I miss my mom. I’ve been on this site a thousand times, looking over it every time I miss her just to remind myself that she isn’t coming back, that I’ll never get my mom back, that no matter how much I beg and cry I won’t see her again. I may have been little when she was lost but that doesn’t change how much I love and think of her every day, I spent so long blaming myself for it, telling myself that if I had just been better, begged her to stay with me, told her I loved her that she wouldn’t be gone today but I don’t think now that would have changed anything, she was already too far gone and couldn’t dig herself out the the hole opening up beneath her. Now that I’m going into the Navy and starting my life hopefully saving others lives I think of all the things she has missed and will continue to miss. I still cry for my mommy when I’m sick or in pain, always reaching out for a ghost that can never reach back. I love you mom, I don’t blame you for anything, this world didn’t deserve someone as amazing as you and like they say, “it’s always the good ones that go first.”

I have avoided writing here for four years now. Megan was unique and loving. Megan would laugh when she was nervous, and would always try anything once. She was an amazing person who I had the pleasure of knowing for most of her life. I used to look forward to her calling and updating me on the good and bad in life. I just wish she still could. I believe if their is a heaven she truly deserves it, may she watch over those that remain with the love she gave them in life.

My heart and soul hearts for your family. You didn't deserve this. You were so young and vivacious! The Megan I knew kept every one in good spirits. I hope you're no longer suffering. Love you baby girl. RIP❤

Megan, such a wonderful soul, a beautiful person inside and out. You carried your cheer and your warm smile with you everywhere. You always lit up a room like a ray of sunshine. I will cherish our memories together forever and always. Rest peacefully Megan, until we meet again...

My heart is sad to have lost such a beautiful soul in this world. My heart goes out to my aunt and uncle and cousin, thinking of you in this hard time. Love you all❤

Megan was always full of this bright, positive energy that made you feel welcomed and loved. You did not have to know her long to know that she would be a great friend that really cared about you. Life wasn't perfect, but she made you feel like it was full of freedom, courage, and beautiful chances. I really will miss you, Megan. I am sorry we had not seen each other recently. I wish we had. I love you always. <3

 My condolences to the entire family! May the good memories of Megan remain in each of your hearts to pass on for many generations to come!

A. Busby

You will remain in our memories and always a special place in ou hearts. Our prayers are for you and with your mom and dad, Michelle and Jason.   We pray for peace and comfort to all iof Megan's extend family and friends.
 RiP.

Remembering her wonderful and gentle soul will forever remain in my heart. I am blessed to have known Megan. May she rest in paradise. My most sincere condolences to her family and friends.

To Megan's family, I'm sorry for your loss. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. All my love to Blaire <3 My heart truly breaks for her.. Grandma loves you baby girl.

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Megan Marie VanKirk

September 27, 1990 – July 5, 2016

Harry J Will Funeral Homes

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