OBITUARY

Estevan Benjamin Vargas

February 4, 1993November 30, 2018

Estevan Benjamin Vargas was born on February 4, 1993 and passed away on November 30, 2018

Services

21 December

Visitation

5:00 pm - 9:00 pm

Joshua Memorial Park Mortuary

808 E Lancaster Blvd
Lancaster, California 93535

22 December

Funeral Service

12:00 pm - 1:00 pm

Joshua Memorial Park Mortuary

808 E Lancaster Blvd
Lancaster, California 93535

REMEMBERING

Estevan Benjamin Vargas

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Victoria Escudero

December 18, 2018

I cant believe this is true. I was on my way home from work when someone called me and told me what happened. They asked me if I had heard of the horrible news, I pulled over and was in shock. EB, you were there for me throughout our high school years in so many ways. You are the most selfless person I have ever met. I remember when I was nervous to present in front of the class and you moved your seat to the front and made me laugh so I would feel more comfortable. I had to take some extra classes and was just venting with you how stressed I was, and you went to these extra classes with me just so I wouldn't be alone and could make me feel better. I cant stop but think of your smile and the laughs we shared together. I remember when you would tell me just how much God loved me, you pushed me to be better. I wish I could have been there for you even half of what you were for me. I wish I could feel your hug just one more time. You were so loved EB. Being a mortician is hard in itself, but to be a mortician for your friend is something you can never prepare for. I am very thankful to your family and so honored to be your Funeral Arranger, and be here for you as much as I possibly can now. I wish I could fit all of our memories here, but it would be too long. I love you EB, and will give you and your family an amazing service, as you deserve. Now, its time for me to take care of you. I love you EB.

Raylene Esparza

December 18, 2018

Estevan,
I can’t even put into words how bad this weighs down my heart. You had such a beautiful spirit and soul. I loved working with you and I’m so glad I had the chance to meet you and get to know you. You’ll always have a place in my heart ! I’ll always remember you & all the stories you shared with me along with the laughs and smiles we shared.

Gio Diaz

December 16, 2018

Hey cous. It’s really hard for me to type this. My only regret is not seeing when I had the chance. I love you with all my heart EB. I remember the family all getting together and all of us playing video games against you. It could be the whole family against you and you would still manage to beat all of us. I remember all you little manurisems, your facial expression and how you love everyone so much. I remember you watching my soccer game and helping with what I was doing wrong. There are so many memories that I have but I wish I had newer ones. I love you Eb, tell my momma I love her and miss her when you see her.

Hanna Gardner

December 12, 2018

Estevan . .
I wish I could go back to those days at your house movie binging and eating your favorite Milano cookies. To the days were we would sit on your patio and smoke a black & mild and talk about everything. I mean it when I say everything. I loved your mind and how you expressed every thought you had with such passion. Loved how we would sing together as we drove. You taught me a lot during our time together. Every day now I remember your voice talking to me with your beautiful voice. I will forever love and miss you.

Rosa Abeyta

December 11, 2018

I still cant bealive that you are gone 💔 I wish I can return the time and called you back that one day..i can still hear you calling me "my Hero" everytime I would work with you I wish I could of been your Hero and saved you. But I guess thats just how the story goes I'm sorry and you wont feel lonely anymore
I miss YOU and I love you.

Mia Fisher

December 11, 2018

EB,

You were funny, smart, & insightful. But most important you were my friend, you were my family.
I always enjoyed talking to you... Our conversations were one of a kind! Truly some of the most memorable. We shared ideas, theories, philosophies, & straight ridiculousness...& it was all great. We always wondered what the meaning of all this was & it puzzled us profoundly. It scared us but yet intrigued us. It was a fascinating topic, but not as fascinating as the idea of finding GOD...

You found god...

God is love & you radiated with love always...

Now that you have rejoined the creator, I rejoice because I know I shall see you later...for it’s good bye for now... but not forever!

