John, my friend. You have been gone for a while now but you are not forgotten. The world is crazy these days and the world has gone mad. I'm sure you know and I'm sure you're somehow still looking after Kate, I hope she is well. I really wish we could meet for a beer, you were one of the good ones and I miss our chats.

It's been a while, friend. With the way the world is going, you're better off than we are, although I'm sure Kate would disagree. I know you would endure all this mess to be with her as I know you loved her so.  The Raiders are doing great and I still think of you when I see them play. You are missed, buddy. 

John,
love you. u know what I had been thru, wish you were here with me,
miss you.

John, holiday again 
you know miss you more
hope time flies quicker
love

Baby, miss you . time doesn't work at all, no more pain there?
John, I'm getting old, pictures still on the wall , ,most of them still in boxes, small apt. someday, will go back to our place, not ready yet,love you babo

John miss you so  much, feel you so real.
miss you. things been really crazy, need you more than ever. love you.one day.babo

John, time ,it's that time again,
love you.

John,
I am having same dream past few days.
it's just a dream? wish that come true.
love you. miss you so much.babo.

John, miss you. only getting more and more difficult, missing you so much.
so many things to share,love you baby.

John, I miss you. afraid of ,things uncertain, you used to hate that,help me
love you babo.

John, know you re helping me. miss you more and more,as time goes by. love you.

John, I miss you so much.
still thousands of questions not answered,till I see you again, cant help,
cant believe you are not here. real?
miss you babo.love you.

John, its all done finally,cant do this again, been thinking about, options, don't know what to do, remember what you told me, but, reality, need your insight, you know you were always right, you will get to me somehow, help me out here, love you.
babo John.

John,
it's your birthday,
maybe I'm going thru what you had been.
miss you really. see you .
love ttong.

John, another year went by,
past few month , really hard time.
wish I can talk to you. love you.

John, miss you too much. things really tough,only if you were here. lot of regrets, could have done, that jacket, love you. ttoong.

John, miss you.as someone said, it's only getting harder as time goes by. miss you more and more,angry, sorry.
love you. see you. you are the only one ttong.

John, lot of our stuffs, getting old breaking down, have to replace, afraid one day everything will be, I am getting old too, I will always remember young John, want to see you and me grow old together, love you.

John,
whole world, all alone, don't know what to do.
miss you.

John,miss you. you are not coming back,
I miss you so much. somehow, in someway you , I believe, know what's going on.
love you.

John,
tried really hard. 3years. wonder where you are. could feel you were here. don't know what to believe. love you.

John, I had no idea, you went back to work, how would I , 
I know no use, cant help. my precious husband, love you.

john,  you will tell me what happened last 6 hours, when I see you. will you.
love you.

Baby too much to say to you, cant wait,
love you John.

baby,i was so sick .
our anniversary is coming. miss you so much. don't know where to go. 
see you soon.love you my husband.

John, baby I had to lose it. hurt. more history of us than any one of our apt.
miss you so much. paris. maybe. love you.

John miss you too much. read it again. you should have. there should be a way .
love you. miss you.

John, baby, I don't know where to turn, cant accept it, don't know how long it will take to accept it, used to it, can believe you are not here. wait to see you,.
love you.

John, my husband,hope just once I can see you if I go there, wanna know, if I can share all this with you. love you.

John,lot of things to share with you.
waiting for the day I meet you again.should. love you.

baby I miss you so much. did you see I went to doctor's myself. tears really hot. love you. miss you John.

John, another month, time flies and time doesn't , will see a doctor first time by myself. I don't know, give up should I ? miss you so much, you are really gone, how could you,. I just miss you. love you.

John, I do not know.
find myself still waiting for a miracle?
in a way , you will be back. 
very sick. miss you so much, every second.
love you.

John, really long day today.help me out here. and I just read your email just two days before..., you were such a good husband. love you.

John,birthday is coming,, miss you so much.hope it ends soon. love you.

my precious husband. hearts pounding at your pic, love you.,

john, help me out here, miss you so much, how long should I , I , come back, love you.love you chi chi boong boong.dont know where to go. and why. meaning less without you, can see you, you would love it , happy to take care of everything, have to belive you are looking at all this, love you.

John, another year, missed you so much, you know, lot of things, some  happening, but I believe you look after,as you always did, help me not to lose.you probable understand what I really meant, love you. till I see you.

john, miss you. why did you have to leave, miss you too much, nothing , no one , if you are looking down , 
love my husband.

John I miss you so much.bodys aching, hearts aching, wont be able to see john at 60 and 70, cant grow old together, remember you used to play old man, must be like that. love you.

John,4 days have passed. lot of thoughts. you left me too many questions, only , cry for you ,cry for me, love you. miss you.

