are with our family, grandma's, grandpa's, Heather, Uncle Butch & Shawn...all I want is for you to be at peace...that's all I ask of Jesus for you now...always stay at Jesus's side & always, always remember "this is not goodbye", but it is "I will see you later". Mark & I will always, always have you with us ..in our hearts, thoughts & you will always have our deepest love, always...We send you you O's & X's & all our love & to grandma g., grandpa's, Heather, & Uncle Butch too,.always remember that, my son, my love, my life...Love Always & Forever, mom, brother Mark & lil Mike...

Sept. 2nd., 2014Tuesday....To My Son, My Love, My Life...Thinking about you as I always do every minute of every day...I Love & miss you so much, I know you know that..my heart is broken & my thoughts & love are always with you...just always remember "this is not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later"...that is what keeps me going, just knowing some day I will be with you again my son..Mark & I miss you more than any words could ever say..I know you are with your dad, Uncle Butch, my mom & my dads & you are at peace & no more pain...Shawn & you are together with our Heather Louise..we send you & the family O's & X's...Love, yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever, mom, Mark, & lil Mike...

To My Son, My Love, My Life, CleveAug. 19th, 2014, Tuesday..As always, I love & miss you more than I could ever, ever tell you...you are in my heart & thought continuously as you always know...as well as having my Love every minute of every day....today is 1 yr. & 7 months since you left us to be at Jesus's side...I know you are at peace, but my missing you is more than I can stand .....your compassion & love for me was always with my greatest graditude...you were always so concerned for my health & well being...you have a heart of gold..you even wanted to buy me a car...there was never any selfishness in you..& that wasn't only with me...you seen someone on the street who needed money & you would give to them..your heart was more than generous & always had love for everyone...this is not "goodbye, it is I will see you again"....always, always remember, I Love You so, so very much...Love Always & forever, Mom, Mark & lil Mike...O's & X's to you & our family...

July 4th, 2014, Friday..To My Son, My Love, My Life, Cleve...I Love & miss you so, so much my son...today is July 4th, & I just want you to know I am thinking of you, as I always am...I miss you so very much, more than I can ever, ever say...my only consulation, is that you are at Jesus's side & now at peace & with our family...we, (your brother's & me) send O's & X's & so much Love to you & our family...always remember "this is not goodbye", but it is "I will see you later"...you are always in my heart & in my thoughts & always, always have my love...Love you, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & lil Mike....

July 2nd, 2014, Wednesday...To My Son, My Love, My Life, Cleve...I know you know how much I love & miss you..we always were so very close & even though you are not physically here with me, you are & always will be in my heart, in my thoughts & forever & ever have my love, my son..always remember that & also "this is not goodbye, but I will see you later.." I love & miss you so much more than words can ever say...I still ask "Why?:,,,you knew than, as I am so sure you know now, I would have always been there for you, no matter what...I always was & nothing, nothing could have ever changed that...you know & knew than how much I Love You...all I can ask of Jesus now is to let us be together again when it is time...I am so sure He will & we will smile again together & with our family...until than, I know your pain is gone & you are with our family, Heather & Shawn & with Jesus & at His side...always remember, my son...I love you....yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever...O's & X's to you & our family....Love Always, Mom, Mark, Mike & Lil Mike

June 20th, 2014, Friday...To My Son, My Love, My Life, CleveI Love & miss you so much more than I can ever say, my son...I Never, Never ever stop thinking about you & I know you know that...you are constantly in my heart, & in my thoughts & always have my love...this is "not goodbye" but is "I will see you later"...I know God has a bigger plan for us....always believed that...I know He has put you at peace & someday I will be with you & our family there again...meanwhile I am with our family here & it is so, so hard for me to have you there & your brothers here...I love & miss you so much, & I love them too...we speak of you all the time & love & miss you...as well as lil Mike does too...He talks about you too...so you know you are & as always loved...we send O's & X's to you & the family...Love to you & everyone...I lost track of the days, so this is the 20th....but 19th or 20th & everyday, you will & are always with me my son, my first born...give everyone hugs & kisses & our love....Love Always & Forever....today, tomorrow & always...Love, Mom, Mark, Mike & lil Mike....

