Its will be three years tomorrow since the lord took you home I cry and I laugh the memories you lift us with forever the hole in my heart but I know your at peace and someday I will be with you and Jesus I Love you mommy!!!!

Another year mommy 2016 jimmy lil girl she small but smart and sassy too you would of loved her she likes to cuddle too,and lick you full of kisses.

Merry Christmas mom Miss you not the same with you gone! I love you ❤

Hey nini, just thinking of u and wanted to say merry Christmas! I love u and miss you xoxo

Mom just thinking of you as I often do had a dinner on the beach on your birthday, as time goes by things change life goes on just wanted to say I love you miss you I know your at peace as thanksgiving rolls along I'm thankful for you being my mommy  lord bless your kids your legacy as this year come to an end We journey on to a New Year

Hey nini
I cooked some chicken and scalloped potatoes with salad and invited you honey over, he enjoyed it. 
It's getting close to Halloween and I'm taking vacation that weekend to relax. You woulda probably dressed up. 
You would like the tres Leche from albertsons. 
We love and miss you!

Mamasita it's been awhile since I've written, your never forgotten,  so many changes mommie I know your spirit spoke to me and it's been heavy on my heart but I don't know how to fix it ;-(( I'm praying daily for all your family, mine included I know you want us all to keep your legacy of the love closeness support, that you continue to inspire us,  I hear you mommie I do !! I seen your anger ;.(( I pray your soul be at peace yes I feel the loss of unity the loss of our Papanino and your home, To my sisters that I love so very much we are the bond that keeps our family together what we instill to ours will be passed on the greatest thing we know was how much mom loved us how she wanted her girls to always be close and that their children would keep going with their generation, We pray that we haven't lost that we WILL have to keep that family bond mama bear I will continue to reach for what you wanted as best I can with the grace of God my family's heart will be filled with the same I pray this with all my heart in Jesus Christ holy name hear our prayers! LOVE YOU AMEN.

My mommy Happy Mothers Day!  We celebrate you and all others this Mothers Day. We all miss you so very much! ILove you, I Love you, I Love you!

Mother's Day mommy as we try to left our selfs knowing your in paradise with our lord, Jesus Christ we know believe someday we will see you again but until then mama your missed so much finding strength each day praying holding on to lords word  as we share Mother's Day we remember and carry you forever in our heart love you mama bear !!!

Happy Mother's Day nini 
We wouldn't be here if it wasn't for u

Hi nani
Miss you... Still can't believe your gone... I love you and hope you are proud of us!
See u soon

Mommie  today the girls grandkids  help clean garage with Papanino we bought some of your clothes to my house as I look at your clothes I had to stop it was so hard your lil shoes your clothes mom my heart so sad time has NOT made it any easier I pray to God I know mom you wouldn't want us feeling this pain but mom yet I know and believe your with the lord and if I keep my walk with God I will be with you again, it's just hard I'm human I can't say enough how much I miss you mommie I can only imagine jimmy loneliness at the house, All I can do is hold on to faith and express how much I love you mom everyday your thought of and I keep apart of you close to me always, when its a dream or a sign I will keep your will of what's right what you would want done you will always have your girls. ❤U

Thinking of you as always. I miss you so much! Forever in my heart. I Love you!

Hey my lil nini 
I miss u and I love u. When I see my moms lil hands they remind me of yours. ❤

Mamasita I love you with all my heart!!! I just called to say I love you miss you so very much...

I miss you so much ! It doesn't seem real that your not here with us. But I know your resting and in Gods loving arms. I just want to touch your soft little hands and hug, kiss you. Thank you mom for letting your girls know how much you Loved us. Always being there when we needed you, no matter what. I hold on to the promise of seeing you again someday, for those who Believe. I love and miss you so much,

Hi nana
Just wanted to say hi and I love you and miss you

Mommy February 7 2015 it's been two years now since lord called you home, it's been a hard time for me, The family came by to spend time which I really appreciated, mommy I miss you more than I can put into words, I hold on to Gods promise that someday I'll be with my mommy again until then I pray for strength lord comfort us all that are still here facing each day in Gods will for us, love you mommy love my family Jesus guide protect bless us all in Jesus name Amen

Hey nini
I went into fallas today and thought about u bc u like to shop there. I love u and thank u for always having my back in spirit. 
Sami

Happy new year nany!
I luv u and miss u! 
I know ur with me and will continue to be my guardian angel.
Everyone says I take after you cuz I'm the fashionista, I'm proud 
Ok luv u nite nite

Mama it's another year and I missed you so very much. It doesn't seem to get any easier my heart has a big empty spot that will never be filled. Each day I say good morning mama as I drive to work. I love you and I miss you so very much.

