Brian Lowe
Wednesday, September 13, 2023

HAPPY 69TH BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN DENISE!!
It's your 13th Birthday in heaven, your 69th!!

Dear Denise,
I'm happy for all of you who are there; they say that when we who belong there get there we will know the people there some much more than the people we left behind and spent a life time with; that's a thought and a half.

Been dreaming non-stop for a year now, and I've seen a lot of you all, mixed with those who are still here now. I wonder, what if when we pass away we actually wake up? When does a person wake up having never slept? It was when we were born. Maybe this is all a dream.

The worst thing about loosing someone you love? You loose them again and again, every time memories of that person kick in. 

Well, anyway, Happy 69TH Birthday Denise; say hello to everyone for me and tell them I'll see them soon, and tell Mommy I love her, as well as everyone else.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with all my heart,
Brian, the Little Messianic Jew.

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

"Where you ALL used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling into at night. I miss you ALL like hell."

Tuesday, January 10, 2023
Dear Denise, It's been 12 years since you left for Heaven; "12 YEARS." Sometimes when I'm by myself, and thinking about the past, and the fact that if I were to call you, well, you're not there; It's a lonely, cold feeling. But then I remember that none of you are suffering anymore, that no matter what age you passed over, you're all now at what would be considered physical prime, about 28 to 35 years old, totally healed physically, psychologically, and emotionally. 

That means you now look and are younger than I am, but I'm still here, an old caterpillar, and all of you, new butterflies, the moths being drawn to the flame where they are consumed. That being said, I could call you "Kiddo" now!! I can hear you saying, "Yeah, yeah; La-la-la-la!!!!" You were funny, and I bet you still are. 

It's not easy Denise; you don't loose someone once, but many times a day every time memory rips you apart, as I've said before, but joy will cometh in the morning when it is all over.

Tell Mommy and Daddy hello, as well as my babies, that I miss them, and can't wait to be with all of you.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with all my heart, Brian, the Little Messianic Jew.

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

"Where you ALL used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling into at night. I miss you ALL like hell."

Brian Lowe
Sunday, 12/25/2022

MERRY 12th CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN DENISE!! So it's been 12 years Denise; 13 years ago I'd be at your apartment, enjoying your hand made ornaments; It was the most Christmas I'd had for a long time, and you made it that way.

This year, I'm putting up this picture because this is how you thought about Christmas for the hurting, the older people, and those who didn't have anyone around the holidays; but you treated people like this all year round, and this picture is all Denise Ravetti Lupo for sure. I really miss you and miss talking to you, talking to Mommy, my babies.

Merry Christmas Denise, and to everyone else there as well, Mommy and Daddy, and all of my babies. Tell Misty, Lili, Bibi, Twinkie, Ciara, Mr. Mimsy, Itsy, Tiny, Monty, and Gwen and Spotty Merry Christmas for me; tell them I still love them and always will; and that it will be sooner for them than for I when I get there. Hoping to see you all soon.

With love, and with all my heart, for you Denise, you too Mommy and Daddy, and all of you, my babies, in Y'Shua's Name,
Brian the Little Messianic Jew

"Remembering you all is easy, I do it everyday, But there's an ache within my heart That will NEVER go away."

Where you all used to be, there is a hole in the world, Which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, And falling into at night. I miss you all like hell.

Brian Lowe
11/24/2022
Thursday, November 24, 2022

"HAPPY 12TH THANKSGIVING IN HEAVEN DENISE!!"

So Denise, today is the 12Th Thanksgiving in Heaven for you!!

Down here, we're getting back to the "new norm", but I don't like it much; I wish I could turn back the clock, or turn the clock forward, which would be the better solution. The world is like an explosive that's been lite and thrown, but hasn't gone off yet, and you and I both know that the world is in for something that is going to put everyone in awe; they'll all look like deer caught in the headlights; like cows when it thunders.

I'm glad you're at peace, as well as my parents anddd babies; wish we could all experience that, but in time.

Anyway Denise, Happy 12Th Thanksgiving in Heaven; tell Mommy, Daddy, and my babies that I love them; Tell the Lord and the Angel he sent to me Happy Thanksgiving as well; we all often forget to give HIM "THANKS."

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with ALL my heart."

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

[Brian the Little Messianic Jew]

Brian Lowe
Tuesday, September 13, 2022

HAPPY 68TH BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN DENISE!!
It's your 12th Birthday in heaven, your 68th!!

Dear Denise,
I miss hearing your voice; sometimes, when I think of something or want to share something I still, for a second, think of reaching for the phone to call you, as I also do often for mommy, but then my head clears, and, once again, I realize neither one of you is here.

The worst thing about loosing someone you love? You loose them again and again, every single morning.

But I'm happy all of you are there and not down here; what a mess this is becoming. But it shouldn't surprise anyone; and it wouldn't, if they'd just read a Bible every now and them devotionally.

Well, anyway, Happy 68TH Birthday Denise; say hello to everyone for me and tell them I'll see them soon.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with all my heart,
Brian, the Little Messianic Jew.

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

"Where you ALL used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling into at night. I miss you ALL like hell."

Remembering your beautiful smile my dear friend, and our Emerson high days. Rest in peace in the kingdom of Heaven!
Eddie Vazquez

Monday, January 10, 2022 
Dear Denise, It's been 11 years since you left for Heaven; "11 YEARS." It seems like a long time without you or hearing your voice; then again, it seems like yesterday when I got the call from our friend.

I miss the times you'd call me and we'd talk for about an hour or so;
but I'm happy for you, my parents, and my babies; I just wish I could be there with you all now, especially since 2022 has been replaced by 2020-3; but it'll be all over soon, and the day will arrive as a thief in the night (I Thessalonians 5:2). It's not easy Denise; you don't loose someone once, but many times a day every time memory rips you apart. (sob)

Tell Mommy and Misty for me that my heart will remain broken until I see them again; I know they understand; give this to them for me (XO-XO).

Tell everyone for me that I still love them, and that I will see them soon.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with all my heart, Brian, the Little Messianic Jew.

"Remembering you ALL is EASY, 
I do it EVERYDAY; 
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART, 
That will NEVER go AWAY." 

"Where you ALL used to be, there is a hole in the world, 
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, 
and falling into at night. I miss you ALL like hell."

Saturday, 12/25/2021

MERRY 11th CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN DENISE!! So it's been 11 years Denise; 12 years ago we'd be enjoying your hand made ornaments; I miss those so much.  Things aren't the way they were, or are supposed to be down here; but you already know that; doesn't seem like there's much time left.

Merry Christmas Denise, and to everyone else there as well, my parents and all of my babies. Say hello to Misty, Lili, Bibi, Montique, and Gwen and Spotty for me; tell them I still love them and always will; and that "I'M COMING." Hoping to see you all soon. 

With love, and with all my heart, for you Denise, you too Mommy and Daddy, and all of you, my babies, in Y'Shua's Name, 
Brian the Little Messianic Jew

"Remembering you all is easy, I do it everyday, But there's an ache within my heart That will NEVER go away."

Where you all used to be, there is a hole in the world, Which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, And falling into at night. I miss you all like hell.

Thursday, November 25, 2021

"HAPPY 11TH THANKSGIVING IN HEAVEN DENISE!!"

So Denise, today is the 11Th Thanksgiving in Heaven for you!! Must be nice!!  I'm just waiting for the Wedding Feast of The Lamb.

As it says in Revelation 19:7-9:
"Let us be glad and rejoice, and give honour to him: for the marriage of the Lamb is come, and his wife hath made herself ready. And to her was granted that she should be arrayed in fine linen, clean and white: for the fine linen is the righteousness of saints. And he saith unto me, Write, Blessed are they which are called unto the marriage supper of the Lamb." 

