Hey Moma,I havent been on here in a long time. I just wanted to know that I dont stop thinking about you. I love and miss you so much. I never knew how much I depended on you till you were gone. Tyler is growing so fast I just wish you could be here to see him grow up. I know you watch him and make sure he is ok. You would absolutely adore him. I already know he would have been your little man. He is so smart already and there are so many things that he does already that remind me of you.. Today is just one of those days that I feel like I want to cry all day =(

Moma,Its been awhile since I have wrote you. I know you already know but I am pregnant =) The one thing that I have wanted for so long is finally happening and I know that you had a part in sending me my precious little man. We have had a few little hiccups but nothing major. His name is Tyler Allen Scudo and he is just PERFECT.  He is due next month and we couldnt be happier the only thing that would make it complete if you were here with us. But I know you are here in spirit. We had our 4d ultrasound and he looks just like me.. He is just the cutest little thing in the world. Sissy had my baby shower last weekend it turned out amazing. She has really been so great and helped whenever she could with the pregnancy. I know you would just be so excited and would love you new little grandson. I know you are at peace now and not suffering anymore but selfishly I wish you could be here with me. I am due October 20, 9 days after our wedding anniversary LOVE YOU ALWAYSTiffany

Well its Christmas and it just doesnt seem the same without you. I miss you so much and wish I could turn back time and have you back. This year has been the worst year ever and I honestly cant wait for it to be over. I am praying that 2012 bring new and exciting things.. Just to be happy again is all I want. When you left that day I think you took my heart with you. They say time heals well I dont know when time will heal me. I hope you are having a Great first Christmas in Heaven. I know you are always watching and I know you will always make sure I am ok.. Love you Always

Moma,Where do I start, this weekend has been the hardest weekend of my life. My heart hurts so much. I am not ready for you to be gone, but I am glad that you are not suffereing anymore. I love you with all my heart. Today is your viewing, I think sissy and I planned everything the way you would want.You have a beautiful white with gold trimming casket. I hope you are looking down on me because you know I will need you to keep me in line as time goes by. I LOVE you and MISS you SOOOOOOOOOOOO much. Well I will talk with you later.Love you little girl,Tiffany

Dear Tiffany,We only got to be in your mother's presence two or three times but she seemed like such a wonderful person. We wish we could have gotten to know her better. She is with the angels and not suffering any more but wish it hadn't been so soon (much to young). We are here for you whenever you need to talk. Love, Nana and Papa

Aunt Ann,    You were an amazing and strong woman! I want to thank you for all that you did for me! You were alway''s there when I needed you or when I just needed someone to talk to. You did a great job raising Tiffany and Jennifer, they trying to be as strong as they possibly can for you. I know that you are in a better place and we will meet again some day! I am sad that you are gone but glad that you are no longer in pain. I love you with all my heart and you will alway''s be a part of my life because I carry you in my heart! Austin and Kaleigh love you very much too! You will truly be missed by everyone!!! I love you and will miss you!!!                                                             Love you Forever,                                                                  Amber

Ann,Where do I even begin! You have been there for me so many times when I have needed someone to talk to, a shoulder to cry on or just somewhere to go! I want to thank you for that from the bottom of my heart! Your are gone but will NEVER be forgotten! I am so happy that you are no longer suffering I will see you again someday!!!!! My deepest condolences go to Jennifer and Tiffany! I know that your Momma loves you both very much and she is so proud of you both! Remember that! Cherish all of your memories! Love you both! Ann, I love you and will miss you very much!!!!!Love Always and Forever,Charice

There is no words to say what a sweet person you are, you will be dearly missed. I know that I will have a wonderful angel looking down on me and my family..."Something funny comes to my mind as I think of a memory..going to your house for lunch with Jennifer in high school..chicken and yellow rice..you were always a good cook and always treated me and my kids as family..I love you and will miss you.  I will always be there to look out for Jennifer and Tiffany.  Love always and may you rest with no more pain! Jamie

Tiffany, we only met your mom on your wedding day and she seemed like such a wonderful lady and we could see how close you two were.  Although she's in heaven with the angels now, she will always still be close to you in spirit.  We know this is hard on you, but continue to remember the good memories with her and that she's not suffering anymore.  Keep the faith and God will get you through each day.  Always know were here for you and Bobby if you ever need us for anything.  We love you guys!Aunt Lori, Uncle Noel, and Renee

Moma, today is your funeral =( I wish I could just go back a week and re-do everything I miss you so much my heart just hurts that you are not here.. I want you to just wake up and tell me how much you love me. Bobby misses you so much poor guy is not taking this very well at all. Well I have to head out I love you and will see you again soon.Love Tiffany

