Love and miss you brother. Wish you were here.  Someday we will be roomies again.

'14 years tomorrow!! You would be a grandpa to a 9 month old! Miss you and my fiance and I PROMISE that he will know who his grandpa is. One day we'll all meet again!'

'BROTHER!!!!!!!!!! 
I'm sorry I don't write :( 
IDK maybe I feel its silly 
but I needed to express my love for you somehow? 
I miss you adam! Life is crazy!! I love you! 
You're always in my heart:)

'Thinking of you. .mom txt a pic of u yesterday., ugh I miss u Adam!'

'Brother..vacationing today..times like this I want to contact u n say I wish we could do this together!! Love n miss u..wish u were here...lv u'

'Adam, tomorrow is your birthday. A day that will live on forever. The word is self explanatory. Oh Adam, if only your beautiful eyes were still open and your heart was still beating!! Wish you were here to share life with me. Seslie is going to have a baby girl!! She's also engaged. Friday was Andrews 21st birthday.. Chuy has been @ his job for a couple years now, n doing good there. I know my kids meant the world to u, and you to them. We had our special little family. I read something the other day and it made me smile and think of you. It said: LIFE IS NOT MEASURED BY THE AMOUNT OF BREATHS WE TAKE, BUT BY THE AMOUNT OF MOMENTS THAT TAKE OUR BREATHS AWAY. And brother, you, seslie, andrew, chuy, & myself had so many moments and memories, that took our breath away. And, I'm so happy to share seslies pregnancy with you, because that will be a most breath taking moment for me. I love you brother, you are not forgotten. Good night, but not goodbye. Muahh'

'Miss you more and more everyday. ..no choice but to deal with your loss. .. I'm totally lost... can't wait to see you again bro.. love you'

'I miss you and think about you alot. I may not have been close to you as the others were, but still. It's weird to think how fast time flies and what you've missed out on. Alot has happend that it's almost scary to process any of it. Nothing's really the same anymore, and I can't decide whether or not that is good or bad. Sometimes I think that if you were still here nothing would've changed, nothing would've gone downhill. Once in a while I think you're the lucky one because you don't have to go through all the bs life brings. I still remember when you'd tease the crap out of me and call me names that would make me cry, but now I look back and laugh at it. Remember when you hit me in front of your gf and then Istarted beating you up and all you did was laugh? Haha. Sometimes they say that I kinda remind them of you. Idk if it was cause something I said or a joke I made, Lett says it's cause I have my own way of thinking through things like you did. Wonder if you'd still pick on me today if you were here. Then again, you picked on me since I was in diapers, so I'm pretty sure you would. Love & miss you dude. Ps I took one of your old cds from my mom and jammed it for a couple of days now I have nothing but oldies stuck in my head (thanks alot). Love you and miss ya dude. Peace.'

'Adammmm ooo its been forever since I last visited here wow how time flies ughh well no need to tell u that ur missed by all and how ur memoriez r witn us all ur bro and sisters are fine well as fine as they try to be ur bro jimmy well u know him holds all he can as always ur mom boy she misses u but the comfort of one day seein u gives her comfort to faces these day as for me hmmm I miss u and mikie wow I never knew the impact u had in his life he goez to visit u whn his down or has alot on his mind ughh I guezz I said much ur truly missed my handsome cuz xoxo love ur cuz mary granado'

'HELLO BROTHER..ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE BEEN ON HERE. BUT TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY N I AM HERE AT WORK THINKING OF U. I MISS OUR BOND N SPECIAL RELATIONSHIP THAT WE HAD ADAM. WANT U TO KNOW SESLIE ANDREW N CHUY R ALL GROWN UP. OMG U WOULD FREAK IF U SAW THEM. ADAM R NIECES N NEPHEWS N MY KIDOS TO...THEY NEED SO MUCH GUIDANCE..PLEASE BE THEIR GUARDIAN ANGEL. ANYWAY BROTHER..I LOVE U N MISS U MORE THAN U WOULD EVER IMAGINE.'

'My Adam, seven years too long. So much we as a family have gone through. My life has taken some tuff turns, but while going with it, ive sensed you. I feel you everywhere I go, smell you, and even in the wind. No matter the time-lapse, you will always be in my heart, I will always speak of you, my memories of you, of the scars you left me, the impact you have left on me. We will be together again...I believe that so much... I love you Adam Lopez'

'wow brother ..just found out I can upload pics on here!! that's awesome! love u brother ..xoxo'

'HELLO LITTLE BROTHER ..I KNOW ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE WRITTEN U ON HERE. I GET CAUGHT UP IN EVERY DAY STUFF N JUST LOSE TOUCH ..THAT DOESN'T JUSTIFY ME NOT WRITING U THOUGH .. BUT BROTHER IT DOESN'T MEAN IVE STOPPED LOVING OR REMEMBERING U N OUR TIME TOGETHER ..IM HOME RIGHT NOW.. N IM SITTING HERE THInking how its so unfair that we lost u..n now temporarily don't have petty or Debra. our family is missing 3.. ugh..I just don't know anymore .. I love n miss u so much. and I hate that you wont see chuys son..but his middle name is going to be Adam!! I think I'm always gunna call him that .and not his first. LOL well Adam I will let I go for now but not forever love u so much hugs n kissed'

'HEY BRO SO MUCH HAS GONE ON IN OUR LIFES BRO WENT TO THE CEMETARY WITH MOM APRIL ANNETTE AMBER WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH NO 1 COULD IMAGINE LIL BROTHER I LOVE U ADAM FOREVER HAPPY BDAY BRO'

'I CANT BELIEVE THAT YOU HAVE BEEN GONE FOR 5 YEARS..I MISS YOU SO MUCH ADAM: I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH..REST IN PEACE.'