John, nine pocket boy.
cant see. miss you so much.

BABY,WE GOTTA LET GO SOME OF OUR STUFF, GETTING OLD BREAKING DOWN, ONE THAT HAS LOGEST HISTORY OF US, NOT READY YET, BUT HAVE TO. OH THE SOAP IS STILL HERE.MISS YOU SO MUCH. GETTING CLOSE. LOVE YOU.

John how much longer? you are not here, don't have anything to protect, dream with, don't know why I am. miss you too much. hard to accept .love you.

Happy John's day . i know you still love me. soon, you will wipe down all my tears, love you.John.

John,trying hard not to lose. i do need you here.know you cant but. i just miss you. love .

John, i've been sick again. miss you too much, see what happened yesterday?AND how to I ? love you. have to think you led me to that place for a reason, it my homework, ttong ttong.till i see you again. love.

missing you , needing you , so bad. 10years, love you John.

John, John, . too much, you are not here next to me. how long can i go , mongo. miss you so much. love you.

John, realize that im still waiting , feel like you will show up, like you left.cant let you go, cant stop crying. love you.

John, pass by our place and end at our first place, you are always with me. 
miss you everyday.want to talk to you.babo.

Love you John, miss our sundays. just wish you were here. you would be so happy, miss you.

John, one day closer to you. still really hard to pass by, we used to live there, happily after. miss u ttong.

John, a month went by. dont know how,
miss you , miss you more with these, not helping me at all.thinking what would you do if u were here, love you babo.

John, peaceful up there? no one understands, do you? love you. only if you were with me here, none of these. miss you. you and God with me. love ttong.

John, miss you more than before. tired and streed out,no time, but need you more, dont know where im going , wondering where you are. love you. babo.

John, love you. miss you every second, after all this  i'll be totally different person, you will be surprised, proud of me, love my husband.

miss you too much, you know what is going on, still need you for a lot of things, and i know , thanks, it was you. as you did here, love you John.

happy anniversary John,we're not in Paris together for now. someday. miss my husband. love.

One day, one day we are gonna start conversation never stop, will tell you everything that you are looking at now, cant wait.love you. miss you so much.

miss you so much John, you with me.
love.

John, just got my car back today. never happened when you were here. miss you everyday, we would go get ice cream or smoothie when days like this, miss you . love you.

John, it is going, right choice?
i can see you taking care of, if you were here, missing you. love you John.

John, your ebook is dying, might have to trade in, things getting old, another training day, i will make it ?? wish you were here. miss you.

good morning baby, anniversay month !, back to our normal day, trying to wake up at 5, used to. miss you every second,help me stand, love you.John.

John, need ur inspiration,be with me ,
love you, should be here,

baby, John, you must be , angel, real one now, looking after, wish you were here, canceled appointment, want to go and dont want to go, drive by our place eveyday, believe wherever i go you are with me, not just there, love you. miss you. miss you .

John, miss you. you still know better than i do, thanks for preparing myself, not the way you used to take care of me, must be the way God works, love you, little apo, love my ttong.

John, miss you so much. got another one that hurts.you let me know.love you.

John, that dream, did not think it that way, but you know what happened yesterday? do you really want me to go? baby its complicated, help me start over. miss you so much, miss you. love you. babo.

John, you heard me ? believe you see everything now, makes you wanna come back, only, its one way,. till i get there, be with me baby, miss you.

John, wanna talk to you. know  you are protecting me. should have answer by now.,  love you. miss you ttong.

John, met them today, been years, nice to see them again, wish you were with me. still waiting, love you.ttong.

John, new week, miss you so much baby.help me with all this.will have an answer this week, need you here. let me think why, and be wise, love you. love you. imagine how happy you will be,if you were here, love ttong.

ttong ttang a !cant wait to see you and talk , again.love you.

John, vanilla and flower, lot of things going on, cant belive i can not talk to you ,but know you are watching, peacefully wiht God, love you miss my husband to much, appreciate everything you have done. love babo.

John, are you saying yes to all this? i am not as courageous as 18 years ago, but i could do it with your help? need you here every monent, love you miss my hus. love babo.

John, find myself looking for you and waiting for you, know crying does not change anything. show me the way. i love you John.

John, miss you so much. how i wish,too much to handle, how did you do all this?
still so real, love you. love you ttong.

John, hope that worked, too much for me to handle, miss you.

John, dont you miss all these?
i know how much you love me,and yes i am too precious i can do it with your help.
wish to share, love you. wait to see me again, wait to see you again. love ttong.

OBITUARY

John Edward Landberg

28 January, 1966 – 24 August, 2013

Mount Vernon Memorial Park & Mortuary

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