Hi nana it's lil bee, 
I was getting ready for work today, and red red wine came on. I knew it was you letting me know you're watching over me.
I miss you like crazy lady.
Christmas is coming up and all i can think is about you.
I'm having a blue christmas.
I love you nana
goodnight <3

Nana, it's been such a rough year without you. I miss you so much. Everyday when I see lil old ladies on their walkers I think about you. I think about all the fun times we had together when I would take you to your appointments. We would always go out to eat after. I remember the time we got stuck at the red light and Teddy and Jeremy had to push us to the gas station. I remember when you took me to get my first piercing and my mom was mad at you, but she couldn't stay mad forever ;) I just want to say thank you nana, for showing me how to love and be kind. Even though many people think I'm a certain way. You always knew the love I always had and still have In my heart. You always saw the best in me when no one else did. I want to say thank you for coming to me in my dreams and hugging and showing me you're with me all the time. I hope I'm making you proud nana. I will carry you in my heart forever until the day we meet again. I love you so much nana. Thank you for everything you've done for me and my mom. Without you I wouldn't be the women I am today because of your love and wisdom. Te amo con todo mi corazón.

Hi mom just typing you a few words i got a job as a crossing guard today is my first day im here in Whittier at west Whittier middle school take care and i love you

hi my nana well just got out of the gym and just wanted to go through your pictures and see your beautiful face cant stop thinking about you I miss u so much our funny times together since u been gone I have no sense of humor I cant mess around with no one like I did with u I was so happy all the time I had you to check up on me lol made sure I ate made sure I was wearing a jacket w how much u worried about me no one can ever care about me as much as u did well I love u nana and miss u more then anything in this world muah

Good Morning Mommy 

I miss you a lot it was Maritza B-day and she missed you it has been hard not having you physically here celebrating with us watching us at the pool sitting talking and taking pictures, I want you back so bad mom. 
I love you

Wow nana cant believe its going to almost be a year u been gone. It felt like yesterday u were just here i miss u nana sooooo much and love u ALOT!!! Well goodnight nana muahhhh

Hi my nana just thinking about u a lot right now I miss my calls everynit u made sure I was home I wish u were still here u Wud rub my head put me to sleep the night before u passed well my nana I love u so much and u have my whole heart I will c u soon muahhh

Good Morning Mom 

well we had a good time this weekend for Hozzer and Jovita b-day you would of had a blast beatrice mother in-law remembered when you were taking shots (LOL) you are the best mommy in the whole world, Mikey misses you alot he told me how he felt your presents and i know for a fact that you are around all of us, I want to see you so bad, I love you forever hope too see you soon,

Hii my nana well we are all goin to lil beas for jovitas n hozzers bday ur two biggggg kids lol i wish u were here my nana i miss u and love u more then i can explain but u got what u always wanted the whole family together i wish u were here to c it i miss u nana and i think about u every single day muahhh we will be together again soon. <3

Goodmornin nana just want to say i miss u and love u very muchhh!! I think about u every single day muahhh nana 143

Hiii nana i jus want to tell you i miss you soooo much and love you veryyy much i think about u every day muahhh <3

HELLO MOMMY 

 well Maritza finally did it she graduated and we had a big celebration with music and a band you would of been taking a shot of something we played red red wine and all the of you kids dance together i can see your face how happy you are and proud that we are together, that's what you wanted 
thank you for teaching us that we need each other no matter what, 

I love you very much and miss you

Good Sunday morning mom and happy Mothers Day to you to we will celebrate your day God bless you love you and miss u mom and just to let you know johnny is home

hello Mommy 

today was Anissa prom all of her aunties went to see her and her cousins it was great she look so beautiful and she went on a party bus 
the only thing was missing was you being there but i know you were there in spirit, I know you are proud to know she will be graduating.