'HEY ADAM..STRAIGHT TO THE POINT.,I MISS YOU SO MUCH..I CANT BELIEVE ITS ALMOST BEEN 5 YRS SINCE IVE SEEN YOU. Unbelievable! Wonder how u would look now..i bet the same huh. My little brother was a cutie: please extend ur wings and watch over chuy for me adam. I wish you were here 2 guide him. Well i'll let u go for now but not forever,..'

'well its beena while adam. But u r thought of every day..thinking and missing u today:'

'happy birthday my lil angel brother 5 yrs in heaven brother god is great love u always and always on my mind'

'hello adam, well im at work right now, but i was thinking of u today. I know had been writing u, then i stopped, but i have been going through so much. Wish u were here. Well i love u so much. Just wanted 2 let u know that.'

'just want to say i love you, and wish u were here adam. You are missed at every gathering, every time.'

'WELL BROTHER, HERE I AM THINKING OF U. Lately i have been doing alot of that. When i get on this website, i enter our last name to search your obituary. Usually i do it, and dont really think on it. I just feel glad that i can do this to reach out to you. For some reason, right now it made me so mad, that i am looking you up on this!!! Omg! A freaking obituary! Ugh!!!! I miss you so much! Just venting!! I want to let you know that chuy is doing alot better, he is getting his ged. He reminds me so much of you... Please remain his guardian angel. I know god assigned u to be that. So much has happened, and keeps on happening. Wonder when there will be more good than bad??? Someone did something to hurt me, and man, if u were here, instead of there, you would be so upset about it. You always defended me n/m/w!! But oh wells, what can i do?? Nothing exept continue to live my life right, and stay strong, and wait to be roommates with you again. I still dont understand why you, my little brother, went HOME BEFORE ME!! Ugh!! Love you so much, no less than the stupid year that changed my life forever! I love u just as much now, as i did then. Dont forget to remember me, cuz i will always remember you. Muah!!!! Your sister, annette'

'you have really been on my mind lately. But i guess its because i talk alot about u 2 a girl that sits next 2 me at work. She also lost a sister. And we talk alot about you both. U know what adam?? I was thinking, and i can say that i can count the times that we argued or had a disagreement. Once!! Thats all. It was because i didnt take a plate up 2 ur apt. Lol! Brother i would give anything, and go anywhere, to take u that plate... But oh well, its one of my memories of u.. So im glad it happened. K adam, write u soon.'

'lv u adam. Thinking of u always. Wish u were here brother.'

'HI BROTHER. Its me again. Just wnt 2 say hi and let u know i thought bout u 2day. And also, john was in an accidant last night. Once again i know that u r our guardian angel looking out 4 us. Thank god he is ok. Love u adam. Days, months, and years go by, no matter what, ur always on my mind.'

'hi adam, its been a while, but for one, i didnt have axcess to internet every day, but now i do. But anyway, i have been missing and thinking of u so much. Right now our family is going through something really hard. We are praying for a good outcome. Please be our guardian angel on this one! Mom misses you so much. We always think of new memories, that we have of you. I love you brother. I will write you tmrw. Muah!!!'

'i fuckin miss you lil brother i love you adam sooooo much it still hurts bro bt u knw somehow im still here taking the pain adam here me brother u r dearly missed'

'I cried today... I was not able to say goodbye to you! I miss you man, I am breaking down writing this message. You were like the brother I never had. I have had all of these problems building inside of me. We were able to talk about the things that bothered us. I don't trust anyone else with my problems... I wipe the tears knowing we will meet again, someday, somewhere... I will endure. I am grateful to have known you and your brother Jimmy. You have shown me kindness like none I have ever known! FRIENDSHIP! I love you like a brother; till we meet again in the great beyond! God Bless!'

'HELLO ADAM, ITS ME ANNETTE! WELL TODAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY!!! ONE THING THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE IS THAT FEBRUARY 3RD IS A BEAUTIFUL MEMORABLE DAY, BECAUSE 27 YEARS AGO TODAY, YOU WERE BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD. I WAS SO EXCITED WHEN MOM BROUGHT YOU HOME!!! I WASNT GOING TO HAVE TO BE THE BABY ANYMORE, IT WAS YOUR TURN. AND MAND DID YOU HAVE A TURN!!!! EVERYONE SPOILED YOU AND LOVED YOU SO MUCH!!! YOU WERE THEN, AND WILL ALWAYS BE MY LITTLE BROTHER WHO CAME HOME TO ME!!! I TREASURE ALL OUR MEMORIES, AND ALL OF OUR TIMES TOGETHER. I THANK GOD FOR EVERY MEMORY HE ALLOWS ME TO FOREVER KEEP IN MY HEART, AND IN MY MIND. I MISS YOU SO MUCH, AND SO DOES CHUY. IF ONLY YOU KNEW HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO EVERYONE OF US. SOMEDAY WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN!!!! I CONTINUE TO WAIT FOR THAT DAY, BUT UNTIL THEN ADAM, I KNOW YOU WANT ME TO BE HAPPY AND LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST, BECAUSE YOU AND I THOUGHT ALOT ALIKE!!! AND I WOULD WANT THE SAME FOR YOU!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU ARE ALWAY IN MY HEART, MIND, PRAYERS, AND IN MY DREAMS!!!!! I LOVE YOU ADAM,

