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My Love, 

Happy Valentine's Day my love. This is our first Valentine's Day in 33 years that we are not together and I miss you waking me up with the Valentine's Day kiss. Oh my goodness, how much I miss you? Every single second of every single day is torture without you. It's been 28 days today since I felt your kiss your touch since you've held my hand. Since we've laughed danced and sang Our Favorite Song and just talked. I hate life without you. Our boys are wonderful and they are taking care of me and each other, but my pain is so different from theirs. I feel so empty inside I mean literal emptiness. It's like a black hole. I have no idea how I'm going to go on each day and live the closest to what could be considered normal without you? I don't know how I've gone 28 days. I cry so much and I'm always so angry and sad. I just keep waiting for you to walk through the door.
I hope you're watching over us and with us every second of every day. The boys said don't be sad. Mom. You're going to feel all kinds of signs that Daddy is with you today on this special day because he always made it such a great day in your life. So I'll be waiting for those signs Daddy. And I will bring you roses to your resting place. Just like you always gave me. I love you so much, Daddy, and I miss you so much. I'll be waiting for you to come to me. Rest in peace, my love. I can't wait for the day when we were United in each other's arms. I love you

Daddy, 

I love that we always call each other Mommy and daddy. I have one simple request today. Can you please give me your strength? There are so many things going on that I need you for. Please tell me what to do daddy. Tell me how to handle it. Please.... life without you is like a black hole. Our children are amazing and wonderful, and they have been there for me 1 million percent, but my pain is different from theirs. We are altogether lifting each other up doing the best that we can but there are some things that only you could do. I miss you so much, honey. Please give me your strength. Please come to me and tell me how to fix this. I love you so much, Daddy, and I will never let go. I will always be with you and you will always be with me. And I will always be your wife. I will look for you in my dreams. I carry you every second. I love you, and I need you.

Love always mommy


To my love and all who read this,

Thank you all so much for the outpour of love and support and even more importantly thank you for your stories about my husband and the amazing man father friend supervisor everything about him that he is. Yes I said it is because I will not think of him as past tense he is my husband he is my life partner my best friend my other half my everything that is never going to change and I will always be his wife.

A very good friend of his called me yesterday and told me that Jesse told him how he loved me how I was the light of his life along with our boys all the things he was planning to do for me in the coming months and just he continued to tell me stories of the way that Jesse used to talk about me and his love for me with this friend. Although it made me continue to have rivers of tears it also felt so good to know. I mean I already know what Jesse and I share. I know how much he loves me and I love him, but to know that he shared that with someone else it just felt so good to hear and this friend called me to tell me that because he knew that my world has been rocked to its deepest core. It is exactly what I needed in that moment of my life.

Today is 14 days, but the love and support and stories literally from all over the world and I mean that in a literal sense absolutely all over the world continue to pour into us. It is truly amazing how he touched so many lives on so many levels .

I know he's watching over us I know he's with us I know he is loving us from afar and we are loving him back. Thank you all for everything and to my love I love you so much you are running through my veins and my bones just like our blood does I will always be Mrs Jesse Rosario and you will always be my husband that will never change rest in peace my love I'm holding you every second. Until we are reunited. I love you forever.

Oh My Love, 

We are on day 10 without you. The absolute worst 10 days of my entire life. 

Some may read this and wonder why I'm posting sporadically, but it just makes me feel good to know that I'm talking to you on here so that others can see how much we love you how much we miss you and how amazing you are not wear, but are.

I just went out in the backyard which was your favorite place in this entire amazing house that you brought us to. I've only been able to go out in the yard maybe three times. I hate not seeing those garage doors open because when they're open that means you're in there working. 

Nothing is the same without you honey. Not one damn thing not even the way we breathe or think or walk. As I've already said I promise you I will never ever let go of you your love your touch your voice your kiss or anything. I will hold that with me every second of every single day of my life until I am back in your arms. Please keep coming to me. I feel you I smell you and that and our boys are the only reason I get up everyday. I love you so much and that will never change. I will always be nothing but your wife and their mother. I can't wait to see you again and feel your arms around me. You are my eternal soul mate and I am yours

I love you

 Jesse Rosario is a wonderful husband, father, son, uncle, cousin, friend! He always treated everyone as family. He treated me as if I was always his daughter. He was the absolute best father in law a girl could ask for. My heart is broken. I will forever miss you saying "what up doe" to me when I walk into the house. I will forever miss riding the dirt bikes with you, all the cookouts, whenever I asked for pansit (idk how to spell it) but whenever I asked for it you always said "you got it babe" and made it. I will forever miss you being in the garage with the boys laughing carrying on just having a great time with the family. And " Life as we know it will never be the same without you. And I will forever miss you. I will hold onto all the memories I have with you and i will never forget them. I promise you dad i will do my very best to do whatever I can for your wife (my wonderful mother in law) and your boys (my husband & my brothers) and be as strong as I can for them until we meet again. I still cant believe this is real. I can not wrap my head around it. Even though none of us were ready to let you go. God needed you more. I love you dad and will miss you forever.