I love and miss you so much i wish i can hug and kiss you and have your hands touch my face, i always think about you everyday,

Hello mom Buenos Dias I back from my trip to see Johnny graduate from basic training it was very emotional he said that he wish u and nana koko would of been there to see him graduate I told him they are in spirit love u mom

Gdmorning nana 
I miss you very much its been so hard without you here. I got your necklace with your.fingerprint on it i touch it everyday so many times it feels like i feel you when i put my finger on it :).. I miss you nana n luv you muahh

Hello Mom 

well just looking at the calendar and we have sixty days to go for Maritza graduation something you always talked about it hard knowing that you will not be there i know in spirit but you were her cheerleader love you

hi mom 
I miss you so much been thinking about you everyday all day, it that year again for my inspection and you are the first person to ask if everything was okay, you know i always worry about everything it is very hard not to have you here especially with the kids. i know you did not like it when i cry but it is hard. Love you so much,

Good morning mom tell everyone i said hello I got 3 more days and im going to go see Johnny boy  love u and miss you

Good Morning Mamasita
I love and miss you SO very much.  I miss your calls Mamasita.  You always called me at my lunch time to see if I'm having lunch and what I brought to eat.  You also called me in the mornings when you knew I was feeling down just to say Remember Gaby I Love You.  I need those phone calls right now.  You are My Strength Mamasita.  I need you so badly.  I have this feeling inside me every day that I need to go home and share with you my day, my thoughts with you.  It is so real that I really feel that you will be sitting on your walker when I come in the house.  God how I wish I was beside you right now, touching your face, holding your hands and giving you kisses. That is my Heaven, being with you.

Tu Paloma Negra Gaby

Goodmornin nana waking up thinking so much about you i miss you very much i miss your morning calls i wish you were here so i can talk to you i love you with all my heart muahh

Good Morning Mamasita. Just got out of church & it's raining. I'm missing you so much. I NEED YOU!!! Wish I had another day at church with you. I wanna sit at our section but it's so hard. Mama I'm trying real hard to be happy because I know that's your biggest desire for me. I looovvvverree you!!!!

Tu Paloma Negra

Happy Valentine's day nana i love you so much and miss you. I am going to miss you today alot me and you were eachothers Valentine every year i wish you were here today i had a very good surprise that i wanted to do last year i think about you every single day i love you with all my heart muahh

Mamasita

On Valentine's Day I am reminded that no one in my life gives me more love that you do.  You care so deeply and give so much.  Without you I couldn't be the person I am.  You are the foundation of my life.  Your encouragement and support made everything seem possible, because I knew you'll always be there for me, to cheer me, to comfort me, to give a boost when I needed it.  On Valentine's Day Mamasita I want you to know that I love you so much!!!!  I appreciate you and I feel so blessed that you are Mi Mamasita!!!  Wish I was up there with you, to give you another hug and kiss.  I MISS YOU!!!
Tu Paloma Negra
Gabriela

Buenas Dias Mamasita

I miss and love you so much!!! Mamasita I've started a new chapter in my life.  You might not be here in the natural, but you are engraved in my heart.  One door closed and another door will open, but better.  I feel your arms around me encouraging me to be strong and I hear you saying to me “I Love You”.  You always want the best for me and I'm working on it Mamasita.  Thank you for giving me the Sisters that I have.  Your humor, the guidance, your warm love you give to me I'm receiving it through my sisters.  This new chapter in my life is gonna be hard at the beginning, but eventually I will get through it because you've made me into a strong independent woman.  I've decided to start living the life that I imagined.  Thank you Mamasita for giving me the BEST gifts, Family & Love!!!

Tu Paloma Negra Gaby

The PUREST and TRUEST meaning of the word UNCONDITIONAL can only be found in your love for me, Mi Mamasita. Life hasn't always been fair, sometimes it has been very mean. I fell down along the way, I got wounds that couldn't be seen. But through it all Mamasita you never left my side, your constant love is the reason I continue to give everyday a fresh new start. Because of You Mamasita I'm still here because that's what you want for me.  I'm here to honor your wishes. Because of you I have a life to celebrate.  Thank you Mamasita for giving me life and being able to celebrate your life.  Without you this life celebration would not be possible.  Can't wait to celebrate with you in heaven right beside you.
Te Amo Muchisimo!!!
Tu Paloma Negra

happy bday nana I love you and miss you so much I wish I can give you a big hug and tell you how much I miss you! im always thinking about you and wish I can get one more call from you to tell me hows work and how am I doing I miss you nana and love you!!

