I miss you so much it’s almost Christmas and I know you would be calling saying you received your gifts or plans I still can’t believe time is still going and I still feel I’m stuck in the same place since you left they say it gets easier with time but I don’t believe that it’s not a day that I don’t think of you I love and miss you so much I love you

I can’t believe it’s another month that you aren’t here. It’s the holidays and you would call  to say what you would be cooking for thanksgiving. Or nana ,papi and I would have food catered and delivered to you,and I would be looking into getting your gift to send you. I just wish I had more time with you. Nana and I ordered all the kids and family matching pjs this year instead of just for the kids. I know you have loved it. I love and miss you always . It’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think and speak of you. My angel

I love you so much and miss you another month of you not here I still can’t believe how much time has passed that you been gone. I will never understand why. I think I’m finally starting the grieving process of you being gone each day is harder than the day before. All I want is for you to be here and this be a dream . I wish I could rewind time . Your story wasn’t supposed to end , but the rest of my chapters are dedicated to you . Until we meet again I love and miss you . I wish heaven had visiting hours.

Another month of you not being here I miss you so much I went to visit you the other day everything and everytime something positive happens in my life I know God and you are up there doing it for me . I need you this Saturday to help me pass my test it’s sad your no longer here but I know you are my forever angel and for that I’m forever grateful and thankful I love you and miss you so much I wish I would have told you that more just know it’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you I love you

I love and miss you more and more each day thought with time things would be better but it’s not just a reminder of the days months years keep going making new memories with sharing with you . I graduated with my masters earlier this month and before I went on stage I felt an instant sadness because I knew I would have gotten a call from you I hope you were able to see that you gave me the strength to make that happen I love and can’t wait to see you again I love you

Today makes 3 years and 1 month you gained your wings . I miss you more and more each day I still will never accept it please pray and watch over me today I need you more than ever . Lately I been yearning to dial your number I wish things were different and would trade anything for you to be here even if it’s for a minute. I wish heaven had visiting hours I would be there everyday. I love you until we meet again watch over the family

Happy birthday to my angel I love and miss you so much wish I could or text your phone to tell you this I’ll be visiting your gravesite today to tell you I love and miss you this is the 4th birthday you been gone and still can’t believe it until we meet again I love you

I can’t believe today makes 3 years you have been gone I still can’t believe it. It’s not a day that I don’t think about you. It’s not fair it’s not suppose to be this way . I love and miss you so much

I love and miss you I still can’t believe you are gone continue to watch over me this is my birthday month I would do anything to hear you call me to tell me happy birthday and like you used to remind me that it was coming you are truly missed daily . I love you forever

Happy Mother’s Day I love you and will always celebrate you today you are loved and truly missed especially today until we meet again . You were an amazing mom that loved being a mother

Another month without you and everyday it gets harder as I yearn for you each day I really miss seeing your name across my phone I wish you would call me and I wish I would have answered everytime you called me . I will love and miss you forever until we meet again my angel

I can’t believe another month , day , week has gone by without you I miss you endlessly I still can’t believe it and come to terms with it I love you

Another month of you not here and still wish it was a dream . I love and miss you so much . It’s not a day I don’t think of you. I love you

I miss you so much this month of January means the start of a year i have without you here I still can’t believe it still hoping it was a bad dream it seems so unfair to have to keep going through life and you don’t have that opportunity I hope I am making you proud i love you forever until we meet again my love

I love and miss you so much I just wish you would call I miss the way you cared and checked up on me things will never be the same my heart is forever broken but I hope I’m making you proud I will always love and miss you I hope you are enjoying your time up in heaven i love you always

It’s been another day, week ,month and you still not here it still feels like a dream. No matter how busy I try to keep myself I still feel the pain daily of you not being here I love you and miss you forever

I still can’t believe you are gone I miss you so much I could really use a phone call from you right now. So much has been happening. I hate how life has to continue and you aren’t here I even feel guilty but know that you  are watching over me and hope I will see you again is what keeps me going I love you and I will miss you forever

I still can’t believe your gone I won’t accept it and that’s probably why I keep avoiding grieving it’s still unreal I don’t like to question God but why . Just know I love and miss you, and I hope you knew that . Can’t wait to see you again that’s the only thing that keeps me going is hope of seeing you again

Today makes 2 years and 2 months I still can’t believe you are gone . I wish you were still here it gets harder each day goes by I try to keep my mind occupied but I can’t it’s not a day that doesn’t go by that I don’t think of you and what memories could have been I love and miss you forever I love you so much my beautiful angel.