To my Ann or (Oakley as Eddie would say)...You were my dearest friend and then my sister-n-law...You were always there no matter how bad you felt and you never stopped. So much went through my mind today, standing with the same people when your mom left us and not a clue that I would be there looking at you today all alone. I hope you know how very much I Loved you. I love Tiffany and Jennifer and they are absolutely beautiful just like their Mother. What a wonderful family...I have to say I love you all!!  Love Terri

Moma,We started cleaning out your apartment today, it was very hard I am glad I have so many memories of you. We found a letter telling us how much you loved us, it was from before granny passed away. You had told sissy to take care of me and if she wasnt able to then granny would. You always took care of me and worried about me so much.. I love you so much and miss you more than I can say. I hope you and granny are spending time together and make sure you watch over me. I know I will need your guidance and support throughout these years. Well its alyssas birthday today so we are going out to dinner. I love you and miss you.Your little girlTiffany

To the family and friends of Ms. Ann:I lived across the street from Ms. Ann.  I used to have a big poodle that always wanted to say Hi to her. (Smile) She used to pet her on the head.  She was always so friendly and kind.  I used to sit outside and talk to her sometimes. I remember the dog named Peaches. I sat and talked with her and friends/family for almost two hours last month on the day the salmon patties were cooked. (Smile)  Ms. Ann was just so incredibly friendly and welcoming and I know she will be deeply missed.  She never complained and she was always optimistic and very caring.  Even thought she had a stroke, she always seemed happy.  She made me want to be thankful every time I talked to her. She used to tell me about her two daughters and grandkids all of the time and I know she loved you very much and cared about you.  She only wished for the very best for you.  I used to see Ms. Ann sitting outside almost every day and I would always feel guilty for not having as much time as I wanted to sit and talk with her.  Today, I noticed the chair wasn''t outside anymore.  I''ve been worried about her for weeks because I haven''t seen her outside. Last Saturday, I saw an ambulance, but didn''t want to be nosey, so I stayed in my apartment.  But, when I noticed the chairs were gone today, I started researching online to see if I could find her.  I''m sorry I missed the services. I hope this note reaches someone and I send my deepest condolences.God bless the family.  I know it''s incredibly hard right now, but cherish the good memories.  I lost a parent and a husband and I know the heartache is immense.  It''s OK to cry. Your mom loved you so much and only wants you to be happy.If you need anything, please let me know. God Bless.

Well Moma today is your birthday, you turned 54.. Where did the time go?? It has been one week since you left us and I cant seem to realize that you are really gone.. We went to the grave site today to release butterflies and balloons. We released one heart balloon then within minutes a heart shaped cloud appeared. I know that was you letting us know you made it to heaven ok and that you are doing fine =) I hope you and granny are catching up on all the time you have been apart. I hope you have had a GREAT birthday and I know you have to be the most beautiful angel in heaven. Well I am going to try and get some sleep, hopefully you will come to me in my dreams again tonight. I miss you and cant wait to see you again. Happy Birthday Moma..Love yaTiffany

Moma, Today is my first day back to work, it defininetly isnt easy at all.. I know when I get off work I will reach for my phone to call you, That has always been my routine. I miss you so much my heart just aches, it feels broken like a piece of it left when you went to heaven. The only thing that seems to help is just thinking of what a beautiful angel you have to be and know that you are watching over me. I know you are at piece and not in pain anymore. Which I am so happy that you dont have to suffer anymore. I just cant help but think that there was something I could have done or something I should have said before you left. I hope you know that I LOVE you dearly and will never forget you. I will make sure when Bobby and I have kids they will know what a GREAT Nana you were. I want them to know what a awesome person you were and how many lives you touched. You have been such an inspiration to me and I cant thank you enough for giving me such a great life.  I hope one day it will get easier. I have so much stuff still to go through of yours and I have to figure out where to put it all. Love your little girlTiffany

Well Moma it has been 2 weeks since you left us =( This week has been really hard for me. I miss you so much. I know you are in a better place and I am happy you are not suffering anymore. But selfishly I wish you were here with me. There is still so much that I wanted to take you to do and see. You were suppose to be here when I have babies. Just so much, I feel you were taken WAY too soon. I am hoping as the days go by it will get easier, but no such luck so far. This sunday we are having a family get together at the camp in memory of you. We all know how you loved family get togethers =) Everyone is bringing a covered dish, I am making macaroni salad. I use to never worry about bringing anything because you would always bring something for me. We are going to go and see the gravesite this weekend and check on you. I am hoping for another heart cloud or some kind of sign. Well I love and miss you dearly. Tiffany