You know Denise, I've never wondered or asked you what your new name is.

As it is written in Revelation 2:17:
"They that hath an ear, let them hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; To them that overcomes will I give to eat of the hidden manna, and will give them a white stone, and in the stone a new name written, which no one knows except they that receive it." 
So what is YOU'RE new name Denise? I guess I'll have to wait till I get there to find out, huh? You're probably saying,
"I thought you knew everything? Ha ha ha!!" Ha ha!

Anyway Denise, Happy 11Th Thanksgiving in Heaven; tell Mommy, Daddy, and my babies that I love them; I can't wait to be with you guys; it's God's reward to all of His children for the years they suffered needlessly down here. And can't wait to see my new house, as it says in John 14:2&3:
"In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also."

Tell the Lord and the Angel he sent to me Happy Thanksgiving as well; we all often forget to give HIM "THANKS."

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with ALL my heart."

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

[Brian the Little Messianic Jew]

Monday, September 13, 2021

HAPPY 67TH BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN DENISE!!
It's your 11th Birthday in heaven, your 67th!!

Dear Denise,
Any word from up there as to when this will all be over? Last year was just an alarm; this year the dam is forming cracks; you can hear society collapsing in slow motion.

Anyway, it sure would be nice to hear your voice and see your face again, as well as see mommy and Y'Shua; but for now, I'd settle for a live visitation from my angel again as he appeared to me in Pompton Lakes. I have few friends, but I thank God that I have the ones that I do; they're like you and me; give till it hurts and never ask for anything in return, the way it's supposed to be; but it hurts to be the one needing help instead of providing it as I was able in the past. Oops; I just heard another slow motion crack; was it the dam, foundation, or roof? I think it was the canopy.

Happy Birthday Denise; it will be good to celebrate in person instead from afar, but, then again, it only appears this way to those that haven't crossed over yet; you're all probably standing right here next to the ones you love' I can feel it and almost, at times, hear your voices. It's a lonely world for God's children as the wheels on th bus go 'round and 'round.

I'll talk to you Thanksgiving.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with all my heart,
Brian, the Little Messianic Jew.

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

"Where you ALL used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling into at night. I miss you ALL like hell."

Sunday, January 10, 2021

Dear Denise,
It's been 10 years since you left for Heaven; "10 YEARS."

I wish you were still here; there's not been many people to talk to about what's going on that understand, or would understand what is happening, not like you would at least; then again, there was never many who would understand as you and I would anyway.

Tell Mommy and Misty for me that my heart will remain broken until I see them again; I know they understand; give this to them for me (XO-XO).

I can't wait till this is all over; and it almost is.

Tell everyone I still love them, and that I will see them soon for me.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with all my heart,
Brian, the Little Messianic Jew.

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

"Where you ALL used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling into at night. I miss you ALL like hell."

MERRY 10th CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN DENISE!!

So it's been 10 years Denise; 11 years ago we would all be enjoying your hand made ornaments. But that isn't available to us down here any longer.

So another year goes by, and we aren't celebrating this year either;
We are all circling and nearing the DRAIN, and I suppose that even if people don't want to hear or see the truth, it will be evident to all later, for as they say,  "Hindsight is 2020."

Anyway, Merry Christmas Denise, and to everyone else there as well, my parents and all of my babies.
Say hello to Misty, Lili, Bibi, Montique, and Gwen and Spotty for me; tell them I still love them and always will; and that "I'M COMING."
Hoping to see you all soon.

"Remembering you all is easy,
I do it everyday,
But there's an ache within my heart
That will NEVER go away."

Where you all used to be,
there is a hole in the world,
Which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
And falling into at night.
I miss you all like hell.

With love, and with all my heart, for you Denise, you too Mommy and Daddy, and all of you, my babies,
in Y'Shua's Name,
Brian the Little Messianic Jew

**(Photo entitled "Silent Night.")

"HAPPY 10TH THANKSGIVING IN HEAVEN DENISE!!"

Denise, it's been 10 years of Thanksgivings for you in Heaven; and what a place to HAVE Thanksgiving. Not much to be thankful for down here this year, though, there ARE still things to be thankful for.

So this year I'm going to talk to you about Rainbow Bridge; the place people go to to pick up their beloved pets before crossing over the bridge into Heaven together. A good movie for this is "The 5 People You Meet in Heaven"; when Eddy (played by Angelina Jolie's father Jon Voight) comes into Rainbow Bridge he sees his dog and asks him, "Are you my 4th PERSON?" He called his dog a PERSON; imagine that.

So here's a pic of all these dogs at the entrance to Rainbow Bridge waiting to see if the one coming through is THEIR master.
Funny, Monty looks like he's right in the middle; I didn't notice it until weeks after I saved said photo.

Anyway Denise, Happy Thanksgiving; tell Mommy, Daddy, and my babies that I love them; this year of 2020 sure looks like it will be over soon, and I can't wait to be with you guys; it's God's reward to all of His children for the years they suffered needlessly down here.

And tell the Lord and the Angel he sent to me Happy Thanksgiving as well; we all often forget to give HIM "THANKS."

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with ALL my heart."

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

[Brian the Little Messianic Jew]

HAPPY 66TH BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN DENISE!!
It's your 10th Birthday in heaven, your 66th!!

Dear Denise,
Boy are you lucky; you see what's going on down here this year, right? All we have to wait for now is the phoney government sponsored alien invasion; it's almost all over now.

You know Denise, even people who don't believe in God see what's coming down the road, but they refuse to believe "why" all this is happening; it basically comes down to this:

"If I shut up heaven that there be no rain, or if I command the locusts to devour the land, or if I send PESTILENCE among my people; If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land." [II Chronicles 7:13,14]

In the end, after it's over, it may be too late for some, but they will know why; after all, hindsight is "20/20 (2020)."

So Denise, no one knows how fast or furious what will come next will come, but it is coming, and then those of us who belong to HIM will have our peace as well; it sure will be great to see you, mommy, dad, and my babies again, never to be parted.

Anyway, have a Happy and blessed Birthday Denise; I'll talk to you again on Thanksgiving.

In Y'Shua's Name, with love, and all my heart.

[Brian the Little Messianic Jew]

Photo: The road to Rainbow Bridge where all pets are waiting for their owners and rescuers; Monty is in there somewhere!!

Friday, January 10, 2020

Dear Denise,
As of today, Friday, January 10, 2020, it's been 9 years since you left for Heaven; "9 YEARS"; woah.

 I, like others who love you, wish you could have stayed with us longer, but we would be selfish, seeing that your sufferings have ended and blessings begun and are "NEVER ENDING"; I'm so happy for you, for Mommy, and all our babies.

Tell everyone for me that I love them Denise; and tell Itsy, Teeny's mommy, who passed away on the same day my dad did, Dec. 29, that I'm sorry she's gone but I will take care of her baby for her; and by now, she must know about how much I loved her also.

And tell Mommy and Misty for me that my heart will remain broken until I see them again; I know they understand; give this to them for me (XO-XO).

And tell the red-haired angel for me thank you for bringing Misty back that one time to see me once more because she was worried about me and wanted to see me; she's my "Twin Soul".

And please tell Misty to comfort Itsy for me until I get back.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with all my heart,
Brian, the Little Messianic Jew.

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

"Where you ALL used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling into at night. I miss you ALL like hell."

MERRY 9th CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN DENISE!!

 So it's been 9 years, huh Denise; 10 years ago I'd be looking at your hand made ornaments.
 