Happy Birthday my dear sweet Teresa, I miss you so much it’s sometimes unbearable for me to think and realize you are not here.  We miss you and love you we  know everyone is taking care of and loving on each other in Jesus Name Amen

Love

Mom

Happy birthday I love and miss you so much. You should be here or able to answer a call instead of this.Things just aren’t the same without you here physically. Continue to watch over me and the family. We all love and miss you very much, and not a day goes by that I don’t think about you. I love you and miss you forever .

My dear Teresa, I miss you so much your smile, laughter and most importantly your phone calls everyday checking on us.  I wish you were here with me right now so I could hug you and tell you how beautiful and how much I love you Teresa
I miss you

Love 

Mom

Today makes 2 years you been gone I remember when I got the news I felt like I had an out of body experience I didn’t think it was real you passed away on Father’s Day . I still don’t want to accept it I can’t it doesn’t seem real where did the time go I feel I haven’t moved on to process it and it’s been two years the world has continued but I’m still stuck in the same spot in disbelief I wish I could rewind time it’s not fair I will never accept it I love and miss you dearly . I will forever miss, think and yearn for you daily. I love you and hope you knew that I just wanted you to come back home to California but you loved Vegas.

Today two years ago was the last time I seen you alive in the hospital. I wish I would have know it was my last time seeing you alive I would have stayed longer held your hand tighter I love you and the days keep going by your gone the harder it gets I just wish you would come back I want to hear your voice again

Today is my birthday and I wish I could get a call from you I love and miss you thank you for my life

Today makes 23 months. I still can’t believe it. You have been on my mind heavy, that I replayed an old voicemail of yours, because I was yearning to hear your voice. Lately your favorite song  by Sheila e has been playing and I instantly feel your presence with me.You never know how much you miss someone until they’re gone . I miss everything about you and wish I could turn back time . I love and miss and think about you always

Happy Mother’s Day mom I love you and I miss you beyond words we are about too  go put  flowers on your gravesite . I went to Vegas for the first time since your funeral and Vegas to me has your presence around it. Good to still have a piece of you but bad I can’t see you. I hope you are resting peacefully beautiful.

Today makes 22 months I still can’t believe that you are gone and never coming back . Please visit me in my dreams so I can know your ok. I love and miss you please continue to guide me and be my guardian angel . I love and miss you more than all the words in this world I’ll never stop thinking about you. It’s not a day that I don’t talk think or miss you. I love you so much . My angel continue to rest peacefully until we meet again love your broken hearted baby girl.

Today is 21 months without you so much is happening. I know you’re gone but I ignore the fact it’s the reality. I wish I didn’t have to wish you were here. I don’t think I will ever accept that you aren’t coming back. I love and miss you

Today makes 20 months and I still can’t believe your gone I will love and miss you forever I’m so sorry I wish I could stop wishing and you would be here I wish forever have hope and can’t wait till I see you again. I love you my angel

Today makes 19 months without you I can’t believe all this time I went by so fast I’m still deeply hurt I love you so much continue to rest my angel

Happy new year day 1 of another new year without you and I’m still in disbelief that this is life now I love and miss you I know you and the other angels had a beautiful celebration. I think and miss you always I love you more than you will ever know and knew until we meet again my angel watch over me.