#gonebutwillneverbeforgotten
#untilwemeetagain
💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

This is in continuation of my last post I ran out of characters:

I miss that I miss that so much. The way you used to come up and just be so affectionate the way we were with each other no matter where we were we didn't care. When we were driving in the car or sitting at the table at bowling or at a restaurant you would just pick up my hand hold my hand and rub my hand and say I love you mommy. I don't know what I'm going to do without all of that. I feel sick to my stomach that it hasn't happened now in nine days.

I'm holding on to every second and every memory that we've ever shared with each other. I hope you come to me I know that I felt you already. I hope what you see in those love story movies is true and that one day you'll just be standing in front of me and we'll talk and we'll hug and then you fade away, but you come back. I hope all that's true because I honestly do not know how long I can go without seeing you  and touching you. It hurts so bad daddy 
 
He's coming to me and my dreams come to me randomly when I'm just sitting here like now crying so bad because they miss you. 

I love you Daddy I love you more than anyone has ever loved anybody in their whole life and I will never stop I will never like go . I'll see you in my dreams my love. 

I love you 

My Love my other half, 

We laid you to rest yesterday in your final resting place next to a pond. I think you will be most happy if you couldn't be right here with us in my arms. Every time I take a step or a breath I want to fall to my knees and beg God to bring you back to us. You should not be gone. It is not right, it is not fair in anyway.

Yesterday after your services and your burial we did your last rosary and then celebrated your life and true Jesse Style. You would have been very happy. There were so many people here Daddy. The line of cars at the burial could not even get in the cemetery they had to double up the line. Everyone came out to pay their respects to you and your boys and I got to hear the most incredible amazing stories of how you impacted each and every one of their lives and I already knew you were that special, but it was so beautiful to hear their stories and see their tears and feel their love for you.

So many people came up to me all through the week during your rosary and your services and your wake yesterday and told me they wish they could have a love like yours and mine and I told him that love will never end. I will never ever ever let go of you and I will never stop being your wife that is all I will ever be. I want you to know that Jesse, there will never be another one for me you are the only one in my life you are the only touch that I will ever feel and I'm holding on to that until we meet again. Yesterday during your celebration of life I was watching people laugh and dance and eat just like you used to. Nw I get why you used to sit back and just watch them,but because they were celebrating you I just listened and watch and it was amazin. I saw your cousin come behind and grab his wife and kiss her on the neck oh my gosh that just made me fall to my knees and cry because you used to do that to me. You used to come up and randomly kiss me on my neck or grab my face and kiss me or hug me from behind or rub my back. I miss that

I personally only really met Mr. Rosario once or twice at various parties but I'd always see him. He was the charismatic one.  But the two times I did actually interact with him were some of the funnest times I've had a party. The first time, I wanna say it was Fourth Of July, and the family had this onion type dip that was repulsing everyone, so naturally I decided not to do it. But he wouldn't let me not like something without trying it first. That was some of the best dip I've ever had. I sat with the elders of the family inside for most of the party while my brother, sister and her boyfriend hung outside with the Rosario kids and friends. I laughed a lot. He was so warm and liking.

The second party was not too long ago, I forget the occasion but I tossed some horseshoe with him and we shot the shit for a while. And eventually we parted ways in the party and that would be the last time I saw him.

Jeremy, Stephen, all the Rosario kids, I am so sorry for your loss. The same goes for the rest of the family I just didn't happen to know as well. 

💁‍♂️🥃  -- One for the road.

The Rosario. Family my Deepest Sympathy goes out to all of you. May God comfort each and everyone of you at this time . Jessie and Unc keep me cool in that Warehouse most of the time. Love you Brother 

The poker squad I remember Jesse joining me Keone and the late great Ed Rosario in a few matches I'm heartbroken he was such a good guy he will be missed praying for you all

Jesse,
It was an honor to work alongside you. I hope your family and friends look to your example of disciple, positivity, and perseverance for generations to come. 
-Jesse Graham

My brother Jesse was a man of few words, unless you were very close family.  He was very private in alot of ways.  But, he was a man of action.  He was one of the hardest working people I know.  He showed his love and care by actually doing things, not just saying things.  He spoiled his wife and sons all the time and took great care of them.  He was a great son, always there for our widowed mom who has been diagnosed with Alzheimers disease.  He loved his nephews and they were always welcome in his home practically since birth.  He had a special love for his nieces who got to see his gentle side.  As a brother, Jesse was the best!  If he had it to give, he would.   He was a pain at times, as all brothers are, but would care for me like I was his baby sister instead of the oldest sibling.  My life is changed forever because I was used to seeing my brother almost every week, I don't think we ever went a month without seeing each other.  We didn't have deep conversation all the time, but we were just together, sharing the same space, breathing the same air.  That was all we needed to be close.  Jesse will be truly missed.  Rest in peace my brother.