 This Christmas we're not celebrating Denise; Y'Shua's birthday is really September 11, 3 B.C. in truth, and if that weren't enough, it feels like every other godless day on Earth, so we're having a meal and that's it. I know it sounds sad, but in light of the fact that:
A- In Latin, Merry Christmas means, "Rejoice The Anointed is Dead", and
B- In the Book of Revelation, the last book in the New Testament, in the 11th Chapter and in the 10th Verse, it reads, "And they who dwell on the Earth will rejoice over them and be merry, and will send presents to one another; because those two prophets tormented them who dwell on the Earth." 
"THOSE TWO PROPHETS" are the OLD and NEW TESTAMENTS of the BIBLE who speak truth, it is this TRUTH that torments those who don't believe in GOD'S WORD, the BIBLE, so Santa Clause has replaced HIM. 

 Santa's an anagram for SATAN; the numeric equivalent for the name SATAN in Hebrew is 359, the 359th day of the year is DECEMBER 25TH, the name Claus refers to the word Clause, which means "CONQUERING PEOPLE." 

 When someone is ignorant to the TRUTH it is stranger than FICTION, huh Denise? I'm sure you knew TRUTH the minute you arrived.

 Merry Christmas to you Denise, to  my Mommy, Daddy, and my babies. Hoping to see you all soon.

"Remembering you all is easy,
I do it everyday,
But there's an ache within my heart
That will NEVER go away."

With Love and all my heart, in Y'Shua's Name,
Brian the Little Messianic Jew.


"HAPPY 9TH THANKSGIVING IN HEAVEN DENISE!!"

Denise, it's been 9 years of Thanksgivings for you in Heaven, the last eight of which, after your 1st Thanksgiving in Heaven in 2011,  I have written you; I'm sure you thank GOD "EVERY DAY" for the happiness, peace, and rest that you have obtained  like no person down here has ever experienced, as Mommy and Daddy, our animals and loved ones who are there with you also have.

The only thing left for me, is to be there, with my babies that are there, and to be there with my babies that are here with me now, as well as my other half.

Say hello to my Mommy and Daddy for me Denise, as well as all of our babies; tell Misty, Lili, Bibi, and Mimsy I miss them all very much, as well as the rest of our little friends; and tell them two new girls, Itsy and Teenie, our new little Southern Flying Squirrels, are waiting to meet you all too!!

Tell Misty not to worry about me, cause I know she must be; after all, it was SHE who requested an angel bring her back to see me, her passing on Saturday, July 3, 2010, and 33 days later appearing to me on Thursday, August 5, 2010, in the parking lot of Super One Foods in Superior on Banks Street and I saw the red-haired angel that I saw in Pompton Lakes New Jersey in the 80's, and I started bawling like a baby as told me that he had someone who wanted to see me, and then pulling his left hand from behind his back in front of his right hand, and opened them together revealing my baby Misty, where I cried and wept bitterly.

Anyway, I'm tired of this world down here Denise, but Happy 9th Thanksgiving in Heaven; for you, and for those who are there with you.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with ALL my heart."

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

[Brian the Little Messianic Jew]



HAPPY 65TH BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN DENISE!!
It's your 9th Birthday in heaven, your 65th!!

I miss you sis; I wish I could talk to you now; I guess I still can, as I am presently; as I still can to Mommy, and Misty, and Lili; but you're all there and not here, and that still hurts. But it's good to know, without doubt, that I'll see you all again; and when I do, this entire life here will then appear as it really was, and now is, nothing more than a vapor, as stated:
"For what is your life? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away." [James 4:14]

We see this life as being a long time, but then so does a year to a four year old, but not to an adult, correct? And so, this reality will hit all of us when we arrive where you all are; I can't wait. As it is written:
"After two days will he revive us: in the third day he will raise us up, and we shall live in his sight." [Hosea 6:2] 
So we all end up in a spiritual coma of sorts for two days when we get there; the things this life can do to you.

Say hello to Mommy and Daddy, my G'Ninnis, Gwen, Monty, Poopi-San, Spotty, Scrappy, Mister Mister, and Comet for me, tell them I love them all very, very much, and that I haven't forgotten them, and never will; I hurt for their absence, and your absence every single day.

And again, have a blessed and Happy 65th Birthday Denise. I'll talk to you again on Thanksgiving, and a few times until then as well.

In Y'Shua's Name, with love, and all my heart.

[Brian the Little Messianic Jew]

Thursday, January 10, 2019

Dear Denise,
As of today, Thursday, January 10, 2019, it's been 8 years since you left for Heaven;
"8 YEARS"; it doesn't seem that long ago, and it just doesn't seem real; 
I, like others who love you, wish you could have stayed here with us longer, but that would be selfish on our part, seeing that your suffering has ceased and your blessings have started and are "NEVER ENDING"; I'm so happy for you, Mommy, and all our babies.

Tell everyone for me that I love them Denise; I can't wait to see you all, but it won't be long, the show is almost over down here.

And tell Mommy and Misty for me that my heart will remain broken until I see them again; they understand; give this to them for me (XO-XO).

And tell the red-haired angel for me that he might as well forget it; it's almost over, 
but thank him for bringing Misty back that one time to see me once more because she was worried about me and wanted to see me; she can really stir a heart.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with all my heart,
Brian, the Little Messianic Jew.

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

"Where you ALL used to be, there is a hole in the world, 
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, 
and falling in at night. I miss you ALL like hell."



MERRY 8th CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN DENISE!!

So it's been 8 years already; boy, does time fly by; 9 years ago I would have been looking at your hand made ornaments;
and I still have the picture of Y'Shua (Jesus) as a child shepherd that you made and framed for me; yes; I still have it; and the packaging as well.

This world's a mess Denise, and most who are in it; can't wait to get picked up and arrive on the plane that you, Mommy, Daddy, and our babies are; after all, Heaven isn't up or out, it's on the same plane that we are, that you were before, just a different dimension, right Sis?
“The coming of the kingdom of God is not something that can be observed, nor will people say, ‘Here it is,’ or ‘There it is,’ because the kingdom of God is IN YOUR MIDST.” [Luke 17:20,21]

Merry Christmas Denise, and to everyone else there as well, my parents and all of my babies.
Say hello to Misty, Lili, Bibi, Montique, and Gwen and Spotty for me; tell them I still love them and always will; and that "I'M COMING."
Hoping to see you all soon.

"Remembering you all is easy,
I do it everyday,
Butt there's an ache within my heart
That will NEVER go away."

Where you all used to be,
there is a hole in the world,
Which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
And falling into at night.
I miss you all like hell.

With love, and with all my heart, for you Denise, you too Mommy and Daddy, and all of you, my babies,
in Y'Shua's Name,
Brian the Little Messianic Jew



"HAPPY 8TH THANKSGIVING IN HEAVEN DENISE!!"

Denise, it's been 8 years of Thanksgivings for you in Heaven; being there, you have a LOT to be thankful for as the evidence of multiple NDEs show; you look about 32 to 35 years old, you are totally whole and healthy physically, spiritually, emotionally, and psychologically; for those with you there. Thank GOD EVERY DAY you've obtained happiness and peace like no person down here has ever experienced, as my Mommy and dad, our animals and loved ones who are also with you also have. 
The only thing left for you guys is for us to show up; and I wait to be there as well with my babies that are here now with me and my other half.

Say hello to my Mommy and Daddy for me Denise, as well as all of our babies; tell Misty, Lili, Bibi, and Mimsy I miss them all very much, as well as the rest of our little friends, and tell them two new girls, Itsy and Teenie, our new little flying squirrels, are waiting to meet you all, as well as Bobble, Sqweek and Gumdrop!!

Tell Misty not to worry about me, cause I know she must be; after all, it was SHE who requested an angel bring her back to see me, her passing on Saturday, July 3, 2010, and 33 days later appearing to me on Thursday, August 5, 2010, in the parking lot of Super One Foods in Superior on Banks Street and I saw the red-haired angel that I saw in Pompton Lakes New Jersey in the 80's, and I started bawling like a baby as told me that he had someone who wanted to see me, and then pulling his left hand from behind his back in front of his right hand, and opened them together revealing my baby Misty, where I cried and wept bitterly. 