June 15th, 2014, SundayTo My Son, My Love, My Life, Cleve... today is Father's Day, my son & I want you to know you are in my heart always, today & forever..I know you are at peace & at Jesus"s side & with our family & your daughter, Heather Louise...I, as well as your brothers & lil Mike send our love to you & O's & X's, as well as to the rest of the family..remember, "this is not goodbye, but is "I will see you later" Love, Today, Tomorrow & Forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Lil Mike...

To My Son, Cleve...my heart, my love, my life....May 19th, 2014..Monday....today it is 1 yr. & 4 mo. since you left to be with Jesus & Uncle Butch, Grandma's, Grandpa's, Heather & Shawn....I know your pain is now gone, but every minute of everyday my heart is breaking...I love & miss you more than words could ever say....you are always with me in my breaking heart & in my thoughts...all day, everyday....stay at Jesus's side & be at peace my son....that is all that is keeping me going on...just knowing you have peace now & no more pain...always remember, this is "not goodbye", but is "I will see you later"...always remember that....your brother's & lil Mike miss you so very much too...always know that too...we all send our love with "O" s & "X's" too, to you & our family....Love Always & Forever & Ever. Mom, Mark, Mike & Lil Mike....

May 2nd, 2014, Friday....To my Son, my Love, my Life....we all want you to know you are in our hearts & thoughts every day & Always have our love....Loving you always & forever & ever, Mom, Mark, Mike & lil Mike...remember "this is not goodbye" but is "I will see you later....Love Always & Forever, Mom

April 20th, 2014, Easter Sunday...To my Son, my Love, my Life.. We all want you to know that you are in our hearts, thoughts & prayers, today (Easter) as well as all other days...I love & miss you so much more than I could ever, ever tell you in words....You have our Love always, my son...We are sending Love & O's & X's to you & the family this Easter Day, as well as ever day...Always stay at Jesus's side, & remember, this is "not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later".....Loving you always...today, & tomorrow...Mom, Mark, Mike & lil Mike...

April 19th, 2014, Saturday..My son, my love, my life..today you left us 1 yr & 3 mo. ago...I love & miss you so very, very much...but always remember this is "not goodbye", but "I will see you later"...you are always in my heart, & thoughts & always & forever will have my love, along with your brothers, Mark & Mike, & nephew, Lil Mike, be happy & at the side of Jesus always & with our family & your true love, Shawn...Love Always, today & tomorrow, Mom, Mark, Mike & Lil Mike...O's & X's to you & our family

April 10th, 2014, Thursday....my son, my love, my life, Clevie....it's just another day my son, without you here..just wanted to send you a brief note to let you know how much you are missed & loved...my heart & thoughts are with you every hour of every day...I love & miss you more than words could ever say, always know that...you will be in my heart forever, as you always were & will be...the arguments & disagreements we had was always in your best interest..there were many good times too, but I can wish all I want & still won't be able to change this..you always talked things out with me...I just wish you would have this last time too..my heart is in pieces....always know you are with me all the time...all I can ask of Jesus is to always keep you be His side & that you have the peace that you need & you be with our family & happy again....I send to you everyday, all day, my Love & hugs & kisses, my son....I know you are here with me in spirit..I feel your prescence...always stay with me...I know this is not "goodbye" & is "I will see you later", which is all I can ask of Jesus now..You have my love today, tomorrow & forever, as well as your brothers & lil Mike...we all love & miss you so, so much...give our family hugs & kisses for me...Uncle Butch, Grandma G & Grandpa G & Grandpa K, extras for me....Love Always & Forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & lil Mike...O's & X's always from us to you & our family....