'HEY ADAM TODAY IS 10/07/2008.WELL HERE I AM WRITING TO YOU AGAIN. I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR COMING INTO MY DREAMS LAST NIGHT! THIS IS THE SECOND THAT I HAVE WRITTEN TO YOU ON HERE, AND THEN I DREAM ABOUT YOU!! LIKE I TOLD SOMEONE EARLIER SOME MIGHT CALL IT A COINSADANCE BUT I CALL IT CONFIRMATIONN!! I SAY THAT BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME THAT EVERYTHING WAS GOING TO BE OK!!! IM NOT SURE WHICH ONE OF MY THOUSAND PROBLEMS YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT,SINCE I SHARED MORE THAN ONE WITH YOU.... AND IM MY DREAM YOU WERENT SPECIFIC, SO IM GOING TO TAKE IT YOU MEANT ALL OF THEM!!! SO I GUESS THATS WHY I TAKE IT AS CONFIRMATION THAT YOU REALLY DO GET THESE MESSAGES, AND IF YOU CHECK THESE AS MUCH AS YOU DID YOUR PHONE MESSAGES, THAT WOULD MEAN THAT YOU ARE CHECKING THESE ALL THE TIME!!!! OK I HAVE TO GO FOR NOW, BUT NOT FOREVER MY LITTLE BROTHER.'

'HI ADAM!! ITS ME ANNETTE, I KNOW ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE WRITTENT TO YOU, AND I DO APOLOGIZE. IF I HAD A COMPUTER AT HOME, OR ACCESS TO IT HERE @ WORK, I WOULD WRITE YOU MORE OFTEN, BUT I WILL ALWAYS TRY FROM NOW ON TO WRITE YOU. WELL ADAM AS YOU KNOW CHUY IS IN TROUBLE AGAIN. HE HAS BEEN IN JUVENILLE FOR 3 MONTHS NOW. I MISS HIM SO MUCH ADAM. I WORRY SO MUCH ABOUT HIM, PLEASE HELP ME OUT ON THIS ONE!!! I KNOW THAT U ARE HIS GUARDIAN ANGEL, AND YES I GO TO GOD WITH ALL MY BURDENS, AND HEARTACHES, BUT I KNOW THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ASKING YOU TOO. OMG ADAM SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED SINCE YOU LEFT US. LOTS OF BAD AND VERY LITTLE GOOD. ADAM I HAVE MET SOMEONE, HIS NAME IS TIM, AND I KNOW YOU TWO WOULD HAVE GOTTEN ALONG PERFECT! HE IS A REALLY GREAT GUY. IN FACT U GUYS WOULD OF HIT IT OFF BIG TIME!!!! ADAM SESLIE IS SO BIG NOW SHE JUST STARTED 9TH GRADE @ LEE. IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE HER YOU WOULD FREAK!! ANDREW IS IN FOOTBALL, YOU WOULD PROBABLY LAUGH IF YOU SAW HIM ON THE FIELD, HE IS THE SMALLEST ONE OUT THERE, BUT THAT DOESNT STOP HIM FROM PLAYING, HE IS GOOD AT EVERYTHING HE TRIES. ITS KIND OF WEIRD HOW MY CHUY REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF YOU, AND RIGHT NOW NEITHER ONE OF YOU IS WITH ME, EACH IN DIFFERENT WAYS BUT STILL NOT WITH ME! I HAVE TO SAY THIS IS THE TIME I HAVE BEEN MOST SCARED IN THINKING THAT HE WILL GO AWAY FOR A WHILE!! AND YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN SCARED LOTS REGUARDING CHUY!! BUT I CANT AND WONT GIVE UP MY FAITH AND PRAYERS FOR MY SON. AND I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE PROBABLY SAYING" CUIERRIAS NINOS" YES I DID AND I THANK GOD FOR THEM ADAM, BUT SOMETIMES I BLAME MYELF FOR SO MUCH. BUT SOMETIMES I THINK TO MYSELF I HAD TO OF DONE SOMETHING RIGHT, BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO BE WITH ME, AND YOU ALWAYS VALUED MY OPINIONS AND MY LECTURES. AND I ALWAYS TOLD YOU THAT YOU COULD AND WOULD LIVE BY YOURSELF SOMEDAY, AND YOU WOULD SAY YAH RIGHT ANNETTE, BUT WAS I RIGHT OR WHAT!!! BUT OMG I WISH IT WAS THE FIVE OF US ME, YOU, SESLIE, CHUY AND ANDREW!!!! THOSE WERE THE DAYS!!! WELL ADAM I HAVE TO GET BACK TO WORK, BUT I WII K.I.T. OK, I LOVE YOU, NO MORE AND NO LESS THAN I DID THE DAY YOU WERE TAKEN FROM MY LIFE, BUT NOT FROM MY MIND AND FROM MY HEART!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

'OH ADAM ONE MORE THING,AS YOU KNOW MOM HASNT BEEN FEELING SO GOOD THES DAYS. PLEASE WATCH OVER HER TO. WE LOVE HER SO MUCH, AND WE KNOW ONE DAY SHE WILL HAVE TO LEAVE US AND GO WITH YOU,BUT NOT NOW, I KNOW THATS KIND OF SELFISH OF ME, BUT EVENTUALLY WE WILL ALL BE UP THER TOGETHER ANYWAY!!!'

