Passed away on November 25, 2018
Ryan Howes passed away on November 25, 2018.
December 20, 2018
Ryan I remember he loved to frizby golf orangevale CA and rocklin the frizbygolf course in both those locations
He had a lot of talent I remember when he carved my name and my face into wood so detailed I couldn't believe how artistic and detailed it was he put a glass rose in the vase he built into the back of it and left it on the hood of my car so in the morning when I came out to go to school I found his unique unforgettable gift he left because when I was 17 he had a huge crush on me also I'll never forget when he saved my life .We all live in this world. we come in alone we leave alone good choices bad choices how we learn what we learn. grow from it fix it. I'm in shock that I was given the gift of recovery and to pass it on to the new comers but to want recovery is were it can begin with foot work of course but I'm so sorry he didn't reach out. I'm sorry I wasn't there for him but I'm so sorry he is gone at a very Young age Ryan I'm not sure what happened or how he lost his life but I do know family is important unconditional love is huge . I remember him going through a lot of neglect and abandonment issues . tough love isn't always the answer for addiction it's not an alone problem and the programs are not an alone program. It just truly is upsetting that there are not more resources in Sacramento it's super sad that epidemic and crisis of homelessness is a nightmare in Sacramento and a very traumatizing and horrific situation but I am sorry for his family and there loss Julie Mindy Brian his son and his mother my god I'm so sorry this is devastating .