March 19th, 2014, Wednesday..To my son, my love, my life, Clevie....as always, you are in my heart & thoughts, as well as always having my love, your brothers love & lil Mike's...we all love & miss you so much more than we could ever express..I know you are at Jesus's side & at peace & with our family, & Shawn, your one & only true love...your pain is gone & that is the only thing that keeps me going, just knowing you are at peace. Always, always remember we love & miss you so, so much & you will today, tomorrow & forever be in our hearts & have our love..Love, Mom, Mark & lil Mike.

Feb. 14th, 2014, Friday....To my son, my love, my life, Clevie....wishing & giving you our love, today, Valentine's Day & everyday...as well as to Grandma G., grandpa's, Heather & the rest of our family.. you & our family have our love everyday...stay at Jesus's side always my son & be at peace today & always & no more pain, my son.Love always, today, tomorrow & forever, Love, Mom, Mark, Mike & lil Mike

February 2nd, 2014..Sunday...My Dear Son, Cleve...I Love & miss you so very much, my son...Everyday, every minute, you are on my mind, and always in my heart...I love you more than I could ever say..always did, & always will, my son..today Uncle Butch is gone 3 yrs..& you left to be with Jesus & our family 1 yr. & 2 weeks ago...it seems so, so long..I miss you more than I can ever explain & love you so, so much my son...I know you weren't happy before you left..but you should have talked to me...things could have been worked out...all we needed to do was talk & you give up on that thing you called a girlfriend....I warned you so many times..that kind doesn't change...but now you are at peace with our family & I know God above see's all & He will punish her & her ways.. everything I ever did was for you & only you...you knew that & so did she...but now my love I will just look ahead, & you know this is"not goodbye" but it is "I will see you later"...I know God will grant us that wish...I love you so, so much & you are Always in my thoughts & in my heart every hour of everyday...always remember that, my son, my love, my life...you & your brothers are all I ever live for, & our lil Mike too...the 4 of you are & will always be what I ever lived for...all I ask of Jesus is for you to always be at His side & to watch over you & your brothers & lil Mike...the pain is gone for you & now you are with the family & Shawn, your true love...be happy, no more pain & always remember, you are always in my heart & thoughts & my love is endless for you & your brothers & lil Mike...stay close to Uncle Butch...O's & X's to you always, my son, my love, my life...& to grandma G, Grandpa's & Uncle Butch & our Heather Louise.....

Jan. 19th, 2014, Sunday..to My Dear Son, My Love, My Life, Cleve....it is 1 year today that you left us..we miss & Love you so much more than I could ever tell you...you are in my thoughts & heart every second of everyday, my son...my heart is breaking...my only consulation is knowing you are at Jesus's side & with our family, & Shawn..always keep giving me signs that your prescence is still here with me, please my son...this is not "goodbye", but it is "I will see you later"...always remember....I Love & Miss you so much more than I could ever, ever tell you...Love always, Today, Tomorrow & Forever, Mom, brothers, Mark & Mike & nephew, lil Mike...O's & X's always to you, my mom & dad's, Uncle Butch, Heather & the family....

Jan. 1, 2014, Wednesday, New Year's Day...to my Son, my Love, my Life; Cleve....Just knowing you are at Peace & with Jesus brings me some peace..I miss you more than I could ever tell you & Love you even more...just always remember, you are always in my heart & thoughts, & every minute of every day you are on my mind & will always & forever have my love....I just wish you would have talked to me & we could have found a better solution to all you were going thru, my son...but like I said, I know you are with Jesus & the family & the pain you were going thru is gone..always remember, this is not "goodbye", but is, "I will see you later"..you will always be in my heart & thoughts, as well as your brother's, Mark & Mike, & nephew, lil Mike...Love Always & Forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & lil Mike & many, many O's & X's to you, my son, & our family....