Yes we all hurt, & how can we not? We all loved you oh so very much... you were special & many lives you touched.

I hope you know how much you meant to all of us & I will miss you, more than you will ever know because I have lost a brother here on earth....I am left heartbroken but at least I have great memories of you. My favorite was hearing you say “I love you sis” before leaving or hanging up the phone every time we met or talked. You always made your love known. I always thought that was beautiful & now... thanks to you, I kiss my children & tell them I love them too.


Missing you EB,
May you rest in peace.

Beto Sandoval

December 10, 2018

I miss you bro. You were my best friend and my right hand. I miss you so much and it sucks that I couldn’t be there more to hang out and spend time with you while I am here in korea for a year. We have so many memories together bro lol. Your whole family took me in and accepted me as one of their own, since we were always together lol. Playing madden , playing basketball in your moms driveway, going on hiking trips , beach trips , watching laker games , and schooling people on kobe and his greatness . So many many other things that I can go on naming forever . I freaking love you bro and miss you so much . You had the best spirit and were always a giver. I love you bro. I wish I was there more EB. I love you.

CECILIA CÁRCAMO

December 9, 2018

Estevan;
Tengo recuerdos que no voy a olvidar uno de ellos nuestra primera cita y la carta que decidiste hacerme, recuerdo que con esa carta dio incio a una amistad, pero sabes algo tú me trajiste algo más con esta carta me regalaste momentos muy felices tanto así que empezamos a planear muchas cosas, vivir y hacer cosas juntos porque no sólo éramos compañeros o simples amigos sino LOS MEJORES AMIGOS que prometimos estar uno para el otro siempre y que nunca nos íbamos a dejar.
Ahora sólo en mi mente está tú imagen y tú voz y esas palabras que me decías: "Yo no quiero perderte nunca","Te quiero y te amo mucho, mucho","Y Yo se que tú me quieres" todo esto siempre lo tendré presente en mi mente y corazón, así como tú me decías una y otra vez que yo tenía tú mente y corazón yo ahora te digo que te llevaste una parte de mí contigo.
Doy gracias a Díos por haberte puesto en mi camino, y si me diera a elegir en la siguiente vida pediría de nuevo que tú estés presente en mi camino, le doy gracias porque me dejó decirte todo lo que yo pensé de ti y lo que siento por ti, no te digo adiós sino un hasta pronto porque espero en Dios volverte a ver, te quiero mucho tu sabes eso...
DESCANZA EN PAZ ESTEVAN

Evelyn Villalobos

December 7, 2018

EB you will be missed early by so many people in this world you are never ever alone you have a big family who love you smuch and always will for ever after. The family will grow bigger an bigger and they will know who you are and how many smiles you put on our faces and how much you made everyone laugh at your jokes. You had the biggest caring heart. I miss you so much we did not get enough time togehter i don't have many memories with you but i will remeber the good times i had with you. I hope you are no longer suffering and you are no longer in pain from everything happening. The world has become empty without you but i hope your in heaven singing with the angles and watching over us from above. You deserve to be in peace you were an amazing person who everyone loved instantly. We will all make you proud in the furture we will keep your memory alive and happy you will forever be in our hearts. I must admit that i am very angry that god took such an amzing person away from your family. God has a plan for evryone sooner or later if he took you it's becuase you have a bigger purpose with him.... 13:4-5: “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs." God is always and forevr by your side no matter the wrongs your his child and he will always protect you , he is there when you need him. May you REST IN PEACE :))

Melissa Gonzalez

December 6, 2018

EB,
“It broke our hearts to lose you,
but you did not go alone.
A part of us went with you,
the day God took you home.
If tears could build a stairway,
and heartaches make a lane,
we’d walk our way to heaven,
and bring you back again.
In life we loved you dearly,
in death we love you still,
in our hearts you hold a place
no one could ever fill.”
Brother, we will always love & miss you. Until we see each other again conejo, love your sister Mel