Another year mommy 2015 May Jesus bless your family, miss you mama bear,

My beautiful Mamasita Today 77th Birthday, I will put some lovely flowers or plant in your garden today later have dinner with family, I hope sisters and I can spend time together in RV like you wanted to do, My sisters are the closest thing to being apart of you, We love you mommy miss you dearly Only temporary until God takes us home then we will have eternity together, God guide bless us each day we walk on this earth in Jesus holy name Amen.

Hi nini!
Happy birthday! Tonight we will celebrate your day with family at murrietas.. Miss you and love u, thanks for being the best guardian angel to me

Hi nana!!
Guess who's birthday if in 4days?!!! Yes nany we will be celebrating you on Friday!! I can't wait.. I love you

Hi nani!! I'm at Marietas it's October reminds me of you! I love u!!

Hi nini,
It's October and your birthday month. I miss u and love u. I'm  just in bed can't sleep so wanted to say hi.

My mommy it's been a little while since I sent you a message, but always in my heart and thoughts. I miss you so much! In July your grandson Donnie tied the knot. You were dearly missed. We had a special chair and a white rose representing your presence. How we missed your laugh and fun spirit. The wedding was nice and so wonderful to have family together. How I wish you could of been there for this special day. I love you and miss you so much!

I love you mommy We had a toast for you and Jr to the song he dedicated to you and for his birthday we had lil BBQ Labor Day weekend  keeping with your legacy of having lil get togethers cuz Gilbert came by mom I know it would make you happy to know he as well  keeping up papa roots of Yaqui Indians as he travels the land. Mom also knowing the joy Aunty Yolanda has in your heart that Mr Lewis and her found compandship, of your granddkids Felicia Teagan always ready to take a shot like you and papa, cuzn Gina remembering when the Mexican music plays, mommy most of all our Papanino always helping grilling food mom he misses you for much, Just like all of us do we go day by day trying to make another day, We pray daily for strength comfort guides, cause the emptiness the hole in our hearts always remain there, but I thank God for the love we shared in having a loving Mother. I love you my family may our love legacy keep strong , Lord bless us all.

Thank you for giving us such a great god father 
I got to choose where I wanted my birthday and i chose Marietas because i felt like it would feel closer to you I felt your presencE. The birthday was great and my Nino is amazing. I'm 27 nana!! Crazy huh!? Well never a day goes by I don't think of u

Mommy we shared a dinner with the twins 27th birthday they pick one of your favorite places they sang happy birthday panchitas to the twins it's was remembering you so much, Love you mama.

Hi niñi!!
I love and miss you!! I can't believe you aren't here, it doesn't get any easier. I see you everyday on my phone and I keep you with me. We missed you at Donnie's wedding but we defiantly remembered you!! Events like that make me sS cuz even tho we have a good time still something was missing. I love you forever

Mama Saturday we attended the wedding of Donnie Rebecca, Sister and I were talking how we felt as life moves on the emotions and your not with us there was a white rose in the seat next to Jimmy somehow when the breeze blew by felt your presence and sisters phone going off in music for no reason , it was a wonderful wedding as always we represent  your legacy of making it a happy festive family celebration cause we all know it's how you would do and wants us to do as well, God bless them as they journey on their new marriage and all of us as well!!! Love you family

Just to say I love you mommy, Everyday I think of you and these past days of dad as well as it's  a year he left to be with The Lord, Strange now how we all just keep to our selfs with whatever we feel, Yes I pray and so often ask The Lord for guide ness help strength send me a burning bush so I know my prayers he hears!!! Mommy so much I miss you, but I know your at peace may lords guardian angel bless us with peace as well, forever in my heart mamasita <3<3<3

Hi nana,

Just thinking about you. I miss you and it hurts. So much going on down here, but I know no matter what your with me. 
I've been praying about a lot of things and just hope things get better. 
I often wonder what it'd be like to still have you here. 
I miss your sweet perfume, your hugs and all the laughs.

Good night beautiful. I hope you heard my prayers and being the angel you are I know joy comes in the morning. I luv u

Hi Nana happy Mother's Day I just wanted to stop in and say I love you and I think about you all the time. Last weekend I spent it with papa niño in old town San Diego for Cinco de Mayo it was a lot of fun we eat so much of that good Mexican food but nothing compares to you. Papa Nino have been there so much for me and I am so grateful for him and he's in my life and he is my godfather!

Happy Mother's Day mom . I love and miss you so very much. It seems so difficult at times to go through each day without you. I miss your smile, your phone calls, your soft little hands and hugging you to tell you I Love you!  I hope your Spirit is at rest and I hope you know how much all your family, your husband and friends miss your contagious smile and laughter. I Love you!