Happy Birthday MOM, I love and miss you very much I think about you all the time it is so hard not having you around I make my mind understand that you are in a better place but my heart hurts so much for you i wish you were here dancing WOW knowing something so little made you so happy thanks for being 
the best MOM a Calabaza can have :)

Good morning mom happy birthday to u I know u are celebrating your day with all of the family we are all going to get together tonight in honor of your birthday I hope u and nana tia boo are watching over Johnny. Love u mom happy birthday.

Buenas Dias Mamasita

Feliz Cumpleanos Mi Mamasita
In every smile, every tear and cheer you were always there for me. Through the years you were there supporting me and providing me with all the energy I needed in order to stand in the game called life.  Mamasita, no one can ever take your place in my heart.  I love you forever and ever.  No matter where I go or who I meet, you will always be #1 to me. Every day I wake up, I always have to thank you for your guidance, your warmth, your love and especially for your heart.  You love me unconditionally, right or wrong.  Mama I love you so much!!!  Happy Birthday My Angel, Mi Mamasita!!!

Tu Paloma Negra Gabriela
See ya later Mama =)

Happy Birthday, Mommy. I love and miss you so much. I wish I could put my arms around you and give you a big birthday hug. I will be looking at the sky tonite thinking of you.  Love always, Rollie Pollie.

Hola Mamasita

I wish Heaven had a phone so that I could hear your voice again.  I miss my daily calls at work.  I have no one asking me if I'm eating lunch and what am I eating or how I'm doing.  I'm constantly looking at my phone to see if Mi Mamasita has called me.  

There isn't a second that goes by that I'm not thinking of you Mamasita.  You never separate from my thoughts.  I'm always thinking I need to go home and share about my day, but all I have now is my memories of you Mi Mamasita.  

I know you have a better set of arms around you taking care of his precious angel. One day I will be right there beside you.  God has you in his arms, I have you in my heart.  

I love you Mamasita.

Tu Paloma Negra Gabriela

Hello mom as china had mentioned yes your grandson johnny left to the army yesterday it was a said moment when we dropped him off at the airport tonia was crying but mom I know u and nana are sitting up there looking down at him and watching over him along with yhe rest of the family take care of my son im going to miss him but not for long

Hi  Mommy, I just wanted to let you know we got together last nite for Johnny farewell dinner. Mom I know you would be so proud of him. He is your 1St grandchild to go to the service.  I remember how you loved talking about your uncles in the service and how 
Proud you were of them.  Mom I know you would be so proud of Johnny in this new chapter of his journey.  I know you will keep him safe.  I also took the girls: Kimberly and Michelle with me, it was nice that Michael included them.  I guess we are starting the New Year with togetherness.  Mom, I love and miss you so much.  I feel so lonely without you I have no body to fight with. (Laughing out Loud). You were, are, and will always be my everything.  

Your Rollie Pollie

Happy new year mom I know I'm a day late but better late then never had fun new yrs eve with my sisters and your presence was felt thank u mom love u and u will always be remembere

Your son
Michael

Feliz Año Nuevo Mamasita
I love & miss you so much!!! Tonight was fun Mama, thank you for instilling the unity of family in all your children. You are a giving angel that keeps overflowing us with your endless love. Thank you for my life. 
Te Amo Mamasita
Tu Paloma Negra

mom you are gone but not forgotten you were there on Christmas Day all our family that you always said to keep close together we drank and had a good time mom love u

Mamasita

You welcomed me into this world and took care that I had everything I needed.  With your constant presence and careful guidance, you taught me the meaning of security and protection.

I used these parallel bases to find my way through the maze of childhood and by the choices and challenges of life.  Along the way, your faith in me and acceptance from my mistakes taught me what it means to have faith in myself.

We shared birthdays, holidays, and one million daily moments that still shine in my memory.  By dedicating quality time, taught me the meaning of family.

Now I realize through time, in everything you did and said you were teaching me the actual meaning of love and my heart turn to love you FOREVER!!!