Anyway, again Denise, Happy 7th Thanksgiving in Heaven.
With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with ALL my heart."

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
Butt here's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

[Brian the Little Messianic Jew]

HAPPY BELATED 64TH BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN DENISE!!
It's your 8th Birthday in heaven, your 64th!!

Has it been seven years already Denise? Oh my God!! (Oops!! Tell Him I'm sorry....)
I really miss being able to talk to you on the phone; In life, there really isn't many people who understand things the way you do yourself; but you already know that; and you were one of those people for and to me. But I'm happy for you and I know you're blessed with all you have there with the Lord's Presence and all.

Say hello to my Mommy and Daddy, my babies and G'Ninnis for me; say hello to Gwen and Monty and Poopi-San for me as well, and tell them I love them as I love you; you're a beautiful friend, and since I have known you, you always were.

Have a blessed Happy 64th Birthday Denise. Until Thanksgiving.

With love in Y'Shua's Name, and all my heart.

[Brian the Little Messianic Jew]

PS: Photo is of a Walrus’s reaction after being presented with a fish cake for his birthday; I know you'll love this Denise!!

Happy Mother's Day in Heaven Denise!!
It's your 8th Mother's Day in Heaven, and though I never post for you on this day, usually only the anniversary of your departure, your birthday, Thanksgiving and Christmas, I came across this so I felt I should add it.

Say Happy Mother's Day to my mommy for me Denise; I know you will.
Can't wait to see you again.

With Love with All My Heart,
Brian the little Messianic Jew - Duluth Minnesota

Thursday, January 11, 2018

Dear Denise,
As of yesterday, Wednesday, January 10, 2018, it's been 7 years since you left for Heaven; it seems like yesterday that you left, but a long time since you've been here with us; it doesn't get any better for me down here, but thankfully it is only the beginning of the best for you, my mommy and daddy, and all of our departed friends, loved ones, babies and pets; thank God that He is good.

I miss you all, Denise; tell everyone I love them Denise, and not to worry about us down here.

And give a hug to my mommy and daddy and my babies for me, and Monty, Gwen and Comet, Spotty, and Moondancer if he's there. And put in a WORD for us down here; we're all going to need it soon.

And Denise? Tell my mommy that my heart will remain broken until I see here again; she understands; give this to her for me (XXOO).

And tell the red-haired angel that I need his help as soon as he is able.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with all my heart.

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

"Where you ALL used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you ALL like hell."

Brian, the Little Messianic Jew.

MERRY 7th CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN DENISE!!

So 6 Christmases have passed already, and today you're on your 7th; I can't believe how fast time is going; seems like yesterday I was looking at your handmade ornaments, like the crescent moon over your doorway; it's not the same without you, but it never was anyway. I do remember the picture of Y'Shua (Jesus) as a child shepherd that you made and framed for me; I still have it.

So much truth is being revealed that it dims everything about what is really supposed to be by revealing that it is not; but so much for that, you know all to well, and, you always did; you're one of the few enlightened.

Tell everyone I love them and can't wait to see them, but I won't be happy there either until everyone on this side is there with me as well after I've arrived; oh; that's right; they, as do you, already know that, don't you?

Merry Christmas Denise, and to everyone else there as well, my parents and all of my babies.

Hoping to see you all soon.

"Remembering you all is easy,
I do it everyday,
Butt here's an ache within my heart
That will NEVER go away."

Where you all used to be,
there is a hole in the world,
Which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
And falling into at night.
I miss you all like hell.

With love and all my heart, for you Denise, you too Mommy and Daddy, and all of you my babies,
in Y'Shua's Name,
Brian the Little Messianic Jew

"HAPPY 7TH THANKSGIVING IN HEAVEN DENISE!!"

Well Denise, it's been 7 years of Thanksgivings for you in Heaven, and, being there, you sure have a LOT to be thankful for; as with the evidence of multiple NDEs, you look about 32 to 35 years old, you are totally whole and healthy physically, spiritually, emotionally, and psychologically; for those with you there, what's not to be thankful for? Thank GOD EVERY DAY that you're not down here; you've obtained happiness and peace like no person down here has ever experienced, as my Mommy and dad, our animals and loved ones who are also with you also have. The only thing left for you guys is for us to show up, and I cannot tell you enough how I wait to be there as well with my babies that are here now with me and my other half.

Say hello to my Mommy and Daddy for me Denise, as well as all of our babies; tell Misty, Lili, Bibi, and Mimsy I miss them all very much, as well as the rest of our little friends, and tell them two new girls, Itsy and Teenie, our new little flying squirrels, are waiting to meet you all as well.

And again, tell Misty not to worry about me, cause I know she must be; after all, it was SHE who requested an angel bring her back to see me, her passing on Saturday, July 3, 2010, and 33 days later appearing to me on Thursday, August 5, 2010, in the parking lot of Super One Foods in Superior on Banks Street and I saw the red-haired angel that I saw in Pompton Lakes New Jersey in the 80's, and I started bawling like a baby as I did moments before he departed from me that first time, on his first visit, and I told him that I needed him and needed answers, he then smiling at me and telling me that he had someone who wanted to see me, and then pulling his left hand from behind his back in front of his right hand, and opened them together revealing my baby Misty, where I cried and wept bitterly as I took her from his hands, collapsed and dropped to my knees, and held her close to my face, as she started putting her front paws above my right nostril and started licking my nose; and signs are always left to prove these things really did happen, the sign in the Acme parking lot in Pompton Lakes New Jersey still in the parking lot as it has been all these years, my friends in Jersey knowing it is true because they heard the story easily 6 months before the sign in the parking lot there appeared, where it remains to this day.

Anyway, again Denise, Happy 7th Thanksgiving in Heaven; may the Lord and you and my parents all have a continued rest from your labors; well,the Lord IS FAITHFUL; of COURSE you all will.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with ALL my heart."

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
Butt here's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

Where you ALL used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you ALL like hell.

[Brian the Little Messianic Jew]

HAPPY BELATED 63RD BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN DENISE!!
It's your 7th Birthday in heaven, your 63rd!!

Time is flying Denise, but it still seems like yesterday; but down here it isn't getting any better; so happy you're free from all of this; this wasn't your world, anymore than it is mine; I hope we'll see each other again soon.

Say hello to my Mommy and dad and my babies and G'Ninnis for me, and say hello to Gwen and Montique and Poopi-San for me as well, and tell them I love them as I love you; you're a beautiful friend, and since I have known you, you always were.

Have a blessed Happy 63rd Birthday.

With love in Y'Shua's Name, and all my heart.

[Brian the Little Messianic Jew]

Tuesday, January 10, 2017

Dear Denise,
As of today, Tuesday, January 10, 2017, it's been 6 years since you left us all for Heaven; seems like 3 months or less to me, and only you could understand how my perception of time appears to be off to most others; then again, there is no time where you are now; it must seem to you like you've been there forever, and, at the same time, like you've only just arrived; right Sis? 

You know, five to ten years in the past or into their future for a child seems like forever; thirty or forty years in the past to a sixty year old seems like yesterday, but the same amount of time into the future also seems like forever as it does for a child, for time is long in that which is unknown, and people are fearful of the unknown, of that which they do not yet understand, and that is uncomfortable for them. 

But in heaven, for you Denise, my Mommy and Daddy and our babies, there is no time; for the past, present, and future are known, and all things are revealed, as to what we all are, and what and Who the Lord is, for as you all now know, we who will follow will also then know Him and ourselves even as He has always known us; and so, for you Denise, and all those with you, even as you all wait for those of us who haven't arrived yet, whether it be a moment, an hour, or a thousand years, all the time in the world down here is but a vapor in heaven; you all won't be waiting long for us; it will just seem like that for us. 