Dear Tiffany and Jennifer,I am so glad that I got to see Ann the last time that I was in FL.  She was sitting outside in her chair and I drove up in one of Troy's big trucks that he let me borrow.  I pulled right in front of her, and she gasped...I think she was saying "who in the world is parking in one of my spaces and what a big and noise truck". lol. Well, I had Mama with me so she knew as soon as she seen her who I was.  She welcomed me with open arms, just like she always did.  As I child I did not get to see all of the family as much as I wished.  I wish I could have gotten to know each one of you so much better.  Then I moved away and I only get to hear what is going on with the family through Mama. But back to the story....we caught up on old times just like I never left.  She gave me some in couragement about kids.  I just want to say I love Ann and yall, lots and lots.  Tiffany and Jennifer, as time goes by, yes it will get easier.  But someone once told me, when I lost someone very close to me.  They are with us, we can carry on conversations with them as we usually did.  That made me feel so much better.  I did not lose the person that I loved.  He was right beside me and always will be.  That's how I have made it through to the next era in my life. So Ann is with us all, maybe one day I will look up in the sky and there will be a heart from her to me.  I love you guys.  Ann please continue to watch over us as you always did.  All your family and friends love you very  much.  Please go rest in peace you deserve it.

Moma,I miss you so much. I dont think I have really slept since you passed. My heart just hurts so bad and I have this horrible feeling in my stomach that wont go away, I feel so light headed like I could pass out at any time. The smallest things make me think of you and I just start balling. I just dont know how I am suppose to get over losing you =( You meant everything to me, You were always there for me no matter what. I know I wasnt always the easiest kid growing up but you always LOVED me no matter what. I am your little girl, your baby. You are suppose to be here for me to guide me like you always did. But I dont want to be selfish I know you are in a better place and you are not suffering anymore. I just wish you could be here and not suffering anymore. It was just too soon for you to go. You needed to be here to help me when I get pregnant, you were so excited to be a Nana again. But you knew I would need your guidance and support. I just dont know why god took you away from me. It is so hard just getting out of bed in the morning. I MISS YOU.I want you to come back to me. I think every morning I will wake up and it will be just a HORRIBLE nightmare and you will be back with me. I just hope you knew how MUCH I LOVED YOU. I still reach for my phone when something happens or just when I want to talk to call you. Like today I went to the bank and you know me I hated waiting in the line inside the bank so I would always do everything at the ATM well both ATM's were broke so I just left, well when I was leaving I was going to call you and tell you because I knew you would think I was crazy I should have just went inside. I just hope you will always keep an eye on me and lead me in the right direction, because I am not sure at all what to do without you. Well I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU so much. I hope that you and granny are catching up on everything over these past years, tell her I miss her to. Well talk to you soonLove your Little GirlTiffany

Moma,It feels like it has been forever, and it has only been 4 weeks on saturday. I miss you so much. I wish I could hear your voice, I wish you could tell me you love me one more time, I wish you could give me a hug. I just miss everything. I keep playing your voicemails that you had left me. I even have the one from the day you passed =( I just wish I could have been there with you. I wish that I could have told you I loved you one last time. I want to know that you didnt suffer. I want to know that you knew how much you are loved. I just feel like I cant ever get over loosing you. I know you will always be in my heart but how do I get past not having you here with me?? You are my Moma. There are just so many things I wish I could have told you, things I wish I could have done with you. I just need you here to lead me in the right direction, give me advice. I just need you back. I dont want you to be gone.. I think every day that passes it will get easier but it doesnt. I just hope one morning when I wake up you will be here. I will have missed calls from you seeing why havent I called.. I just want you back. If I could do anything to get you back I would. I feel like you were taken from us to soon. I will Love You forever.Tiffany

Happy Valentines Day Moma <3 I hope you are having a Great day in Heaven. I love and miss you.

Well Moma it has been a month today. I miss you so much. I can still see you face and hear your voice just like you were here. You will be in my heart forever. I just wish you could of had a little bit more time..

These past 2 days have been very hard for me. I just cant seem to stop thinking about you. My heart just aches knowing I will not get to see you again. You were the one who always understood me and gave me advice when I need it. Well I need your advice more than anything right now.. I am going through so much and I just need you to tell me everything will be ok. I miss your smile, I miss you telling me that you loved me, I miss our talks out on the porch, I miss everything.. I just dont understand why it had to be your time, you are too young to be gone. You are my moma, the one I always knew I could count on. Who do I turn to now? Who do I lean on? Whos shoulder do I cry on? I just miss you so much. It seems like it will never get any better. I feel like I just want to cry all the time. There are just so many things I wish I would have said. There are so many things I wanted to do with you... I feel like you were cheated.. You always were in pain and always sick. It just isnt fair. I want you back. I want you to come back to me....... I dont want to be left alone yet... I need you =( Please just guide me in the right direction. Tell me what I am suppose to do.. I am so confused with everything going on... PLease just let me know you are still there for me no matter what.. I love you

Where has the time gone? When does it get easier? I miss you =( I need you to help me through everything. These past few moths without you have been so hard I dont know what do with myself.... I Love you so much. I wish you could just let me know everything will be ok

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Jean Ann Caraway

22 janvier 1957 – 15 janvier 2011

Merritt Funeral Home

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