'Hello.........My name is Tim Mendoza, I never met you, but I have heard so much about you. You probably know who I am, ever since the first day me and Annette's paths crossed in January of this year, I know your looking down on Annette and all the family, because she talks about that often. I wanted to say first off...I mean no disrespect by writing you....but I know you know my intentions are good, and how I feel about your wonderful sister. I always hear so much great things about you, and all about the memories Annette and the kids had with you. I have met your sister Eve, and your brother,Letty Debra,and Steven, Briana, and Shawn..Amber & Jon! You have a wonderful Mother, It took some time to meet her, but every time I see her, I hug her and I have so much respect for her?I know where Annette and all your family get there wisdom and strength from!!!! I hope you don't mind me writing, or any of your family for that matter, but again I know your looking down on all your family and taking care of them and watching over them, and also you know how much, I care for your sister Annette. I made a copy of your "Sharebook" for your mom and I gave it to her on mothers day, so she can read all the beautiful words written to you. I want to be there for your sister always and with you and your families blessing I will be forever. You probably know more than anyone what has happened these months between us, and I know you know how I truely feel and how much, I also care about Seslie, Andrew, and Chewy so much as well..........I love being with them, and I hope we can be a family very soon....I will give them the world as if they were my own. Annette and I always say, "A promise is a promise".....and we say this often.........but you know all the promises are true, because they are so true. I wish I would have had the pleasure and the opportunity to meet you, from what I have heard and hear..you have touched so many lives in such a beautiful and wonderful way. My shoulder is always there for your sister to cry on, or my attention...when she wants to talk about you, we have done it on a couple of occasions.....which I know you know, and it was really special. Adam, I pray for you often and I think of you as well, I know your in heaven looking out for all your family.........and from what I hear...all your family is always thinking of you and talking about all the good times, and memories you shared with them. It was so nice to meet you....again..I was so touched and honored to visit you with your sisters and brothers the other day, it meant so much to me!!!.I hope you and your family don't mind me writing you..but you know my intention, and I wanted to meet you and write you. Like Annette said , " it must be nice to be so loved"...........and I know you are!!!!!!!!!..by so many.

'Thanks for looking out for me... I know your watching over me and I wont let you down. I havent talked to your brother in a while. Ive been too busy with things at the radio station... Im going to try to get this Sunday off so I can go see you... 2 years... Its been too long... too damn long... keep looking out for me bro... I really need it! Ill see you when I get there... Nothin but love...'

'It is a beuatiful day today, 9:19am. It would be better if you were here. I saw you in my dreams last time, sorry couldnt let you in the door. I was scared what would happen. Come back and talk to me. Jimmy is doing a lot better, Amanda too. The unity I heard about your family is not there anymore...I could be wrong... I hope im wrong. My prayers are with you and your family. I told you once that death is a good thing, its your re-birth and everyone else's test of what is really important to them. Nothing but love bro... If don't see you in my dreams, Happy Thansgiving!'

'MY BABY BROTHER, MAN IF ONLY U KNOW HOW MUCH U R MISSED. IF ONLY U WERE TO C HOW MUCH THINGS HAVE CHANGED ALREADY IN THIS WORLD.....I LOVE U & I MISS U...SOOO MUCH...I NEVER THOUGHT THIS WOULD HAPPEN I WISH I WAS STILL JUST AT MOM'S JUST TRYING TO KICK U OUT OF MY ROOM R BEGGING U 2 STOP PICKING ON MY FRIENDS...I LOVE U...CNT WAIT 2 C U AGAIN....'

'ADAM HERE I AM TYPING THESE LINES TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE STILL VERY MUCH LOVED AND MISSED I LOVE YOU AND WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE WITH US BUT THE WAY I HAVE TOLD YOU BEFORE ONE DAY WE WILL BE A FAMILY AGAIN AND I KNOW YOU WILL BE WAITING FOR ALL OF US PLEASE KEEP AN EYE ON MOM FOR US WE ALL STILL NEED HERE DOWN HERE SHE IS VERY MUCH LOVED WE LOVE YOU ADAM DEEP AND EYE ON ALL OF US I LOVE YOU PEPITO AND MISS YOU EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE JUST A REMINDER THAT I TURNED 38 YEARS OLD ALREADY THAT'S ALL FOR NOW YOUR SISTER LETICIA LOPEZ'

'I miss you Adam. I cant lie about it. You were the best friend I ever had. I miss talking to you, hanging out, the calls at 3oclock in the morning when both of us have nothing but time and nothing to do. My eyes are watering up just writing this. I know youre looking out for me, thanks. It sucks that your gone and I would give anything just to see you one last time. Its ok though...I will see you again someday, some other place. Godbless you and your family... "HEAVEN...must be nice"'

'ADAM HERE I AM AT WORK THIS IS THE ONLY TIME THAT I GET TO WRITE TO YOU BECAUSE THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE WHERE I HAVE INTERNET ACCESS I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU POR FAVOR REST IN PEACE I LOVE AND MISS YOU DAILY'