I miss you all so much, Denise; tell everyone I love them and not to worry about time down here seeming like it is suspended and standing still; that's why that perception is called SUSPENSE!! And give a hug to my babies for me, and Monty, Gwen and Comet, and Moondancer if he's there.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with all my heart,
Brian, the Little Messianic Jew.

MERRY CHRISTMAS DENISE!!

Wow Denise; it's your 6th Christmas in Heaven already; 6 years seems like yesterday; I'm reminded of you every time I see the picture of the child Y'Shua (Jesus) that you made and framed for me. I miss you and my Mommy and Daddy and all of my babies very much. Say hello to all of them for me Sis; and tell my Mommy that I still hear her and that she's coming through, and so did Daddy a couple oftimes.

Enlightenment is growing Denise; I just hope we last long enough to get the full message; but then, so what; I'd rather be there with you guys having all my tears wiped away and living without any sorrow; must be fantastic.

Tell the Lord I'm waiting on HIM, and it would be nice for the red-haired angel to come back for about a half an hour so I could get some answers; just a wish; if he is able, tell him to bring Misty and Liliwith him; just tell him not to appear in front of me while I'm crossing the street in front of a truck.

Again, Merry Christmas to you Denise, to my parents, and to all of our babies.

Can't wait to see all of you again. Miss you all very much. [:(]

"Remembering you all is easy,
Ido it everyday,
Butt here's an ache within my heart
That will NEVER go away."

Whereyou all used to be,
there is a hole in the world,
Which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
And falling into at night.
I miss you all like hell.

With love and all my heart, for you Denise, and you too Mommy and Daddy,
in Y'Shua's Name,
Brian the Little Messianic Jew

"HAPPY BELATED 6TH THANKSGIVING IN HEAVEN DENISE!!"

Sorry Denise, but it's getting harder and harder to be thankful for anything down here, and the ones who ARE thankful are thankful for things that mean so little that it only reveals how bad it is getting; am I the only one that isn't blind, the only one who sees what is happening around all of us? I sure hope not.
There has been so much heartache this year it's a wonder that Thanksgiving hasn't been done away with all together; I'm not saying there's nothing at all to be thankful for, I'm just saying there's so little to be thankful for that there's no reason for a celebration for the many blessings we all used to have; come to think of it, even when people get together with family and friends it' sto gorge and glut and drink, not to be thankful truly, and they definitely are not thankful to God; HE has been all but erased from anything in the daily lives of people. And people wonder why things are going the way they are.
Personally Denise, I'm still heartbroken that the ones that meant the most tome, YOU, my MOMMY, other close friends that have not ever betrayed me, the Lord is taking them all away, many of them younger than I as well; and even though I believe the Lord God knows what HE is doing, and that when HE takes them HE also puts an end to THEIR suffering and blesses them as HE has done with and to you and my parents, we, still living here on this time-bomb called Earth, hurt, and those of us who are deep thinkers, our hurt is unceasing, without end, for even as time creates a longer and longer wedge between the day we all lost your presence, the deep thinkers feel that hurt, not as a wound that' spicked at, but a new and fresh cut as if it has just presently happened; a scare can take a beating because it has tougher skin, but not a fresh blow; and those of us who are deep thinkers, as you were and are, and as I am, we have very little skin left that is untouched by the cruelties of this painful existence. I'm happy for what the Lord has done for all of you who are now in Heaven;I'm not happy that He has taken you all from us; so we deal with the pains of separation intelligently, and, on the other hand, we deal with that separation in selfishness, thinking about our losses alone, but not your blessings. 
What is better Sis, for time to STAND STILL? Or for time to have never existed at all? And YES Sis, this is coming from ME; isn't that something? A LION who has had his heart all but taken from him, and YOU can ESPECIALLY understand what I'm talking about; it's a solace knowing that being there in Heaven with the Lord that you know NOW more than I do, and that you can smile knowing that one day I will finally know the full meaning of all of the why's,instead of you all crying for our suffering down here, for the Lord has wiped every tear away from all of your eyes as HE has for everyone whom HE brings home to HIMSELF. I'm so eternally grateful for the companion HE has given me, the one my Mommy prayed to the Lord to bring to me, to be here with me; it is a comfort through; after all, that type of suffering belongs solely to the deep thinkers, does it not Sis?

Say hello to my Mommy and Daddy for me Denise, as well as all of our babies; tell Misty, Lili, Bibi, and Mimsy I miss them all very much, as well as the rest of our little friends;and Thank You; I can't see how it can possibly last much longer, I really can't.
Tell Misty not to worry about me, cause I know she must be; after all, it was SHE who requested an angel bring her back to see me, her passing on Saturday, July 3, 2010, and 33 days later appearing to me on Thursday, August 5, 2010, in the parking lot of Super One Foods in Superior on Banks Street and I saw the red-haired angel that I saw in Pompton Lakes New Jersey in the 80's, and I started bawling like a baby as I did moments before he departed from me that first time, on his first visit, and I told him that I needed him and needed answers, he then smiling at me and telling me that he had someone who wanted to see me, and then pulling his left hand from behind his back in front of his right hand, and opened them together revealing my baby Misty,where I cried and wept bitterly as I took her from his hands, collapsed and dropped to my knees, and held her close to my face, and she started putting her front paws above my right nostril and started licking my nose; and signs are always left to prove these things really did happen, the sign in the Acme parking lot in Pompton Lakes New Jersey still in the parking lot as it has been all these years, my friends in Jersey knowing it is true because they heard the story easily 6 months before the sign appeared where it remains to this day.

Anyway,again Denise,Happy Belated Thanksgiving;may the Lord and you and my parents all have a continued rest from your labors; well,the Lord IS FAITHFUL; of COURSE you all will.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with ALL my heart."

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
Butt here's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

Where you ALL used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you ALL like hell.

It's been another year and another struggle...it hasn't been the same without you and it never will be. I wish I had been a better son and didn't take the time you were here for granted. Until we meet again on the other side of the Jordan...

Dante

HAPPY 62ND BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN DENISE!!

It's your 6th Birthday in heaven, your 62nd!!
It STILL seems like yesterday that you left us; but I'm relieved that you and my parents and our babies are being BLESSED and no longer have to deal with all of which this world and the people in it literally throw at you on a daily basis.

Do me a favor Denise and say hello to my Mommy and dad and my babies and G'Ninnis for me, and say high to Gwen and Montique and Poopi-San (that is, if he is there by now, but I don't know, but he'd be around 14 years old by now; but if he's not there yet, pay him a visit down here; I'm sure he'd like to see you for a minute); Can't wait to see all of you again; I figured I would have by now, but, "IN TIME;" and the sooner the better.

Again, Denise, have a blessed Happy 62nd Birthday.

With love in Y'Shua's Name, and all my heart.

[Brian the Little Messianic Jew]

Dear Denise,
As of January 10, 2016, it's been 5 years that you've been in Heaven; it STILL seems like YESTERDAY!! But I know you, my Mommy, and my Daddy are all better off now than you all were when you all were HERE; so will WE be when we get there.

I miss you all so much; it takes a lot to go from day-to-day without any of you.

Please tell my Mommy, my babies, and my Daddy I said hello for me Denise; I appreciate it.

Miss you all so much; and say hello to Monty and Gwen for me as well.

With love in Y'Shua's Name, with all my heart,
Brian, the Little Messianic Jew.

MERRY CHRISTMAS DENISE!!

This is going to me your 5th Christmas in Heaven Denise; I have to send this early because my personal computer is still down. Miss you very much.
Say hello to my babies, Mommy, and Daddy for me. And, again, Merry Christmas.