Cleve, my Son, my Love, my Life...tonight is New Year's Eve...12/31/13..this year & always, you will always remain & be in my heart...you always were & always will be, my son, my love, my life...the year may change but my love for you will always be...you will now, as you always were & will be my son, my love, my life...you & your brother's, & lil Mike are the reason I keep going on & breathing..you always knew that & still do...always be by my side & keep giving me signs that you are still here with me...remember, this is not "goodbye" it is, "I will see you later"...I know that & so do you...meanwhile..be happy, no more pain, be with grandma g., grandpa's & your dad, Uncle Butch, Heather, Shawn & the family. I love & miss you more than any words could ever tell you, but you know that...you & your brother's & lil Mike were & are my world, You have my love, today, tomorrow & always, as you always did..Please, give me a sign soon, I know & feel you are close, but I want more...I always will..I miss you more than I can ever, ever tell you..Love you Always & Forever, Mom, Mark, Mike, & lil Mike..12/31/13 O's & X's to you always & our family..

Clevie, my son, my love, my life...today is Christmas...the only comfort I get is knowing you are with Jesus & the family & your pain is over..but we miss you more than we could ever explain..as always, this is not goodbye, but I will see you later my son...12/25/13, Wednesday..Christmas Day...Love, Always & Forever, today, & all tomorrow's...O's & X's to you & the family...give Grandma & Grandpa G, my dad, Uncle Butch, & Heather hugs & kisses from us too...I Love You so, so much my son & miss you..

Clevie, my son, my life, my love....today is Christmas Eve, and as everyday you are always with me in thoughts & in my heart, my son...I Love & miss you more than I could ever tell you..but like I always say, this is not "goodbye", God willing "I will see you again..& you & I and the family will all be together with Jesus..Have a wonderful & glorious day with Jesus & the family..celebrating Jesus's birth. You are at peace now with Jesus & the family & your one true love, Shawn.....please, be happy & at peace...Love, always & forever & ever, Mom, Mark, Mike & Lil Mike...give the family, especially my mom, dad's & Uncle Butch O's & X's from me...& Mark, Mike & Lil Mike...Love & O's & X's to you always, my son, my love, my heart...12/24/13, Christmas Eve, Tuesday...

My son, my love, my life, Clevie....today is 12/21...11 mo. & 2 days since you left us...the 19th Mark & I were thinking & talking about you..I still ask the question "why" everyday...I love & miss you so, so much, as well as your brother's & lil Mike does too...you know you have my heart with you everyday as well as my love..I know you are with Jesus, Uncle Butch, Grandma & Grandpa G, Heather & the rest of the family, but I miss & love you so, so much my son..we could have worked this out, just as we always did before..I just don't understand why you didn't talk to me...you said I always made you feel better after you talked to me...why not this time my son, my love..why? I will never say goodbye, but I will see you later, God willing...I'll write again soon & kiss you everyday (your picture)...always remember you are Always in my heart, thoughts & have my love, today, tomorrow & forever...Love, Mom, Mark, Mike & lil Mike..O's & X's always..

My son, my love, my life....today is Thanksgiving & I know you are with Jesus & Grandma G, Grandpa G, Heather, Uncle Butch & the rest of the family...Last year you were going thru some really rough times..this year, as you know, I always miss you, not only on holidays, but each & everyday, but I know you are no longer in the pain, between your back & leg..you were always in pain....but I miss & love you so, so, so much my son...I just want you to know how much I am thinking of you & love you so much more than I could ever explain...my heart aches for you every minute of every day...hope you have a wonderful day with Jesus & the family...my heart,my love & thoughts are always with you...always know that " my son, my love, my life."..O's & X's to you & the family always, as well as our LOVE, Mom, Mark, Mike & lil Mike....Loving you always & forever ...today & tomorrow & always you will have my heart & my love, as well as your brothers & nephew..Mom & family,,lil Mike wants a "studio" for X-mas & while we were at the guitar store on Hallandale Bch. Blvd...he was wishing you were here, as always, to help him out with it all....we all love & miss you more than I can ever tell you or explain...I will never get an answer to "why", this happened...you always told me, "mom, I can always talk to you & you always make me feel better....why, why not this time Clevie.?...you know & always knew how much I love & loved you...I know I will have to wait til we see each other again for the answer...til than my son, my love, my life, I"ll Love you always & forever, always remember that.." O's & X's forever my son"

