At 22:22pm @ night a precious baby boy by the name of Jesse James was born 4 lbs 8oz 17 inches. He entered this world a month early but was born a very healthy and bright little one. I leave a pic here to share with everyone that may still visit this in memory of my beautiful mom. 

I wish you could be here for him mom. He’s a smart little boy, he’s growing so fast. I love you mom, always!! His date of birth is 3/22/22. 

My sweet and loving mother, I am still and will always be heartbroken over your death. I can't believe people had any nerve to hide from me to not tell me that my own mother who raised me that you passed. I fight back tears, I hold a ton of emotions in, I listen to music that you introduced me into from a very young age, a ton of memories never leave my mind of you. You were always a faithful mother---straight dedicated down from your core of your being. I love you mom, and I will never will ever forget about all that you taught me. I am having a baby in your birth month and I wanted you to be here for him, but your not--it saddens me so much. I wish you could know my immediate family mom, they are incredible people. I'm closing this note by saying that I will be just as dedicated and a wonderful mother to my child, just as you were to Jonathan and I. The legacy of Helen Marie Pollard will not break, it will live on through me as long as I'm living--never to be forgotten. 

Mom I remember all the time you used to teach me right from wrong I know all the times that you love me and did everything you could to bring me up as a good man and There Was X that I didn't listen a lot at all and many times that I put you under stress all the times I drove you crazy with all the stupid things I was doing and all the dumb decisions that I was making well I just want to let you know that God bless me to do good have a good family I own my own vehicle that ain't stolen I have a good job when there's work have an awesome wife and kids and I wish that you were here face to face just so I can tell you how much I love you how much I appreciate you for all the times that you tried to teach me to do good now I understand the principles of life and I understand completely what you meant about when you have kids they're going to grow up to do what you do unto your parents cuz I'm going through it a little bit but hey God blessing me somehow I love you very much Mom and each day that goes by I think about you and if you were alive I wish I could see the smile on your face so you can see so your son is doing good I don't call all the time cuz I don't want to feel like I'm bugging them but there is a time or two that I call and I say hi to Uncle John I love and miss that side of the family a lot I miss you all where were you at mom up there please stay by my side smile down upon me at all times and visit my home with your uplifting Spirit you are always a good woman a happy woman and the best damn cook ever I miss your peach cobbler pepper beef steak dinners chicken and dumplings Cherry cheesecakes I miss it all but most of all miss you and that big heart that you have I love you very much Mom I just want you to know that happy Memorial Day I love you love your son Jonathan Brook's quenga

Mom, 

It's been 4 years, & 4 months, since you've been gone. I miss you like crazy, and I can't help it to just cry from the inside and out. The memories of you still linger around me, through music, certain smells, at times i feel like you're here with me. I wake up in cold sweats believing you're still living and not gone from me. I can't help to think that noone in the family wanted me to not know that my own and only mother who raised me, put me through school, and did what she can for me, ----cold, heartless people that treat me like the blacksheep of the family, faked about ever loving me as an individual block me from things like this. Mom, through years, i have learned alot and i know your watching me, I will always continue to do my best to make you proud. I love you, mom----always have, and always will... Your Daughter, Jessica Marie Quenga

We love you very much...⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘💕💕💕💕.love your son Jonathan B.Quenga and family...💕💕💕💕⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘



Been some time now that I posted anything but just wanna say that I live and miss you dearly and truly apologize for all the time I put you through tough times. Now I'm grown and i finally realize why you were showing me tough love when I was wrong I TRULY LOVE YOU MOM no  woman can ever have my heart as a mother. You will always be #1. Someday i will visit you and pay my respects and find the closure I'm looking for. I apologize for not being there in the last days of your passing but I can assure you now I realize everything you tried to teach me im not upset that you gave up cause in reality you didn't give up on me I was to blind to see what you were trying to do to help me be a better person I have my family now and im happy however I fi d it hard to let you go out a my heart and wont ever do so. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MOM may you rest in peace and someday I'll be visiting you... LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER... YOUR SON JONATHAN B. QUENGA...💖💖😥😥⚘⚘⚘⚘....