We will be at your and Papanino house on Mother's Day spend time where your ashes lay I miss you so very much never would I have imagine this life without you, Our Lord has you where you belong, we hold on to knowing someday our tears will be no more for now we spend our moments together with jimmy and hopefully the whole family, always honoring you and the life you enjoyed sharing with others I love you as Mother's Day approaches us we will keep your love of family laughter alive maybe a tear or two just know how much your loved and missed, love your family .

Hi nana, we had a great weekend celebrating Donnie and his soon to be wife's bridal shower! It was a lot of fun, we danced, are, drank, played games, laughed and made a toast. You defiantly were on our minds but we know you were with us. We also played the lemon dance game :).  It's so different without you at these events but we sure remember you, and how you always won the lemon dance lol!!! We are looking forward to doing more family gatherings, it's such a peaceful feeling no matter what's on your mind being with my close family makes me feel so blessed and happy. I really know why you always wanted us close and to love and be there for each other cuz at the end of the day blood is thicker than water. Papa niño is fine, he gets turnt up!!!  U know we take care of him! Thanks for blessing us with such a wonderful grandpa! 
Love u xoxo

Love u nana. Went to murritas today and thought of u and how we always had ur bday there. Miss u so much and love u. Papanino is so great to us. He's our blessing

It's 10:25 pm & my mind won't calm down. Just thinking about a bunch of stuff and wondering when will things get better, nana? I just keep thinking .....
Today my co worker was playing a country song about holes in heavens floor and it made me think of you. 
I miss you and just hugging you. I feel peace when I'm with PApa niño he is such a good person. A lot of times when I get stressed I remember how little time we have here and our time together with loved ones is very limited we don't know from the next hour so I try to live by that but a lot of times I don't feel understood... Idk 
It feels good to vent here and know that some kinda way your hearing me. I love u

Hello mama bear well I'm here at home your grand daughter jazz made us dinner you would really be impressed she says she enjoys it it's like art & relaxes her but I say to her grass hopper you are NOT ready to leave me lol.  Well tomorrow would be grandpa bday he is the head of all our April birthdays :) wish you were here to celebrate mine & sis Della bday. Who would ever think I'm going on 50? I used to think that was old lol. Well I know you'll be in spirit with us especially on girls only cruise. :) love you mamita sending love to all my family in heaven "Happy Birthday" papa.

Good morning Nana! I woke up not feeling good I miss you so much, it's so different without you and some of the things going on. We remember u a lot like last nite Felicia was cooking and she was like remember nana used to do this and stuck her finger in the meat to taste it. Lol I hung out at her house for a lil while and with PAPANIÑO. Oh his birthday was fun we went to breakfast with my mom and dad then he went with me to my hair appt :). Then Kim met with us and we cruised the coast to Encinitas and had lunch then walked the shops and headed back to take him to his surprise party which was a lot of fun. 
I kno your with us and please continue to give us all signs of you and strength!

Hi nini
I just wanted to stop and say hi. We had a great time dancing and being together w the family. I know u were there. I miss u more and more. I love u.

Family celebrating jimmy birthday he had a great time mom thank God for the love of family and friends,

Hi mamabear just wanted to tell you the family/friends  got together to surprise celebrate your honey birthday it was so nice we dance shared the love of family jimmy was happy and surprised I know we all felt happy as well cause we are family!! We love you mommy miss you more than words can say,

Hello Mom,
Last night I had a dream that Della/I had a baby girl named:Frances Rachel Bejar-Taylor, after my mom and you( hope you're smiling:-)). She was a beautiful little girl had your smile and my mom big eyes. I guess the cookies paid off lol!!!!!!!!. Love you,Miss you. Until we meet in Heaven.Love your mijo in law.

Hi nini it's finally Friday!!! I'm off this weekend, I'll prob visit your honey this weekend. I've been praying about a few things on my mind, maybe Jesus tells you and in spirit you give me strength. I love you and always in my heart

Hello mama bear. Just wanted to say I Love You & no doubt miss you also. As I'm here in the recliner it reminds me when you used to have your heating blanket on you & would be chilling as I'm now. It's funny to catch myself doing lil things & I see you in me especially right now trying to get chicken out of my teeth. Lol I don't mean to gross our family as they read this but I used a business card laughing right now & told jimmy he laughed! Aye do we act like our mama sometimes :)) the other thing me & jazzmita like the song you used to play when I was in my teen years. " I beg your pardon" she loves it & will sing it around the house just some smiling moments. Love always!!

I luv u sweet heart!! I know you're with us & our guardian angel! ????