To my son, my love, Clevie.....today is 10 months since you left us to be with Jesus..I want you to know I think about you everyday, every minute of each day...you are constantly with me in my heart & thoughts & Always have my love....I miss you more than I could ever tell you in words...I constantly wish you would have talked to me...you left with me asking so many questions, but the biggest one "why"...you know & knew than how much I love you..you always said..mom, I can always talk to you & you always make me feel better...why not before this my son? I know oneday we will be together again, but now I miss you so, so much..I know you are here with me, & always will be in my heart, thoughts & have my love..but just to hug & kiss you & see you, oh what I wouldn't give...always remember, this is not "goodbye, but I will see you later, my son, my love, my life"..stay always at Jesus's side & always remember I LOVE YOU...ALWAYS...O's & X's to you, Butch, grandma g, grandpa g, Heather & the family...Love today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & lil Mike...11/19/13 Tuesday..

My son, my Love, my Life....Cleve..,Happy Birthday my son...I love & miss you so, so much...hope you have a great Birthday with your dad, grandma G,, grandpa G., uncle Butch, Heather & the rest of the family...wishing so much you were here with me..I know you are in spirit, but I know now your pain is over, but that still doesn't stop me from missing you..& I will always love you more than you could ever imagine...Always.......I know someday we will be together, all of us..Remember my love for you is endless...have a Happy Birthday, my son, my love...O's & X's to you today & always...to our family too...I know you are at Jesus's side & that is how I get thru each day...Love always, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike & lil Mike...

Cleve, my son, I know your day was so, so good. You have been on my mind & in my heart all day...as you always are everyday...I love & miss you so much..stay close, always,..I know you are near, I feel you near...Loving you always & forever, Mom O's & X's to you always & the family..11/17/13 Sunday

My Son, my Love, my Life...in less than 1 hour from now it will be your Birthday....Your dad & I were so blessed to have you for our son...you are & were loved so very, very much...I know you will be with me in spirit for your Birthday, just wish you were here to hold & kiss...I love & miss you so, so much...have a Blessed Birthday with grandma (who is gone 26 yrs. ago today....give her many hugs & kisses for me & your brothers...tell her I miss & love her so, so much)...grandpa, Uncle Butch, Heather & the family...be Happy & at peace, & always at Jesus's side....Love today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, Mark, Mike, & Lil Mike 11/16/13....

My dear son, Cleve...today is the 19th, and you are gone 9 months..I love & miss you so, so much my son..you are always with me in my heart & thoughts, everyday and every minute of each day, as well as the love I have for you is endless..I know you are at peace now & that is the only consulation I get....you are with your dad, Uncle Butch, grandmas & grandpas, Heather & the family..& at the side of Jesus...(we) your brother, lil Mike & me, all Love & miss you so much...always know that my son. I can always feel your prescence & know you are here with me in spirit...I Love You so, so much...all our love, Mom, Mark, Mike & Lil Mike...O's & X's always....

My dear son, Cleve.....today is the 19th, and today, & everyday you are with me in my heart & thoughts, & as always, have my love...it is 8 months & I miss you more & more, my love, my life, my son...I know you are here with me, in spirit..I always feel your presence...but I miss hugging you & kissing you my son...I know we will be together again, but I miss you so, so much now...always remember & know that..Mark, Mike & Lil Mike all love & miss you too..all I want & believe I know, that you are at peace & with our family, grandmother's, grandfather's, uncle Butch, Heather, lil Billy...give the all our love & O's & X's to you & them...this will never be "goodbye", just "see you later", my son, my love, my life...I love & miss you more than you can ever, ever imagine...I know you are with Jesus, & always at His side, & are content know...that's the only peace I get..I know your pain is over, & you are with Jesus & our family...Love always ....today, tomorrow & forever, mom, Mark, Mike & lil Mike...

