Hey baby, wanted you to have a picture of your soon to be baby sister. I'm scared Jaxson please protect us, I can't go through this again. I'm terrified !!! I miss you so much! As we sit looking at your baby sisters ultrasound picture, all I see is you. She has your nose, lips, and the way she's holding her arms its just like you. I know you had something to do with this didn't you????? You know mommy definitely need her, just like I need you. She's sent here to fill a little piece of the hole in my heart and to give me hope again. I know you don't like seeing me cry, since I do it all the time. I never realized just how much a  person could cry. I miss you so much and love you to the moon and back. 

Dear my sweet boy, I love you so much and mommy is having such a hard time. I try to stay strong but I'm losing that battle slowly but surely. I will not give up and  I will keep trying, because I don't want you to ever look down on me. That's the most important thing to mommy and I want you and your siblings proud. I love you Jaxson, my sweet boy. I look forward to the day I can hold you again. I know it's going to have to wait awhile, because your brothers and sisters need me here right now. 

Don't ever forget how much I MISS and LOVE you !!!

My baby boy I'm sorry it took daddy so long to do this but I didn't want to except the fact that you are gone. Even though we had a short 4 months ths together we have a lifetime of memories. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you or cry for you. From the moment we found out you were a boy I had such big plans for you. From baseball to fishing to doing all the firsts with you. Your new journey in heaven with papa and auntie I'm sure it's going to be a fun and crazy journey. Your journey here on earth will still continue to live on through your family. I love you more than any words can describe. I would give the world to see you again for one day but until we meet again I will try my best to keep momma calm and happy like you did. I miss you so much my Lil buzzard.

Jaxson, Looks who's in 1st place now, with the biggest fish...... ->This girl<- Mommy caught a fish bigger than you!!! If you were here you know I so would've took a picture of you laying next to it. I know Daddy is a little sour but it's okay. I have to enjoy the lead while it last. I miss you so much and the crying hasn't eased up. Every where I go or every thought, I feel like I'm missing something, and I'm surely am..... that's you. I look forward to the day I get to hold you again and tell you how much I love you. I know you already know but I would say it another million times and the countless kisses I would give. I miss your tiny little fingers pinching the back of my arm. What I would give to have you look into my eyes one last time, the look that I'm the only thing that matter. I'm lost without you and I'm scared that I will never be able to find what the new normal is for me. Mommy misses you so much JAXSON!!! I love you lil man to the moon and back, infinity

My PRECIOUS BABY BOY, 

You know if I had just one wish it'd be that you didn't have to miss this
YOU SHOULD BE HERE!!!

Mommy and Daddy listen to that song all the time, It's true-you should be here.
 
I hope you had an amazing 1st Christmas and It had to be in HEAVEN. I wish you were here with me. I need you JAXSON! We all were so excited to spend your 1st Christmas together, as a family. It was supposed to be you and me opening your first present together. You would've just cared more about how the  paper sounded then the present. As Dad and I laid with you for hours Christmas night. We even opened your presents, that were given to us by Grandma. You would've loved them, I sure do. I'm sorry I couldn't leave them there with you. I loved the Curious George stuffed animal so much I even took it to BINGO with us.  

I'm going to miss all of the "1st" moments with you. The worst one is I will never hear the 1st time you say Mommy or your first word, which probably be Daddy but I'm convinced it would've been MOMMY! I pray so hard the Hopefully, One day I can dream and be able to hear you say mommy. 

Daddy and I go to your favorite place very often actually, It's still so peaceful there. It's probably the only place mommy doesn't cry hurt tears.I remember all the crazy adventures, you know we had plenty. Your favorite place should  change It's name from Lake Mead to Mommy's Tears for Jaxson. If I could collect all the tears that I've cried, I definitely could replace all the lost water, they have lost over the years. All the fisherman would be overly excited and fishing probably would be better than before. 

Daddy and I are going to start 
"Jaxson's Gift" Every baby deserves to be decorated on every holiday, but especially Christmas. What if their mommy's or daddy's are unable to do it for them, or they feel alone, so they may want to forget. We won't forget any baby, they are part of our extended family now. They probably never realized once you were laid to rest, December 11, 2016 their family just got a little bigger. We will start for next Christmas 2017 first and add other holidays as we go. The baby side will be bright and full of happiness. We promise you! Every baby deserves a Christmas and we will get the help and make "Jaxson's Day" out of it. We will invite the community to help, maybe someone out there doesn't have anyone to decorate with, they do now. Even if "Jaxson's Gift" is simply putting a smile on someone's face. The smiled you had every minute of the day. I still wonder if your cheeks ever hurt. You were such a happy baby. So if we can make someone smile, then daddy and mommy are good with that.

I'm going to put a toy box near you, filled with some toys. It will say "Jaxson's Gift To You." You can help us by guiding a child or even a parent to simply walk by and pick one. Maybe the child doesn't have a toy, maybe needs something to smile about, or a parent needs a little reminder of a happy Memory. On every toy It will say, "Please enjoy my gift to you. Love and Smile Always Jaxson." 
We promised you that your name will not be forgotten and that's Daddy's and Mommy's goal!!!! You know your mother and  I will not fail. 

I love you dearly and miss you so much, Lots of hugs and kisses. I love you lil man to the moon and back, Infinity! Definitely ALWAYS & FOREVER-MOMMY 

I promise you Jaxson, I will SMILE again. It will take time but I'll do it for you. I want you proud and not to worry about me. Love you my lil monkey

May peace find you and comfort you all. I will keep you in my daily thoughts,  sending positive energy.  Rest easy little one,  until you meet again. <3

I am so sorry you guys. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.Love you.

I am at a loss for words,  your courage is impeccable and your love undeniable.  We love, we lose, we regret yet deal.  I, however, think you are the most honest soul putting yourself out there.  Wisdom beyond your years.  Your  will be flying with some pretty big ANGEL'S up there.  Regret I can't be there in person but my ♥ and soul will be there on HIS DAY.  Hugs, blessings and prayers for all..  Family,  Victoria l Todd ( on the LIAL side).. By the way,  I am Frank (Jr.) niece,  raised by him and Frieda off and on for years.  My love is real....

May you find peace with knowing he is in good hands with lots of people to care for him

Though we've never laid eyes on each other or shared a touch, I love you Jaxson. You are missed and loved and will be thought of daily. JJ, Miranda, and the children, we are always here for you. If we can do it or make it happen we will. We love you all dearly. May God shine His light upon you, shower you with His grace, and bring you peace. 

Love you always, 
LaLa

I never got to meet yu sweet boy && I wish I could have. But even though we never met I still considere yu part of my family.  I have knows your parents since middle school && your brothers and sisters before they were born and have considered them part of my family. May yu rest in paradise angle baby. God had a plan && needed yu.

Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

No bond is as great as that between a parent and child.  My deepest condolences are with you as you grieve.

OBITUARY

Jaxson JesseLee Lial-Garza

July 21, 2016 – November 26, 2016

Palm Eastern Mortuary & Cemetery

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