With Love with all my heart,in Y'Shua's Name,
Brian

"HAPPY 5TH THANKSGIVING IN HEAVEN DENISE!!"
 
Sorry I'm late with my greeting Denise, but my computer has been down for 4 months; I miss you and my Mommy and Daddy very much; I also miss my G'Ninnis very much as well. Hope to see you all soon.

Say hello to Mommy for me Denise; Thank You.

Again sis, Happy Thanksgiving; may the Lord and you and my parents all have a continued rest from your labors.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with ALL my heart."

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

Where you ALL used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you ALL like hell. 

Brian Lowe - Duluth Minnesota

Shocked  Never knew she passed until now.

HAPPY 61ST BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN DENISE!!

It's your 5th Birthday in heaven, your 61st!!
And still, it seems like yesterday that I found out; but I'm happy for you and my Mommy and Daddy, that you are all healed healthy and young again; wouldn't have it any other way, and definitely wouldn't wish any of you to be down here for what is coming in the next few years starting with this September.

Say hello to Monty and Gwen and my Mommy and dad and my babies and G'Ninnis for me; it will seem like a while for us, but for you guys it will seem like a few moments before I arrive. Can't wait to see you all.

Again, Denise, have a blessed Happy 61st Birthday.

With love in Y'Shua's Name and all my heart.

[Brian the Little Messianic Jew]

Mother's Day - May 10th, 2015

Today sucks, I know. It's going to be hard. But so is every other day since you have lost your mother. There is absolutely no love in this world like the love of a mother. There is a void that cannot and will not ever be filled, no matter what anybody tells you. You don't miss her today any more than you will tomorrow, or the next day, or the day after that.  

Today, Mother's day, is just another painful reminder that she is no longer physically here. As you watch friend's  celebrate with their mom's, please remember that yours is tucked away deep down in your heart where she will forever stay.  

As the wind blows through your hair, know that it is her gentle and loving touch. As the warmth of the sun shines on your face please remember the warmth in your mother's heart through all of the days she had on this earth. She didn't want to ever leave you and she still hasn't left you. Your mother was greater than this world. I know sometimes life just doesn't seem fair and it never will but please, please, don't cry today, for your mother would want nothing more than to see you smile. 

I feel the pain within your heart as another day passes by without her. She doesn't want you to be sad. She wants you to honor her life in the best way possible, and that way is to live it. Live it for you. Live it for her. I know it is sometimes easier said than done and sometimes words just don't help and I know this because I lost my beautiful, dear, sweet, thoughtful, kind compassionate, precious, and Holy mommy on Sunday, October 19, 2014; the last time I spoke to her it was Wednesday, October 8, 2014, right after the 2nd blood moon eclipse of this last 8th Tetrad; I said I love you very much Mommy!, and she responded, I love you very much too honey.
I found out she had gone into the hospital and was put under a medically induced coma just 4 hours after I spoke to her, and 11 days later at 5:10 pm EDT she had passed over; every day it takes all I can do to get out of bed and breathe. 

I have come to find that the best way to heal is to remember. Remember her. Remember the sorrow, remember the love, remember everything, which I do, back till I was 8 months old. Talk to her, she's always listening; my Mommy has been allowed to speak back to me; I thank the Father, His Son, and His Holy Spirit for allowing me the privilege of having that comfort or it would be too much for me; Simply cherish the time you did have with her and the memories you have made.

I want you to know that on this day, you are not alone. You are never alone. All of our mother's are watching over us from heaven this Mother's Day and every day, for the rest of our lives.

Happy Mother's Day to all of the motherless daughters and sons out there. Today is your day too. Celebrate her, start a new tradition, live life to the fullest, and most importantly remember that even through the darkest of days, life still goes on.

Mother...four years has not lessened the pain of your loss...you are in my thoughts day and night...not a day goes by I do not yearn to touch your face or hear your voice...there will always be a hole in my heart until we see eachother again on the other side of the Jordan...I love you and miss you always. Until we meet again...

Aunt Denise,

Can't believe that it's 4 years... we all miss you so much. Wish you could be there in August but I know that you'll be there in spirit. Love you and miss you dearly. 

Love Always, 
"G"

Denise,
Can't believe 4 years have passed already; it seems like yesterday for me, like you're going to call on the phone on a Saturday morning; but I know you're better off than we are, and it won't be long till we see each other again, and on that day it will seem like no time has passed at all; just seems like a long time when you're on this side of it all.

Miss you all very much; say hello to the others and my babies, and to Monty and Gwen, and tell Mommy "I'm listening" for me.

Can't wait to see you all again.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, and with all my heart,
Brian the Little Messianic Jew

"MERRY CHRISTMAS, DENISE!!"
I can't believe it has been 4 Christmases already since you left; it STILL seems like yesterday. I am sure you are having a good one; I would like to be there with you and my Mommy and Dad; say hello to them for me, and to Montique & Gwen and my babies, and tell Mommy I hear her and the gifts are kicking in faster, seeing you know what that's all about having always been a spiritual person yourself; I guess that's why we understood each other so well.

Can't wait to see all of you again. Miss you all very much. [:(]

"Remembering you all is easy, I do it everyday,
  But there's an ache within my heart
  That will NEVER go away." 

“Where you all used to be, there is a hole in the world, 
Which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, 
And falling into at night. I miss you all like hell.” 

With love and all my heart, for you Denise, and you too Mommy and Daddy,
 in Y'Shua's Name,
Brian the Little Messianic Jew

"HAPPY 4TH THANKGIVING IN HEAVEN DENISE!!"
I miss you a lot Denise; it's like yesterday when I spoke to you on the phone, though it's been 4 years; holidays aren't the same without you; or without family.

Do me a favor sis? Say "Hi" to my mommy and dad for me? Mommy passed over October 19th, and I found out on the same day my dad went over last December; like they both went in the same day; life there, where you all ARE, is "GOOD!"; not so much down here though kiddo.

Love you with all my heart Denise; can't wait to see all of you again, and I know I will; have had over 8 visions from the Lord to confirm it in my grief.

Again sis, Happy Thanksgiving; may the Lord and you and my parents all have a good day and a continued rest from your labors.

With Love in Y'Shua's Name, with ALL my heart."

"Remembering you ALL is EASY,
I do it EVERYDAY;
But there's and ACHE within MY HEART,
That will NEVER go AWAY."

“Where you ALL used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you ALL like hell.” 

Brian Lowe - Duluth Minnesota

Happy Birthday Denise.  You're always in my thoughts.

Love Wendy and Joe

Happy belated birthday in the Kingdom of Heaven at the side of our Lord.  You will forever be in our hearts. We miss you be am sure we will be with you once again.

HAPPY 61ST BIRTHDAY DENISE. WE ALL MISS YOU VERY MUCH.
LIZ

Dear Denise,
Happy Birthday in Heaven my very dear friend!  Miss you!  You are always in my thoughts.  God Bless you!

HAPPY 60th BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN DENISE!!

Well Denise, it's your 4th Birthday in heaven, your 60th; and I'm sure if you were asked if you wanted to come back here, knowing all you NOW know because you are THERE and not HERE, you would probably start laughing and wouldn't be able to stop!! Why would anyone want to deal with this down here again when they were THERE where you ARE already?

I'm happy you are at peace Denise; you deserve "PEACE", and happiness, because of all you are, and all you put yourself out for others for, and never asking a dime; those taken quickly or early in life usually are those who have learned their lessons early, OR have pleased GOD, or BOTH, as I'm sure is the case with you Ms.Pinky.

How's Montique and Gwen? Say hello to my babies for me and let them know it's not long now before I will get to be with them forever as well; they may be able to tell you some things about me if you ask, but then again, you yourself know those things as well, seeing you are there.

I miss you very much Denise, as I'm sure others do as well; can't wait to see you again.