Hey lil nini. We are getting ready to celebrate papaninos bday at the staff club. He deserves it. We got his favorite German chocolate cake. He wants to have a good time and dance. I hope all the family shows up cause he's always here for everyone! I miss u a lot and thank you for everything. You're my angel. Continue to be with us all. Love u

HI NANI,

ITS ME AGAIN, PAPANINOS BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP AND I AM PLANNING HIM A SURPRISE BIRTHDAY WHERE WE CAN DANCE AND ENJOY EACHOTHER. I AM PLANNING IT AT THE SNCO CLUB ON BASE FOR MARCH 14. I HOPE ALL THE FAMILY WILL MAKE IT SPECIAL FOR HIM. I ORDERED HIM A GERMAN CHOCOLATE CAKE AND I WILL BE OFF THAT DAY AND I THINK HE IS ALSO OFF SO I WILL PICK HIM UP AND TAKE HIM TO BREAKFAST THEN HAVE HIM TAG ALONG WITH ME UNTIL 6:30 TO TAKE HIM FOR HIS SURPRISE. I TRIED TO HAVE MARIACHIS BUT THEY DONT ALLOW SO MAYBE FOR BREAKFAST ILL TAKE HIM SOMEWHERE THAT HAS THEM. OK, WELL I KNOW YOURE HERE WITH US AND I LOVE YOU. IM AT WORK AND YOU WERE ON MY MIND. XOXOX

Nana, thank you for your visit last night. I saw you in front of your house, you were waving to me from behind your gate and i ran to hug you and your face was so soft and i was feeling so happy i ran to tell everyone but then i woke up and i was soo sad and crying , it hit me that ill never be able to touch you again while i am here on earth. i miss you so much and all day i keep thinking about you and my dream. i know youre ok and that was a way to let us know your waving at us from the gates of heaven.

Hello nana my froggie im just laying in bed no tired wanting to go somewhere but nothings open besides Wal-Mart its 11:20 pm and tomorrow is mardi gras in gaslamp i really Wish u were here cuz i know uwould go and we got a hotel i Miss u nana and at times my eyes water for u just like now ...send me a sign or a dream of you something so i know u hear me i love u and good night oh by the way B.A is doing good i saw him today lol i thank god for him that he was there to take care of u ..love you my froggie

Mommy sister let us keep your guest book open when we need to let our feelings out to you or just share the moments with you, I know you like that forever with us forever in our hearts. Today we start a new month March Papanino birthday coming soon I know you would be happy girls working on getting together with something he like we all in our own way take care of him. We love you mama bear. Hug Jesus for us Lord hear our prayers Bless us all, No weapon formed against us shall prosper!! We walk in faith in Jesus name Amen.

Hello mama bear. I just text to say I Love You! From the bottom of my heart?? You always said life wasn't easy & that is no lie! With God & my family we will all make it in this life. Glad to know your at piece with our love ones. :)

Mommie, we had a very nice dinner yesterday in your honor. It's been a year since you went home to be with Our Lord. Not a day goes by that your family doesn't think of you. I miss you so much and I love you. You would of been so proud of your honey, he did such a good job hosting his family and with so much Love. 
I love you Mom and miss you so much! Hugs and kisses to you.

Mama Bear I Just call/write to say I love you and I mean that from the bottom of my heart!! I heard that song thoughts of you mamasita its been one year and you are always apart of us all we spent a lovely evening having dinner at your house Papanino did an awesome job I know you would be proud of him,  we take care of him as well I know we all miss you so much, I know your at peace no pain eternal life with our lord and savior that comforts me when I feel sad lonely not having you to talk to hold your little hands when you rub my hair when you knew I was bothered only you knew when something was ony mind!! Only mommie knew!! As another year is upon us we take it day by day praying trying to be a better person each Thank you mommy for everything you gave us. May God continue to be our strength and guide us bless us all Hug Jesus for me With all my heart Love you.

Hi nana,
Today was very nice. We celebrated you. The family was there and Papanino did an awesome job putting everything together. We had a shot of patron for u and reminisced. It was very nice. I love u and miss u..

Hi Nini. I miss u so much. Words can't describe how hard it's been this past year without you around. It will be one year tomorrow since u went to heaven. It's hard and as much as I try I cant stop the tears from falling. I know u are in a better place and happy with your twin and ur mom and dad. I miss your hugs and smelling your perfume, I miss your jokes, I miss your inspiration, I miss hearing your voice, I miss seeing you with Papanino. It's amazing what memories u left with everyone, every time I hear Mexican music I think of u and when it's cold out I think how u would always have ur little heater blasting :) it's been hard and emotional but we keep going until we see u again, u were the only nana I had and u still will remain in my heart, I love u my lil Nini xoxo

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Rachel Bejar Bargas

October 31, 1937 – February 7, 2013

Eternal Hills Mortuary & Crematory at Eternal Hills Memorial Park

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