Hey I know it's been a while but we did it! I actually made it to 18. You have great grand babies now too, the newest one from me. I know I've done a lot that probably had you rolling your your box but I promise Grandma I'm doing everything I can to keep my head on my shoulders. I have no clue how you had the strength to keep this family from falling apart because now everything is spiraling again. Everyone stays distant and to themselves. How's our puppy doing? I bet she's giving you the best of cuddles, I miss yalls cuddles. I think that was the best part of the day. No wait that has to be us sitting outside watching your birds. I need some help, I feeling like everything is crashing down on me and I don't know what to do. I can't talk to mom or dad because all they will tell me is I'm doing the wrong thing and I don't think I can handle that right now. Everything is getting harder to control, I don't want to get put back on medication but that might be what it comes down to. I promise the tears I shed while I write this is purely because you are my bestest friend in the whole world and I'd I could make one wish it would be to hug you just one more time ❤️keep on smiling, I'll see you soon😚

Your Marybear

I know it's been a while and I still really miss you, but it's not as hard as it was. I feel as if I still have you to talk to, even though you can't respond. I have some new people to talk to and I don't feel as alone. One of them was actually on the phone with me when I came across this again and being able to talk to them and share some memories with you helped a lot. But not as much as you always help me.  You are the light that guides me. My star. My guardian angel. I hope one day we will reunite because I miss your hugs. They were always so comforting. But for now I have my new friend to go to, they know how to comfort me too. They are really nice to me and always know how to make me smile. They are really special to me. I kinda wish you were here, I would like your opinion on them.

Now is the time i really need you. You were always there for me whenever things were bad. Its hard living through the future knowing i only have you in the past. You were my bestfriend. I could tell you anything. I just wish i could have one more day with you. So you could help me. Help me understand. Grandma i just wish you would come home and be ok. I love you so much. I dont know what to do without you. I didnt want you to leave and i still cant let you go. I know it sounds selfish but i wanted you to stay. I needes you then and i need you more now. I miss you and i hope one day we could be reunited.

To my dearest grandmother, 
                                                                I miss you very much. You were always there for me when i got home, even on the toughest days you were able to bring a smile to my face. When I lost you I felt lost, I didn't know what to do without my partner in crime. We did everything together. It hurt me to see you sick and in pain at the hospital, but when you left i was glad you weren't in pain...but I broke down in to a bad stage where I didn't even want to go to school anymore. It took some time for me to come to a realization that there was no way to bring you back. I love you and miss you so much. I am still lost, but I'm slowly finding myself,
                                love,
                                           Your Marybear

Even though you are gone! I'm missing you more and more. You always had that beautiful smile when u saw my semi getting setup to back in the yard. Your shine about u when your grandkids would come in. I will miss you so much! I love u as much as I can remember. You will alway be in my heart mommy until we meet again. Your loving son Greg

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Norma J Cazares

February 18, 1958 – May 23, 2015

Hardage - Giddens Holly Hill Funeral Home & Hardage-Giddens Holly Hill Memorial Park

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