'HI AGAIN! TODAY IS 8/3/2007, THANK YOU FOR COMING THROUGH FOR CHUY YESTERDAY, YOU AND OF COURSE THANK GOD MOST OF ALL, IT ALWAYS SEEMS LIKE SOMEHOW YOU REALLY DO HEAR ME,I AM AT WORK IT IS 2:52, AND I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU, I LOVE YOU ADAM,I BET IF I HAD GOTTEN THERE BEFORE YOU, YOU WOULD LAUGH ABOUT PEOPLE USING THIS TRIBUTE, BUT I KNOW HOW YOU ARE, AFTER WHILE YOU WOULD FEEL LIKE IT BRINGS YOU SOME KIND OF UNEXPLAINABLE RELIEF, THAT NO ONE BUT FAMILIES THAT HAVE BEEN THROUGH THIS WOULD UNDERSTAND, IT FEELS LIKE A WAY OF KEEPING YOU INFORMED, OR IT FEELS JUST LIKE TEXTING YOU! WHAT EVER WORKS! ADAM I LIKE TO LOOK AT THIS MISERABLE THING THAT HAPPENED TO ALL OF US IN DIFFERENT WAYS, AND I CAME UP WITH THE THOUGHT THAT WE ARE ALL GOING TO GET WHERE YOU ARE, YOU JUST HAPPENED TO GET THERE BEFORE WE DID, YOU ALWAYS HAD TO BE DIFFERENT AT EVERYTHING YOU DID, SO ONCE AGAIN YOU WERE!!! YOU JUST GOT A LITTLE AHEAD OF US, WELL I GOT TO GO FOR NOW BUT NOT FOREVER!! AS YOU WOULD SAY "ARATO" YOUR SIS ANNETE'

'ADAM, TODAY IS 8/2/2007, AND HERE I AM AT WORK THINKING ABOUT YOU, IVE BEEN HAVING ROUGH NIGHTS, AND I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU ALOT. SOMETIMES I TRY TO BLOCK IT OUT, SOMETIMES IT WORKS SOMETIMES IT DOESNT! I AM SO ANGRY AND BITTER ON THE INSIDE BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU, YOU WERE THE LAST PERSON THAT DESERVED THIS, MAYBE SOMEDAY IT WILL ALL MAKE SENSE BUT NOT NOW!! YOU KNOW THEY SAY GOOD PEOPLE LEAVE THIS WORLD PEACEFULLY, AND WITHOUT PAIN,WELL SO MUCH FOR THAT SAYING, ITS NOT TRUE!! ANOTHER SAYING I THINK ABOUT ALOT IS "NOTHING LAST FOREVER" WELL IN A WAY ITS GOOD, AND IN A WAY ITS BAD, BAD BECAUSE YOU WERENT FOREVER, BUT GOOD BECAUSE THIS HURTFUL, PAINFUL WAY OF LIFE WONT LAST FOREVER EITHER!!!!!! SOMEDAY WE WILL SHARE THE SAME HOUSE AGAIN, WILL WE KNOW IT? NO ONE DOWN HERE KNOWS THE ANSWER TO THAT, BUT IF WE WONT KNOW WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN, THATS O.K. WITH ME, BECAUSE AT LEAST I WONT KNOW THAT WE ARE NOT TOGETHER ANYMORE EITHER!!!!!'

'ADAM MY LITTLE BROTHER HERE I AM AT WORK SO I DECIDED TO TYPE THIS MESSAGE TO YOU SINCE I HAVE YOU ON MY MIND I LOVE YOU ADAM AND I MISS YOU DEEPLY, I KEEP LETTING YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WISH WE STILL HAD YOU WITH US WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU DAILY LOVE YOU ADAM'

'ADAM HERE I AM TYPING YOU AGAIN I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DAILY I WISH THAT YOU WERE STILL HERE WITH US YOU ARE IN ALL OF OUR HEARTS'

'ADAM HERE I AM AT WORK I JUST WANTED TO TAKE THIS TIME TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THERE IS NOT ONE DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DO NOT THNIK OF YOU I LOVE YOU PEPITO AND I MISS YOU DEEPLY WATCH OVER ALL OF US REST IN PEACE'

'adam brother im here n hell adam 14 long freakn months have gone by and i still dont know ho to say ok it happened fuk that i wont bro. ever,adam i luv u bro ahd i miss u so much dude im takn care of ur cds and room brother luv u'