My son, my love, my life..you are with me in my heart & thoughts...everyday, every minute, every second.....I'll love you forever & ever...we will be together again..until than, you are always with me..I feel your presence...see you later....Love always, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, brothers, Mark & Mike & nephew, lil Mike...O's & X's to you & the family, my son....

Hello my son, my life, my love....I wasn't home for the 19th of the month, but you know you were in my heart & thoughts as you are every day, every hour, every minute...you are always with me...only got back home today, so I want to let you know you were with me, as always, the whole time I was gone..I love & miss you so, so much, but I know you know that....my son, my love, my life...O's & X"s always & forever...be at peace & I'll see you later...Love, Always & Forever, mom, Mark, Mike & Lil Mike...

7/19/13 Friday 5:57 PM...to My Son, Cleve....I Love & Miss you so, so much...every minute of every day you are and will always be with me in my heart, thoughts & will always have my love, my dear son....O"s & X"s always & forever, mom, brothers, Mark & Mike, & nephew, lil Mike..

Cleve, my son, my love, my life....l love & miss you so much, my son...it is 6 months today, that you are not here with me in body...but in my heart, my mind, & in my soul you will always remain...I know you are here with me in spirit, I can feel your presence...but I want to hear your voice, & hug & kiss you, my son...I miss you so, so much...I know you are with Jesus & our family, and at peace, but I just want you to know today, tomorrow & forever, you will always be with me....Love, Always & Forever, mom, Mark, Mike, & lil Mike O*s & X*s...Love, as always, mom

Cleve, it is 7/19/13...& 12:25 AM...I just wrote to you, but the date didn*t change on the computer..it was after 12 AM when I wrote to you....I just want you to know I didn*t get the date wrong...you are & will always be with me second to minute & minute to each hour.& each hour that turns into.another day & you will always be with me..Always my son....Love always & forever, mom & your brothers, Mark & Mike & nephew, lil Mike O*s & X*s always my son....

Cleve, my son, my love, my life.....I miss you so, so much..and the question remains *why*...nothing nor I will ever be the same...I love & miss you so much & my heart is breaking everyday...always know you are with me all the time, in my heart & thoughts you will always be...I LOVE YOU SO, SO MUCH MY SON.. LOVE ALWAYS & FOREVER, MOM & YOUR BROTHERS, MARK & MIKE, & nephew, LIL MIKE..STAY CLOSE TO JESUS, UNCLE BUTCH, GRANDMA & GRANDPAS..all I ask of Jesus is to keep you by his side & for you to be without pain, and at peace....Love alwaysl, mom & family Ols & Xls always my son...

Cleve, my son, my love, my life.....today you are gone 5 months, but in my heart & thoughts you will always remain,.& my Love for you is endless.....your brothers & I miss you so, so much...there isn't any time of the day that you are not on my mind....everyday, I pray you will give me a sign ...anything...I know you are close, I can feel your presence, but I'm asking for something more...please, my son...give my some kind of sign..please..I know you are with Jesus & Uncle Butch & the family...you have such a good heart & always believed in Jesus & prayed, so I know you are with Him..Always, always remember that you will always be with me..I miss our talks & you always so concened for my health, & telling me "mom your cooking is so good.." I will never understand how & why this happened...never...but be assured my son, we will some day be together again...I know Jesus will grant me that...till than, my son, you have my love always & forever....Love, Today, Tomorrow & Forever, my love.from my heart to yours...Love, Mom & brothers & lil Mike....O's & X's to you & the family...