Merry Christmas thinking of you I know you look beautiful up there watching over me with granny . All of the family love and misses you my angel . I will love and miss you forever

Today makes 18 months and I still think and hope it was a bad dream. It is not a day that goes by that I don’t think and talk about you I just hope you can see how much I’m hurting and love and miss you. They say time heals but I can’t see myself ever getting over losing you I love and miss you calling to check up on me. My angel until we meet again

Today makes 17 months of no calls from you it still feels like a dream I’m still trying to wake up from to say I’m hurt is an understatement i can’t believe I have to continue to live life without you it isn’t fair. I thought I had more time with you I was suppose to see you get old and take care of you I regret a lot and feel I failed you I should have and wish I could have done more but I can’t now I thought you was going to be ok . I hide my pain and try to be strong for the family but inside I’m broken I’m trying to do the right thing for Marcus but it’s been hard but I’ll continue to try for you I love and miss you I’m so sorry

My dear sweet Teresa, it hurts me deeply to write you because I miss hearing your voice.  Baby my love for you hurts so so much  I think about you all the time.  I just want you to know you are forever in my heart 

Love 

Mom

Today makes 16 months  this week I went to visit you twice. I visited you Wednesday and yesterday. I told you about what was going on within the family and how much you are loved and missed and I asked you how you were doing in heaven. I think and talk about you daily I will forever love and miss you I hate how this is how life has to be without you here I’m hurting deeply I love you and I hope you knew that. Please continue to guide and watch over me my angel

Today makes 14 months of no calls from you and not hearing your voice I will never except it. You had so much more life to live . I thought we had more time to get it right. I’m forever sorry and I love you so much it’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you or speak about you. My forever angel please watch over me

I can’t believe your gone let alone believe it’s been 13 months that you left and broke my heart I love you so much and miss you so much is an understatement you are on my mind every day I bring you up daily every single day I do.  I know God only takes the best but I will forever ask why did he need you so soon. My future plans life is so uncertain without you I feel it can’t come true without you here now. Continue to watch over me and send me a sign that you are ok. I love you and I will be missing you forever 

To my dear sweet baby girl Teresa, I miss you so much everyday I wait for your call to hear your sweet voice saying I’m calling to check on you.  I’m truly missing our conversation.  My heart aches, you left me to soon 😘

Love

Mom

Happy birthday today you would have been 52 . I love and miss you so much . I still can’t believe I have to do life without you. I’m so sorry you didn’t deserve to leave so soon . I love you and think of you everyday. Please visit me and send me a sign I need you more than ever we were supposed to have more time. 

Dear Teresa my daughter my sweet baby girl, I miss you so much everyday is so difficult for me  I try so hard not to be angry with myself if I could have stayed one more day to be by your side to say my goodbyes to my baby Teresa.   It been 11 month today and it’s the first time I can write something knowing you are not here I’m writing to stop the pain for a moment.  I miss hearing your voice and laugher everyday asking how my day was Teresa you are my heart that has been broken everyday I see a picture of you with a smile wishing I could hug you and hold you tight.  I know God loves you and has taken you so early from us you are my sweet loving giving baby girl forever love you and I miss you so so much Teresa.  💙 


Love
Mom

Today makes 11 months I still can’t believe it I never knew my heart could hurt this much I love you and I’m so sorry I couldn’t save you. You should be here I will never accept this 

Happy Mother’s Day I love you and miss you everyday if love could have saved you would have lived forever 

I can’t believe  it’s been 10 months without seeing your name pop up on  my phone. I can’t believe I haven’t talked to you this long. I’m so happy I still have voicemails so I can hear your voice, but then once it ends reality hits . I have been having bad days of missing you wondering what if’s . Life just seems so unsure for me now in my future that security is gone. We were supposed to have more time together. So much has happened good and bad I’m in grad school if everything works out I’ll officially be done next year. School has been my outlet since you been gone. I love you and can’t wait to see you again and I promise I will never let you go this time I hope you are enjoying yourself up there I know it’s a beautiful place since you are there I love you so much love always your baby girl

 It’s been 9 exhausting painful months since you left and I still can’t believe this is the reality. You truly don’t know what you have until it’s gone . I miss everything about you marcus birthday was on Friday and it was hard you used to call everyone and tell them who’s birthday it was. It’s those simple reminders phone calls I miss. I often wonder can you see me and wonder what are you doing up there I know you mer some amazing people I pray when we meet again you will remember me . It’s nothing I would give for you to be here I feel so guilty you will miss out on my life and I don’t want to make big memories without you. I’m trying but I’m hurting I love and miss you so much my heart breaks everyday for you I wish I could tell you how much I need you I’m so sorry 