'ADAM TODAY IS 7/06/2007 AND I AM HERE AT WORK THINKING OF YOU, IT SEEMS LIKE JUST YESTERDAY THAT YOU WERE LIVING WITH ME AND MY KIDS, I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I AM GLAD FOR EVERY MOMENT WE SPENT TOGETHER, THE MORE I LIVE TO SEE EVERYTHING YOU NO LONGER HAVE TO, THE MORE I LEARN TO UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WERE TAKEN AWAY FROM THIS THING CALLED LIFE!!!! I AM LISTENING TO A FREESTYLE CD AND EVERY SONG REMINDS ME OF YOU AND ALL THOSE TIMES I YELLED AT YOU TO LOWER YOUR MUSIC, ADAM I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO TURN BACK TIME, WE SHARED SOMETHING THAT NOT EVEN TIME CAN ERASE, BUT STILL IT WOULD BE GREAT TO GO BACK!CHUY IS SO BIG HE STILL REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF YOU, SESLIE WOULD REALLY FREAK YOU OUT SHE IS SO DIFFERNT NOW! AS FAR AS ANDREW HE LOOKS EXACLTY THE SAME AS YOU LAST KNEW! WELL ADAM I HAVE TO GET BACK TO WORK, SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS, UNTIL LATER "ANOTHER TIME ANOTHER PLACE" PLEASE WATCH OVER MY KIDS FOR ME BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WOULD WANT ONLY THE BEST FOR THEM, THEY MISS YOU TOO!!!!! I LOVE AND MISS YOU, I MISS YOUR UNIQUENESS, THERE NEVER HAS BEEN OR NEVER WILL BE ANYONE LIKE YOU, I TOLD YOU THAT ALOT OF TIMES, AND I STILL STAND BY IT, PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU GET THIS, JUST LIKE YOU LET ME KNOW YOU GOT MY BALLOONS, JUST LIKE THE DOLPHINS, AND JUST LIKE OUR MESSAGES'

'TODAY IS 4TH OF JULY AND HERE I AM AT WORK IT IS 6:34 RIGHT NOW I GET OUT AT 8:00 AND THEN I WILL GO HOME AND BE WITH THE KIDS WE ARE STILL WITH ANNETTE I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHEN I WILL GOING OUT ON MY OWN I AM KIND OF SCARED TO BE ALONE BUT I HAVE TO START ONE DAY WELL ADAM THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY I'LL WRITE TO YOU SOON LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY DEEPLY LOVE YOUR SISTER LETTY LOPEZ'

'ADAM HERE I AM TYPING THESE LINES TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THERE IS NOT ONE DAY THAT GOES BY ME THAT I DON'T THINK ABOUT YOU AND HOW I WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH US I KNOW AND I HAVE GREAT HOPES THAT ONE DAY WE WILL SEE YOU AND THAT WE WILL BE A FAMILY AGAIN WE ALL STILL MISS YOU VERY MUCH MOM STILL LONGS TO SEE AND FELL YOUR PRECIOUS LITTLE PICO LIKE SHE CALL IT THAT MEANS YOUR MOUTH WELL ADAM THAT IS ALL FOR NOW UNTIL WE SEE EACHOTHER AGAIN PLEASE REMEMBER THAT I LOVE AND MISS YOU DEEPLY LOVE YOUR OLDER SISTER LETICIA LOPEZ'

'I'TS ME ADAM I JUST DECIDED TO TYPE THESE LINES SINCE THIS REALLY HELPS ME FIND SOME KIND OF COMFORT WHEN I DO THIS I WISH SO MUCH THAT I HAD THE CHANCE TO SAY SO MANY MANY THINGS THAT I DID NOT SAY TO YOU WHEN I HAD YOU DOWN HERE WITH ME I DO LOVE YOU ADAM AND I ALWAYS WILL YOU ARE MY BABY BROTHER I REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE A LITTLE BOY I USE TO LOVE TO HAVE YOU WITH ME AND WE WOULD ALL SPOIL YOU WHEN YOU WERE BORN THEN WE HAD DEBRA AND LATER ON HERE CAME OUR LITTLE EVE AND THAT MADE YOU ALL COMPLETE ADAM AND EVE SO ADAM WHO BIT THE APPLE AFTER ALL? I LOVE YOU ADAM KEEP AN EYE ON MOM FOR US AND GIVE BABY JR THE WILL POWER TO UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE NOW IN A BETTER PLACE AND THAT ONE DAY WE WILL BE A COMPLETE AND A WHOLE FAMILY AGAIN ONE DAY!LOVE ALWAYS YOUR SISTER LETICIA LOPEZ'

'HERE I AM WRITING TO YOU AGAIN WELL ADAM NOT MUCH IS NEW ON MY SIDE OF THIS WORLD JUST THE SAME OLD THING DAY IN AND DAY OUT WELL ME AND DEBRA WORK TOGETHER IN THE SAME PLACE.ANNETTE IS DOING GOOD AND SO ARE HER KIDS I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER WHAT ANNETTE DID FOR YOU AND NOW SHE IS HELPING ME WITH MY KIDS WELL I GUESS THAT'S ALL FOR NOW LOVE AND MISS YOU AND I THINK OF YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY'

'ADAM HERE I AM AGAIN JUST THINKNIG ABOUT YOU I ACTUALLY FEEL COMFORT WHEN I WRITE THESE NOTES TO YOU I JUST GOT BACK FROM LUNCH AND NOW I'M WAITING FOR IT TO BE 8:00 SO THAT I CAN GO HOME AND SEE MY KIDS WELL THAT'S ALL FOR NOW ADAM I'LL HOPE YOU CAN LOOK DOWN AS US'