Cleve, my son, my love, my life....as always you are in my heart and in my thoughts everyday, all day....Wishing you a Happy Father's Day, my son...I know you are with your dad, Uncle Butch & the family, but always know you are & will always be right here with me in my heart & with me everyday...I love & miss you so, so much....as well as your brothers, Mark & Mike & your nephew lil Mike....O's & X's to you my loving son & to Uncle Butch, my mom & dad * our Heather Louise....Love, Always, Today, Tomorrow & Forever my son...Love Always, Mom

Cleve, my son, my love, my life...today you are gone 4 months...but never gone from my heart & thoughts..you will always remain with me & your brothers & lil Mike....I know you are with Jesus & the family & that is the only peace I get, knowing you are with them & you are at peace..always know that you are with me at all time & I LOVE & miss you so, so much...O's & X's to you & Uncle Butch, my mom & both dad's & our Heather Louise....With Love, Today, Tomorrow & Forever my son...

Today is Mother's Day, my son..I Love & miss you so, so much..You are with Jesus, Uncle Butch & the family, and you are with me too, in my heart, thoughts & will always have my love today & always...We all miss you so, so much, always know that...you were & always will be continued to be loved..I know that you are at peace now, & at the side of Jesus..,but always remember, you are always with me...Always...O's & X's to you always, my son, my love, my life...Love Always, today, tomorrow & forever, Mom, your brother's Mike & Mark, & nephew, Lil Mike..........

The memories & Love we have for you will always be with us...you will always be in our hearts & thoughts, as you always were & still are...there isn't a moment that goes by that I'm not thinking of you...my son, my love, my life..I try everyday to go forward, as hard as it is, I have to for your brothers & Lil Mike...but you, my son are always with me & always will be-- today, tomorrow & forever...I love & miss you so, so much...all I want is for you to be a peace & at the side of Jesus, your dad, Uncle Butch, your grandparents,& our Heather Louise...ALWAYS know that you are always loved & missed more than I could ever tell you....With All Our Love, Mom, Mark, Mike & Lil Mike...

To My Son, Cleve....today is Easter & I will always remember the Easter's we spent together.. you will spend today & everyday with us in our hearts & thoughts....enjoy today, my son, with your dad, Uncle Butch, Heather, grandparents...I, as well as your brothers & Lil Mike will LOVE & MISS YOU today & everyday...LOVE ALWAYS, TODAY, TOMORROW & FOREVER, mom, Mike, Mark & Lil Mike...O's & X's.....

To My Dear Son, Cleve...today you are at peace..I'll always remember your smile & the wonderful birthdays, holidays & just good days we had together..Oh, how I tried to tell you & talk to you..I kept telling you, if you dug deep enough you would find dirt, but you not only found dirt, you found trash, but now my son, you are with Jesus, your dad, grandparents, Heather & Shawn...she loved you so much & you loved her too.. She was your one & only true love & I know you are happy now, happier than you have been in years and at peace, that's what will keep me going on, along with your brothers, Mike & Mark...all we want is for you to be at the side of Jesus & to know we LOVE YOU, today, tomorrow & forever....O's & X's, Love Mom & your brothers......s

Dear Son, From the day your dad & I found out I was pregnant with you, we were the happiest mom & dad to be in the world. As we awaited your arrival we were both overjoyed..when the day finally came & you were born, we were so proud & you so perfect in every way. You were loved so much. we were always so proud of you & your achievements. Yes, as you grew we had our disagreements as parents do, because we always wanted the best for you. As time went by & your dad passed, I always gave you the best advise I could, sometimes you listened, sometimes you didn't..but loved you more than you could ever know..now you are with Jesus, your dad & the rest of the family that proceeded us & you are in peace with no more pain..Always remember, this is "Not Goodbye, but is is, I Will See You Later." Yes, without you here, there will always be an empty place in my heart, as well as there will be in your brother's hearts, & Lil' Mike,. Meanwhile, stay close to Jesus's side, and always remember, We will always Love you, Today, Tomorrow & Forever...with all Our Love, as always, Mom, brothers, Michael, Mark & your nephew, Michael Anthony. with endless O's & X's to my dear son, Cleve..............

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Cleveland Anthony Salgado

November 17, 1965 – January 19, 2013

Fred Hunter's Funeral Home & Fred Hunter's Hollywood Memorial Gardens

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