Dear sweetheart as one year approaches very soon  life has not been easy at all with out you I struggle everyday without you my biggest challenge ever never thought I lossnot only my best friend my first born but the love of my life ..I know I have so many good and happy memories of you and of us together ..I learn one thing after I loss you no one not anyone can take away the love we have for each other you told me everyday you love me I miss hearing that or seeing it on a text even when it was just out of the blue ...I never thought I would never see you again the pain is so unbearable I cry everyday for you never knew what it felt like to have such a broken heart life has definitely been a struggle for me it'll never be the same we will never be whole again I would do anything in this world to have you back one thing I know if you were alive today  would have been 20 years old and ready to go on your own and I know for a fact you would have never left me or moved anywhere out of sight from me our bond was too strong.. so you know and I know you already do know  I think about you everyday from the time I wake up till the time I go to bed I miss you every single day every night I talk to you I love you more than anyone would ever know I miss you baby boy I know you're around me God's going to hold you until I can see you again I'm so bless to have a beautiful smart well loving good-hearted baby boy my life I love you forever love mommy I'll never ever stop thinking about you...

Daniel Aunt  Jodi really misses you buddy. It rips me up every day I think about you,,,,  have I known what I know today you would’ve most certainly been living with me in Florida..  I know you’ve always heard the same song and dance about moving to Florida always got excited and   It never seem to happen.  But most  Importantly I was so excited to be able to fly you to Florida   Last year. With your goofy smile and was afraid to get on the plane. You were such a wonderful young man. And loved more than you’ll ever no..   I remember our conversations  in Florida about after graduation you wanted to pack up and move to Florida which I was looking forward to it. At one point Tabitha Seen  a picture I guess on Facebook with all your clothes in the trunk of  your car.  She’s like mom Daniels moving to Florida. Which was a different situation but I thought it was cute .  LOL she thought you were on your way to Florida. And I promised you would get the tattoo of the palm tree  🌴. BUT  As soon after you got home you got a huge tattoo across  your arm LOL such a funny   Smart cute young man. And how you were excited you got a job the little things made you happy  never took much to make you happy.  And it’s sad to say you were exactly right  About one thing  ::  Certain family members all the sudden show up where the hell were they  all these years  my daughter asked me every day ,,,  and sometimes it’s just best to separate yourself like you told me and you’re absolutely right.   The ones that want to be a part of your life will be in the ones that don’t want to be a part of your life won’t be.   Miss talking to you buddy I love you so much and   Uncle Brian and cousin Tabby  misses  you so much  and loves you dearly.this is really taking a toll on her every single day   She looks at all the pictures of you guys growing up until we meet again you’re always be my heart love you Daniel 

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Daniel Theodore Rutkoskie

January 4, 1999 – April 6, 2018

Mullins & Thompson Funeral Service

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