Today makes 8 long months I miss you beyond words I think about you everyday sometimes every second of the hour. I wish I could trade places with you that day you took your last breath. It is so much  life for you to see. So much has been happening I been trying to do the right thing for Marcus but as you know it’s been a battle. I love you so much I can’t wait till we meet again my heart is broken and you have the missing piece. See when you left you took half of me with you that day and I haven’t been and never will be the same. 

I can’t believe it’s been 6 months without you I think about you daily I see you on my phone on my screensaver it’s a picture of us together our last picture and the last time we were together I never imagined not having you here and doing life without you tears are falling as I write this I love you mommy. We talked about you today when you were deciding what to name me. I love you and miss you. I will forever wonder and ask God why he took you from me it’s not fair life is meaningless without you I love you beyond life and I can’t wait to see you again I hope you will remember me 

I love and miss you so much I can’t believe today makes 5 months that my heart has been hurting and broken . I don’t want to question God but why you had some much life to live. I need you more than ever it is not a day that I don’t look at your picture and think and speak about you. You were such a beautiful soul that deserved so much more. More time ,   More love, more appreciation, more gifts . Life  doesn’t feel right and worth living without you here . I just wish I can see you again and can’t wait till we are reunited . I love you and loved you more than you know and knew forever my angel please visit me in my dreams 

I can’t believe today makes 4 months I love you and miss you more than anything in this world I want you back I would do whatever. I hate life I can’t believe life is going on and you’re not here I will never understand it I refuse to . I wish you were here to see all the things I’m doing and how my life is changing I swear I want to give up since you left but you are the Drive that pushes me everyday I’m living this life for you now and I hope I’m making you proud it’s a lot I have to work on but in due time. I sit and wonder what does heaven look like but I know it’s beautiful since you’re there I can’t wait to get there to see it with you. I can’t change the past but all I’m living in this life is for the love of you. I ask god why a thousand times and I will continue and why didn’t he take me with you only you and God knows please save a spot there next to you I’m working on me so I can get there with you everyday is a battle I face searching for you it’s not a day or minute I don’t think or speak about you I love you and I’ll see you later on today my angel



Today marks 3 months since you been gone my eyes are teary I just got done crying looking at pictures of you of us when I was younger they say time heals but time it gets harder I miss you crave you being here I just want you here with me with us your family in California we love you and miss you so much like why it still feels like a dream yesterday I woke up thinking you being gone was a dream and sadly I wish it was I have so much to tell you we used to gossip about things life feels so pointless without you being here I will always keep your memory alive everything I do is for you I just want to make you proud I love you beyond this thing that used to be life before you left . I love you  and I will be coming by to visit you and granny today. I love you always have and always will I just wish you was physically here in Cali and not just spiritually my heart is forever broken until I see you again.

Today marks two months I still can’t believe your gone. I love and miss you so much. I know God makes no mistakes but I’m having a hard time accepting that God takes the good ones first. My heart hurts of what could have been your life now and the life we could have experienced together is all I wanted you here in Cali, you are here but you can’t talk back and that kills me. The day God called you home you took a piece of me with you. I’m so broken and your the only one that can fix it. I pray everyday that you didn’t suffer at the end and I find peace that you are no longer suffering but I am . Just know there isn’t an second or hour of the day I don’t think of you. My love I will be missing you forever until we meet again . Please save a spot next to you up there . I know it’s a beautiful place because your there. I love you so much if I didn’t tell you as much as I should just know I did and always will love you.

Today marks one month I love and miss you everyday my heart is beyond broken I’m so sorry. I will be missing you forever. Please watch over me. Love your baby girl

OBITUARY

Teresa Laynece Williams

27 June, 1971 – 19 June, 2022

Joshua Mortuary & Joshua Memorial Park

Show your support

Add a Memory

Share Obituary

Get Reminders

Services