And, again, Denise, have a blessed "Happy Birthday"; don't ever believe that you will be forgotten by me; you cannot forget someone who hasn't disappeared; I know how REAL where you ARE "IS", as you do now.

With love in Y'Shua's Name and all my heart.
[Brian the Little Messianic Jew]

Denise you are truly missed. Our memories of you will live on till we meet at the gates of Heaven. Sending blessings to Ralph and all your immediate loved ones. Your smile lives on in our hearts!

Dear Denise,
I cannot believe that it is 3 years since we lost such a wonderful, caring and loving person.  Not a day goes by that I do not think about you.  God Bless You and all your loved ones that are with you in Heaven.  Love to you all.

Ken Focht, Rutherford, New Jersey

I love you my wife. Bernie cannot believe its been 3 years. It feels like 3 minutes and thirty years at the same time. You should see your grandson he is a very special person. As he grows older I will make sure he knows the person you were. If not for him I may have given up. I dream and look forward to the day you will be waiting for me. Love your Husband Ralph

Dear Denise,
Happy 3rd Anniversary in Heaven.  I miss you so very much.  I think back to all the good times growing up in good old Union City.  Not a goes by that I do not think about you.  Your loveliness, your infectious laughter, your wonderful smile, your cherished friendship!  God Bless You!
Ken Focht (Rutherford)

Hi Denise; I can't believe it has already been 3 years since you left us, and took a little part of us with you as well; the day our hearts stopped and our worlds changed and lost someone special. 

Not a day goes by without thinking about you; not hard to do when every turn I see either the picture you made me, or the picture holders you sent to me with photos of Inu-San, or my thesis on the Celestine Prophecy that you held dear that I sent you a copy of.

But I know you're in "GOOD HANDS". Still, this is a hard day for me, remembering the phone call, still scratching my head in disbelief months later. 

At this point, "Ms. Pinky", I know I don't have to tell you that you are dearly missed and loved. Can't wait to see you again.

With the Love of Y'Shua and all my heart,
Brian the Little Messianic Jew

"MERRY CHRISTMAS, DENISE!!"
It's been 3 Christmases; seems like yesterday. Wish you were here; I'm sure everyone else does as well; but I know you're in "GOOD HANDS."

Can't wait to see you again. Miss you very much. [:(]

With love and all my heart in Y'Shua's Name,
Brian the Little Messianic Jew

Denise you are so missed here I wish you were still with us
Jeanie

A belated Happy Thanksgiving Denise. Miss you very much. Your smile, your laughter and most of your friendship. Love you forever!
Ken

Happy Thanksgiving Denise!!

Miss you being here very much; I miss talking to you and your phone calls; and I'm sure Thanksgiving isn't the same without you here for others, as it isn't the same for me without you here either; but it won't be long before I see you again, considering the world's climate.

So I'm posting this Thanksgiving comic to lighten up the mood for others who also miss you very much since you MADE Thanksgiving, as you MADE Christmas, as only you and your love and artistic talents are able to do.

Miss you and love with all of my heart.
[Brian]

dee i still find myself looking for you at FOOD BASIC AT THE CHECK OUT.bUT ON THIS DAY IT WAS SAD HERE BUT A GREAT DAY WHEN GOD CALLED you home but know you are missed everyday and you can be very proud of your sons here on GODS earth love you and will see you in heaven someday love sue

HAPPY 59th BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN DENISE!! 

"It's been a hell of a year down here, hasn't it? I'm sure you're glad you are where you are instead of down here now!!
As you know, Nodoka Lili passed to Rainbow Bridge on June 24th, and you've probably seen her already; but in case you haven't, do me a favor and go there and let her know I love her and miss her tremendously, even though she knows both of these things; it would just be nice for her to see someone who knows me greet her. Assure her for me that it won't be long now, from the looks of the prophetic climate, about 3 or 4 years tops; I'll be surprised if it's longer; but my intuitions have always been spot-on as you know.

I miss you kiddo; I still think you're going to call on the phone on weekends; I also have 2 other friends and 3 babies whom I still can't wrap my head around the fact that they have passed over as well (way too early for me; I still think I'll see them, or that they'll call); I still even have your old phone numbers (330-3206; cell:926-8331). 
But we will see each other soon enough; and until then, all of you guys know I love you all.

Again Denise, "Happy Birthday"; You're still one of the sweetest people I've met down here, and as you can see, I WILL NEVER forget you; hard to forget people who are so close to HIS Image."

Wow, Denise; it's been 2 years already. Still I feel like you will call on the phone as you always did and joke, and cry, and laugh and talk about Poopi-San, and the Bible, and the Celestine Prophecy's 9 Insights, and cooking and recipes.

But the reality of you being gone STILL hurts like when I first found out that you left, 2 years ago TODAY.

You must have met Ed Guildersleeve there when you arrived; he too passed over on the very same day that you did, and was a Brother in CHrist who laid hands on me for the imparting of the power of the Holy SPirit in '72 when I was 12 years old; he was born in '56 and was 54, you born in '54 and were 56; kind of like a Lincoln Kennedy thing; funny huh sis?

For YOU? Well, you're not missing much; but for me? I miss YOU, as I'm sure others do.

Even though you are where you are, never forget how much those of us love you here; as for me, it still hurts and always will.

With love and all my heart in Y'Shua's Name,
Brian the Little Messianic Jew

A day does not go by that you are not in my mind and heart. I miss you so.........

Oh; and Denise? You being where you are with the Lord now know that Christmas is not the birthday of Jesus and that it was actually 9/11/ 3BC, according to the Book of Revelation and the Gospel of Luke, for Mary went up for the purification after having a male child and that is 40 days afterwards, so if we go backward 40 days it comes to September 11, 3 BC; funny people have a Bible and don't know their Lord's real birthday, huh? But I know you do now.

Again Denise, sorry for being late in my Christmas wishes for you, but I posted it before Christmas so it's not my fault Legacy didn't post it or inform me why they didn't.

Can't wait to see you again. With Love.
[Brian the Messianic Jew]

Sorry Denise; I sent you a Merry Christmas message but legacy didn't post it and they didn't tell me why either; so here is a belated Merry Christmas. Miss you and with love with all my heart.
[Brian the Messianic Jew]

"Happy Thanksgiving Denise!! Miss you being here and how you always did what you did around Thanksgiving and Christmas with all of the art work; not having you here sure does take a chunk out of the day because it was "YOU" who made it "SPECIAL", because "YOU" were "SPECIAL", but we'll celebrate giving thanks to the Lord together soon when HE is done with HIS business down here.
With all my love, Brian."

[Brian, the Little Messianic Jew]

This is the colored photo Denise gave to me for a Christmas present. 

She was, no; she "IS" one of the most beautiful and heart-felt people that the Lord has created. Thank you again Denise.

A few years back at Christmas I gave Denise this card of a Shepherd Boy Y'Shua (Jesus) with staff holding a lamb, for He IS the LAMB of GOD; inside the card it reads:

"He's ALL there REALLY IS;
And ALL that REALLY MATTERS."

The following year she gave me a present, the same card colored in, for it originally was grey. black, and white; she then put it within a god leaf frame and gave it to me for Christmas, sending it to me on December 08, 2007.

This was what she had written on the wrapping of the package she sent.

We Miss you dearly Denise  God took you much too early,,  love you always
Uncle Mike & Jeanie

September 13, 2012

Happy Birthday Denise!!
It is your 2nd Birthday in Heaven, your 58th Birthday; it is hard to think about the fact you are not here with us, but I know that you are more blessed where you are NOW than where we are; I love you and wish you all the best today on your Birthday. 
I wish I could be there with you to share the moment with you; you are always loved by those who understand your God-given gifts and how you put yourself out for others, doing for others without expecting anything in return; people like us, Denise, DO understand; so does the Lord.
Love you always, and again, 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE.
[Brian Lowe, the Little Messianic Jew]

I miss you so very much.  I will always cherish the dear memories from our childhood growing up in Union City.  Our families were always close.  I am sure that you are together in Heaven with my parents (Lawrence and Irene), my brother (Steve) and your parents (Dante and Anne).  I know that you are all smiling down on us and you are all in God's Hands.  I will always remember your sweet smile. Rest In Peace.