'ADAM JUST WRITING TO LET YOU KNOW THAT AMBER GRADUATED LAST NIGHT AT THE ALAMODOME SHE LOOK SO PRETTY AND ON TOP OF THAT SHE WAS SO PROUD TO BE RECEVING THAT DIPLOMA IT SEMMS LIKE SHE JUST STARTED KINDER BUT I GUESS TIME FLYS TO FAST WELL ADAM I UNDERSTAND THAT YOUR X BROTHER IN LAW HAS BEEN STOPPING BY TO VISIT WITH YOU I DON'T KNOW WHAT FOR IT TOOK SO MUCH FOR ME TO BE ABLE TO LET GO OF HIM AND REALIZE THAT I WAS GOING TO BE A SINGLE PARENT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE WELL SO MUCH FOR THE NEGATIVE IN MY LIFE I WAS SO GLAD TO SEE AMBER GRADUATE FROM HIGH SCHOOL MOM IS DOING WELL AND SO IS THE REST OF THE GANG DON'T GET ME WRONG WE LOVE YOU MISS YOU AND WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH US UNTIL THEN MY BABY BROTHER CONTINUE TO REST IN PEACE AND WE WILL BE UNITED ONE DAY'

'ADAM HERE I AM AT WORK THINKNIG ABOUT YOU I WISH TIME COULD BE TURNED BACK I ALSO WOULD BE A SISTER WITH MORE PATIENCE TO BE ABLE TO GIVE YOU THE ATTENTION YOU NEEDED I'M SORRY FOR ANYTHING I DID TO OFFEND YOU I DO LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL ALWYAYS BE A PART OF MY LIFE MY KIDS ARE DOING OKAY ADAM IF YOU CAN LOOK DOWN THEN YOU KNOW THAT THE MARRIAGE BETWEEN ME AND MIKE IS OVER DON'T WONDER WHY BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW MYSELF BUT THE WAY I SEE IT IF I LOST YOU MY BROTHER THEN I CAN GO ON WITHOUT HIM'

'ADAM I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I WAS WORRIED ALL DAY AT WORK BECAUSE I THOUGHT I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO GO AND PAY MY RESPECTS TO YOU BUT THANK GOD THAT I MADE IT ON TIME TO GO AND VISIT YOU AT YOUR RESTING PLACE I WAS REALLY GLAD THAT I MADE IT ON TIME.WELL THAT'S ALL FOR NOW LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DOWN HERE LOVE ALWAYS YOUR OLDER SISTER LETICIA LOPEZ'

'ADAM TODAY IS ONE YEAR THAT YOU HAVE LEFT US ALL BEHIND AND I FEEL LIKE IF I JUST GOT THE NEWS THIS MORNING ALL OVER AGAIN I WILL ALWYS LOVE AND MISS YOU DEEPLY YOU HAVE SCARED ME FOR LIFE AND NOTHING OR NOBODY WILL EVER BE ABLE TO FILL THE HOLE IN MY HEART BECAUSE I HAVE ONE LESS BROTHER DOWN HERE UNTIL THE DAY I SEE YOU AGAIN I MISS AND LOVE YOU MY BABY BROTHER MAY YOU REST IN PEACE AND KEEP AN EYE ON MOM WE NEED HER WITH US HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON AMBER IS ABOUT TO GRADUATE FROM HIGH SCHOOL ON JUNE 4,2007'

'adam we we love and miss you deeply each day that goes by we all wish you were still with us we have hope that one day we will be with you again as a family again until then look down on mom and keep her in good hands i love you my little brother you will always be my pepito'

'I miss u i still think about u everyday and every hour. ill see u soon, just rest baby brother and watch over us. i love u adam, my precious adam. u have been such and impact on so many peoples lives. u always have. i love u'

'HAY ADAM ITS ME, ANNETTE, JUST THOUGHT IDE WRITE YOU ONCE AGAIN! I MISS U SO MUCH, BUT YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT, WELL NOTHING NEW SINCE I LAST WROTE YOU, WHATS FUNNY? I CAN IMAGINE THAT YOU ALWAYS CHECK THIS TRIBUTE DEAL OUT AS MUCH AS YOU WOULD CHECK YOUR MESSAGES ON YOUR PHONE ALL THE TIME, IT GIVES ME SOME COMFORT, AT NIGHT WHEN I GO TO BED, I PRAY TO GOD AND I ASK HIM TO TELL YOU GOOD NIGHT, BUT ONCE AGAIN IM SURE YOU KNOW THAT BECAUSE IM SURE HE TELLS YOU. MOM REALLY MISSES YOU, YOU KNOW IF SHE WERE THE TYPE TO BE ON THE COMPUTER, SHE WOULD PROBABLY WRITE YOU EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY. PLEASE WATCH OVER HER FOR US. I KNOW YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME, NOT ANY LESS THAN YOUD DID BEFORE MAY. WE ARE STILL CONNECTED IN MIND AND HEART AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE. I WILL ALWAYS HAVE 3 SISTERS AND 2 BROTHERS. WELL THANKS FOR THE DREAM, THAT IS HOW I KNOW YOU HEAR ME, BECAUSE WHEN I LAST WROTE, I ASKED FOR ANOTHER ONE,AND I GOT IT. 
IN MY DREAMS YOU ARE EXACTLY THE SAME AS BEFORE. PLEASE ALSO WATHC OVER MY KIDS FOR ME O.K? YOU KNOW LIKE WHEN YOU BABY SIT THEM, ITS THE SAME THING! I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW,SO HOPEFULLY I SHOULD SEE YOU IN A COUPLE OF MINUTES!GOOD NIGHT!'

'I miss u. U know that. I see you. I hear u. I feel u. But I dont have you.One more day. One more try, to be the sister i should of been. Your smile, that little smerk, means so much now. Y ill never now. And if the reason was magically given to me, i still would not accept it.Whats it like? Is mom right? R u mad? Thats right u cant be. How is Angela? Give me another dream. I love you brother!!!'