My Love, 

I miss you so much. I can't even begin to tell you how much. Every day has been torture without you. I have to remind myself to breathe. You know everywhere we went in life we went together so to spend these last five days without you next to me they have been the worst five days of my life. 

Today is day five of your rosary. I have carried out all of your wishes just as you told me you wanted and you would be so proud of our boys. They have led the Rosary every night supporting each other every moment of it. Everyone says how proud you would be of them and that you taught them their Traditions well. They are taking care of me so good and doing their best to follow your footsteps around the house. Nothing is the same without you not one damn thing. I know how hard you fought. We were with you every step of the way and I know you heard my voice in those last moments because every time I spoke you came back. We know that you fought for us up to that very last moment. I hope you are resting now. I miss you so much, but I feel you. I felt you touch my hands, I felt you touch my shoulders, I know you're with me. Please keep coming to me because I can't do this without you and I need to know that you're here with me. 

You are a legend my daddy. I know you're looking down and you see all the people who are coming to show their love and support from far and near. People that you coached Football 20 plus years ago. You are a Legend my love and you always will be.

Please continue to come to me. I need you Daddy. I will always be Mrs Jesse Rosario that will never change. I will always be your wife. I will always carry you with me and hold you close. Just like we said you and I will be married and together until we die. You went home before me but that promise we made to each other doesn't change. I Will Never Let You Go Daddy and I know that you will never let me go I know you will never leave me I love you.

I didn’t know Jesse but for two years but can remember how selfless he was. He would come with a smile and be ready to help. I’ll remember my last session w him and Keoni roasting a pig. The best of memories. The Rosario’s are an amazing family, and I have been blessed to share some family events with you. I know Jesse’s life will be celebrated the way only Rosario’s could. 
Keep shining. Keep loving.

Jessieeeeee

Hey Brother that was our Morning Cable Call every time I stepped in that Warehouse I could count on you brother sayi g that to each other we would talk about all kinds of stuff Cable Family Kids Cable LOL!!! Brother your family is gonna miss you tremendously and so will your Cable Brothers you were one of the BEST SUPERVISORS I HAVE EVER KNOWN I WILL MISS YOU UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN (RIP) REST IN POWER BROTHER!!!!!!!

Cheers to you,
Because we are in the office I may not let my tears out of my eyes, but I want you to know that my heart will silently weep and cry!


Hey Jesse ,
I didn’t know you except on the morning zoom calls with Triwire but, I  can always tell a persons personality by how they talk and the passion they have for what they do and how they live !! I am sad you are gone but, am truly blessed to have had the opportunity to meet you !! Be the Angel we all know you are!! Rest my friend 

James
Triwire

This is crazy, Jesse has always been a great friend. He’s always been everywhere he’s needed. I’m not sure how he did it but it was done. 
When i first was introduced to the cable field, i was young and far from a perfect tech. I started at Vitel DCD where i met Jesse. He was my supervisor, while people like Ed doubted me and my ability to b a great tech, but Jesse didn’t. He was always the first person to show up to my jobs and was willing to stay until it was done. It sounds like it’s not much, but any tech knows it’s rare to have a sup on ur team that’s so diligent. 
He trained me so well that i thought i knew everything about cable until i went to the county and found a rude awakening. 
Despite the various locations i been through in my cable career, Jesse always checked in and made sure i was good. 
Definitely going miss hearing him calling me out and making sure I’m good. 
He will always be missed and never forgotten. 

My soul mate, my other half oh how I miss your touch, your smile, your kiss, your voice, and everything about you. I just cannot believe you are gone. You are my world my everything. It has always been Jesse and Denise no matter what. Wherever you were I was and vice versa. I don't know how to live any other way. You were taken from us way too soon. I love you more than any words could ever describe. I will never let go of you or our love, I'll never forget your touch your kiss and the way you used to hold me and love me. Thank you for always making sure we were taken care of even now. Thank you for giving me the best 32 years of my life which is way more than half my life. Thank you for giving me the most amazing 5 beautiful sons. Thank you for choosing me to be your wife, I am truly the luckiest girl on the face of this Earth. I will carry you with me every second of every day and never ever let go. I can already feel you. I can still feel your breath. You are in my bones our love runs through my veins. My world is shattered and I will never be the same my life will never be the same but I will see you again someday. For now I have your wedding ring and I'm wearing it on my finger until the Glorious Day when we meet again and I can put it back on yours. I will always be your wife your, best friend , and your soulmate and you will always be mine. I love you so much my love rest in peace I will see you again.

OBITUARY

Jesse Anthony Rosario Jr.

August 5, 1969 – January 17, 2020

Schimunek Funeral Home

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