Denise,
The first Christmas without you was difficult, but you sent a bright little star named Ethan to give comfort and peace to your family. Be sure that he is loved and cherished.

Love you always.
Wendy and Joe

"It's been a year and 2 days Denise; doesn't seem like it.

I can't believe your gone;
But I know you're doing well.
Miss you...."

Denise,
It's been one year since you left us. The pain and anger at times are unbearable. The only thing that makes it better is to keep busy.
I know that you are truely at peace now watching over those you love.
So many things have happened this year without you here. Ethan is one of the best things that happened. Your brand new little grandson has a sweet and gentle soul like you. 
I miss you more than you know.
The girls miss you too.
But, I know deep down you are in a better place. 
Margs and I love you forever and a day and for all the stars in the sky.
    Love Liz

Denise
 You are dearly missed by your classmates throughout the years. Hope you got a pat on the back from the Lord for being a great person.

"MERRY CHRISTMAS MOMMY!!"
(I miss you.)

Love, Inu-San

It's your first Christmas away from us Denise; I'm sure you're missed badly, especially by Poopi-San (Inu-San Moondancer), and I miss you very much as well.

You're not missing anything down here kid; So have a Merry Christmas; I'm sure it is better where you are than here.

With all my love, in Y'Shua's Name,
Brian (The Jew)

For those of you who knew Denise, I dedicate this song; it's a song sung by the Lord to her, and He gives the reason He took her home; it is in the words, "Just spend some time with me,
And I’ll make everything alright."

The song is by "GO FISH," and is titled "You're My Little Girl":

**“You’re My Little Girl” GO FISH (Acapella)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ZU7haNwyHc 

vs. 1
The ones you love, they let you down,
And I want you to know that I’m sorry….
The choices that they made were wrong,
You were caught in the middle, and I’m, sorry….

So when the anger and the pain
Get the best of you,
I know it seems like you’re all alone,
But I am feeling it too….

Chorus
'Cuz you're my little girl,
You’re the one that I created,
No one in this world could ever be like you….
When you're cryin’ in the night,
All you need to do is call me….
I¹ll be there for you….
'Cuz you’re my little girl….

vs. 2
When you're lookin’ in the mirror,
I hope you're likin’ what you see….
Because no matter what you're feelin’,
You're perfect to me….

Because I see you as a child,
Blameless in my sight,
Just spend some time with me,
And I’ll make everything alright….

Chorus

Bridge
I know you don't deserve what you've been through….
And I know it doesn't seem fair….
And I know that there are times you think you're alone….
But you've got to know that I will be there, be there….

Chorus

© 2001
Found Free Music
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It was your Birthday on the 13th Denise, so.... 
"HAPPY 57th BIRTHDAY!!"
 
After all, I KNOW you'll have a Happy Birthday since you are WHERE you are!!

Love you and miss you; say hello to Misty for me.I'll see you soon, after all, time is relative!!

It is your first Mother's Day in Heaven and I know you are experiencing the bliss of salvation...I know you're in a place better than any here...but call me selfish...I would rather you were here right next to me. I love you always.

"A mother always loves her children even when they least deserve to be loved." That statement was always true when it came to you. I miss you so much.

Ralph, Ian, Dante and family  -- 
I can't imagine what you are going through.  I think about Denise everyday and feel so bad for you guys because -  she was such a absolutely outrageously beautilful person  - that it makes it that much harder to lose her.  I don't know what I can say to soften the pain, but  to keep those memories alive and try to live your life the way she would want you to - the way she did -- lived everyday -- always being nice and smiling even when she was having a bad day.   Dante -- I know she can hear you -- keep talking to her.    Ralph, Ian and Dante --  you must being  hear her to -- - hearing her opinions on everything you do during the your day or all her great advise she would give out.  She was truly smart, beautiful like a movie star and had the heart of Mother Theresa.   I hope I can be half the mother Denise was to her children.   I will keep her memory alive by trying to be better person like Denise.    Love Julianne Vaughan

To be absent from the body, is to be present with the lord.. Rest in Peace, for the lord has a  beautiful  new angel..

Ma, there is nothing that is softening this blow...I wake up every day thinking of you and talking to you and hoping you hear me. I wish I could walk with you on this journey..like we had walked together in the woods so many times but that is not to be...I hope when my time comes you are the first to greet me.
Good Night Sweet Princess and may flights of Angels bring thee to thy final rest.
I LOVE YOU!

Dear Ralph, Ian, Dante and Denise's sisters,
I can't express how sorry I am for your loss.  Denise was all these things mentioned in this guest book and more.  So many people have such wonderful happy memories of her, including me.  She made you feel like you were friends forever, and if she hasn't seen you in a while, she'd pick up where we left off.  She was truly special.
Rest in peace, Denise.  And Ralph, Dante, Ian and girls, may God grant you all peace as well.
You're in my thoughts,
Love, your cousin,
Lynne

I was so surprised and saddened to hear of the sudden death of Denise.  I wasn't a close friend, I only knew her through her husband as he helped us with his services as a plumber.  But when I did see her, I so enjoyed talking with her.  She made me feel like we were close friends.  In fact, I feel bad because I had wanted to contact her and see how she and her family were doing.  I had hoped that maybe she and her husband Ralph could visit us at our new home.  She had a bubbly personality, always happy and joking.  I will miss you and I feel bad that I never saw you again.  God Bless you and Rest In Peace.

I did not know Denise or her family but looking through the photo's and all of the guest book comments, I wished I had known her since she sounded like a great person.  God Bless Denise and you all.  Sorry for your loss

To RALPH,DANTE,IAN. keep in mind every time you see a snow flake ,rain drop, or a cloud,that is gods way of telling you denise is still watching over you no matter what you may be doing or where you maybe,She is always with everyone she touched in her life here with us she is with god and keeping watch over all of you and all of the animals god has called home.He picked her to take care of them for him.all my loveAUNT SUE

Dear Marguerite,
     I just heard an hour ago about your sister Denise's passing. I remember her as such a sweet, beautiful girl. My deepest sympathy to you and your family.
                               Fondly, Maria Cinquina Slota
                                            Montville, NJ

I am so saddened to hear about Denise's passing. She was a beautiful woman inside and out. May her memory be eternal.  Maria John Douros

Denise, You are free babe. Free to be. Imagine all the art work you will enjoy. You will be home and be part of God's infinite perfect beauty. Angels minister to you as you are healed from all illness on this plane. You will be so very missed. You are loved by many.
Love Always and God Bless my Friend,
I will see you in the blink of an eye,
Lorraine Potent

I am heartbroken; Denise and I were childhood friends from Hudson School.  my thoughts and prayers are with her family.  Love,Susan Pinglora Rebman

Although I have not seen Denise since HS, I send to you my sincere condolence on the loss of this wonderful person.  Rest in peace Denise.

I REMEMBER GOOD TIMES IN THE PAST, SURELY YOU WILL HAVE BLESSED TIMES AHEAD !  MARIA EHMER

Dear Ralph, I am so sorry to hear about Denise. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
Love your cousin

Oh Denise, rest my dear cousin..you have a smile that lights upthe heavens..

MAY GOD SEND COMFORT To HER LOVED ONES...I AM SO SORRY..I LOVED HER..

OBITUARY

Denise J. Lupo

13 September, 1954 – 10 January, 2011

Leber Funeral Home

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