'Today is sept. 30 2006, it seems like a lifetime since you've been gone! 
I miss you so much Adam, The other day I was remembering when we were putting up the christmas lights on sutton. You told me somethting that day that I will always remember. Its funny Adam, people do things like that together all the time, but I never would of imagined that it would be a memory I would always treasure! I am glad that God blessed me with a brother like you! 
We have so many memoreis together and for that I thank God for everyday. I miss your cooking, your fudge cakes, and your cheesecakes at midnight or early in the morning. Oh yah! Seslie is a cheerleader! She is doing really good,remember when you would laugh and say "man annette why is she so mean" and grouchy! Andrew is doing really good too, he talks about all his memories about you all the time. Chuy is o.k. also, I know you had a big impact on his life, and in so many ways he is just like you, the last time I was cleaning his room, and it was so dirty, soda cans everywhere, plates, cups, forks, and mess every where! And in the bathroom, Oh my god shaving cream everywhere, broken razors, broken mirrors that he uses to look at the back of his head when he is shaving his head, his close has to be perfect, he only settles for the best when it comes to clothes! Doesnt it sound like I'm describing you? He also resembles you in appearance. Adam I will never forget all our good times together, yes there were bad times too but you know what? Thats how you and I know how strong our bond as brother and siser were, because even through all the bad times we always helped one another, because its easy to be there for someone when all is well, its the tough times we made it through together, that I will never forget!!!!!!!!! I love you , I miss you, please let me know that it was no coinsidance that my balloon unattached and went up into the sky the way that it did the other day! Just like you let me know the last time that you receieved my message on the first one that I sent you, i wil be waiting!! Lots of hugs and kisses,

'If tears could build a stairway. 
 And memories a lane. 
I would walk right up to Heaven 
 And bring you back again

'I look up at the sky and i just imagine what you are up to up there. Are you patiently waiting for us, because i know who hate that. I'd give anything to see you and hold you, but I know I have to wait. I hear all the songs we grew up with and I remember I used to yell at you to turn them off. Music has always been you. Im sorry I wasnt there, Im so sorry, all the times I was there when you were younger, but this one time I wasnt. Are you looking down? Are you watching mom? Baby Jr? Eve? All of us? God knows I still feel you around me, in my heart, and in the air. Stephen and Briana miss you so much, Adam. I want you to know I love you brother, I wont let you down, Im going to see you again. Just sleep and be our guardian only at the good times. I dont want you to see the ugly things this world remains. Well you always needed the best, you got it with Porter Loring, and now im looking at this as sending you a Via Email long Distance, you did like technology. Love you, miss you!'

'ADAM LET ME SEE I REALLY DONT KNOE WERE TO START.I STILL CAN BELIVE THAT U ARE GONE.US THE HOLE FAMILY IS DOIN FINE BUT WE STILL GOT OUR UPS AND AND DOWNS.I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU ADAM, ESPICALLY THOSE MEMOIRS THAT ME AND YOU HAD BOTH.ME AND MY DAD TAKE CARE OF YOUR GRAVESIDE.ADAM WELL ILL RITE TO U LATER ON 2 DAY

'My loving brother, I love you so very much, more than you will ever know. I will always hold close our memories close to me.You are very much alive in my heart. I thank god for all our memories together. You are a very unique person, I know I will never meet anyone like you again. We always understood each other. I know that you will get this message the same way you got my message through the balloon. Through your music and through our memories I will feel you close to me, I thank god for allowing you to of lived with me for those years that youd did. I feel that a part of me was buried with you, but the other part that is still alive will continue to look forward to the day that we will be together once again, room mates once again, I love you so much, and I know that you love me too. Please watch over Chuy, Seslie, and Andrew, they now have their own pesonal guardian angel who goes by the name of ADAM! Talk to you later, I will let you go for now but not for ever! Your sister Annette, must be nice to be so loved!!!!'

'MAN ADAM TODAY WAS BORING ME AS USAL JUST HERE AT HOME..ME AND AMBER ARE GETTIN READY FOR SKOOL.I CANT WAIT TO GO SO I CAN JUST GET OUT OF THE HOUSE AND DO SOMETHING,NA JUST JOKIN I HATE SKOOL.2 MARRO IM GOIN TO CHEWYS HOUSE WERE GOIN TO HAVE ASOMETHING FOR HIS BIRTHDAY.SUNDAY I WANT TO GO AND VISIT U AND JUST SPEND THIME THERE FOR A LIL WHILE.WELL THATS ALL I AHVE TO SAY FOR NOW ILL RITE BACK TO U LATER ON TONIGHT OR ILL JUST TALK TO YOU 2MARRO.

'what's up adam .wat it dew playa!!how have you been, you know you were my rolemodel!!even though you passed away, your still my rolemodel!!even though my dad's out and you didnt get to see him,it doesnt matter because you matter to me more than him!!you always did!!i remember at sutton my dad was gonna throw you out because you would always cut your self!!i got mad at him, i told my dad i'd rather kick him out of the house then you!!i'd alway's loved you more than my dad, you were here for me more than him!!your alway's welcome in my arm's and heart!! love alway's 
 jesse,chuylil'c,bluntboy,lil'adam!!'

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Adam Lopez

February 3, 1982 – May 25, 2006

Porter Loring Mortuary - McCullough

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