Love you mom and miss you every day that goes by. I miss your love compassion  your smile and cooking your the best and number one I know your looking down on me daily with a smile love u


Its almost been a full year since you've been gone and i still haven't gotten over your passing. You were like my second mother. You have always been in my life since day one when my mom and dad brought me home from the hospital. You taught me pretty much everything i know. You never had a selfish bone in your body and you could always make me smile when i was upset. You and me had a bond nobody could ever break. I miss all our times together and i wish i couldve been by your side when you needed me. We have so many great memories and i cant wait to share them with jack when hes old enough to understand. I also cant wait to show jack how to cook some of the recipes you showed me over the years like you used to have me cook with you. You were always there for me no matter what and i will always love you and have a special place for you in my heart. I keep having dreams about you lately and they feel so real i almost forget that you're gone. I still haven't come to terms with the reality that i will never be able to call you and talk to you or hear your voice or get one of your great big hugs and kiss on the cheek or hear your infectious laughter ever again. One day i will see you again though and i cant wait to be able to run into your arms and hug you once more. I love you so much nana and thank you for everything youve ever done for me.

This is for you mom. I can't see any other woman taking your place, that space is for you in my heart, always know that. I think about all the fun times you & I had together. It truly makes me smile. I'm a woman now, and the legacy of Helen Marie Suarez will live on.

Mom, I'm so sorry I couldn't be with you in your last stages of life, I miss you so terribly, its eating me up from inside. You were and still are the only woman I look up to. You taught me right from wrong, you taught me to be strong, you taught me to be caring, loving, & compassionate towards others, without you, its hard for me, cause my mommy is my world. I love you mom, & you are forever in my heart, thoughts, & prayers. May you enjoy the happiness, & not being in pain up in the heavenly gates with our LORD Jesus Christ!!!!

Helen,
  Here's to you !! I will celebrate your life and cherish all the fond memories I have of you. You are a courageous, self-less, kind, & giving soul who really touched my heart. I am so very proud to have you as my family !!  You've always made me feel loved and a part of your family, even more so then my own blood at times.  I am so happy that you no longer have to suffer. You are with "Our Father"  and I know I will see you again in heaven when it is my time......I miss you and love you very, very much !!  Go with God .... And rest in peace !!  My prayers are with you and are extended out to all the family members......peace & comfort be with you all !!

Helen
I have so many wonderful memories of you. You were such a sweet soul and brought so much life to our office.You knew all our stories good and bad and you never once judged you just continued to love us. You were one of a kind. May God rest your soul and bring warmth and comfort to your family during this hard time.

I was sorry to hear of Helen's passing.  I worked with her many years ago at the Orange County Clerk of the Board in California.  She always had a nice smile and was kind.  May our Lord cover her family and friends with His comfort and peace.  I know she is in His presence now singing with the angels.

To Helen's family, 

I am glad and honored to have known Helen. Her thoughtfulness and cheer will always resonate with me. 

Van Au
Orange County


I am honored and blessed to have known Helen as many are. She was truly a blessing in many lives and will be missed. Condolences from Orange County. We have fond memories to remember Helen - like her wholesome heart that was also expressed in her cooking and caring for others. Remembering her wonderful and gentle soul will forever remain in our hearts. May she rest in peace!

I am honored and blessed to have known Helen as many are. She was truly a blessing in many lives and she will be missed. Condolences from Orange County. We have fond memories to remember Helen - like her wholesome heart that was also expressed in her cooking!Remembering her wonderful and gentle soul will forever remain in our hearts. May she rest in peace!

Helen
You will be missed.  I will always remember you for your generous and kind heart.  I am sad that you are no longer with us, but happy that you have gone on to a better place where you will not be in pain anymore.  I love you and miss you my friend.

Helen will be terribly missed. All of us loved  her here at work.She will be cherished in our memories forever. I will miss you my sweet Helen.  My condolences to her family. <3

Helen, you will always be loved and appreciated for the Nana you were to all of us! For all the thoughtfulness and caring for others. You have been such a blessing to your family. And the kids always loved and will remeber all those great gifts from Nana and what a loving heart you had! 
All of our thoughts and prayers are with your family. We know you are now happy in Heaven and the day we are all united together with the Lord will be a day of rejoycing. We love you all and are always here for you. 
Love, Nicole, John, Bree,Maya, and Logan Conde.

Helen our family loves you and admires the kindness and love That would fill a room when you were there. I will remember our last visit togetger and you teaching me how to make peach cobler. I wanted to let you know that carly sleeps with her giant bear you bought her for her first christmas every night still. You will be missed but i know in my heart we will see you again through the faith and promise of jesus christ. Love to you and all your family. Love ashley and the fleming family

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Helen M. Suarez

April 29, 1950 – December 26, 2015

Macon Memorial Park Cemetery

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