I love you Mama

Tu Paloma Negra

Mom I just want to tell u im retired already  I did my part at my job never having time to celebrate with my family but now I do china  is going to have a celebration at the house and we're going to go ahead and Exchange gifts so we're going to go ahead and celebrate Christmas Day at your house and mom if I drink don't get mad ok I love you mom

Michael Ortiz

Mom keep it going my chachalaka love u mom

Mom there was a lot of good things I wanted to say at your service but my mind was not confused it was filled with many memories I did not know where to start like your new car the galaxy taking me to sea world to Disney land going to the dairy down the street from the house on first street and me falling out if your brand new car u working at Sears to provide and take me on all the trips mom I did not grew up with u and the rest of my brothers and sisters but I sure did love u I was attached with mama koko but mom u tryed your best to keep everyone happy and peaceful every time me and toina fought u would tell me go to your room and let her cool down u knew mom I was looking forward to taking care of u in January cuse mom im retiring and u told me no mijo u to young and I member telling u over the phone don't worry mom ill come take care of u in January it never happened mom but im sure u looking down on me and telling me chachlaka be good to tonia and the kids and give my zyla a kiss for me.
Mom im missing u I cant call u no more but u will be in my heart untill one day we will meet tell Nana Tata Johnny  Tia Boo my Dad and Jose Luis and everyone one else I said hello and one day we will meet

LOVE U MOM:
MICHAELORTIZ

I miss you my nana i love you so much ur always going to be in my heart i would give anything for just one more kiss muahhh nana i love you ??

Tu eres la tristeza de mis ojos Que lloran en silencio por tu amor
Me miro en el espejo y veo en mi rostro El tiempo que he sufrido por tu adios

Obligo a que te olvide el pensamiento Pues siempre estoy pensando en el ayer Prefiero estar dormida que despierta De tanto que me duele que no estes

Como quisiera ayy que tu vivieras Que tus ojitos jamas se hubieran cerrado nunca y estar mirandolos

Amor eterno e inolvidable tarde o temprano Estare contigo para seguir amandonos

Yo he sufrido tanto por tu ausencia Que desde ese dia hasta hoy no soy feliz
Y aunque tengo tranquila mi conciencia Se que pude haber yo hecho mas por ti

Obscura soledad estoy viviendo la misma soledad de tu sepulcro
Tu eres el amor del cual yo tengo el mas triste recuerdo de acapulco

Como quisiera ayy que tu vivieras Que tus ojitos jamas se hubieran cerrados nunca y estar mirandolos Amor eterno e inolvidable tarde o temprano Estare contigo para seguir amandonos

Tu eres la tristeza de mis ojos
Que lloran en silencio por tu amor
 Me miro en el espejo y veo en mi rostro
 El tiempo que he sufrido por tu adios

 Obligo a que te olvide el pensamiento
 Pues siempre estoy pensando en el ayer
 Prefiero estar dormida que despierta
 De tanto que me duele que no estes

 Como quisiera ayy que tu vivieras
 Que tus ojitos jamas se hubieran cerrado nunca y estar mirandolos

 Amor eterno e inolvidable tarde o temprano
 Estare contigo para seguir amandonos

 Yo he sufrido tanto por tu ausencia
 Que desde ese dia hasta hoy no soy feliz
 Y aunque tengo tranquila mi conciencia
 Se que pude haber yo hecho mas por ti

 Obscura soledad estoy viviendo la misma soledad de tu sepulcro
 Tu eres el amor del cual yo tengo el mas triste recuerdo de acapulco

 Como quisiera ayy que tu vivieras
 Que tus ojitos jamas se hubieran cerrados nunca y estar mirandolos
 Amor eterno e inolvidable tarde o temprano
 Estare contigo para seguir amandonos

Mamasita - Te Amo
Tu Paloma Nega Gabriela

Nana/mom/Mrs Ontiveros a beautiful human being. Thank you for showing me love and making me feel like a daughter. The day I met you I for sure thought I made a bad Impression by getting drunk but instead you Loved me and never judged me for that.  I remember when we went to Knotts Berry Farm we were all exhausted but you wanted to stay until the end. That was a perfect time. I had my dad and you in good health.  I have many more memories that I have banked into my heart those are my greatest treasures.  Thank you for loving me and my family. You will be missed I will Love you forever.  The Flores Family

In be half of my self Kimberly Ortiz-Garcia and my to daughters Vivian & Gia Garcia we would like to thank everyone who attend my nana services on Friday... Nana you will be missed by everyone who truly loved you and cared for you.... You cared for each and everyone of us and you loved each and everyone of us no matter what you were always there for all of us.... Your in a better place now nana resting with no more pain or suffering or no more pills.... Im gonna miss you always scolding me nana.... You left me & my children with beautiful memories those memories were always gonna treasure for the rest of our life's and carry those memories in our heart forever.... Your little butterball Gia gonna miss you the most nana always buying her diapers when she was a baby sending her home with snacks.... Those little memories she always carry in her heart.... We love and miss you nana forever in my heart and in my memory till we meet again in the sky... Love always and forever your oldest granddaughter Honata & great grand-daughters Vivian and Butterball Gia... Say hello 2 my Mother Vivian my Brother Derek and my Grandpa Robert....

In behalf of the Ontiveros and Ortiz family I would like to thank each and every one of u for showing up to my mothers services yesterday wow I was touched with all the people my mom knew all the testimonials where very touching and emotional once again thank u all and may my mom's legacy continue once again thank u all from the bottom of my heart

Michael, My deepest condolences to you and your family.  God is always there to guide you through this difficult time.  You are in my prayers.  RIP Mrs. Ontiveros

Nana Bea, you always brought a smile to anyones face no matter what mood they were in. I will forever cherish all the fun moments and laughs we shared. May you rest in eternal paradise.

My beautiful and loving nana. There's not a day goes by that I don't miss you. I find myself looking up in the sky and thinking "are you watching over me?" I miss you so much, but I know that you're in a better place without any pain. Most people aren't kucky to have their grandparents as long as I did and I am so grateful that I was able to love and care for you all of my 26 years of life. You were like a mom to me nana. I know that you will always be in my heart. I love you forever

Nana B ! I miss you more & more everyday. I know your in gods hands now looking down upon us all. I'd give anything just to have more kiss on my forehead, one more time for you to bless me goodbye. & Watch one last dodger game with you. I love YOU Nana...

Nana you will be forever missed and loved I know you are no longer suffering and no longer in pain I love you and miss you nana I'm really going. To miss that beautiful smile of yours  , you will forever have a place in my heart beautiful ... Rest in paradise our beautiful angel I love you

Nana... I miss you so much... I just know in some way you are here in my heart and you give me strength and I'm stronger for it I can feel you in my dreams in my soul as you were here with me nana I love you I feel that am twice as strong and I'm a better person for it, we will all be with you one day and we will be there in your arms again and hear your voice and see your smile

Mi Mamasita solo tu eres Mi Mundo!!! Yo se que estas en otro lugar sin sufir, sin dolor, sin medicina. Ya estas en paz y feliz porque yo se que estas con nuestro Señor y con lo resto de nuestra familia Mi Mama KoKo Mi Mama Vita Mi Tia Boo. Todas esta juntas como deban estar. Un dia me voy a juntar con todas. Te hecho de menos muchisimo y te Amo con todo Mi Corazon.

nana i love you and miss you soooo much but i know you are resting now and have no pain... i love you with all my heart and for the rest of my life!! im going to miss my 10 calls a day. You will always be in my heart and on my mind muahhh nana i love you <3

mom I will miss you very much. i think about all the times you would have me dance for you or when we would dance with each other when we would hear a song that we liked. You had name for everyone and i had a few my favorite is (La mama)

Nana I know you're in a better place now resting with no pain we are all going to miss you we are always going to have a lot of memories of the funny things that you used to do I'm never going to forget that you left us with a lot of funny things that especially when you had a name for everybody I'm always going to remember that nobody would ever take your place for another mother in law .. I promise you  I'm going to take care of your son Michael ... Rest in peace Nana Bea !!! until we meet again ...  I love you Nana  !!!  Tell my mom and dad i said hello and Love and Miss them both OXOZOXOX

Tia I Love you you will be missed by all of us. God bless the family.

Mother im going to miss u a a lot every day I would call u to see how u are doing u would answer and say Gordo im ok just tiered I would tell u mom rest and relax I wish there was a phone right now so I can call u right now mom I love u and u will be missed not only by me but by everyone that u touched there hearts  especially my sisters and brothers

OBITUARY

Beatrice Ayala Ontiveros

January 21, 1938 – November 27, 2014

Funeraria del Angel Pico Rivera

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